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A/N: Took me long time to update! Hehe...ask my teacher to give me less works. I must make speech within a week while I must do other works! Oh God!! I only have little time. I write this at eleven to twelve at night. Sigh....I almost faint.
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By Irisgem
Kurama's POV
I liked the pure beauty of cool morning. The birds chirped at the trees. I also liked to see the streaming water like a tiny cascade from watering can. The droplets of water were shining like stars. I loved the misty morning, especially the young lad who watched over me from the second floor.
I looked at him back. I knew that he had been watching for me for three hours. At first, I didn't use to be watched all time. But lately it had become a habit. I knew that he was unconsciously looking at me. Actually his gaze was in far away land. Probably he tried to remember something.
I stared at him worriedly. It had been like this too long to stay outside with breeze blowing hard. I hoped he would not catch a cold. Finally he snapped out and realized that he had been staring me for century. Though we were in a distance, I could see him blush. I chuckled slyly and continued my work. I could hear his footsteps, disappearing every seconds passed.
I swept my sweat from my face. I watched the garden with quite good health. // So beautiful..//
I lifted my head and watched the blue sky. It had been almost half of a year since we found Haru. I still could feel being watched every time. I was sure that the strangers were still spying on Haru. Somehow, I felt that I didn't want him to leave. I would like everything to remain like this forever.
My face got red again. I wondered why. It had happened lately. I cleaned the dust on my cloth and got inside house. It almost time for breakfast anyway.
I entered the room and met my mother with Haru at her side. I thought that he looked more like her son than me. He always was at her side. It didn't mean I was jealous for my mother's love. I also felt relief. There was someone for my mother beside me. I can acknowledge that she wasn't alone all day.
I smiled sincerely toward them. I never felt sadness anymore. Haru helped me knew how much my mother loved me, that she didn't care the real me. Somehow I can watch her without being hurt anymore.
Until last year, I still felt desperate to shower my mother with happiness since I stole her true son. But now I never felt guilt. I didn't make her happy because of anxiety but love. Because I loved her, so I tried to protect her smile.
Mother replied my greeting and walked to dining room. As usual, Haru just moved his head a little as a sign and trailed her. I giggled secretly and followed them.
" Ara, Shuiichi. Don't you think lately the mornings are so hectic? "
" Umm, maybe? "
" Hn. Is that what you called 'maybe'? "
It was such a pain to hear girl's shouting and giggle in such a peace morning. Usually they just got here during the evening when the school was over. Since Haru worked here, they started to come here and disturbed someone's house. It was good for mother's business but I felt tired with them.
Haru also felt the same. He usually became quieter (when he was usually quiet) than usual. His face went grimace as if he would like to kill one of them. He just finished his meal slower than usual and washed his hand. I came outside first to greet the girls half-heartedly.
" Minamino-kun, can you go out with me now? "
" Minamino-kun, I would like to buy some flower please? "
" Minamino-kun, where is your cousin?"
" Minamino-kun, how is your mother?"
I sighed and smiled as brief as I could. "Everything is just all right like usual. " Haru closed the door shop behind him and wore a dark blue brief gardening apron. Mother made it for him so his cloth wouldn't be dusted while he was working. I could tell that he was really bothered with all the girls.
I didn't know how he got famous. When I came home with trailing girls, they would mostly ask about 'my cousin'. He was really cool I could say. He is also very solemn and quiet. The girls admitted that they liked his cute face and cold manner. He usually acted as if there was no one in his world. Accept for me and mother this far though.
" Shuiichi. How nice of you to walk to school with your friend. You should go now. It's almost late. " Mother entered the shop. Her hair was braided and tied with thin pink ribbon. It was matched her brown wood hair.
I knew how much Haru hated noise, so I tried to take all of fan girls to go with me to school. Shiori waved her hand gracefully while Haru just escorted us to the front door of the shop. He soon returned to the shop with leaving a glance on me for a second.
I wished I could go home faster without girls coming home. I closed my eyes as I kept listening girl's talk and giggle on my way. Luckily soon there were some boys coming to my direction to take girls' attention.
I took chance and left the fans with bunch of my classmates. Ignoring the grumble and whimper of girls, I ran to the school. I hoped I still had time to read my Biology book.
I waved my black hair back of my ear. Perhaps my black hair got long enough to my shoulder. I couldn't say it was really soft since I never took care of it intently. I didn't think it was important either. Today the sun was so bright that the town was so dusty. Maybe I'll splash the street with cold water.
( A/N: Japanese usually do it when the street is dusty. So their house won't be dirtied so much when wind blows. That's what I see from anime..Haha...)
I watched the woman cut the stems and yellow dried leaves. She always worked happily. Was it so fun to take care of flowers? I helped her to show my gratitude. I also thought as a routine chore. But I could tell that the flowers were so beautiful. They were so beautiful though with a short span of life.
I couldn't tell whether they were strong or weak. Some of them could grow anywhere without caring about the surroundings and season were. But some of them were also too sensitive with simple thing. Occasionally I started to think. Which kind of plant was human's living?
