Disowner: "and for graduating 8th grade we want to give to the right to all the Harry Potter books and the next two!"

"REALLY!" "

No"

"Fine then, on with the story."

Chapter3: what's with you?

"But Sirius, I've been working with her for a whole week! And all she's said to me is, here's another article, or sod off I'm busy. What to I do? It's not like I did anything wrong!" James complained to his best friend.

"okay, explain to me what happened the first day, after we split up at the front desk."

"Well, I went up to the third floor just like they told me, then I ask the lady at the desk what to do. She told me just to wait, so I did. We got to talking, she gave me her number and I gave her a quick peck on the lips, and when I looked up, she was there glaring at me, and she's been giving me the cold shoulder since, I did NOTHING wrong!" Sirius started to laugh at his best friend, but stopped suddenly and whacked him up side the head.
"You idiot! YOU STUPID IDIOT!" James shh-shed him, making sure no one else in the Leaky Cauldron heard him," sorry, but can't you see, she thinks that your still the dumb over-sized head egoistic big shot git you were in Hogwarts, the player you were, with the whole number and kiss with the secretary! I thought I told you not to make her mad at you?" he said much quieter.

"WHAT? How could she think that? I changed for her in 7th year! This is a disaster! I'm going to have to win her over again! Tell my Sirius, tell me why am I so stupid?"

"Well there was that one ti-"

" Don't answer that " he said, and started to bang his head on the table well this seems to be familiar, Sirius thought, except this time I actually know she loves him, now what was my wonderful speech I told him last time? oh yes... "James banging your head isn't going to do anything except for maybe give you a splitting headache..."

w/ Lily

Lily sat in her window sit, watching the rain drops hit the glass in no particular rhythm, thinking. Thinking of Hogwarts, thinking of how she finally let him have a chance, thinking how she actually fell in love with him, how she could imagine them getting married, having kids, getting old together, and then thinking how he dropped her off in the blink of an eye, he let go of the longest relationship he's ever been in. Thinking, thinking and remembering was here worst fear, her scrapbook of her time at Hogwarts was what showed up when she fought the Bogart when she was training for-

POP

Lily's best friend apporated to her apartment, which broke her train of thought.
"How is it going?" Kerri asked cheerfully," I just got back from California, Jason is doing good, his Auror training is going good, oh by the way, he says hi, we had so much fun, I already miss him, he took me to- Anja? Are you okay?" Lily had silent tears running down her face.

'I've never seen Anja cry before, Kerri thought, 'I've seen her go through the crusio curse and barely scream, even when Petunia sent her that hate letter, she didn't cry. AND THEY WERE CLOSER THAN SIAMESE TWINS! What thing so little could make her over powering wall inside, tumble?' She ran to her side and put an arm around her and asked, "tell me Hun, what happened?"

"Well," she hesitated," what would you do…if…if the guy you loved dumped you and then asked the nearest Blonde out with in seconds, and you leave, don't see him. Forever, then 7 years later he shows up, your still in love with him, and you think this is the best time to become at least friends again when you find out that he is still the same egoistic jerk he was before he proved himself to you, how would you feel. To me it felt like all my hopes and dreams were crushed within seconds, like everything just didn't matter anymore, I just wanted to disappear. And the worst thing is that I have to work every day with him for the next two months! Do you know how hard it to even look at him? "she said this all very quickly

"you mean Potters back? Really? Wow, I'd never thought I'd see the day. I never really knew you very well in school, but you didn't seem to upset. But you were? That's weird. I thought it was a mutual end? Wasn't it?"

"No, but that's what I made it seem like, I didn't want to ruin his life with my wants. Well its getting late, you need to go unpack, and I need to go to bed, have to get up early tomorrow." she said as if they had been talking about everyday stuff. Kerri had her doubts, but left anyway.
Lily changed into her pjs and went to bed thinking how could I cry? And over something so small? Well not that small, but there were so many other things going on besides this, I mean, Voldemort is out there and I'm crying over my teenage love, I am so pathetic. And with that she fell asleep.

A/n I hope you liked it, Pleazzzzzz pleazzzzzzz review! And I'll try to update sooner than before, Love Ya, Jenn