Unwanted Feelings
By: Angelistical06
Fallenangelz06@hotmail.com
Disclaimer: I do not own any Kingdom Hearts characters and/or related characters... Not making a profit either so no calling any lawyers for you! HA!
'...' = thoughts "..." = dialogue *****************************************************
Chapter 9: Dead End
"So what exactly happened after you woke up?" his doctor was still amazed at his speedy recovery. Not many people who endured such a terrific head injury can jump up and leave right after waking up from a coma.
"I told you, nothing really. I felt better and decided to leave ." Riku told his doctor for the hundredth time.
"Are you sure?" he closely examined his forehead. "And how did you happen to get his?" Clearly referring to the oval shaped bruise.
"I fell...down some stairs. Look, are we done here?" He was getting tired of all the questions. Prying into the situation wasn't going to make it any better. At the moment all he wanted was to be left alone, to think over his problems.
"Ok, I'll let you rest. You have been through a lot in one day." the doctor gathered his notes and walked away from the bed. "But tomorrow, I want to still take some blood tests. Just in case."
"Yeah, whatever." he rolled over. The doctor only sighed and closed his door.
"Say, nurse?" he stopped one walking down the hall.
"Yes, doctor?" she gave him a pleasant smile.
"Why don't you give the young man in here some extra jello with his dinner tonight. He seems a little down."
"Alright." she chuckled.
~
Kairi tip-toed quietly into his room holding a teddy she had just bought downstairs in the gift shop. She kind of felt bad about calling his father on him, knowing how his temper was. Creeping up to his bed side, she gently brushed the fury bear against his cheeks as he slept soundly.
"Riiikkuu. Riku, wakie wakie." she cooed childishly. He sighed in his sleep, but didn't wake.
"Come on..." She brushed some silver bangs away from his eyes, revealing a bruise. Kairi froze. "What's this?..." placing a finger delicately on it, she applied pressure hoping to find out if it hurt him.
"...ow...stop it.." he stirred out of his sleep expecting to find his doctor back. "Kairi?"
"How'd you get that, Riku?" she asked with a concerned frown. He didn't reply, instead he rolled back over.
"Um, Earth to Riku?"
"...Doesn't matter. Look, why are you here?" he refused to look her way, something told him she was behind his father finding them. She poked at his cold dinner that was left untouched.
"I just came to keep you company. Oooo, jello! Can I have it?" Not waiting for an answer, she dug in.
"I don't need your company. Just go home." Pausing between a bite, Kairi placed her spork down. She didn't like his attitude, especially after she did him a huge favor.
"What's your problem? You mad at me?" He grunted. "Hey, look. I'm sorry if I got you into trouble with your father or something. But I had to do it."
"Save it. I'm not in the mood right now for a bunch of bullshit." he pulled the covers up and over his head, wishing it would block out her voice.
"bullshit?..." She pulled the covers back. "Look, I only did it because I love you, and I don't want to see you hurt again!" Remembering the bear she had, she threw it at him.
He sat up, looking her straight in the eyes. "Oh, please. You did it because you were jealous! And your little plan worked. Ok? Now go fuck off!" Hurt fell heavy on her and he loved it. She deserved every tear that was about to fall. That'll teach her to interfere with him.
"I...only did it to help," she closed her eyes, letting a tear trail down her cheeks. "I didn't do it all out of jealously. But there was some there." His harden expression faded a little.
"Kairi...look.." he sighed. Riku hated to see her cry. And him being at fault made it worse.
"I didn't want to lose you! Is that so wrong?! But I'm sure this is all bullshit to you too, right?" She gathered her things quickly, wiping a tear away every few seconds.
He glanced at the clock, "Hey, where are you going? It's late. At least...stay overnight." There he goes again. His feelings over taking the situation. He should've been happy to see her go, actually he should be helping her pack! But noooo....
"No! I'm going to 'fuck off' like you wanted!" she barked. He frowned. How systematic.
"Keep your voice down, Kairi!" All he needed were nosey night nurses peeking in on their argument. Done collecting her junk, she stormed out.
"Kairi!!" he hopped out of bed and to the door, peeking out. "Kairi! Kairi wait!" he whispered loudly after her. She kept walking, into the darkening halls of the hospital. The lights turned off and were replaced by night lights, to conserve energy. He stepped out onto the cool linoleum floors, wanting to catch up with her. He didn't feel like looking for his shoes, plus going barefoot would make less noise. He didn't want to get caught outside his room during night hours.