I was so deep with my own thought that I didn't aware with a certain ki near the shop. I was splashing the water to the street when suddenly Shiori- san shouted at me.
" Haru, watch your front!"
" Huh?"
I lifted my head that I ended staring the same ruby eyes like mine. The little Japanese girl wore a blue-sky kimono that fitted her so much with her pretty face. She was soaked with sparkling water. I thought she was going to be angry. But she just stared her cloth and smiled.
" Uhh....I'm sorry, miss. " I didn't know why. When I was with her, I went gentle. I also went so stern. Something inside raised such a feeling. I could feel the difference about her among the girls. Her sincere smile appealed me so much. Somehow I could feel a certain strange bond.
I shook my head. It wasn't possible. I just met her one or two minutes ago. Shiori went toward us and bowed to the little girl. I suddenly realized that she had an ice youki from her body. She was also a demon though the power was too weak.
" I'm okay. I won't get cold just because of this. " She smiled and asked Shiori-san to stop apologizing. " Anyway, I would like to buy some white daisy if you don't mind. "
" Ah, wait a minute. Haru, could you give me daisies at your left side? "
I was staring the girl before I turned my back on them to take some fresh daisies. I could feel that the little girl also watched every movement that I made. I felt uneasy but also felt certain warmth. I offered the beauty of flowers on her soft ivory hand.
" Thank you. How much is it? "
Shiori shook her head a bit. "You don't have to pay. Just take them for apologizing our rudeness. "
" But..."
" By the way, would you like to come for a little if you have time? I'll dry your cloth. "
" Thank you. I love you offer if I don't bother you. "
" No, not at all. Oh, where is my manner? My name is Minamino Shiori. You can call me Shiori. And he is...uhhh...."
" Just call Haru. " I simply answered without looking at her. I tidied the shop before we closed the shop for a while. We usually closed for lunch though it was a bit earlier. Somehow her eyes were distracting some vague image in my head.
I wasn't certain what had happened lately. I never remembered anything yet since the trespassing of some strangers. I still could feel their youki even this second. They never gave up and spied this house and Shuiichi's school. Suddenly someone tapped my shoulder. I jolted a bit and made a careful defense.
" I'm sorry to disturb you. But I would like to talk with you. Would you please also come with us? I know it is so rude to ask someone who you just meet, but..." Her voice faltered. My heart tickled a bit. I hated to see her sad face.
" I understand. Would you go inside? I'll catch up later. "
Her feminine face went bright. She looked even more beautiful. We looked so different but why I still felt some similarity between us? Where did kind of that thought come from?
I washed my hand and entered the house. She was sitting on sofa while Shiori-san was nowhere to be found. I tried to look for her but ended as a vain attempt. She seemed knowing what I had inside my mind. She replied with the soft melody voice.
" The lady goes with my kimono to dry it." I soon realized that she was wearing a different cloth. The dress was fit to her size. I thought that the dress was Shiori's when she was little.
" Oh...." I walked to the kitchen and took three porcelain cups with blue tiny flowers as the glasses' ornament. Actually I preferred Chocolate to tea. But tea was easier to be deserved. Soon the sweet smell of tea filled the room. I brought the cups with tray and placed one by one on the table in front of the aquamarine head.
" Thank you. " She smiled with please. I sat awkwardly in front of her and pretended drinking my tea. She had been staring me long enough that I became quite uneasy.
" Do you want to ask something? "
" Ehh?" Suddenly she snapped out and blushed. " Sorry. I just thought that.."
I remained silence as if I demanded for answer. " You....you looked like my lost brother."
I choked a bit and watched her crimson eyes. She giggled sadly. " I'm sorry. Maybe you aren't him. I'm also uncertain about my brother's look anyway. We are separated soon after we are given birth."
She tried to mask her anxiety and spoke cheerfully. " What is your full name? "
I gazed on my tea. I just felt trust for her. Maybe I could tell her.
" Haru. That is what Shiori-san and her son call me. I don't remember my own name. I lost my memories half a year ago. When I woke up, I was in this house. That's all I know. " I stayed quiet and continued.
" But I think I remember a name. "
" Yes? If I know then I could help you to find him/her. "
" Her name is Yu..."
Suddenly Shiori-san interrupted us with her coming. I left my seat to help her since she lifted too much cloth like bed sheets. I went up the stairs and left them in a room where usually Shiori-san ironed the cloth. Shiori accompanied the girl, who was looked so desperate about something.
When I went down, the little girl was talking happily. She realized my footsteps and greeted. Shiori stood up and faced me. "Haru, would you mind to talk with her for a while? I have to dry her cloth. "
I nodded simply as a clear answer. Shiori left the room with us alone. Somehow I felt peace toward her. " Oh by the way....I haven't introduced myself. My name is Yukina. "
My eyes widen with her sudden statement. Her name was so familiar yet we didn't know each other. She must be the one who held the key of my past. But the chilling fear crawled to my spine. Now I was fear of the truth. I knew her somewhere. I had found the piece of forgotten memories. Yet I didn't know what to do next with it.
I stared her blood eyes. She didn't seem really know me. I wondered what had happened here. Suddenly I couldn't feel Shiori's presence at all. I stood abruptly to make sure the things were fine. Yukina blinked for my interruption. I bowed a bit, apologizing and left her for a moment.
