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The One I Loved the Most By Misao
Chapter 2: Fear and Pain
Flashback:
"S-Syaoran-kun???"
"S-Sakura-chan???"
End Flashback.
Sakura immediately stood up and ran to hug Syaoran. She was crying and holding to him so tightly, as if she never wanted to let go.
***Sakura's P.O.V.***
Oh my gosh. Li Syaoran, the guy that's been haunting my thoughts and dreams is standing right in front of me, green aura and all. I'm sure this isn't some trick of Eriol's to bring me back. I don't care about pretending not to love or care or even have emotion anymore. I just want to hold on and never let go.
"Syaoran-kun, is that really you? Is that really you Li Syaoran?" I asked through all my tears, despite how muffled it sounded and with my voice cracking at every syllable.
"Hai my dear Sakura-chan. I'm telling you this ain't no dumb trick of that freaking (AN/Sorry Eriol fans!) ancestor of mine." Syaoran said as he held me tightly.
As I heard these words, all I could think of was to tell him how I really felt. I couldn't afford to lose this chance fate gave me like I did last time. I slowly pulled away from his embrace and looked into those amber eyes that I missed for over 3 years.
"Syaoran-kun," I whispered. "I missed you so much. I... I thought I c- could die. Please don't leave me again. I don't think I could cope with it without."
All of a sudden, I heard someone clear his throat, it was Harry. I totally forgot that we weren't alone in this compartment. Embarrassed, I quickly scrambled to my seat and Syaoran sat right next to me. I looked at him and we both blushed as we both remembered that we shared a compartment with Harry, Ron and Hermione.
"Uh." Harry began. "I take it that you two know each other already?"
Syaoran smiled at me and I blushed a million shades of red.
"Hai Harry. I met him back when I was twelve and he left me around 3 years, 4 months, 1 week, 7 hours and 26 minutes ago" I told him. 'Not to mention that's around the same time I fell in love with him too.' I thought. Syaoran began laughing after he heard what I said.
"What?"
"I can't believe that you remember exactly when I left for Hogwarts. Don't tell me you really remember all of that when you can't even remember how to solve our old math problems!" Syaoran told me while laughing his head off. Meanwhile, I was blushing like hell.
"Well, I. ano. um." I blundered trying to cover up for what I said. I still didn't think it was the right time to tell him my feelings with Harry and the others around.
"You see, it's like this, I." all of a sudden, I realized what he said.
"Syaoran-kun, don't tell me that you were here at Hogwarts all that time and you never wrote to me or even called to say hello!" I accused him as soon as I realized that.
"Well, I had to. you see, I." Syaoran fumbled for the right answer.
"And I thought all along that you were under training and in the observation of the elders!" I told him. I nearly wasn't able to restrain myself from releasing Watery on him to make him apologize.
"I'm sorry Sakura-chan! The elders banned me from communication with the cards mistress because they said I needed to concentrate! There was nothing I could do! I wanted to write but they always found out. Sakura- chan, onegai, forgive me!" Syaoran said. Well, it looks like I didn't need to use Watery after all.
"Daijoubu Syaoran-kun. I forgive you. I wouldn't want to go against your elders." I said giving him a quick hug.
"I think we've been forgotten Harry." said Ron from in front of us. I totally forgot that they were there again!
"I'm so sorry Ron! It's just that I haven't seen Syaoran-kun since 3 years, 4 months, 1 week."
"So we've heard. It's alright, can you just answer our questions so that we won't feel so left out. Is that alright with you?" asked Harry.
"Sure Harry, no problem." Syaoran tensed up and looked at them with doubt in his eyes. I could read from his facial expression that he still didn't trust them with our secret.
"Daijoubu, I won't say too much and you can stop me whenever you feel like it. They have a right to know and we have been kind of. ignoring them for the past minutes." I assured Syaoran. He relaxed a bit, but he was still on guard.
"Well, don't you three have questions for us?" I asked the trio.
Harry looked at Ron then Ron looked at Hermione, still unsure of what to say. Hermione finally spoke up.
"Sakura, why do you call Li Syaoran-kun and Li, why do you call Sakura Sakura-chan?"
"Hermione, I'm from Japan and Syaoran-kun speaks my language. The words attached to our names are signs of friendship. In case you're wondering why I didn't call you guys like that is because you are all from the west and I didn't think you'd understand me." I added.
"Why are you allowed to call Li by his first name? I mean all of us have at least tried calling him like that once and never failed to end up with an injury."
"Ron, I don't think Syaoran-kun has given you permission to call him by that. A first name is special to a person's identity and shouldn't be used without respect." I replied.
