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Chapter 2: Sirius asks, Lily answers

The threesome had sat together on the train. Lily sat by the window, and hadn't said or done anything more than look out it. James sat across from her and Sirius next to her. James and Sirius had talk a little bit but not much. Finally James said," I'll be right back." giving Sirius a look, that he understood completely, he also wanted to know why Lily was not being herself.
"Lily can I ask you something?" he started.
"You just did," she said, trying to smile, but failing horribly, "but you can ask something else." While still looking out the window.
"Lily, do... do you, still... Lily, what's wrong? Why haven't we seen you in forever? And do you still miss James?"
"Do you know how long it's been since someone called me Lily?" she replied, pretending she didn't hear the question.
"Lily, please, answer the question." he said, wondering what the heck people called her, if not Lily.
"What? Why haven't I talked to you in so long? Maybe its because my family is in a ROYAL mess, at least what is left of it. My parents were murdered by Voldemort, Petunia blames the whole thing on me, so she's practically disowned me. then Joe decided to leave the wizarding world, leaving me here by my self. Then, track- my job has been very stressful, since forever. And what is this about, you thinking that I still miss James, me, Lillianja Evans, Miss, James Potter? Do you think it's possible for someone to miss the person they were so deeply in love with? To miss someone that hurt them so much, but you cant forget the love you had for them, because your convinced that it should have worked, that maybe some how he still loves you? Does missing them include not being able to sleep at night, because your haunted by what should have been. If I didn't miss him, do you think I would have changed my name because he use to say he loved it? Or does the fact that I changed my whole future so that I wouldn't be upset that he wasn't in the one I had planed to take? Sirius OF COURSE I MISS HIM! He was my true love! He was supposed to spend his live with me! We were suppose to live happily ever after! But guess what, were not, and I can't even do anything I use to in fear I'll feel the hurt all over again! One would think I would be over him by now, its been 7 YEARS! Sirius! 7 BLOODY YEARS! But he's still got my heart under his foot! SO in short Sirius, yes I miss the heck out of James, and there is not a thing in the world I can do about it." she finished with silent tears rolling down her face.

'Wow, I had no idea James meant that much to her,' Sirius thought taken aback, 'And James asked me if he should break up with her.'
Suddenly she stood up and ran to the bath room. She ran past James, who was on his way back

"Lily?" she heard James call, but she ignored him. She finally reached the bath room. James watched her shut the door and lock it. With a worried sigh, he went back to Sirius.

In the bathroom w/ Lily

She looked at herself in the mirror. 'I can't believe I just poured my heart out to Sirius! I am such a Dork. I just hope he doesn't tell James.' She thought. 'Here's my one chance, if James really loved me he'll try to get me back. Hopefully. Cheese, I look horrible.' "'inphexo'" she said out loud and It looked like nothing ever happened. After a couple of deep breaths she went back to James and Sirius.

Meanwhile…

James hurried back to Sirius and asked, "What happened? What she say?"
"She said," he started to tell James everything, but decided not to, if she wanted to tell him, she would," she just haveing a family problem, and not her self." he half told him what she said," and James please, try not to get her mad at you. She already upset, don't make it worse!"
"Okay, I wont, but do you know anything about what happened to her family? I remember her family being quite close, she use to Love to go home on holidays. Her and Petunia were close? And what about Joe? How's he? Wonder what happened."
There was silence until Lily walked up, Sirius gave her a reassuring smile, and she sat down, trying to forget everything that just happened and tried to make conversation" So umm... How, why are you guys taking the muggle train?" she asked using her chance to see James again.
"Well you see," James started," we were kind of harassing some poor muggle and we got our aporating licenses suspended." Sirius finished.
Lily tried to laughed, it wasn't her real laugh, not just yet, but she hoped it would come back soon. For the first time, in a long time, things were looking up. "that sounds just like you guys, you'll never change." after saying this, she got real quiet, she realized that if they never changed, would that mean James would still be the player he was, she hoped he did change, but the possibility was still there.

After that everyone went into there own little world, Sirius thinking about Lily and James and if they were meant to be, and if so would James ruin it because he has no idea how much Lily still cared.

James was thinking about Lily and what was wrong with her family, Mr. and Mrs. Evans were really nice and loved her from what he could see, hopefully neither one of them were sick, or had a heart attack or something. Or maybe something happened to Patuina, they were really close, maybe she got hurt, that would be horrible, 'I wish Lily would tell me what's making her sad I hate to see her like this' James thought having no idea it was him, from all toughs years ago.

Lily was thinking about, trying not thinking about James, and keeping her mind on her own problems, and work. She worked for the daily prophet; she edited the articles, made sure that there was nothing in there to 'hurt' the public. 'I hate this job, it pays enough, but still, I'd rather spend all my time on-' Her thoughts got cut off by James who told her that it was time to get off.
"Well it was nice seeing you guys again, but umm I have to go to work," Lily said leaving as fast as she could.
"Bye, Lily." James called, and they walked the other way.

At work

"Anja, we have two arrors in training coming, after they work here for two months, they will have finished there training, you have been assigned one, I heard he's charming." her boss, Mr. Will tembugg
She half smiled and went to her desk, she was usually the first person there, including her boss, but today was different, she ran into people she really hadn't wanted to. (A/N remember Lily goes by Anja ) 'And now I have to deal with an arror, James was going to be the best arror there was this is begining to be too much' She thought as she started to get the next days articles.
About a half an hour later, it was time for her to go pick up her 'trainee'. She went up to the head desk, what she saw there was something that she wish she hadn't. "Potter" she said under her breath. This was her trainee James Potter. It wasn't him that made her, right then and there, start to not just hate him but loathe him, it was his actions. He was flirting with the blonde girl who ran the front desk. She wrote her number on a piece of paper, and before he left he kissed her! Can you believe that! Right in the middle of work. Right then Lily decided she would never ever forgive him, she was right, he hadn't changed, and never would, and that was it. "Potter," she said, in a bitterly way, "if you wouldn't mind I have to get to work and unfortunately with you."
James looked very confused,' Potter? Since when, I Thought I was James, we settled that, the end of... 6th year.' He slowly came, towards her, she swiftly turned around and walked quickly, James had to practically jog to keep up.
"This is what you need to correct, I want it at the end of the day, don't talk to me, I'm busy, and I don't need to deal with you right now." she sat down, and got back to the article she was working before she was interrupted.

A/N I hope you like it! And Thanx to Angelzsweet90 and Amber, My only TWO reviewers, sorry for the long wait, hopefully I'll get the next chappie up soon!