A/N: Hey guys sorry it took so long but here it chapter 6.
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any other character associated
with J.K Rowling's books.
I felt like my heart was breaking and I didn't know why, why did I kiss her? Why did I let her see my emotions? Its because I've liked her for 2 years know I've just covered it up hoping it would just go away but it just grew stronger. When I saw her in the common room I tried to tell myself that she wasn't beautiful, smart and witty everything I've always wanted in a girl. I try to think of how much my father would beat me and maybe even her if he found out I had feelings for a mud- I cant even think that word anymore.
Slowly I finally fall asleep into a deep dreamless sleep with her words running through my mind.
I woke up I looked at the clock it was still fairly early I got up and had a shower and got dressed I put my hair in two braids and put some light make-up on. I tried to smile at the mirror but it just dropped straight away. I still had his words running through my head and the hurt look on his face it broke my heart for a reason I didn't want to admit to I think I'm falling for Draco Malfoy no I just would like to get to know him and be his friend yeah that's it, I tried to think of other things as I went down to breakfast not seeing Draco in the common room. Does he really like me that way or was he was just playing some trick on me toying with my emotions I had to find out.
I found Harry, Ron and Ginny sitting with the other Gryfindor's I smiled and sat down between Ginny and Ron "Hey guys whats up?" I said trying to sound cheerful.
"I'm good Mione, I beat Ron in chess last night," Harry said proudly.
"I let him win" Ron said in a whisper. I forced a laugh knowing they would probably wonder if I didn't.
"So Mione what subjects do you have this morning" Ginny asked just as cheerful as Harry.
" Potions" I said sounding glum.
"Don't worry Mione, this year we won't take any crap from those Slytherins and if we do they'll have me too answer too," Ron said trying to sound tough. I laughed picturing Ron trying to fight Goyle and Crabbe. But it soon faded when I saw Draco swing through the doors my heart leapt, but I covered it up and looked away as he looked in my direction I thought about what Ron had said if only he knew it wasn't that I was worrying about it was having to sit through a class knowing Draco would be in the room.
When I walked through the Great Halls big wooden doors I felt her eyes on me I looked over at her as I did Hermione turned her head and started playing with her food, I sighed and went and sat with Crabbe and Goyle who where shovelling food into there mouths like there was no tomorrow and when one of them finally spoke it was just Crabbe telling Goyle that they had better start of for potions without eating anything I walked with them and had a sudden urge to have real friends who talk and ask how your feeling.
When we got to the dungeons everyone was already there and I just made it when Snape was asking the other students to go in and sit down.
I went and sat in my usual spot after everyione had sat down Snape laughed.
"I'm happy to say this year I will be picking pairs to sit and work together," Snape said with a smirk. My heart sank please not Potty or Weasel or even Hermione I don't want to have to talk about last night or have a very awkward silence between us.
" Parkinson and Weasley, Potter and Goyle, Zabini and Finnigan, Patil and Crabbe, Granger and Malfoy..." he continued to pair people up while I wallowed in my own self pity.
Hermione came over after all the names had been called out, she sat down and looked like she was just about to say something but couldn't get the words out so I spoke first.
"Look Hermione just forget about last night okay it didn't mean anything but we can still be friends right." She looked taken back but then replied.
" Yeah sure, Draco of course," she said starting to smile I smiled back.
"But it has to be a secret friendship ok otherwise my father well you know." I said looking at her she nodded and then we started to make the potion.
A/N : It took a while but here it is guys hope you like it.
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I felt like my heart was breaking and I didn't know why, why did I kiss her? Why did I let her see my emotions? Its because I've liked her for 2 years know I've just covered it up hoping it would just go away but it just grew stronger. When I saw her in the common room I tried to tell myself that she wasn't beautiful, smart and witty everything I've always wanted in a girl. I try to think of how much my father would beat me and maybe even her if he found out I had feelings for a mud- I cant even think that word anymore.
Slowly I finally fall asleep into a deep dreamless sleep with her words running through my mind.
I woke up I looked at the clock it was still fairly early I got up and had a shower and got dressed I put my hair in two braids and put some light make-up on. I tried to smile at the mirror but it just dropped straight away. I still had his words running through my head and the hurt look on his face it broke my heart for a reason I didn't want to admit to I think I'm falling for Draco Malfoy no I just would like to get to know him and be his friend yeah that's it, I tried to think of other things as I went down to breakfast not seeing Draco in the common room. Does he really like me that way or was he was just playing some trick on me toying with my emotions I had to find out.
I found Harry, Ron and Ginny sitting with the other Gryfindor's I smiled and sat down between Ginny and Ron "Hey guys whats up?" I said trying to sound cheerful.
"I'm good Mione, I beat Ron in chess last night," Harry said proudly.
"I let him win" Ron said in a whisper. I forced a laugh knowing they would probably wonder if I didn't.
"So Mione what subjects do you have this morning" Ginny asked just as cheerful as Harry.
" Potions" I said sounding glum.
"Don't worry Mione, this year we won't take any crap from those Slytherins and if we do they'll have me too answer too," Ron said trying to sound tough. I laughed picturing Ron trying to fight Goyle and Crabbe. But it soon faded when I saw Draco swing through the doors my heart leapt, but I covered it up and looked away as he looked in my direction I thought about what Ron had said if only he knew it wasn't that I was worrying about it was having to sit through a class knowing Draco would be in the room.
When I walked through the Great Halls big wooden doors I felt her eyes on me I looked over at her as I did Hermione turned her head and started playing with her food, I sighed and went and sat with Crabbe and Goyle who where shovelling food into there mouths like there was no tomorrow and when one of them finally spoke it was just Crabbe telling Goyle that they had better start of for potions without eating anything I walked with them and had a sudden urge to have real friends who talk and ask how your feeling.
When we got to the dungeons everyone was already there and I just made it when Snape was asking the other students to go in and sit down.
I went and sat in my usual spot after everyione had sat down Snape laughed.
"I'm happy to say this year I will be picking pairs to sit and work together," Snape said with a smirk. My heart sank please not Potty or Weasel or even Hermione I don't want to have to talk about last night or have a very awkward silence between us.
" Parkinson and Weasley, Potter and Goyle, Zabini and Finnigan, Patil and Crabbe, Granger and Malfoy..." he continued to pair people up while I wallowed in my own self pity.
Hermione came over after all the names had been called out, she sat down and looked like she was just about to say something but couldn't get the words out so I spoke first.
"Look Hermione just forget about last night okay it didn't mean anything but we can still be friends right." She looked taken back but then replied.
" Yeah sure, Draco of course," she said starting to smile I smiled back.
"But it has to be a secret friendship ok otherwise my father well you know." I said looking at her she nodded and then we started to make the potion.
A/N : It took a while but here it is guys hope you like it.
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