Omg Thank you sooooo much for all the reviews, you guess have no idea how happy I was when I received them. Thank you sooooooooooo much again ok along wit the story.
Declaimer: I still don't own Jag….wish I did
Oh and sorry about the Marine core thing I will now write it Marine Corps, and if I did anything else wrong please tell me.
Ok on with the story
Mac's Apartment
They both took there own cars to Mac's house once they were there they were both a little nervous.
"Do you want marshmallows, or whipped cream with your hot coco?" Mac asked from the kitchen already knowing the answer.
"Both please, if you don't mind" Harm had responded with a hint of nervousness. Harms nervousness helped Mac to calm her nerves a little.
"Two hot cocos coming right up." Mac said trying to lighten the already very stiff mood.
"Mmmm, thank you this taste great. Harm said almost giving her one of his flyboy smiles, it reminded him of how Grams used to make hers.
"As long as I get one too it's no problem" Mac said with an awkward silence following.
A few minutes later Harm broke the silence, "So what did you talk to my dad about?" He asked.
"Well I told him what was going on through my head at the time, and how….." Mac didn't want to tell Harm everything she told his dad.
Harm put his fingers underneath her chin and gently lifted up her face. "And how what Mac?"
Mac really didn't want to answer now all she wanted to do was flee. "And how bad our…friendship has been going. You know how much we've been hurting each other" `Well I told part of the truth. That's better than lying right' Mac all a sudden got a great wave of fear put inside of hear. She was afraid of what harm was going to do or say.
`Well at least she is knows that she hurt me that must count for something, but she doesn't know how she is killing being with Webb.' "Mac I will always be here for you no matter what happens"
"Yeah right I called you seventeen times and you never once answered back!!" Mac got frustrated at how he was acting.
"Your right I should have called, but I didn't know if I could talk to you know that you were….." He cut himself short. He didn't want to begin a fight but his feelings were getting the better of him.
"Were what Harm? Why couldn't you talk to me?" Mac said a little calmer but harsh enough to get her point across. And that point was that she wanted an answer. She wanted to know what was bothering him, because not knowing was bothering her too.
Harm got up from the couch and walked out the window and stared at the empty street below. "For me to know that I gave up everything for you to save, and you still went to Webb. Yes he did protect you from being tortured, but he also put you there in the first place. And now you feel like you owe him so much that……that you can't even say a "thank you" to me. Like you expected me to save you. Mac I don't like the feeling of being used. But the sad part is if I had to do it again I would, despite what I knew would happen at the end.
Mac had to digest everything Harm just told. He was right she deep down inside she knew he would save her, but the realization never really hit her until now. She wanted to cry but instead held back her emotions and said "I didn't know you felt that way. I'm sorry." Despite what she willed her self to do the tears still came gushing out from her eyes.
Harm turned around to see her cry. Even in his anger he hated to see her hurt this badly. He walked up to her lifted her face to meet his gaze, wiped the tears with his thumb and gave her a hug. He let her cry in his embrace.
Moments later she unwilling pulled away from his arms, only to look into his deep blue eyes, and get lost. "There's something else I told your dad"
Sorry to leave you at such an evil spot. Thank you sooooooooooo much for all of the reviews the helped out sooooooooo much and made me feel so much betta
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