Shiori was nowhere to be found. All I could find was Yukina's kimono waved gracefully with the breeze. A hint of youki appeared. It seemed that it was left by some reason. Perhaps those strangers started to move and kidnapped her to bait me. Though it was just a trap, I couldn't chuck Shiori-san who was really important to him.
I slapped my head. Since when did he fill my mind entirely? He made me almost forgot to find my true identity. Somehow when he was around, my heart became aches and beat very fast. It was so painfully yet comforting at once.
I leapt from trees to trees, trying not to distract anyone's attention. They would perhaps just saw me as a shadow. I hoped I could save Shiori-san before the night came forward. Shuiichi would go worry and do something foolishly. I just felt responsible for everything. If only I wasn't leaving with them, they would still leave at peace. Was I cursed since my birth to be chased by someone that I couldn't remember anymore?
Soon I rushed to the sea of green forest. I took the ward on my forehead. The fox demon told me that it concealed Jagan, the third eye, which I didn't remember how I gained it. I could sense a bunch of demon and...Shiori's presence!
I unsheathed my katana that I took on my way outside the house. The red hair hid it in order not to be found by someone else. It would be a big problem for thing like that to be found in Human's world. I gripped the hilt of shining katana under the golden sunset light. I took a glance toward the sky. The time was limited. I must hurry.
As I could feel those strangers' ki, they were also able to scan my visit. I could see Shiori's body tied to a tree tightly. They blocked the way and prepared for battle. There were six when I had to fight alone.
I just felt that I always worked alone. Little by little the fragment gathered and weaved together. But it was not the right time to know my own self. I had been harming an innocence woman for my own business in past. I felt sorry for her to be involved in this matter. I had to return soon. I would like to ask Yukina more questions. So....
Suddenly I felt the pressure was changing. It got tense with stronger youkai came across. He smirked evilly and folded his arms in front of his chest.
" You have come, Hiei, the Forbidden Child."
" What are you talking about? " I growled as he went beside Shiori and lifted her pale face harshly. The sudden move made Shiori-san to wake and realize what had happened here.
" Haru, what happen? Why am I here? " She went curious and glanced at her surroundings. Fear was shown perfectly on her face. I couldn't let her to be hurt.
" Haru? What a sweet name for you, Hiei. Too sweet. " I glared at the leader of the gang. I could feel abhor inside myself for him.
* I'm sorry, Shiori-san. Please wait.*
I stared her and she nodded as the sign that she understood. I returned my gaze on the strongest youkai. He was almost three times bigger than me and his body was built with muscles.
I tried to think about the method of survival when he moved forward without any sign to fight. I tried to keep our space. I lost my memories that I also forgot about my ability in battle. Somehow this atmosphere was so familiar as if I was developed in war condition.
" You are a traitor if you fight against me. And I have no other option beside to kill you. "
" Huh? "
" Half past year ago, our gangs were dismissed as we have to survive from the failure of our mission. You are also gone and found nowhere. Until at last my men find you at a flower shop with no memories. "
" How do you know? Who are you?! " I stared menacingly. He laughed cruelly and looked me down. I felt humiliated, but patient for answer.
" You once one of my lowest men. Now you are also a coward. "
" I'm not. " I retorted keeping my dignity.
" You want to know why you can lose your memories when you just hit the pots? "
" It doesn't matter. Just set her free and never bother me again. I don't know who you're, so why should you bother? "
" I need you as my men. You're strong but I couldn't give you such an honor since you're the Forbidden Child. Don't you feel debt for us to raise you? Even your tribe desired to destroy you."
"......My tribe?"
" Oh, you son of bitch. Should I make a biography book for you? Ok, since you're so desperate. I'll recover your memories on one condition. "
" What? " Actually I felt angry. How dare of him to make condition with me.
" The culprit of your lost memories is its doing." He pointed my forehead. I was struck with lethal of confusion that I didn't aware about our proximity. The Jagan glowed shimmering bright green. It was probably accessing some power and retrieved its power for some reason.
" It consume your inner power and seal your memories away. It protects you from your forlorn past."
" Why should it do that? "
" You want to know? "
" I...." He didn't give me more time to finish my sentence. He abruptly gripped my forehead and wielded the power to assault Jagan. The pain struck me like high electricity hit me. I barely saw Shiori-san before the darkness consumed me.
Kurama's POV
I was running from my school with enormous weight of burden in my heart. I had really bad feeling that worsened with flowing sand of time. The fragile hand couldn't stop the time. I ran too fast that non of the fan girls could chase me. I panted uncontrollable. My eyes widen, as I couldn't feel Haru's ki in front of the house. It left some trace but it was very weak. I also couldn't find Shiori.
I ran to the forest at the outskirt of the town. Wishing to return the peace, I prayed silently toward the golden sunset for their safety. Without caring the pain of out of breath, I didn't stop running.
* * * * * With a quick glance on the corner of my eyes, I saw Mother. She was tied to a tree and guarded by three persons. They were the ones that came to our house half years ago. I hid myself to scan the situation and made quick with determine plan.
