Author's Notes:-Thanks To Stonedtoad for betaing.

Although this was only meant to be SG1's thoughts, I thought it was only fair to let Sha're have her say.

SHA'RE

My captor is sleeping but I cannot.

These past few months on Abydos I prayed yet I feared Daniel would come and find me there. That he would see and know the shame I had hidden from my Father.

I had no idea that my Father had gone to the pyramid to meet him so I was shocked when my husband walked in.

Daniel looked so horrified when he saw where the child lay. His voice became cold and hard as he refused to believe me before he walked out.

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In that moment I feared the Goa'uld had managed to completely destroy my life as I believed Daniel no longer loved me.

But he does.

He held me in his arms; he whispered I was safe and that he would take me somewhere where Apophis would never find me.

I know he tried and I love him for that.

As the child started to come I just wanted him to make it stop, I needed him to stop it. He couldn't and though he knew Ammonet would emerge as soon as the child came he stayed by my side through it all.

"I said I am not leaving her, Teal'c."

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I wish there was someway I could escape and find him but I am stuck here. This thing inside of me makes me a prisoner.

But for one small moment I prevailed.

I stopped her from revealing that he and his friends were watching us. It hurt so much to walk away but it meant Daniel was safe. If anything had happened to him I would not have forgiven myself but he is safe and his friends shall take care of him until we can be together again.

It was because I couldn't let Apophis harm him that I walked through the Stargate with the Demon.

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Watching the stars always makes me remember our time together on Abydos; Daniel loved looking at the stars. It was something he did with his parents when he was a child and he passed on that love to me as we sat out on the sand dunes at night, as we learned about each other during our first few weeks together.

I miss that so much.

Being with him, sitting next to him as we talked about anything and everything, teaching each other about our different worlds.

He loved to brush his fingers through my hair or touch my face as we sat together and as he helped me through the birth of the child I felt him do it. The comfort that small gesture brought to me was astounding.

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Ammonet finds my grief amusing and taunts me constantly but I do not care just now. All I care about now is that I know he loves me and nothing she does can ever take that away from me. And one day I know Daniel shall find me and remove her from me and my life will start once again.

I just have to hold on till then.

But until that day I will let his words whisper in my heart.

"I love you."