"I can't believe him..." she wiped her eyes with her sleeve. She had been walking for about fifteen minutes straight, in deep thought. Turning a corner she stopped. A more important thought flew by. "Um...how do I get out of here again?" Taking a look around, her confusion grew larger. "Where is everybody?" She continued to walk in the same direction in a slower pace. It seemed like every corner she turned, looked the same. And they were all deserted looking. "Hello?...anyone?" The sound of a door closing somewhere around her in the distance made her heart skip a beat. ' Calm down girl. Just a janitor or something..' quickening her stride and griping her bag, she walked on.
The sound of his bare feet slapping against the tiled floor echoed down the halls. It was spooky how the dim light and emptiness played so perfectly together. Riku crossed his arms and pushed on, too late to turn back now. "Damn it Kairi..." He cursed her for being so stubborn, and for him being such a softy. His mother had always told him he wasn't as tough as he wanted people to think, that deep inside he truly cared about everyone. He remember brushing her off, thinking she was trying to make him weak. Funny how your true feelings come out after the person you care about dies. Sighing his empty feelings about his life away, he stopped at a split in the hall. ' Great, just great...'
"Aieee..." she ran around a corner in fright. There were footsteps following her, well at least she thought there were. Pressing her back against the wall, she held her breathe listening to each step the person took. They grew louder and louder as the person came closer. Thud, thud, thud. "Don't eat me...don't eat me... I'm to beautiful to be eaten." she prayed. A shadow could be seen on the adjacent wall. The person was carrying some kind of long object. She crossed her fingers and shut her eyes tight.
"Now, missy why would I eat you?" a man concluded with a friendly voice.
"...huh?" she opened one eye and saw a man dressed in a blue jumper. Carrying...a mop. A welcomed exhale flowed from her. "I thought...never mind."
"You're here awfully late. Visiting hours been over." He started to mop a spot on the floor.
"I was gonna spend the night, but...I changed my mind. But I'm lost. How do you get to the exit?" She brushed herself off and stood up straight. Walking from behind the corner.
"I was on my way out, I'll be happy to show her out, sir." They both turned around to see a black hair boy smiling innocently at them. Kairi squeaked and moved back.
"That would kind of you young man. I am pretty busy with the cleaning." The janitor walked on mopping as he stepped.
"That won't be n-necessary! He can just-" she stuttered in fear.
"Non-sense. Didn't you hear him? He's busy..." Scooping up her arm Sora smiled. "Let's go. It's late." He escorted her down the opposite way. She opened her mouth to call for the help of the janitor but he quickly tighten the grip on her. "..Do it, and I'll kill you right now..." he whispered in her ear. That shut her up.
"Damn, does she ever walk fast..." Riku rested against a wall. He had been walking forever it seemed and still hasn't been able to catch up to her. 'To hell with this...I'll call her tomorrow.' Turning around he started back in the direction he came from. A thought of Sora flashed through his head. He knew he wouldn't see him for a while, especially since his father chased after him with a gun. What the hell was up with that? Damn that Kairi and her meddling. Walking down the abandoned corridors was freaking him out, so he decided to break the eerie silence with some whistling. That made it easier to deal with.
"Oomph!" she fell against a wall with great force. Her bag slide down the smooth floors, holding her only weapon. Sora made his way closer to her, placing a hand next to her head on the wall for support as he leaned in towards her.
"Kairi...you told on us didn't you?" he questioned her with a grin using his other hand to stroke some hair from her face.
"Damn straight I did, and I'll do I again if you don't let me go!" her tactics a little off, she tried to squeeze from around him.
"That wasn't nice. And to think, I thought you liked me." he snarled as he reached into his pocket. She eyed him closely, wanting to know if she should scream. When she saw what he pulled out, she concluded it was time to scream.
"AAAiiieeee!!! Where'd you get that?!!" She squirmed at the sight of a hypodermic needle.
"Uh, I don't know...maybe from here?" He rolled his eyes at her lack of intelligence. He thumped the needle to get any bubbles out.
"W-What's in it?" He grabbed her head and pushed it to the side, revealing her neck.
"Just some stuff I picked up from our janitor friend." Knowing what was coming next, she tried hitting at his head and kneeing his stomach. All in vain and now she was worn out. He had let her attack him 'til she tired herself out.
"C-cleaning agents..?.." she drooped a little. A wicked smirk covered his face as in forced the needle in her neck, injecting the chemicals in. She screamed in pain and manage to stomp his foot making him fall back. Taking this advantage she ran as fast as she could. Whatever he injected was burning the hell out or her.