"Who are the elders?" Harry asked.
"The heads of my family" Syaoran finally replied.
"Mou, Syaoran-kun. I didn't think you were ever going to say anything."
"Gomen Sakura-chan, but I believe that my answer has summarized whatever you were going to say."
"Who's the cards mistress?" Hermione asked Syaoran.
"Hermione, that's classified information, but I expect that considering what you have done in your years here at Hogwarts, you will find out sometime soon." He told her.
"How do you know each other? You two seem really close." Harry spoke up.
"Ano. We were classmates back when we were in 5th and 6th grade and we were best friends. We also. wait, I think that's classified too, ne Syaoran-kun?" I asked him. He merely nodded.
"Sakura, I think that my guess is wrong, but is Li the guy that you." Hermione started.
"That topic will not be brought up, okay Hermione?" I interrupted Hermione. I couldn't let him know. Not yet anyway.
"What are the cards?" Ron asked Syaoran.
"I can't tell you that either." Syaoran said as he glared at Ron.
"Now easy, they don't know what they're talking about. Don't kill them" I said as I tried to soothe Syaoran's temper.
"Hai Sakura-chan" he told me as he smiled at me. Naturally, I blushed.
"Who's the ancestor of yours?" Harry asked Syaoran.
"You wouldn't understand right now. I can't tell you yet. Right now, I'm guessing that my freaking ancestor would be dying to break the rules and tell everyone in the school before the first bell rang anyway."
"You have no idea how true that would be Syaoran-kun. Speaking of best friend, I totally forgot to tell you, Tomoyo and Eriol are attending Hogwarts as well!" Sakura exclaimed. "Do you want to say hello? I know what compartment they are in."
"I guess. I haven't seen that annoying face of Eriol for a while now. When'd he come back?"
"He came back. when was that? Oh yeah, around 2½ weeks after you left."
"Let's go then."
"Harry, Ron and Hermione, Syaoran-kun and I are going to visit some friends. We'll be back in a little while. See y'all in a bit!"
Syaoran and I got up and headed out when a blue-eyed brunette burst through the compartment door and wrapped her arms around Syaoran's neck. MY Syaoran's neck.
"Syaoran sweetie, I'm back!"
***Normal P.O.V.***
A blue-eyed brunette burst through the door of the compartment where Sakura, Syaoran, Harry, Ron and Hermione were staying in.
"Syaoran sweetie, I'm back!" she cried as she wrapped her arms around Syaoran. She then looked at the people in the compartment.
"Oh, hi to you too Potter, Weasley and Granger." She said as she acknowledged them. "I missed you so much honey!"
"Syaoran-kun??? What's the meaning of this? Who IS this?" asked Sakura who was on the brink of tears.
"Sakura-chan, this is Aisa Miyu, my girlfriend." Syaoran replied smiling brightly at Miyu. "Miyu, this is Sakura Kinomoto, my childhood best friend and apparently, she still is my best friend."
"Nice to meet you Kinomoto." Miyu said without feeling. She didn't even look at Sakura when she talked to her. "Syaoran sweetie, my friends are asking if we can hang out with them right now. You know, the usual crowd. It will be Chou, Miyaka, Sumi, you and me. They're waiting right now in a compartment down the hall so can we get going now?" Miyu said as she began pulling Syaoran after her.
"I'm sorry Miyu, but I have to greet my friends from Tomoeda who came with Sakura-chan." Syaoran told Miyu. 'Not to mention that one of them is my evil freaking ancestor' thought Syaoran as he turned to Sakura. "Let's go Sakura-chan."
Sakura was sitting and looking out the window pretending to ignore the love birds but she was actually trying to stop herself from crying. Syaoran approached her and gave Sakura a hug and she tensed up, trying not to melt into his arms once more.
"Syaoran, they're waiting for us! I guess that you put your friends before your own girlfriend! I guess that you hate me so much that as soon as Kinomoto got here, you wanted to dump me for her! I guess you don't like me anymore! I guess you think that I take up too much of your time! I guess that you think that I'm the source of all bad things that have happened! Well I'm sorry and I'll never interrupt your life again!" cried Miyu as she pretended to cry to get Syaoran to go with her.
"I'm sorry Miyu! I'll go with you now, don't worry. I can see Eriol and Tomoyo some other time anyway so please don't cry anymore." Syaoran reasoned. He has very bad experience in dealing with girls that cry and he always ends up giving in. If only he knew that Sakura cried for over three years and even changed her entire personality because of him.
