9.41, Saturday 22nd
More than a week since my not so official break up with Tom. Don't know how I feel. What would Sindy Crawford do in these situations? He did ask me to meet him at the park, and I said no. I didn't want to look desperate, but he might have taken that as me blowing him off (O er!) because he didn't txt back.
I love him. I really do. But he doesn't love me.
9.54 am
I love the way his hair goes curly in the rain.
9.56 am
And the way he respects me as a person, not just a Claudia Shiffa looka like.
10.10 am
Oh, what in the name of Wet Lindsey's thong have I done? Bugger shit and merde.
10.11
Crap.
11.00 am Phoned Georgia
"I love and miss hunky"
"Ah"
"What do you mean, "Ah?" "
12. 78 pm My Kitchen, Eating an Omelette and Pop Tarts.
I cannot BELIEVE the selfishosity of some people!! Not naming any names but GEORGIA! She is no best-friendy, no, she is Swine Girl! Not much more than a pig in cool trainers. I told her all about my tres tres tragic love pains, (and I mean "Tragic" as in Cathy and Heath Cliff Tragic, not Wet Lindsey's Side parting "Tragic", that is, all together another story O.o) And what does Crap Friend Extraordinaire say? Bugger all! Well, actually, she said I have really, really, brought this on myself, It's my flauty-o if he really does never want to see me again and he'll have probably moved on and so should I. Like I said, bugger all.
Wasn't It her that told me to play it cool?
Grrr! What's more, she is too busy having a secret and crap ( I bet) affair with Dave the Laugh. Hfmp Does she not see I'm in pain??!! Also, to make things quadruppally worse, Dave told Georgia (Swiner) that Tom went anyway Footballing on Thursday and won't be back for another two and a half weeks. And he didn't even tell me. So much for revising for mock exams.
I called Mabs and Ellen and we agreed to go into town, you know, to take my mind of my terrible loss ( a boyfriend) and possibly (and secretly) scope for a new love match for Elley Pelly.
4.16 pm
In My Bed Room
Got back from Town. What a laugh! I nearly forgot about my painful break-up for all of 3 minutes when when we were leaving Miss Sefridge and Mabs triped over the security thingys and fell right over. Hehhehhe hahhahhahhhaha hehehehhooohoohahhahh
Shouldn't really laugh though.
4.18 pm
hahhahahahhahhbhahahahahehehhehehhoooahahhahha
4.19
Though, she had the last laugh when a REALLY dishy security bloke helped her up. We stood, standing in awe as he said; "Must be my lucky day, all they pretty girls usually fall over on my mate's shift" And he i Winked i at her! I mean, i winking i how very, very sad. Me and Ellen looked at each other in horror. Mabs must having been hiding her disgust however, because she, quite worryingly, didn't look that bothered. Instead she said "Umm, I..." And blushed quite a bit
This got quite embarrassing after awhile though, when we notice that we were just standing there in silence. "Come on Mabs" I said, practically dragging her out of the shop and away from Dishy S.
She wants to got back next week, because she "Forgot to get that black top I was looking at" "What black top? I didn't see any black top." I said Ellen just gave me a look, a look Georgia would have probably given if she had been here. Being a good friend. Instead of a crap one. With her "laugh" of a BF-y. More of a "Light Chuckle" than a laugh, I have to say.
Merd! That reminds me, still no potential love interest for Ellen.
SUNDAY 11.20 AM
More than a week since my not so official break up with Tom. Don't know how I feel. What would Sindy Crawford do in these situations? He did ask me to meet him at the park, and I said no. I didn't want to look desperate, but he might have taken that as me blowing him off (O er!) because he didn't txt back.
I love him. I really do. But he doesn't love me.
9.54 am
I love the way his hair goes curly in the rain.
9.56 am
And the way he respects me as a person, not just a Claudia Shiffa looka like.
10.10 am
Oh, what in the name of Wet Lindsey's thong have I done? Bugger shit and merde.
10.11
Crap.
11.00 am Phoned Georgia
"I love and miss hunky"
"Ah"
"What do you mean, "Ah?" "
12. 78 pm My Kitchen, Eating an Omelette and Pop Tarts.
I cannot BELIEVE the selfishosity of some people!! Not naming any names but GEORGIA! She is no best-friendy, no, she is Swine Girl! Not much more than a pig in cool trainers. I told her all about my tres tres tragic love pains, (and I mean "Tragic" as in Cathy and Heath Cliff Tragic, not Wet Lindsey's Side parting "Tragic", that is, all together another story O.o) And what does Crap Friend Extraordinaire say? Bugger all! Well, actually, she said I have really, really, brought this on myself, It's my flauty-o if he really does never want to see me again and he'll have probably moved on and so should I. Like I said, bugger all.
Wasn't It her that told me to play it cool?
Grrr! What's more, she is too busy having a secret and crap ( I bet) affair with Dave the Laugh. Hfmp Does she not see I'm in pain??!! Also, to make things quadruppally worse, Dave told Georgia (Swiner) that Tom went anyway Footballing on Thursday and won't be back for another two and a half weeks. And he didn't even tell me. So much for revising for mock exams.
I called Mabs and Ellen and we agreed to go into town, you know, to take my mind of my terrible loss ( a boyfriend) and possibly (and secretly) scope for a new love match for Elley Pelly.
4.16 pm
In My Bed Room
Got back from Town. What a laugh! I nearly forgot about my painful break-up for all of 3 minutes when when we were leaving Miss Sefridge and Mabs triped over the security thingys and fell right over. Hehhehhe hahhahhahhhaha hehehehhooohoohahhahh
Shouldn't really laugh though.
4.18 pm
hahhahahahhahhbhahahahahehehhehehhoooahahhahha
4.19
Though, she had the last laugh when a REALLY dishy security bloke helped her up. We stood, standing in awe as he said; "Must be my lucky day, all they pretty girls usually fall over on my mate's shift" And he i Winked i at her! I mean, i winking i how very, very sad. Me and Ellen looked at each other in horror. Mabs must having been hiding her disgust however, because she, quite worryingly, didn't look that bothered. Instead she said "Umm, I..." And blushed quite a bit
This got quite embarrassing after awhile though, when we notice that we were just standing there in silence. "Come on Mabs" I said, practically dragging her out of the shop and away from Dishy S.
She wants to got back next week, because she "Forgot to get that black top I was looking at" "What black top? I didn't see any black top." I said Ellen just gave me a look, a look Georgia would have probably given if she had been here. Being a good friend. Instead of a crap one. With her "laugh" of a BF-y. More of a "Light Chuckle" than a laugh, I have to say.
Merd! That reminds me, still no potential love interest for Ellen.
SUNDAY 11.20 AM