"You bitch! Get back here!" he gunned after her, reaching for another needle in his pocket. She was having trouble breathing and her vision was beginning to blur, but she kept running. He managed to catch her, jamming another lethal injection into her system.
"Ahhh..!" She cried falling to the floor. But her adrenaline forced her body back up and her legs proceeded to run again. She could feel that Sora wasn't no longer chasing her, but she ran on anyway. As she ran, she heard a faint noise, maybe whistling? Whoever it was, maybe they could help her. Kairi followed the noise right into the person.
"Kairi?!" Riku held on to her as she slipped downward. "What's the matter?!"
"...whistling.." The chemicals were doing there job as they slowly poisoned her. "...Help.." She fell to the floor with a thud.
"Kairi?...Kairi!" He shook her furiously. He frantically rolled her over to see if he could find a pulse, but instead found what to be puncture holes.
"Don't waste your time, she's dead."
Riku looked up in shock, to see Sora standing over him. He knelt down and picked up her arm. After a few seconds he let it go, watching fall back to the floor.
"Sora...you didn't..." he searched Sora's face for any signs of remorse or compassion. Only finding a blank look.
"I wasn't expecting her to die, I thought I diluted the bleach out enough to just paralyze her..." He concluded falling against the wall.
"Oh my god...you- she's!...shit!...Sora!" He couldn't get the words out. She was gone. Just like that. He didn't know if he should be crying or what. It was all too confusing.
He looked at the pale Riku and sighed. "She was just going to get in our way..." He reached for him.
"So you kill her! We're so fucking screwed!" Riku was in hysterics.
"Sshhh!...calm down and think would you?" He placed an arm around his shoulders. "It was an accident. I didn't mean to kill her, but panicking isn't going to solve this."
"You used bleach. You injected bleach into her and you didn't mean to kill her?!" Riku spat in an undertone.
"I didn't! I only wanted to scare her! I didn't dilute it enough!" he whispered back harshly.
"We...can't leave her here..." Riku sneaked into someone's room. Luckily it was empty. He grabbed some sheets off the bed and a couple of latex gloves. He returned. "Come on, we gotta get rid of the body."
Disclaimer: I do not own any Kingdom Hearts characters and/or related characters... Not making a profit either so no calling any lawyers for you! HA!
'...' = thoughts "..." = dialogue *****************************************************
Chapter 9: Dead End
"So what exactly happened after you woke up?" his doctor was still amazed at his speedy recovery. Not many people who endured such a terrific head injury can jump up and leave right after waking up from a coma.
"I told you, nothing really. I felt better and decided to leave ." Riku told his doctor for the hundredth time.
"Are you sure?" he closely examined his forehead. "And how did you happen to get his?" Clearly referring to the oval shaped bruise.
"I fell...down some stairs. Look, are we done here?" He was getting tired of all the questions. Prying into the situation wasn't going to make it any better. At the moment all he wanted was to be left alone, to think over his problems.
"Ok, I'll let you rest. You have been through a lot in one day." the doctor gathered his notes and walked away from the bed. "But tomorrow, I want to still take some blood tests. Just in case."
"Yeah, whatever." he rolled over. The doctor only sighed and closed his door.
"Say, nurse?" he stopped one walking down the hall.
"Yes, doctor?" she gave him a pleasant smile.
"Why don't you give the young man in here some extra jello with his dinner tonight. He seems a little down."
"Alright." she chuckled.
~
Kairi tip-toed quietly into his room holding a teddy she had just bought downstairs in the gift shop. She kind of felt bad about calling his father on him, knowing how his temper was. Creeping up to his bed side, she gently brushed the fury bear against his cheeks as he slept soundly.
"Riiikkuu. Riku, wakie wakie." she cooed childishly. He sighed in his sleep, but didn't wake.
"Come on..." She brushed some silver bangs away from his eyes, revealing a bruise. Kairi froze. "What's this?..." placing a finger delicately on it, she applied pressure hoping to find out if it hurt him.
"...ow...stop it.." he stirred out of his sleep expecting to find his doctor back. "Kairi?"
"How'd you get that, Riku?" she asked with a concerned frown. He didn't reply, instead he rolled back over.
"Um, Earth to Riku?"
"...Doesn't matter. Look, why are you here?" he refused to look her way, something told him she was behind his father finding them. She poked at his cold dinner that was left untouched.