Miyu smiled triumphantly, fake tears all gone. "Well, I'll be seeing you all later. Come on Syaoran, let's go." Miyu walked out the door and Syaoran followed her.
"I promise that I'll go see them later, okay Sakura-chan? I'll see you all at the great hall, see you!" said Syaoran before he left.
"Sure, no problem Li." Chorused the three.
"Get out of my life you idiot Li." Said Sakura as she rushed out the door after him. Harry and Ron immediately stood up and started after her. They were both very worried about the emerald-eyed girl they just met.
"Sakura!" they both cried as they walked towards the door, however, before they could leave the compartment entirely, Hermione stopped them.
"What are you doing Hermione? Sakura is hurt and we have to see if she's okay!" Harry angrily told Hermione as he tried to get past her.
"You two are really idiots, aren't you? She won't accept any help from a boy considering what her present condition is. If I'm correct. yes. I will go and talk to her. Don't come near us okay? If she's feeling how she feels right now, she won't want to talk." Hermione said as she rushed out the door and followed Sakura herself, not trusting the boys to be able to do any thing. She was sprinting across the way after Sakura when she saw Sakura stop dead in her tracks. She was looking inside a compartment, looking like she was going to die.
"Sakura? What's wrong?" Hermione asked as she walked up to Sakura and she looked into the compartment as well.
Inside was Syaoran and Miyu, and they were KISSING.
"Sakura, let's go back to the compartment. I'm sure that Harry and Ron are very worried about you. Sakura?" Hermione asked Sakura. Sakura all of a sudden ran away from where Syaoran and Miyu were. "Sakura!" Sakura locked herself in the girl's comfort room and began crying and letting it all out.
"Sakura, let me in. Li is the guy that said I love you to you, am I right?" demanded Hermione. "You still love him and you were hoping that he still felt the same way, am I right?"
"You don't know what you're talking about." Said Sakura as she opened the door. "He promised me that I was his one and only. But I never got the chance to say it to him too."
"I'm sure that he will come to his senses. I mean, who wouldn't fall for the pretty and clever girl that Aisa is?"
"He wouldn't. I know that he wouldn't do that."
"It's possible Sakura." Said Hermione as she stepped closer to Sakura. "It's very possible Sakura. I think that is what-" well, what Hermione thought was never found out for Sakura unleashed 1/12 of her aura and blasted Hermione all the way back to her compartment. The walls were shaking incredibly hard that it was a miracle that the entire train didn't collapse.
"YOU DON'T KNOW HIM! YOU CAN'T JUDGE ME EITHER! DON'T YOU COME TO ME AND TELLING ME WHAT YOU THINK! I DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK, I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE!" Sakura yelled at Hermione. Sakura was still fuming, yet still crying really hard. As soon as Hermione was blasted, Harry and Ron ran out of their compartment.
"HERMIONE! Are you alright?" asked Harry as he picked her up.
"Sakura. She's in love and he rejected her. who knows what powers she will release when in this state. Harry, please help her." Hermione murmured right before she became unconscious.
"Sakura-chan!" was heard throughout the hall. Tomoyo and Eriol saw what happened and were trying to calm the enraged cherry blossom.
"Sakura-chan, daijoubu." Tomoyo said as she grabbed hold of Sakura. Eriol was busy trying to calm her aura.
"GET AWAY FROM ME DAIDOUJI! I DON'T NEED HELP FOM YOU! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!" cried Sakura and blasted Tomoyo with her aura like what she did with Hermione and ran away from them as well.
"AHHH!" Tomoyo screamed as she hit the floor.
"Tomoyo!" Eriol said catching her in his arms.
"What's going on around here?" said a voice coming from behind them.
Syaoran was standing behind Tomoyo and Eriol. He didn't see what happened, but he still felt it. And of course, clinging to his arm as always was Aisa.
"Oh no." Tomoyo said weakly as she realized what happened.
"What is it Tomoyo-chan?" Eriol anxiously asked.
"Sakura-chan. Li-kun. he changed her forever." She said and pointed at Syaoran and Aisa for Eriol to see and then she fainted.
"Oh no. Sakura-san." Eriol murmured as he looked after the retreating figure of Sakura.
"Hey Eriol, what's wrong with Sakura? I felt a huge surge of her aura. Was that all of it? It was humongous!" asked Syaoran.
"Well, you insensitive baka, you changed her FOREVER. That's what happened!" Eriol yelled at Syaoran as he punched him in the stomach.
"Syaoran!" Aisa screamed as Syaoran fell back, but he got up right away.
"But. but... wait a minute Eriol, how much of her aura was that?"