It didn't take me long to see the condition. It was worse that I thought. I saw the bigger man that supposed to be the leader held Haru's forehead. He laughed evilly and looked to my direction. He had acknowledged of my presence.
" Since when are you here? " He smirked and waited patiently. Perhaps he waited for me to show myself. I didn't see a reason for hiding since he had known my presence.
" I want you to set them free. " I glared with calm manner. He stared me dully.
" I only can free the lady. She looked so terrified and nothing more than a nuisance. "
" If you don't set them free, I guarantee your life. "
" Oh watch your mouth, you Youko. How shame of you with that human body. You disgrace demon's race." He rose out his big axe and pointed it to my face. I concealed my hand inside my crimson silky hair, preparing my beauty rose. He insulted my pride as Youko. My eyes flashed golden and glared menacingly.
" Shuiichi? " Mother looked at me with worry. I realized that I couldn't fight here. Mother would know my identity, my lies to be her wonderful son. My mind messed with options. I wanted to keep it secret, which meant I had to leave Haru here. But he had become the member of our family. But....I stared hopelessly at my mother.
" I understand. You could choose anything you like. No matter who you're, you still my beloved son, who is given birth from my blood. "
I stunned as if the time freeze for long time. " I know you're different. But I don't need to know. I don't want to push you. If you love me then I don't need truth. But why don't you trust me? Why you never tell me the real you? " She smiled weakly but warm. My eyes welled with happiness, confuse and joy tears.
" Well...well..what a useless human feeling. It is so weak and disgusted me so much. " He gazed at my mother with dirty look. I didn't feel fear anymore and took out my rose.
" Come. "
" You don't have to command me. "
I assaulted him from long distance with my beautiful still powerful and dangerous Rose Whip. The cling harsh sound deafened my ears. The glinting shine like star blinded me for a second. I couldn't believe my emerald eyes.
" Would you stop all of this silly thing? "
Haru shielded him with his katana. He blocked my attack easily with lightning speed. I took steps backward to my mother's side.
" Haru? "
He stared me coldly with the crimson ones. Though they were red I could see the flash of cerulean orbs.
" Oh, I'm sorry....you half human. He is no longer the one you know. He is too damn to be surrounded with your foolish kind heart. " The leader said it with harsh words. I couldn't accept that I prepared for another offence.
" Stop it. " He rose his sword and made a protect form.
" Haru? Why? Don't you want to return? " I looked at him with agony.
" You're Youko Kurama, aren't you? You're so famous in Makai. I couldn't believe that you come to human's life. " He said solemnly.
" That's not my point!" I retorted angrily. He changed. He changed and my heart throbbed painful. My mother also watched him pleadingly. He lowered his head and spoke lowly.
He lifted his head and turned to the bigger demon than him. " Stop it, Yagi. You lay a single of your hand on them, I'll make sure to chase you on three worlds to find you and make your death in marvelous and miserable. "
" How dare you to threaten me?! How high do you think of yourself, Forbidden Child?!"
My eyes widen with the reality about Haru's past. What kind of ordeal he had come through. I now realized why he acted so coldly along this time. He didn't even provoke. He seemed used to be mocked like that. He was so strong to counter such a painful life without love and kindness. He lived on the worst fate out of everyone.
" You know that I could end your life any time. So shut your mouth. "
" Haru, I...."
" Please stop." He looked at me with sadness that soon replaced with dull ruby color.
" I'm Hiei. Haru never exist. Never ever. That's why...take Shiori and leave. "
// I would never be Haru even I really want it. I never deserved such love and home. Forbidden Child wasn't allowed to possess anything beside himself, his bloody sword and unforgivable fate. I brought the sin of my parents to break the law.//
* I'm sorry, Yukina to forget about you. But now I remember and will remember you forever, even if I must also have my memories. *
" I thank you for everything up until now. I'll send you the beauty of sweet pea later. You must understand what it means."
" NO! Why couldn't you return?!"
" Because I carry sins. "
" Ha....no, Hiei! Please! " I stared my mother. She struggled against the rope that tied her waist. She shouted with painful look. " Please. I want you to go home. I want you to return like in the past. Please..." Her voice went inaudible like falling snow.
" We can't return the time. I'm no longer the one you know. And also I belong to Makai."
With hurt and sharp pain in his eyes, he was swallowed gracefully by the darkness beyond the forest with the other shadows back to where he once belonged.
// The time won't return. But is it wrong to hope?// I hugged my mother and carried her home. Her tears wet my uniform but I didn't give attention. At least she placed me to cry.
Note:
White daisy: Innocence
Sweet Pea: Departure
YAY!! It's very very long! SO please appreciate it and take it as my apology for not updating looooooong time! Review please! Lately the reviews get less! Sob sob! No offence! I got writer block lately!
A/N: Took me long time to update! Hehe...ask my teacher to give me less works. I must make speech within a week while I must do other works! Oh God!! I only have little time. I write this at eleven to twelve at night. Sigh....I almost faint.
