A/N: A music chapter. Avril's 'Things I'll never say'
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
Over the next few weeks Hermione and I worked on preparations for the Christmas Ball. We still talked but never about the kiss, and every time we talked there was a awkward feeling between us.
" Ahhh, Halloween feast there's nothing better," Goyle said rubbing his stomach next too me.
" Yuk, put that thing away," I said looking at his bloated stomach.
It was Halloween and to celebrate it everyone had dressed up as magical creatures. I was dressed up as a vampire, Crabbe and Goyle were dressed up as Dragons and Pansy was dressed up as a Banshee, which in my opinion suits her very well.
I looked over at the Gryfindor table, Potter was dressed as a Werewolf (no surprise there) and Weasley was dress up as a Mummy which was a bit funny to look at, but then I saw Hermione I hadn't seen her in her costume yet, she looked beautiful dressed up as a Fairy she had multi-coloured wings, and shimmer dust rubbed on her skin her hair was curled and had a crown on the top and she wore a dress that if she moved shined different colours. She looked stunning. At that moment her boyfriend Dean walked up dressed as a Doxy (A magical creature much like a Fairy but have black hair all over them and has a extra pair of arms and legs) he kissed her and Hermione smiled then turned to look right at me guilt in her eyes and a sad expression on her face.
I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah
She turned back and smiled at Dean who started to escort her out of the Hall while handing her a rose, I figured they where going for a walk in the gardens. I had to follow them.
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
They got down into the garden, I followed a little while later, I looked everywhere around the gardens I couldn't find them I sunk down the trunk and felt my heart drop, I loved Hermione Granger Muggle born, frizzy hair, smarty pants everything about her and know she was with Dean I hated him for being with her I hate myself for saying the things I should have said earlier, she was the first person that I truly loved.
It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
Suddenly I heard a shuffle behind the bush it was Hermione she had tears in her eyes, she saw me and I was just about to ask her what was wrong when she flung herself into my arms and cried on my shoulder. I rubbed her back for a little while. Then she pulled her head up and asked me
What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say
" Draco, tell me how you feel please," she said looking up at me.
I froze what was I supposed to say I love you no way I couldn't, and I know I wouldn't.
" Nothing Hermione, nothing," I said with no expression or emotion. She looked up at me and started crying, she pulled away. Yes I'm wishing my life away with these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
" Draco Malfoy, if you can't express your feelings then I'm afraid I can't be your friend, these are the ground rules from now on (sniffle) I call you Malfoy and you call me Granger we will be civil but not friends I can't take this anymore," she said while tears ran down her cheeks.
" Her-Granger what are you talking." I said but was cut off.
" You know what I'm talking about, Malfoy," she said and walked off.
At that exact moment a chill ran down Albus Dumbledore's neck, he shook his head.
" Two broken hearts in one night," he said to himself a tear running down his old and worn out face.
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
A/N: I hope you enjoyed review if you please.
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
Over the next few weeks Hermione and I worked on preparations for the Christmas Ball. We still talked but never about the kiss, and every time we talked there was a awkward feeling between us.
" Ahhh, Halloween feast there's nothing better," Goyle said rubbing his stomach next too me.
" Yuk, put that thing away," I said looking at his bloated stomach.
It was Halloween and to celebrate it everyone had dressed up as magical creatures. I was dressed up as a vampire, Crabbe and Goyle were dressed up as Dragons and Pansy was dressed up as a Banshee, which in my opinion suits her very well.
I looked over at the Gryfindor table, Potter was dressed as a Werewolf (no surprise there) and Weasley was dress up as a Mummy which was a bit funny to look at, but then I saw Hermione I hadn't seen her in her costume yet, she looked beautiful dressed up as a Fairy she had multi-coloured wings, and shimmer dust rubbed on her skin her hair was curled and had a crown on the top and she wore a dress that if she moved shined different colours. She looked stunning. At that moment her boyfriend Dean walked up dressed as a Doxy (A magical creature much like a Fairy but have black hair all over them and has a extra pair of arms and legs) he kissed her and Hermione smiled then turned to look right at me guilt in her eyes and a sad expression on her face.
I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah
She turned back and smiled at Dean who started to escort her out of the Hall while handing her a rose, I figured they where going for a walk in the gardens. I had to follow them.
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
They got down into the garden, I followed a little while later, I looked everywhere around the gardens I couldn't find them I sunk down the trunk and felt my heart drop, I loved Hermione Granger Muggle born, frizzy hair, smarty pants everything about her and know she was with Dean I hated him for being with her I hate myself for saying the things I should have said earlier, she was the first person that I truly loved.
It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
Suddenly I heard a shuffle behind the bush it was Hermione she had tears in her eyes, she saw me and I was just about to ask her what was wrong when she flung herself into my arms and cried on my shoulder. I rubbed her back for a little while. Then she pulled her head up and asked me
What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say
" Draco, tell me how you feel please," she said looking up at me.
I froze what was I supposed to say I love you no way I couldn't, and I know I wouldn't.
" Nothing Hermione, nothing," I said with no expression or emotion. She looked up at me and started crying, she pulled away. Yes I'm wishing my life away with these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
" Draco Malfoy, if you can't express your feelings then I'm afraid I can't be your friend, these are the ground rules from now on (sniffle) I call you Malfoy and you call me Granger we will be civil but not friends I can't take this anymore," she said while tears ran down her cheeks.
" Her-Granger what are you talking." I said but was cut off.
" You know what I'm talking about, Malfoy," she said and walked off.
At that exact moment a chill ran down Albus Dumbledore's neck, he shook his head.
" Two broken hearts in one night," he said to himself a tear running down his old and worn out face.
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
A/N: I hope you enjoyed review if you please.