"I just came to keep you company. Oooo, jello! Can I have it?" Not waiting for an answer, she dug in.
"I don't need your company. Just go home." Pausing between a bite, Kairi placed her spork down. She didn't like his attitude, especially after she did him a huge favor.
"What's your problem? You mad at me?" He grunted. "Hey, look. I'm sorry if I got you into trouble with your father or something. But I had to do it."
"Save it. I'm not in the mood right now for a bunch of bullshit." he pulled the covers up and over his head, wishing it would block out her voice.
"bullshit?..." She pulled the covers back. "Look, I only did it because I love you, and I don't want to see you hurt again!" Remembering the bear she had, she threw it at him.
He sat up, looking her straight in the eyes. "Oh, please. You did it because you were jealous! And your little plan worked. Ok? Now go fuck off!" Hurt fell heavy on her and he loved it. She deserved every tear that was about to fall. That'll teach her to interfere with him.
"I...only did it to help," she closed her eyes, letting a tear trail down her cheeks. "I didn't do it all out of jealously. But there was some there." His harden expression faded a little.
"Kairi...look.." he sighed. Riku hated to see her cry. And him being at fault made it worse.
"I didn't want to lose you! Is that so wrong?! But I'm sure this is all bullshit to you too, right?" She gathered her things quickly, wiping a tear away every few seconds.
He glanced at the clock, "Hey, where are you going? It's late. At least...stay overnight." There he goes again. His feelings over taking the situation. He should've been happy to see her go, actually he should be helping her pack! But noooo....
"No! I'm going to 'fuck off' like you wanted!" she barked. He frowned. How systematic.
"Keep your voice down, Kairi!" All he needed were nosey night nurses peeking in on their argument. Done collecting her junk, she stormed out.
"Kairi!!" he hopped out of bed and to the door, peeking out. "Kairi! Kairi wait!" he whispered loudly after her. She kept walking, into the darkening halls of the hospital. The lights turned off and were replaced by night lights, to conserve energy. He stepped out onto the cool linoleum floors, wanting to catch up with her. He didn't feel like looking for his shoes, plus going barefoot would make less noise. He didn't want to get caught outside his room during night hours.
"I can't believe him..." she wiped her eyes with her sleeve. She had been walking for about fifteen minutes straight, in deep thought. Turning a corner she stopped. A more important thought flew by. "Um...how do I get out of here again?" Taking a look around, her confusion grew larger. "Where is everybody?" She continued to walk in the same direction in a slower pace. It seemed like every corner she turned, looked the same. And they were all deserted looking. "Hello?...anyone?" The sound of a door closing somewhere around her in the distance made her heart skip a beat. ' Calm down girl. Just a janitor or something..' quickening her stride and griping her bag, she walked on.
The sound of his bare feet slapping against the tiled floor echoed down the halls. It was spooky how the dim light and emptiness played so perfectly together. Riku crossed his arms and pushed on, too late to turn back now. "Damn it Kairi..." He cursed her for being so stubborn, and for him being such a softy. His mother had always told him he wasn't as tough as he wanted people to think, that deep inside he truly cared about everyone. He remember brushing her off, thinking she was trying to make him weak. Funny how your true feelings come out after the person you care about dies. Sighing his empty feelings about his life away, he stopped at a split in the hall. ' Great, just great...'
"Aieee..." she ran around a corner in fright. There were footsteps following her, well at least she thought there were. Pressing her back against the wall, she held her breathe listening to each step the person took. They grew louder and louder as the person came closer. Thud, thud, thud. "Don't eat me...don't eat me... I'm to beautiful to be eaten." she prayed. A shadow could be seen on the adjacent wall. The person was carrying some kind of long object. She crossed her fingers and shut her eyes tight.
"Now, missy why would I eat you?" a man concluded with a friendly voice.
"...huh?" she opened one eye and saw a man dressed in a blue jumper. Carrying...a mop. A welcomed exhale flowed from her. "I thought...never mind."
"You're here awfully late. Visiting hours been over." He started to mop a spot on the floor.
"I was gonna spend the night, but...I changed my mind. But I'm lost. How do you get to the exit?" She brushed herself off and stood up straight. Walking from behind the corner.
"I was on my way out, I'll be happy to show her out, sir." They both turned around to see a black hair boy smiling innocently at them. Kairi squeaked and moved back.
"That would kind of you young man. I am pretty busy with the cleaning." The janitor walked on mopping as he stepped.