Special Thanks for:
KutieKate3188: Sorry to displease you. I'm not able to update this month. This month is a hell for me....^_^6
Katarica: Hello! Which do you like? Do you want to be answered in story or should I directly mail you by e-mail?
Hiei is mine forever: Umm...actually I have no meaning on my name. I just like flower and gems. That's all. But I like it either.
Amethyst Bubble: Hello Ammy!!!! Long time no see. (Actually it's my fault ^_^6) I think my stock of candies are at limit. Hohoho!
Menolly Harper: Hi! Sorry for make you to wait! Here is the chapter!
By Irisgem
Kurama's POV
I liked the pure beauty of cool morning. The birds chirped at the trees. I also liked to see the streaming water like a tiny cascade from watering can. The droplets of water were shining like stars. I loved the misty morning, especially the young lad who watched over me from the second floor.
I looked at him back. I knew that he had been watching for me for three hours. At first, I didn't use to be watched all time. But lately it had become a habit. I knew that he was unconsciously looking at me. Actually his gaze was in far away land. Probably he tried to remember something.
I stared at him worriedly. It had been like this too long to stay outside with breeze blowing hard. I hoped he would not catch a cold. Finally he snapped out and realized that he had been staring me for century. Though we were in a distance, I could see him blush. I chuckled slyly and continued my work. I could hear his footsteps, disappearing every seconds passed.
I swept my sweat from my face. I watched the garden with quite good health. // So beautiful..//
I lifted my head and watched the blue sky. It had been almost half of a year since we found Haru. I still could feel being watched every time. I was sure that the strangers were still spying on Haru. Somehow, I felt that I didn't want him to leave. I would like everything to remain like this forever.
My face got red again. I wondered why. It had happened lately. I cleaned the dust on my cloth and got inside house. It almost time for breakfast anyway.
I entered the room and met my mother with Haru at her side. I thought that he looked more like her son than me. He always was at her side. It didn't mean I was jealous for my mother's love. I also felt relief. There was someone for my mother beside me. I can acknowledge that she wasn't alone all day.
I smiled sincerely toward them. I never felt sadness anymore. Haru helped me knew how much my mother loved me, that she didn't care the real me. Somehow I can watch her without being hurt anymore.
Until last year, I still felt desperate to shower my mother with happiness since I stole her true son. But now I never felt guilt. I didn't make her happy because of anxiety but love. Because I loved her, so I tried to protect her smile.
Mother replied my greeting and walked to dining room. As usual, Haru just moved his head a little as a sign and trailed her. I giggled secretly and followed them.
" Ara, Shuiichi. Don't you think lately the mornings are so hectic? "
" Umm, maybe? "
" Hn. Is that what you called 'maybe'? "
It was such a pain to hear girl's shouting and giggle in such a peace morning. Usually they just got here during the evening when the school was over. Since Haru worked here, they started to come here and disturbed someone's house. It was good for mother's business but I felt tired with them.
Haru also felt the same. He usually became quieter (when he was usually quiet) than usual. His face went grimace as if he would like to kill one of them. He just finished his meal slower than usual and washed his hand. I came outside first to greet the girls half-heartedly.
" Minamino-kun, can you go out with me now? "
" Minamino-kun, I would like to buy some flower please? "
" Minamino-kun, where is your cousin?"
" Minamino-kun, how is your mother?"
I sighed and smiled as brief as I could. "Everything is just all right like usual. " Haru closed the door shop behind him and wore a dark blue brief gardening apron. Mother made it for him so his cloth wouldn't be dusted while he was working. I could tell that he was really bothered with all the girls.
I didn't know how he got famous. When I came home with trailing girls, they would mostly ask about 'my cousin'. He was really cool I could say. He is also very solemn and quiet. The girls admitted that they liked his cute face and cold manner. He usually acted as if there was no one in his world. Accept for me and mother this far though.
" Shuiichi. How nice of you to walk to school with your friend. You should go now. It's almost late. " Mother entered the shop. Her hair was braided and tied with thin pink ribbon. It was matched her brown wood hair.
I knew how much Haru hated noise, so I tried to take all of fan girls to go with me to school. Shiori waved her hand gracefully while Haru just escorted us to the front door of the shop. He soon returned to the shop with leaving a glance on me for a second.
I wished I could go home faster without girls coming home. I closed my eyes as I kept listening girl's talk and giggle on my way. Luckily soon there were some boys coming to my direction to take girls' attention.
I took chance and left the fans with bunch of my classmates. Ignoring the grumble and whimper of girls, I ran to the school. I hoped I still had time to read my Biology book.
I waved my black hair back of my ear. Perhaps my black hair got long enough to my shoulder. I couldn't say it was really soft since I never took care of it intently. I didn't think it was important either. Today the sun was so bright that the town was so dusty. Maybe I'll splash the street with cold water.
( A/N: Japanese usually do it when the street is dusty. So their house won't be dirtied so much when wind blows. That's what I see from anime..Haha...)
I watched the woman cut the stems and yellow dried leaves. She always worked happily. Was it so fun to take care of flowers? I helped her to show my gratitude. I also thought as a routine chore. But I could tell that the flowers were so beautiful. They were so beautiful though with a short span of life.