"You idiot, that was barely a twelfth of her aura which means she is twelve times more powerful and YOU brought it out!"
"What did I do? All I did was leave with my girlfriend-"
"You really don't know, do you? You are so in trouble! And you!" Eriol yelled and pointed at Aisa, "Leave Sakura-san and Li alone!"
"Don't talk to Miyu that way!"
"Li, you have no idea how much danger you have put the whole school in, not to mention that you put Sakura-san in danger as well." Eriol said as he left Syaoran to treat Tomoyo's wounds. All Syaoran could do was stare at Eriol's retreating figure.
"Miyu, I have to check on Sakura-chan." Syaoran told Miyu as he began to look for Sakura.
"Syaoran sweetie, I have a problem. I don't feel comfortable with Kinomoto around, I feel as if she loves you as much as I do."
"Miyu, I. I can't leave Sakura-chan all by herself."
"Fine! Go after her! What does it matter to me that my boyfriend is chasing another girl!" Miyu cried as she pretended to cry again.
"Miyu, I like you a lot and I know Sakura-chan will not 'steal' me away from you. Please don't cry."
"Stay with me Syaoran."
"But Sakura-chan."
"SEE? She's already stealing you away!"
"I'll stay, now don't worry." Syaoran gave Miyu a quick hug but couldn't help but feel that this was all wrong.
***Meanwhile***
***Sakura's P.O.V.***
How could he do that to me? I love him! I thought he said that he loved me, that I was his one and only. Here I am, crying about the guy I thought I was destined to be with. I'm just sitting on top of the train and crying like hell. I don't care anymore, I just want to leave it all behind. I won't talk to Syaoran-kun anymore. I'll avoid him as much as possible. I'll have to alienate Eriol-kun and Tomoyo-chan as well from the looks of it I'll get back my personality, but I won't talk to my now ex-friends anymore. Aisa Miyu. she looks like she's just using Syao- I mean, Li-kun. Well, what do I know? I'm just a stupid cards mistress that will never be loved by the one that I love. I wish he never left me in the first place.
***Normal P.O.V.***
Sakura was crying on the top of the Hogwarts Express thinking about what just happened all alone.
At least, she thought she was alone. Sakura felt two auras all of a sudden. They seemed unfamiliar yet welcoming to her aura, then-
Syaoran and Miyu appeared right in front of her and Syaoran made Sakura stand up.
"Kinomoto, I don't love you anymore. I love Miyu and I don't ever want to see you again!" said Syaoran
"NO!!! I-I CAN'T, NO!" Sakura screamed as she saw Syaoran pull Miyu into a kiss. This was her greatest fear, that Syaoran will not love her anymore and yet it was happening. Another Syaoran appeared and kicked her in her stomach. Her greatest fear and what will cause her most pain was happening at the same moment. She was about to cry and break down again when she realized-
"This isn't real! I know what aura I felt, it was a Sakura card! You're both cards and you're made to reflect what I am most afraid of and what will hurt me most! You're-you're Fear and Pain!" Sakura said as she dodged an attack from the Second Syaoran. The two Syaorans stood still and Miyu disappeared then they changed into their true form.
"Mistress Sakura, please do not fear him and please do not feel pain. That's what all of us do not want. Pain and I are 2 of the 5 Sakura cards that will come to you. Do not be afraid to seek our help for we are always prepared to help you in any way we can. Follow your heart, Mistress. It has never led you wrong before." Said the true form of Fear. "Please seal us as Sakura cards now, Mistress Sakura" Pain implored of Sakura.
Sakura then changed her star pendant into her star wand and sealed the two cards. Sakura smiled slightly as she looked at the looked at her two new cards. They taught her how to deal with her current situation and now she was ready.
At that exact time, the train pulled up at Hogwarts and students were getting off Hogwarts Express. Sakura jumped off the train and went back in to collect her things. Little did she know that there was a dark figure watching her every move.
"So she's the Mistress of the Clow- no, Sakura cards now. This will be very interesting."
-To Be Continued-
AN/ 7 pages is A LOT to write. I forgot to mention that... wait, I think I'll leave that for the next chapter instead. Thank me by reviewing please! Please don't kill me, but I cannot do anything to kill Aisa Miyu.yet. R+R! Oh yeah, If you know the speech Sakura says before her key turns into her wand, please tell me through e-mail. My e-mail is kari_rika_dm@yahoo.com and if you want me to alert you as soon as I update, please request for in your review!
