That morning as Cy got of the bus he looked up to see that he was home. A warm smile came over his face as all the memories came back to him. He had so many too.

::Takes deep breath:: "No time to reminisce, I've got to get to the lab."

Along the way, he ran into several of his old friends. They all admired him because he took something so painful and turning it into something positive by becoming a super hero. He did decide to make one stop though since he thought that this may be his last week to live. He stopped at the cemetery where his mom was buried.

::Standing over his mom's resting place::

"Mom, I miss you. I need you. I wish that you were still here with me. If you were I wouldn't be like this."

::gasps::

He realized what he said, when she came to him in his head again. Now torn between two people that he loves dearly. One he wishes was still her, but if she was the one who he's in love with now he wouldn't know. He sat on a park bench with his head down low and his emotions in overdrive.

An woman sat next to him wondering what was wrong.

"I'm torn between two people, one who's gone and one who's here."

"Well, does the one who's here know how you feel about her? The woman asked.

"No, and she probably never will. I'm dying and I don't have a lot of time left."

"Well why didn't you tell her?"

"It's complicated, I want to but I'm scared. If I tell her and she rejects me I'll have no one."

"Well, does the one who's gone know how you feel?"

"She has and always will. I miss her everyday."

"Is she your mother, sister, cousin, etc."

"She's my mom, I need her so badly."

::the woman lightly laughed::

"What's so funny?"

"You have nothing to fear, your mom knows you love her so you have nothing to worry about because she'll always be watching over you. Now the girl that is still here, if you tell her and she doesn't feel the same she'll know how you feel and appreciate how you feel. So you're not really losing, she'll grow closer to you."

"You're right, thank you."

When Cy lifted his head the woman had disappeared. He stood up wondering where she went, but had not time feeling the pain spread through his body. So he continued his long walk to where he was "rebuilt" into the half- human, half-robot he is now. Little did he know that he was being watched.

At Titan's Tower, all was quiet. The Titans respected Cyborg's wish by not trying to find out where he was. Robin, Beast Boy, and Starfire all sat around no saying a word. Raven wasn't with them. They all thought that she was in her room, but she wasn't. She was in Cyborg's room.

She looked around really seeing what he had in his room. She saw he had a TV and GameStation with several games. Next to it she saw a lot of trophies, most of which were football. He had so many of them, and even a certificate from the mayor for being the best in their city. A folder lay under them, she opened it and saw an invitation to the Olympics and a full college scholarship for playing football. Now she understood why he was so emotional at times. He tried to hide the pain of everything that he's lost and moves on. He snaps the others in battle because he's afraid of losing them. A tear started to swell, her powers went off triggering a light to come one where his computer is. She walked over to it and caw a CD that said "Charlene" on it. She placed it in the DVD player and pressed "Play." It was a music video dedicated to his old girlfriend Charlene with the music Anthony Hamilton - Charlene (any songs I put in my stories are one that you should listen to if you haven't heard them to help understand that mood but it's just a suggestion.) She saw him a full fledged human for the first time and she thought that he was pretty cute. She smiled seeing how much fun he would have with her, but that smile quickly went away when she saw them kiss.

Her eyes widened as she shut it off. She turned her head and started to cry. Her powers sending things off and on throughout the Tower. If she had only looked at what was under that CD. It was another CD, but it had her name on it. As she walked towards the door she saw a piece of paper on his desk. She walked over and picked it up. It was a poem dedicated to her. As she read she noticed several droplets on the paper which meant that he was crying while he wrote it as his writing was scribbly.

::the poem:: (this is my 1st poem ever, so please don't bash it too much.)

"Always"

I never wanted to do this, please believe what I say is true. No matter what happened, whether good or bad, I knew I could always count on you. You were there when I was happy, you were there when I was in pain. You always knew how to lift me up, like the warm sun after a cold rain. I always seemed to confide in you, you were always my safe haven. I never thought that I'd leave you, I'm sorry, my dear sweet Raven.

Her tears overrunning as well as her powers she folded the piece of paper up and put under her belt. She looked up with a look of determination.

"I will find you Cyborg. No matter what" Raven said as she left his room.

The Titans Tower was out of power, all of them knew that it was Raven.

"Guess I was wrong about her not caring." BB said.

"I guess you owe her an apology." Robin said.

BB agreed and headed towards Raven's room. He knocked on your door but no one answered. He thought that she was in meditation and walked away. Raven wasn't there, she left to go find Cyborg.

End of Chapter 4. Will Cyborg be able to find the cure? Who's following him? Will Raven find Cyborg? Wait for the next chapter, until then R&R please. Thank you for all the good reviews. They inspire me to write more.