I couldn't tell whether they were strong or weak. Some of them could grow anywhere without caring about the surroundings and season were. But some of them were also too sensitive with simple thing. Occasionally I started to think. Which kind of plant was human's living?
I was so deep with my own thought that I didn't aware with a certain ki near the shop. I was splashing the water to the street when suddenly Shiori- san shouted at me.
" Haru, watch your front!"
" Huh?"
I lifted my head that I ended staring the same ruby eyes like mine. The little Japanese girl wore a blue-sky kimono that fitted her so much with her pretty face. She was soaked with sparkling water. I thought she was going to be angry. But she just stared her cloth and smiled.
" Uhh....I'm sorry, miss. " I didn't know why. When I was with her, I went gentle. I also went so stern. Something inside raised such a feeling. I could feel the difference about her among the girls. Her sincere smile appealed me so much. Somehow I could feel a certain strange bond.
I shook my head. It wasn't possible. I just met her one or two minutes ago. Shiori went toward us and bowed to the little girl. I suddenly realized that she had an ice youki from her body. She was also a demon though the power was too weak.
" I'm okay. I won't get cold just because of this. " She smiled and asked Shiori-san to stop apologizing. " Anyway, I would like to buy some white daisy if you don't mind. "
" Ah, wait a minute. Haru, could you give me daisies at your left side? "
I was staring the girl before I turned my back on them to take some fresh daisies. I could feel that the little girl also watched every movement that I made. I felt uneasy but also felt certain warmth. I offered the beauty of flowers on her soft ivory hand.
" Thank you. How much is it? "
Shiori shook her head a bit. "You don't have to pay. Just take them for apologizing our rudeness. "
" But..."
" By the way, would you like to come for a little if you have time? I'll dry your cloth. "
" Thank you. I love you offer if I don't bother you. "
" No, not at all. Oh, where is my manner? My name is Minamino Shiori. You can call me Shiori. And he is...uhhh...."
" Just call Haru. " I simply answered without looking at her. I tidied the shop before we closed the shop for a while. We usually closed for lunch though it was a bit earlier. Somehow her eyes were distracting some vague image in my head.
I wasn't certain what had happened lately. I never remembered anything yet since the trespassing of some strangers. I still could feel their youki even this second. They never gave up and spied this house and Shuiichi's school. Suddenly someone tapped my shoulder. I jolted a bit and made a careful defense.
" I'm sorry to disturb you. But I would like to talk with you. Would you please also come with us? I know it is so rude to ask someone who you just meet, but..." Her voice faltered. My heart tickled a bit. I hated to see her sad face.
" I understand. Would you go inside? I'll catch up later. "
Her feminine face went bright. She looked even more beautiful. We looked so different but why I still felt some similarity between us? Where did kind of that thought come from?
I washed my hand and entered the house. She was sitting on sofa while Shiori-san was nowhere to be found. I tried to look for her but ended as a vain attempt. She seemed knowing what I had inside my mind. She replied with the soft melody voice.
" The lady goes with my kimono to dry it." I soon realized that she was wearing a different cloth. The dress was fit to her size. I thought that the dress was Shiori's when she was little.
" Oh...." I walked to the kitchen and took three porcelain cups with blue tiny flowers as the glasses' ornament. Actually I preferred Chocolate to tea. But tea was easier to be deserved. Soon the sweet smell of tea filled the room. I brought the cups with tray and placed one by one on the table in front of the aquamarine head.
" Thank you. " She smiled with please. I sat awkwardly in front of her and pretended drinking my tea. She had been staring me long enough that I became quite uneasy.
" Do you want to ask something? "
" Ehh?" Suddenly she snapped out and blushed. " Sorry. I just thought that.."
I remained silence as if I demanded for answer. " You....you looked like my lost brother."
I choked a bit and watched her crimson eyes. She giggled sadly. " I'm sorry. Maybe you aren't him. I'm also uncertain about my brother's look anyway. We are separated soon after we are given birth."
She tried to mask her anxiety and spoke cheerfully. " What is your full name? "
I gazed on my tea. I just felt trust for her. Maybe I could tell her.
" Haru. That is what Shiori-san and her son call me. I don't remember my own name. I lost my memories half a year ago. When I woke up, I was in this house. That's all I know. " I stayed quiet and continued.
" But I think I remember a name. "
" Yes? If I know then I could help you to find him/her. "
" Her name is Yu..."
Suddenly Shiori-san interrupted us with her coming. I left my seat to help her since she lifted too much cloth like bed sheets. I went up the stairs and left them in a room where usually Shiori-san ironed the cloth. Shiori accompanied the girl, who was looked so desperate about something.
When I went down, the little girl was talking happily. She realized my footsteps and greeted. Shiori stood up and faced me. "Haru, would you mind to talk with her for a while? I have to dry her cloth. "
I nodded simply as a clear answer. Shiori left the room with us alone. Somehow I felt peace toward her. " Oh by the way....I haven't introduced myself. My name is Yukina. "
My eyes widen with her sudden statement. Her name was so familiar yet we didn't know each other. She must be the one who held the key of my past. But the chilling fear crawled to my spine. Now I was fear of the truth. I knew her somewhere. I had found the piece of forgotten memories. Yet I didn't know what to do next with it.