Disclaimer: Don't bug me too much. I'm still moping about the fact that CCS belongs to Clamp and HP is J.K. Rowling's, not mine.Oh well, standard disclaimers apply.
The One I Loved the Most By Misao
Chapter 2: Fear and Pain
Flashback:
"S-Syaoran-kun???"
"S-Sakura-chan???"
End Flashback.
Sakura immediately stood up and ran to hug Syaoran. She was crying and holding to him so tightly, as if she never wanted to let go.
***Sakura's P.O.V.***
Oh my gosh. Li Syaoran, the guy that's been haunting my thoughts and dreams is standing right in front of me, green aura and all. I'm sure this isn't some trick of Eriol's to bring me back. I don't care about pretending not to love or care or even have emotion anymore. I just want to hold on and never let go.
"Syaoran-kun, is that really you? Is that really you Li Syaoran?" I asked through all my tears, despite how muffled it sounded and with my voice cracking at every syllable.
"Hai my dear Sakura-chan. I'm telling you this ain't no dumb trick of that freaking (AN/Sorry Eriol fans!) ancestor of mine." Syaoran said as he held me tightly.
As I heard these words, all I could think of was to tell him how I really felt. I couldn't afford to lose this chance fate gave me like I did last time. I slowly pulled away from his embrace and looked into those amber eyes that I missed for over 3 years.
"Syaoran-kun," I whispered. "I missed you so much. I... I thought I c- could die. Please don't leave me again. I don't think I could cope with it without."
All of a sudden, I heard someone clear his throat, it was Harry. I totally forgot that we weren't alone in this compartment. Embarrassed, I quickly scrambled to my seat and Syaoran sat right next to me. I looked at him and we both blushed as we both remembered that we shared a compartment with Harry, Ron and Hermione.
"Uh." Harry began. "I take it that you two know each other already?"
Syaoran smiled at me and I blushed a million shades of red.
"Hai Harry. I met him back when I was twelve and he left me around 3 years, 4 months, 1 week, 7 hours and 26 minutes ago" I told him. 'Not to mention that's around the same time I fell in love with him too.' I thought. Syaoran began laughing after he heard what I said.
"What?"
"I can't believe that you remember exactly when I left for Hogwarts. Don't tell me you really remember all of that when you can't even remember how to solve our old math problems!" Syaoran told me while laughing his head off. Meanwhile, I was blushing like hell.
"Well, I. ano. um." I blundered trying to cover up for what I said. I still didn't think it was the right time to tell him my feelings with Harry and the others around.
"You see, it's like this, I." all of a sudden, I realized what he said.
"Syaoran-kun, don't tell me that you were here at Hogwarts all that time and you never wrote to me or even called to say hello!" I accused him as soon as I realized that.
"Well, I had to. you see, I." Syaoran fumbled for the right answer.
"And I thought all along that you were under training and in the observation of the elders!" I told him. I nearly wasn't able to restrain myself from releasing Watery on him to make him apologize.
"I'm sorry Sakura-chan! The elders banned me from communication with the cards mistress because they said I needed to concentrate! There was nothing I could do! I wanted to write but they always found out. Sakura- chan, onegai, forgive me!" Syaoran said. Well, it looks like I didn't need to use Watery after all.
"Daijoubu Syaoran-kun. I forgive you. I wouldn't want to go against your elders." I said giving him a quick hug.
"I think we've been forgotten Harry." said Ron from in front of us. I totally forgot that they were there again!
"I'm so sorry Ron! It's just that I haven't seen Syaoran-kun since 3 years, 4 months, 1 week."
"So we've heard. It's alright, can you just answer our questions so that we won't feel so left out. Is that alright with you?" asked Harry.
"Sure Harry, no problem." Syaoran tensed up and looked at them with doubt in his eyes. I could read from his facial expression that he still didn't trust them with our secret.
"Daijoubu, I won't say too much and you can stop me whenever you feel like it. They have a right to know and we have been kind of. ignoring them for the past minutes." I assured Syaoran. He relaxed a bit, but he was still on guard.
"Well, don't you three have questions for us?" I asked the trio.
Harry looked at Ron then Ron looked at Hermione, still unsure of what to say. Hermione finally spoke up.
"Sakura, why do you call Li Syaoran-kun and Li, why do you call Sakura Sakura-chan?"
"Hermione, I'm from Japan and Syaoran-kun speaks my language. The words attached to our names are signs of friendship. In case you're wondering why I didn't call you guys like that is because you are all from the west and I didn't think you'd understand me." I added.
"Why are you allowed to call Li by his first name? I mean all of us have at least tried calling him like that once and never failed to end up with an injury."
