Unwanted Feelings By: Angelistical06 Fallenangelz06@hotmail.com

Disclaimer: I do not own any Kingdom Hearts characters and/or related characters... Not making a profit either so no calling any lawyers for you! HA!

'...' = thoughts "..." = dialogue *****************************************************

Chapter 5: Revenge is mine! Part 1

"That's it!" Tidus was fed up. Something was going on around here and he was tired of everyone acting like it's just another day. He got to his feet and directed his attention to Kairi and Riku. "It's been 3 days, and none of you are worried about Sora or wondering where he is?" Slightly expecting this, Riku spoke up. "I'm sure he's fine. He'll join us when he's ready." he tossed a pebble from off the dock, showing no interest what so ever. Tidus sighed and turned to Kairi, who just sat there smiling at Riku. "I...dunno. Maybe I should go check on him..." "I'll go. If you promise to quit whining about it?" Riku got up, dusting him self off. 'I should at least check on him..' "Um...hehe. Maybe I should come along too?" Kairi asked, holding his hand. "Nah, I can handle this. I'll be right back." He kissed her quickly and dashed off to Sora's. She blushed and swooned, while Tidus frowned and insisted they get a room.

Knock! Knock!

Cursing quietly, Sora swung the door open. The daylight sliced through the darkness of his house, blinding him for a second. A smile appeared across his lips as he saw who came to pay him a visit.

"Sora, so you are still alive." He stepped in closing the door behind him. Which he soon regretted, for now he was engulfed in darkness. "Why is it so dark in here?" he reached for the blinds. "I like it that way. Doesn't bother me much." "It's hard to see." He opened the blinds, once again disassembling the dark. Though, the person he saw wasn't who he expected. Standing before him was a slightly paled, black haired boy, squinting from the light. He was totally dressed differently. In all black, only keeping his silver chains. "Sora?" Riku walked closer to him and tugged at his chain. "What's with the new look?" Sora held back and crushed all old feelings he had for him as they began to bubble up. They would only get in his way. "It was time for a change. You like?" his voice barely above a whisper. "Sure, I-I guess it's cool." he was in conflict trying to suppress feelings too. "Actually, I was on my out. Wanna come?" Sora opened the door and for the first time in days, entered the daylight. Everything appeared so calm to Sora. The birds flew overhead, the sea roared lightly even the sand seemed to crunch peacefully under each step he took. And it made him nauseated.

His thoughts were cut off by the sound of his own door closing behind him, then footsteps approaching. "Where are you headed?" Riku caught up and placed a hand on his shoulder. "Why do you care?" he shot back at him suddenly. Riku only gave him a blank maybe even hurt stare. He didn't expect such a harsh answer from him. Sora loved it. "It's not that I care so much...Look, I'mma head back to the others..." He ran and hand threw his silver hair and was about to leave when Sora ran in front of him. "Hey, I didn't mean it like that. Join me." He couldn't let his prey get away, not this time. "I discovered something about the secret place, and I guess I wanted to share it. Is that wrong, Riku?" He finished it off with a sweet smile. 'That's right Riku, fall for it.' "Why with me? I mean there's Kairi and Tidus-" he cut him off "Because you're the only one who thought to come see if I was ok." Sora caught the quick gleam in Riku's eye. He knew he still wanted him, but not this time. He wasn't some toy that Riku could just through in the corner when he was done playing, then come back and play with him again. He had to learn that. "Fine, lead the way. But this better be good." Sora turned around and continue walking, leading them to the passage. 'His heart is so weak.' he thought as an evil smirk crawled upon his lips.

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Kairi yawned as she laid back on the dock staring at the clear blue sky. Tidus had left for home, complaining about how he was hungry. She, on the other hand, decided to wait for Riku to return. 'Maybe I'll invite him over. Then we can finally make that last step...hehehe' Something vibrating in her pocket cut her thoughts off. She grabbed her phone. "Hello?...oh hey mom. What?...not again!...fine..." She got up and stretched. "I'll have to visit him later I guess *sigh* "She ran home.

"So, where's the 'something'?"

They arrived at the secret place. It didn't take them long, but Riku didn't want to keep Kairi waiting...but a part of him wanted to be here with Sora. "It's the door..." he pointed to it. "Go, touch it." Riku reluctantly went over to the door. The door that has always been there. Never been opened. Slowly, he placed a hand over it. "It...feels warm." Sora walked up behind him, putting his own hand over Riku's. Applying pressure he whispered into his ear. "It feels...hot." he trembled. Their closeness was making him nervous. "W-Weird, huh?" he tried to play it off, but wasn't doing a good job. Sora placed a kiss on his neck line, just to see him squirm. He indeed squirmed. "Sora, stop." he pushed him off. "We've been through this already." 'ok, time to get physical.' his plan had already pushed into full throttle. He grabbed Riku and forced him against the wall. Confusion hit him hard as he found himself unable to move. "Oh, have we? Well maybe I'm not ready to let go yet.." he narrowed his eyes, giving Sora an icy glare. "Well that's too bad, now is it?" He kissed him again but this time on the lips. Riku turned his head after rebounding from it. "Don't fight it, Riku. You know you want this." he growled "Sora! Let me go! I don't want any of this!" "Really?" He grabbed the bulge forming in Riku's pants. "The body has a funny way of telling on us.." Full of embarrassment, he finally summoned the strength to push Sora off him, putting distance between them. "I don't know what's happened to you! But whatever it is, it's wrong!" Sighing, he folded his arms. "He we go again. Riku preaching about right and wrong." After staring him down, he concluded. "Stay away from me." He made his way towards the exit, but Sora was quicker. Running in front of him, he stopped Riku right in his tracks. "Oooo, sorry. Can't do that just yet." Fed up, he pushed Sora to the side. Even though it looked like only touched him 'cause Sora didn't even budge. He tried again, using all his force but just Sora stumbled a bit. "Are you done?" He stepped back, in awe. " You're on drugs or something!" Sora stepped towards him while Riku stepped back. "Well, there was the time I got that weed from your mother..." That did it. Riku tackled him to the ground and began plummeting him with jabs. "You bastard! She died a long time ago and you know it! Quit talking about her!!" The pain from the loss of his mom awakening again. Sora didn't bother blocking them, mainly 'cause it didn't hurt. "Well, I guess that explains why it was bad, huh?"