I stared her blood eyes. She didn't seem really know me. I wondered what had happened here. Suddenly I couldn't feel Shiori's presence at all. I stood abruptly to make sure the things were fine. Yukina blinked for my interruption. I bowed a bit, apologizing and left her for a moment.
Shiori was nowhere to be found. All I could find was Yukina's kimono waved gracefully with the breeze. A hint of youki appeared. It seemed that it was left by some reason. Perhaps those strangers started to move and kidnapped her to bait me. Though it was just a trap, I couldn't chuck Shiori-san who was really important to him.
I slapped my head. Since when did he fill my mind entirely? He made me almost forgot to find my true identity. Somehow when he was around, my heart became aches and beat very fast. It was so painfully yet comforting at once.
I leapt from trees to trees, trying not to distract anyone's attention. They would perhaps just saw me as a shadow. I hoped I could save Shiori-san before the night came forward. Shuiichi would go worry and do something foolishly. I just felt responsible for everything. If only I wasn't leaving with them, they would still leave at peace. Was I cursed since my birth to be chased by someone that I couldn't remember anymore?
Soon I rushed to the sea of green forest. I took the ward on my forehead. The fox demon told me that it concealed Jagan, the third eye, which I didn't remember how I gained it. I could sense a bunch of demon and...Shiori's presence!
I unsheathed my katana that I took on my way outside the house. The red hair hid it in order not to be found by someone else. It would be a big problem for thing like that to be found in Human's world. I gripped the hilt of shining katana under the golden sunset light. I took a glance toward the sky. The time was limited. I must hurry.
As I could feel those strangers' ki, they were also able to scan my visit. I could see Shiori's body tied to a tree tightly. They blocked the way and prepared for battle. There were six when I had to fight alone.
I just felt that I always worked alone. Little by little the fragment gathered and weaved together. But it was not the right time to know my own self. I had been harming an innocence woman for my own business in past. I felt sorry for her to be involved in this matter. I had to return soon. I would like to ask Yukina more questions. So....
Suddenly I felt the pressure was changing. It got tense with stronger youkai came across. He smirked evilly and folded his arms in front of his chest.
" You have come, Hiei, the Forbidden Child."
" What are you talking about? " I growled as he went beside Shiori and lifted her pale face harshly. The sudden move made Shiori-san to wake and realize what had happened here.
" Haru, what happen? Why am I here? " She went curious and glanced at her surroundings. Fear was shown perfectly on her face. I couldn't let her to be hurt.
" Haru? What a sweet name for you, Hiei. Too sweet. " I glared at the leader of the gang. I could feel abhor inside myself for him.
* I'm sorry, Shiori-san. Please wait.*
I stared her and she nodded as the sign that she understood. I returned my gaze on the strongest youkai. He was almost three times bigger than me and his body was built with muscles.
I tried to think about the method of survival when he moved forward without any sign to fight. I tried to keep our space. I lost my memories that I also forgot about my ability in battle. Somehow this atmosphere was so familiar as if I was developed in war condition.
" You are a traitor if you fight against me. And I have no other option beside to kill you. "
" Huh? "
" Half past year ago, our gangs were dismissed as we have to survive from the failure of our mission. You are also gone and found nowhere. Until at last my men find you at a flower shop with no memories. "
" How do you know? Who are you?! " I stared menacingly. He laughed cruelly and looked me down. I felt humiliated, but patient for answer.
" You once one of my lowest men. Now you are also a coward. "
" I'm not. " I retorted keeping my dignity.
" You want to know why you can lose your memories when you just hit the pots? "
" It doesn't matter. Just set her free and never bother me again. I don't know who you're, so why should you bother? "
" I need you as my men. You're strong but I couldn't give you such an honor since you're the Forbidden Child. Don't you feel debt for us to raise you? Even your tribe desired to destroy you."
"......My tribe?"
" Oh, you son of bitch. Should I make a biography book for you? Ok, since you're so desperate. I'll recover your memories on one condition. "
" What? " Actually I felt angry. How dare of him to make condition with me.
" The culprit of your lost memories is its doing." He pointed my forehead. I was struck with lethal of confusion that I didn't aware about our proximity. The Jagan glowed shimmering bright green. It was probably accessing some power and retrieved its power for some reason.
" It consume your inner power and seal your memories away. It protects you from your forlorn past."
" Why should it do that? "
" You want to know? "
" I...." He didn't give me more time to finish my sentence. He abruptly gripped my forehead and wielded the power to assault Jagan. The pain struck me like high electricity hit me. I barely saw Shiori-san before the darkness consumed me.
Kurama's POV
I was running from my school with enormous weight of burden in my heart. I had really bad feeling that worsened with flowing sand of time. The fragile hand couldn't stop the time. I ran too fast that non of the fan girls could chase me. I panted uncontrollable. My eyes widen, as I couldn't feel Haru's ki in front of the house. It left some trace but it was very weak. I also couldn't find Shiori.