"Ron, I don't think Syaoran-kun has given you permission to call him by that. A first name is special to a person's identity and shouldn't be used without respect." I replied.
"Who are the elders?" Harry asked.
"The heads of my family" Syaoran finally replied.
"Mou, Syaoran-kun. I didn't think you were ever going to say anything."
"Gomen Sakura-chan, but I believe that my answer has summarized whatever you were going to say."
"Who's the cards mistress?" Hermione asked Syaoran.
"Hermione, that's classified information, but I expect that considering what you have done in your years here at Hogwarts, you will find out sometime soon." He told her.
"How do you know each other? You two seem really close." Harry spoke up.
"Ano. We were classmates back when we were in 5th and 6th grade and we were best friends. We also. wait, I think that's classified too, ne Syaoran-kun?" I asked him. He merely nodded.
"Sakura, I think that my guess is wrong, but is Li the guy that you." Hermione started.
"That topic will not be brought up, okay Hermione?" I interrupted Hermione. I couldn't let him know. Not yet anyway.
"What are the cards?" Ron asked Syaoran.
"I can't tell you that either." Syaoran said as he glared at Ron.
"Now easy, they don't know what they're talking about. Don't kill them" I said as I tried to soothe Syaoran's temper.
"Hai Sakura-chan" he told me as he smiled at me. Naturally, I blushed.
"Who's the ancestor of yours?" Harry asked Syaoran.
"You wouldn't understand right now. I can't tell you yet. Right now, I'm guessing that my freaking ancestor would be dying to break the rules and tell everyone in the school before the first bell rang anyway."
"You have no idea how true that would be Syaoran-kun. Speaking of best friend, I totally forgot to tell you, Tomoyo and Eriol are attending Hogwarts as well!" Sakura exclaimed. "Do you want to say hello? I know what compartment they are in."
"I guess. I haven't seen that annoying face of Eriol for a while now. When'd he come back?"
"He came back. when was that? Oh yeah, around 2½ weeks after you left."
"Let's go then."
"Harry, Ron and Hermione, Syaoran-kun and I are going to visit some friends. We'll be back in a little while. See y'all in a bit!"
Syaoran and I got up and headed out when a blue-eyed brunette burst through the compartment door and wrapped her arms around Syaoran's neck. MY Syaoran's neck.
"Syaoran sweetie, I'm back!"
***Normal P.O.V.***
A blue-eyed brunette burst through the door of the compartment where Sakura, Syaoran, Harry, Ron and Hermione were staying in.
"Syaoran sweetie, I'm back!" she cried as she wrapped her arms around Syaoran. She then looked at the people in the compartment.
"Oh, hi to you too Potter, Weasley and Granger." She said as she acknowledged them. "I missed you so much honey!"
"Syaoran-kun??? What's the meaning of this? Who IS this?" asked Sakura who was on the brink of tears.
"Sakura-chan, this is Aisa Miyu, my girlfriend." Syaoran replied smiling brightly at Miyu. "Miyu, this is Sakura Kinomoto, my childhood best friend and apparently, she still is my best friend."
"Nice to meet you Kinomoto." Miyu said without feeling. She didn't even look at Sakura when she talked to her. "Syaoran sweetie, my friends are asking if we can hang out with them right now. You know, the usual crowd. It will be Chou, Miyaka, Sumi, you and me. They're waiting right now in a compartment down the hall so can we get going now?" Miyu said as she began pulling Syaoran after her.
"I'm sorry Miyu, but I have to greet my friends from Tomoeda who came with Sakura-chan." Syaoran told Miyu. 'Not to mention that one of them is my evil freaking ancestor' thought Syaoran as he turned to Sakura. "Let's go Sakura-chan."
Sakura was sitting and looking out the window pretending to ignore the love birds but she was actually trying to stop herself from crying. Syaoran approached her and gave Sakura a hug and she tensed up, trying not to melt into his arms once more.
"Syaoran, they're waiting for us! I guess that you put your friends before your own girlfriend! I guess that you hate me so much that as soon as Kinomoto got here, you wanted to dump me for her! I guess you don't like me anymore! I guess you think that I take up too much of your time! I guess that you think that I'm the source of all bad things that have happened! Well I'm sorry and I'll never interrupt your life again!" cried Miyu as she pretended to cry to get Syaoran to go with her.
"I'm sorry Miyu! I'll go with you now, don't worry. I can see Eriol and Tomoyo some other time anyway so please don't cry anymore." Syaoran reasoned. He has very bad experience in dealing with girls that cry and he always ends up giving in. If only he knew that Sakura cried for over three years and even changed her entire personality because of him.