"That won't be n-necessary! He can just-" she stuttered in fear.
"Non-sense. Didn't you hear him? He's busy..." Scooping up her arm Sora smiled. "Let's go. It's late." He escorted her down the opposite way. She opened her mouth to call for the help of the janitor but he quickly tighten the grip on her. "..Do it, and I'll kill you right now..." he whispered in her ear. That shut her up.
"Damn, does she ever walk fast..." Riku rested against a wall. He had been walking forever it seemed and still hasn't been able to catch up to her. 'To hell with this...I'll call her tomorrow.' Turning around he started back in the direction he came from. A thought of Sora flashed through his head. He knew he wouldn't see him for a while, especially since his father chased after him with a gun. What the hell was up with that? Damn that Kairi and her meddling. Walking down the abandoned corridors was freaking him out, so he decided to break the eerie silence with some whistling. That made it easier to deal with.
"Oomph!" she fell against a wall with great force. Her bag slide down the smooth floors, holding her only weapon. Sora made his way closer to her, placing a hand next to her head on the wall for support as he leaned in towards her.
"Kairi...you told on us didn't you?" he questioned her with a grin using his other hand to stroke some hair from her face.
"Damn straight I did, and I'll do I again if you don't let me go!" her tactics a little off, she tried to squeeze from around him.
"That wasn't nice. And to think, I thought you liked me." he snarled as he reached into his pocket. She eyed him closely, wanting to know if she should scream. When she saw what he pulled out, she concluded it was time to scream.
"AAAiiieeee!!! Where'd you get that?!!" She squirmed at the sight of a hypodermic needle.
"Uh, I don't know...maybe from here?" He rolled his eyes at her lack of intelligence. He thumped the needle to get any bubbles out.
"W-What's in it?" He grabbed her head and pushed it to the side, revealing her neck.
"Just some stuff I picked up from our janitor friend." Knowing what was coming next, she tried hitting at his head and kneeing his stomach. All in vain and now she was worn out. He had let her attack him 'til she tired herself out.
"C-cleaning agents..?.." she drooped a little. A wicked smirk covered his face as in forced the needle in her neck, injecting the chemicals in. She screamed in pain and manage to stomp his foot making him fall back. Taking this advantage she ran as fast as she could. Whatever he injected was burning the hell out or her.
"You bitch! Get back here!" he gunned after her, reaching for another needle in his pocket. She was having trouble breathing and her vision was beginning to blur, but she kept running. He managed to catch her, jamming another lethal injection into her system.
"Ahhh..!" She cried falling to the floor. But her adrenaline forced her body back up and her legs proceeded to run again. She could feel that Sora wasn't no longer chasing her, but she ran on anyway. As she ran, she heard a faint noise, maybe whistling? Whoever it was, maybe they could help her. Kairi followed the noise right into the person.
"Kairi?!" Riku held on to her as she slipped downward. "What's the matter?!"
"...whistling.." The chemicals were doing there job as they slowly poisoned her. "...Help.." She fell to the floor with a thud.
"Kairi?...Kairi!" He shook her furiously. He frantically rolled her over to see if he could find a pulse, but instead found what to be puncture holes.
"Don't waste your time, she's dead."
Riku looked up in shock, to see Sora standing over him. He knelt down and picked up her arm. After a few seconds he let it go, watching fall back to the floor.
"Sora...you didn't..." he searched Sora's face for any signs of remorse or compassion. Only finding a blank look.
"I wasn't expecting her to die, I thought I diluted the bleach out enough to just paralyze her..." He concluded falling against the wall.
"Oh my god...you- she's!...shit!...Sora!" He couldn't get the words out. She was gone. Just like that. He didn't know if he should be crying or what. It was all too confusing.
He looked at the pale Riku and sighed. "She was just going to get in our way..." He reached for him.
"So you kill her! We're so fucking screwed!" Riku was in hysterics.
"Sshhh!...calm down and think would you?" He placed an arm around his shoulders. "It was an accident. I didn't mean to kill her, but panicking isn't going to solve this."
"You used bleach. You injected bleach into her and you didn't mean to kill her?!" Riku spat in an undertone.
"I didn't! I only wanted to scare her! I didn't dilute it enough!" he whispered back harshly.
"We...can't leave her here..." Riku sneaked into someone's room. Luckily it was empty. He grabbed some sheets off the bed and a couple of latex gloves. He returned. "Come on, we gotta get rid of the body."