I ran to the forest at the outskirt of the town. Wishing to return the peace, I prayed silently toward the golden sunset for their safety. Without caring the pain of out of breath, I didn't stop running.
* * * * * With a quick glance on the corner of my eyes, I saw Mother. She was tied to a tree and guarded by three persons. They were the ones that came to our house half years ago. I hid myself to scan the situation and made quick with determine plan.
It didn't take me long to see the condition. It was worse that I thought. I saw the bigger man that supposed to be the leader held Haru's forehead. He laughed evilly and looked to my direction. He had acknowledged of my presence.
" Since when are you here? " He smirked and waited patiently. Perhaps he waited for me to show myself. I didn't see a reason for hiding since he had known my presence.
" I want you to set them free. " I glared with calm manner. He stared me dully.
" I only can free the lady. She looked so terrified and nothing more than a nuisance. "
" If you don't set them free, I guarantee your life. "
" Oh watch your mouth, you Youko. How shame of you with that human body. You disgrace demon's race." He rose out his big axe and pointed it to my face. I concealed my hand inside my crimson silky hair, preparing my beauty rose. He insulted my pride as Youko. My eyes flashed golden and glared menacingly.
" Shuiichi? " Mother looked at me with worry. I realized that I couldn't fight here. Mother would know my identity, my lies to be her wonderful son. My mind messed with options. I wanted to keep it secret, which meant I had to leave Haru here. But he had become the member of our family. But....I stared hopelessly at my mother.
" I understand. You could choose anything you like. No matter who you're, you still my beloved son, who is given birth from my blood. "
I stunned as if the time freeze for long time. " I know you're different. But I don't need to know. I don't want to push you. If you love me then I don't need truth. But why don't you trust me? Why you never tell me the real you? " She smiled weakly but warm. My eyes welled with happiness, confuse and joy tears.
" Well...well..what a useless human feeling. It is so weak and disgusted me so much. " He gazed at my mother with dirty look. I didn't feel fear anymore and took out my rose.
" Come. "
" You don't have to command me. "
I assaulted him from long distance with my beautiful still powerful and dangerous Rose Whip. The cling harsh sound deafened my ears. The glinting shine like star blinded me for a second. I couldn't believe my emerald eyes.
" Would you stop all of this silly thing? "
Haru shielded him with his katana. He blocked my attack easily with lightning speed. I took steps backward to my mother's side.
" Haru? "
He stared me coldly with the crimson ones. Though they were red I could see the flash of cerulean orbs.
" Oh, I'm sorry....you half human. He is no longer the one you know. He is too damn to be surrounded with your foolish kind heart. " The leader said it with harsh words. I couldn't accept that I prepared for another offence.
" Stop it. " He rose his sword and made a protect form.
" Haru? Why? Don't you want to return? " I looked at him with agony.
" You're Youko Kurama, aren't you? You're so famous in Makai. I couldn't believe that you come to human's life. " He said solemnly.
" That's not my point!" I retorted angrily. He changed. He changed and my heart throbbed painful. My mother also watched him pleadingly. He lowered his head and spoke lowly.
He lifted his head and turned to the bigger demon than him. " Stop it, Yagi. You lay a single of your hand on them, I'll make sure to chase you on three worlds to find you and make your death in marvelous and miserable. "
" How dare you to threaten me?! How high do you think of yourself, Forbidden Child?!"
My eyes widen with the reality about Haru's past. What kind of ordeal he had come through. I now realized why he acted so coldly along this time. He didn't even provoke. He seemed used to be mocked like that. He was so strong to counter such a painful life without love and kindness. He lived on the worst fate out of everyone.
" You know that I could end your life any time. So shut your mouth. "
" Haru, I...."
" Please stop." He looked at me with sadness that soon replaced with dull ruby color.
" I'm Hiei. Haru never exist. Never ever. That's why...take Shiori and leave. "
// I would never be Haru even I really want it. I never deserved such love and home. Forbidden Child wasn't allowed to possess anything beside himself, his bloody sword and unforgivable fate. I brought the sin of my parents to break the law.//
* I'm sorry, Yukina to forget about you. But now I remember and will remember you forever, even if I must also have my memories. *
" I thank you for everything up until now. I'll send you the beauty of sweet pea later. You must understand what it means."
" NO! Why couldn't you return?!"
" Because I carry sins. "
" Ha....no, Hiei! Please! " I stared my mother. She struggled against the rope that tied her waist. She shouted with painful look. " Please. I want you to go home. I want you to return like in the past. Please..." Her voice went inaudible like falling snow.
" We can't return the time. I'm no longer the one you know. And also I belong to Makai."
With hurt and sharp pain in his eyes, he was swallowed gracefully by the darkness beyond the forest with the other shadows back to where he once belonged.
// The time won't return. But is it wrong to hope?// I hugged my mother and carried her home. Her tears wet my uniform but I didn't give attention. At least she placed me to cry.
Note:
White daisy: Innocence
Sweet Pea: Departure
YAY!! It's very very long! SO please appreciate it and take it as my apology for not updating looooooong time! Review please! Lately the reviews get less! Sob sob! No offence! I got writer block lately!