Miyu smiled triumphantly, fake tears all gone. "Well, I'll be seeing you all later. Come on Syaoran, let's go." Miyu walked out the door and Syaoran followed her.
"I promise that I'll go see them later, okay Sakura-chan? I'll see you all at the great hall, see you!" said Syaoran before he left.
"Sure, no problem Li." Chorused the three.
"Get out of my life you idiot Li." Said Sakura as she rushed out the door after him. Harry and Ron immediately stood up and started after her. They were both very worried about the emerald-eyed girl they just met.
"Sakura!" they both cried as they walked towards the door, however, before they could leave the compartment entirely, Hermione stopped them.
"What are you doing Hermione? Sakura is hurt and we have to see if she's okay!" Harry angrily told Hermione as he tried to get past her.
"You two are really idiots, aren't you? She won't accept any help from a boy considering what her present condition is. If I'm correct. yes. I will go and talk to her. Don't come near us okay? If she's feeling how she feels right now, she won't want to talk." Hermione said as she rushed out the door and followed Sakura herself, not trusting the boys to be able to do any thing. She was sprinting across the way after Sakura when she saw Sakura stop dead in her tracks. She was looking inside a compartment, looking like she was going to die.
"Sakura? What's wrong?" Hermione asked as she walked up to Sakura and she looked into the compartment as well.
Inside was Syaoran and Miyu, and they were KISSING.
"Sakura, let's go back to the compartment. I'm sure that Harry and Ron are very worried about you. Sakura?" Hermione asked Sakura. Sakura all of a sudden ran away from where Syaoran and Miyu were. "Sakura!" Sakura locked herself in the girl's comfort room and began crying and letting it all out.
"Sakura, let me in. Li is the guy that said I love you to you, am I right?" demanded Hermione. "You still love him and you were hoping that he still felt the same way, am I right?"
"You don't know what you're talking about." Said Sakura as she opened the door. "He promised me that I was his one and only. But I never got the chance to say it to him too."
"I'm sure that he will come to his senses. I mean, who wouldn't fall for the pretty and clever girl that Aisa is?"
"He wouldn't. I know that he wouldn't do that."
"It's possible Sakura." Said Hermione as she stepped closer to Sakura. "It's very possible Sakura. I think that is what-" well, what Hermione thought was never found out for Sakura unleashed 1/12 of her aura and blasted Hermione all the way back to her compartment. The walls were shaking incredibly hard that it was a miracle that the entire train didn't collapse.
"YOU DON'T KNOW HIM! YOU CAN'T JUDGE ME EITHER! DON'T YOU COME TO ME AND TELLING ME WHAT YOU THINK! I DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK, I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE!" Sakura yelled at Hermione. Sakura was still fuming, yet still crying really hard. As soon as Hermione was blasted, Harry and Ron ran out of their compartment.
"HERMIONE! Are you alright?" asked Harry as he picked her up.
"Sakura. She's in love and he rejected her. who knows what powers she will release when in this state. Harry, please help her." Hermione murmured right before she became unconscious.
"Sakura-chan!" was heard throughout the hall. Tomoyo and Eriol saw what happened and were trying to calm the enraged cherry blossom.
"Sakura-chan, daijoubu." Tomoyo said as she grabbed hold of Sakura. Eriol was busy trying to calm her aura.
"GET AWAY FROM ME DAIDOUJI! I DON'T NEED HELP FOM YOU! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!" cried Sakura and blasted Tomoyo with her aura like what she did with Hermione and ran away from them as well.
"AHHH!" Tomoyo screamed as she hit the floor.
"Tomoyo!" Eriol said catching her in his arms.
"What's going on around here?" said a voice coming from behind them.
Syaoran was standing behind Tomoyo and Eriol. He didn't see what happened, but he still felt it. And of course, clinging to his arm as always was Aisa.
"Oh no." Tomoyo said weakly as she realized what happened.
"What is it Tomoyo-chan?" Eriol anxiously asked.
"Sakura-chan. Li-kun. he changed her forever." She said and pointed at Syaoran and Aisa for Eriol to see and then she fainted.
"Oh no. Sakura-san." Eriol murmured as he looked after the retreating figure of Sakura.
"Hey Eriol, what's wrong with Sakura? I felt a huge surge of her aura. Was that all of it? It was humongous!" asked Syaoran.
"Well, you insensitive baka, you changed her FOREVER. That's what happened!" Eriol yelled at Syaoran as he punched him in the stomach.