"Mom! Where did he run off to?" Kairi sighed as she checked under the sofa. "I don't know, he was sitting by the window...then he disappeared!" She stopped and got up. "Was the window open, mom?" silence.. "Yeah, it sure was.." After falling from disbelief, she made her way to her room. The cat would come back eventually. Like he always did. But she had other things on her mind...like Riku.

"Aahh!" Riku fell back after receiving a mighty head butt in the nose. He groaned in agony as he slightly rocked from side to side, grasping his nose. Blood oozes through his fingers as he tried to restrain the liquid. "See what you made me do? You've gotten your nose broken. Should've played nice." Griping back to reality, he removed his bloodied hands. The taste of blood filled his mouth even as he sat up. "But that doesn't nearly compared to what a broken heart feels likes!" He just sat there, letting blood drip onto the sand beneath him. "Is that what this is all about, Sora?" he whispered. His voice altered by the fractured nose. "Maybe." having nothing else left to do; can't run, can't fight his way out, he did only what he could. "I'm sorry Sora. I-I never wanted it to end like this." Sora laughed at him. "Don't bother! It's too late for sorrys!" He knelt next to him and examined his nose. He could feel the fear radiating off the older one. "Let's make it all better." He grabbed his nose and pinched it closed hard. Riku screamed in pain as he tried to kick him off. "Now, now...we have to apply pressure!" He squeezed tighter. Riku's screams was music to his ears. Just to think, a few weeks ago he couldn't even dream of hurting him like this. "What's the matter?!" he yelled over his shouts of pain, "Having more unwanted feelings?!" he let him go and got up, watching him. He was sweating, trembling in pain but Sora wasn't satisfied. He wasn't crying yet. He had to make him cry... "Not even one tear. Man, you're tough." He wiped the blood off his hand to his pants. He sat back next to him, listening to his ragged breathing. "So, have you fucked her yet? Like you always wanted?" He ignored him, staring down at the sand. "Or maybe you're too scared to. Think you're too small for the skank?" He faced him, his face smeared with blood, hatred in his once bright emerald eyes. "Go to hell." he spit right in Sora's face. 'Oh yeah, looks like I hit a nerve. To finish this off, I'll humiliate him to tears.' He wiped it off. "Let's see what your working with..." Pushing him down, he got on top of Riku, pinning him. "GET OFF!! I SWEAR-" "You swear what?!" Sora playfully taunted him, unbuckling his belt.

"Nice boxers. All black..." Sora admired as he got ready to remove them. Riku frantically searched the cave floor...looking for anything that could be used as a weapon. He reached for a rock and heaved in into Sora's forehead. "AAhh!! You bitch!" Taking his only chance, Riku scurried to his feet hold his pants up. Sora was still in the way of the exit. He rubbed his head, which was a nice red color thanks to him. He got to his feet. "Bad move, Riku..." "Oh yeah? What you gonna do about it?" he was fueled by rage now. 'I can take him down! He's only Sora!' He looked dead at Sora, and for a second, he disappeared. "What?!" "Boo!" He turned around slowly and saw the blacked haired boy behind him. 'He's so fast now!' Once again he got him down to the ground again, this time on his stomach. "You brought this on yourself!" He got him out his pants. Riku suddenly felt sick, he knew what was coming. "Sora! Don't!! Please!!" He tried to crawl away, but the weight being applied to him was too much. "Shut up! Pleading will get you no where!" He delivered an impressive punch into Riku's side, knocking the air out of him. He laid there, coughing, desperately trying to breathe. Everything went silent, he could only hear the sound of his attacker taking off his own pants. "Relax," He entered him with a painful push, "It'll all be over..." Riku buried his face into the sand, muffling the sound of him yelling out. He was completely mortified.

Sora finished inside him, pulling out it nothing less than bliss. He smiled as he scanned his once pal's face. There they were, the thing he most coveted. Tears. They were streaming down his pale cheeks. He got up, satisfied and pulled himself together. "Don't cry my love, it's over." He left him there, still lying in the cool sand. "oh!" Sora peeked back in. "And that's one down."