"Syaoran!" Aisa screamed as Syaoran fell back, but he got up right away.
"But. but... wait a minute Eriol, how much of her aura was that?"
"You idiot, that was barely a twelfth of her aura which means she is twelve times more powerful and YOU brought it out!"
"What did I do? All I did was leave with my girlfriend-"
"You really don't know, do you? You are so in trouble! And you!" Eriol yelled and pointed at Aisa, "Leave Sakura-san and Li alone!"
"Don't talk to Miyu that way!"
"Li, you have no idea how much danger you have put the whole school in, not to mention that you put Sakura-san in danger as well." Eriol said as he left Syaoran to treat Tomoyo's wounds. All Syaoran could do was stare at Eriol's retreating figure.
"Miyu, I have to check on Sakura-chan." Syaoran told Miyu as he began to look for Sakura.
"Syaoran sweetie, I have a problem. I don't feel comfortable with Kinomoto around, I feel as if she loves you as much as I do."
"Miyu, I. I can't leave Sakura-chan all by herself."
"Fine! Go after her! What does it matter to me that my boyfriend is chasing another girl!" Miyu cried as she pretended to cry again.
"Miyu, I like you a lot and I know Sakura-chan will not 'steal' me away from you. Please don't cry."
"Stay with me Syaoran."
"But Sakura-chan."
"SEE? She's already stealing you away!"
"I'll stay, now don't worry." Syaoran gave Miyu a quick hug but couldn't help but feel that this was all wrong.
***Meanwhile***
***Sakura's P.O.V.***
How could he do that to me? I love him! I thought he said that he loved me, that I was his one and only. Here I am, crying about the guy I thought I was destined to be with. I'm just sitting on top of the train and crying like hell. I don't care anymore, I just want to leave it all behind. I won't talk to Syaoran-kun anymore. I'll avoid him as much as possible. I'll have to alienate Eriol-kun and Tomoyo-chan as well from the looks of it I'll get back my personality, but I won't talk to my now ex-friends anymore. Aisa Miyu. she looks like she's just using Syao- I mean, Li-kun. Well, what do I know? I'm just a stupid cards mistress that will never be loved by the one that I love. I wish he never left me in the first place.
***Normal P.O.V.***
Sakura was crying on the top of the Hogwarts Express thinking about what just happened all alone.
At least, she thought she was alone. Sakura felt two auras all of a sudden. They seemed unfamiliar yet welcoming to her aura, then-
Syaoran and Miyu appeared right in front of her and Syaoran made Sakura stand up.
"Kinomoto, I don't love you anymore. I love Miyu and I don't ever want to see you again!" said Syaoran
"NO!!! I-I CAN'T, NO!" Sakura screamed as she saw Syaoran pull Miyu into a kiss. This was her greatest fear, that Syaoran will not love her anymore and yet it was happening. Another Syaoran appeared and kicked her in her stomach. Her greatest fear and what will cause her most pain was happening at the same moment. She was about to cry and break down again when she realized-
"This isn't real! I know what aura I felt, it was a Sakura card! You're both cards and you're made to reflect what I am most afraid of and what will hurt me most! You're-you're Fear and Pain!" Sakura said as she dodged an attack from the Second Syaoran. The two Syaorans stood still and Miyu disappeared then they changed into their true form.
"Mistress Sakura, please do not fear him and please do not feel pain. That's what all of us do not want. Pain and I are 2 of the 5 Sakura cards that will come to you. Do not be afraid to seek our help for we are always prepared to help you in any way we can. Follow your heart, Mistress. It has never led you wrong before." Said the true form of Fear. "Please seal us as Sakura cards now, Mistress Sakura" Pain implored of Sakura.
Sakura then changed her star pendant into her star wand and sealed the two cards. Sakura smiled slightly as she looked at the looked at her two new cards. They taught her how to deal with her current situation and now she was ready.
At that exact time, the train pulled up at Hogwarts and students were getting off Hogwarts Express. Sakura jumped off the train and went back in to collect her things. Little did she know that there was a dark figure watching her every move.
"So she's the Mistress of the Clow- no, Sakura cards now. This will be very interesting."
-To Be Continued-
AN/ 7 pages is A LOT to write. I forgot to mention that... wait, I think I'll leave that for the next chapter instead. Thank me by reviewing please! Please don't kill me, but I cannot do anything to kill Aisa Miyu.yet. R+R! Oh yeah, If you know the speech Sakura says before her key turns into her wand, please tell me through e-mail. My e-mail is kari_rika_dm@yahoo.com and if you want me to alert you as soon as I update, please request for in your review!