Chichi and Goku..its over forever......

Prologue

It was another beautiful warm morning. The sun was young and new as it rose over pink colored clouds and a light mist. It was raining the night before; this caused the scent of morning due and flowers to penetrate the air. Chichi's window was right above her bed. She awoke every morning to the wonders of nature and the peaceful still calm of her home.

It was just the dawn of the day, nothing really to do; yet she had habits of getting up early for so many years, first it was to raise Gohan, and then it was to raise Goten. Now her life was empty. With Goku gone and returning only yearly to visit. Her heart had grown cold and vacant. Still everyone had seen her as Goku's woman. She sometimes felt that people did not see her as a real person, but just as a figure that suited him. Her being with Goku, made everyone else comfortable, but her. She loved him so much, perhaps too much. His constant leaving and goings drove her mad. But this being, this powerful god, is not what she married. She married a shy naïve but handsome young man, of which she dreamed of spending the rest of her life with until she was old and grey. That was, not going to happen.

It wasn't just that Goku blessed his wife and friends with eternal youth but it was also that Goku was not the Goku she knew. Over the years he had acquired massive powers that the world had not even seen. So powerful was Goku that he could not at all time maintain a physical state and spent most of his present life as a celestial god-like being. He trained and trained and honed his body and mind beyond that of a Sayjin, he was no less than a god. He was a god, who searched the deepest depths of the galaxy in the blink of an eye. With the small gesture of a hand, he had saved hundreds of universes of the doomed, stopped the persecution of the weak and defended the rights of helpless. Goku had no doubt been the savior of million of subjects through the deepest depths of the universe. Many worshiped him.

This was Goku's calling how could she deny him? How could she ask him to ignore his powers and the responsibilities that came with it? How could she ask him to just live a simple life in a simple cottage and ignore the fact that he is a god and was destined to be the savior of millions? In a matter years all the Freezas and the King Colds that would have been have came to fall under him. This man was not her husband anymore, rather he was married to the universe and that seemed to be his new bride. She knew that the good he did was immeasurable. She was no longer selfish and wouldn't have it any other way. Yet that did not help with the void inside of her. That did not help the fact that she was alone with no one to love. The millions he saved meant nothing to her long heart and cold body. Why couldn't she have a lover every night in her bed? Perhaps this marriage thing was not working out. Perhaps she would tell him upon his next visit to Earth.

He was alone too. A bit younger than her, but that did not matter. He felt that his life was at a lost as well, because, well he had lost what was suppose to be his love a long time ago. Yamcha. He and Chichi was the too loneliest people in the DBZ world that we know and love. He would come to visit and too chat. Yamcha saw that Chichi was beautiful and alone and wondered why. Why did he have to be a fool? Why was she caught in that situation as well?

His comings use to be once in a while, then every other day. Then everyday, that is until "that happened".

Flash back.

Chichi was cooking a big feast. Oh how she loved to cook. She hadn't cooked like this since Goku and the boys were living at home. Oh how she missed those precious days, when Goku was just a super Sayjin. Yamcha, Gohan and his wife were supposed to be coming to dinner. Gohan and Videl left their regrettable message with Yamcha, they could not attend. Still deep inside Yamcha was happy, he wanted to be alone with Chichi the beautiful Chichi. They had been spending so much time together. It was strange to him. Goku was his friend, his best friend. Chichi was the mother of two of his kids. Yet he felt the draw to her. Did she feel the same? He wanted to feel nurtured and cared for, and he wanted to feel loved. He was ready for what the real love was meant to be. She was so beautiful. Her long black thick hair, had grown done her back and she wore it loose. She still wore the traditional dress, but sometimes she did wear jeans, skirts, and trendy dresses. With her blessing of eternal youth, she became more adventurous in what she chose to wear.

Chicchi hummed to herself, not able to contain herself. She was happy, she had not seen her son and daughter in law for quite some time. And Yamcha, what about him she thought to herself. He was a boyish goof that her good friend Bulma use to date. Yet that was so long ago. Still Yamcha was changed and calmed and caring. He always called to see if she was okay and to check up on her. On nights when he knew that Chichi was too proud to say that she was alone he would show up and they would talk for hours. What was she thinking? She knew that Yamcha made a deep promise to Goku to look after his wife while he was away, she had to keep reminding herself that all the attention she received had nothing to do with affection but a promise two old friends made together. Or was it, could it be something more?

The door knocked and Chichi answered the door. Her hair was styled in a blunt bang and the rest was curled and full. She wore a golden kimono dress that was short and trimmed with white. Her makeup was soft with red lips. She opened the door.... "Yamcha hello hi, how are you come in, it seems you are the first one in."

Yamcha could not speak, never had he seen her so beautiful. He couldn't stop looking at her toned legs and how well the golden yellow blended to her ivory skin and dark hair. He almost forgot his message. "ChiChi I am sorry but Gohan and Videl can't make it. She's having a bit of the flu and he's going to stay home and take care. Chichi's face paled. "Well they could of called me!, wait perhaps they did I didn't check my machine all day with this cooking I did hear the phone ring, but I was too bust cooking." "Yha that's why they told me to tell you they couldn't get a hold of you. " So are you staying Yamcha, I mean you don't if you don't want to...you know." "What are you kidding me Chichi, what are friends for?" They sat down to eat the ridiculous feast she made.

Halfway through Yamcha got up and left to the bathroom, he heard a loud crash. Chichi dropped some dishes and made a huge mess. "Chichi are you all right, is everything, oh no look at that mess let me help." He held her hand that seemed to be a little scratched, there was a terrible awkward silence between them. Weeks of this. Months of talking around their feelings and playing a game. Chichi had never felt like this. She was nervous and felt cold wind in her stomach. Barely able to speak she let out a weak sigh "Perhaps , if you want you could leave now." "I don't want to whisperd Yamcha. He sat there stuck in that second stuck in that time. Goku was gone from his mind. Chichi seemed scared to death. She hasn't kissed anyone in her whole but Goku and even that has been a while. She trembled almost on the verge of tears. Yet, the need, the human and realistic need became to much to bear. Still, she could not move. She seemed stuck like a deer in headlights. Her huge ebony eyes quivered with an uncanny feel to her own skin. "What the hell was she thinking" , she thought to herself. "What is going to happen?

Yamcha touched her face as soft as an angel's wing. He titled her face to his and stared into her endless eyes. She bowed her head a bit in a shy way. He wanted her, he needed her. He was inlove with her. As forbidden as it seemed he could not deny it. It had to be fate. Her husband was light- years away here he was in his house, with his wife, thinking these thoughts. This had happened before, many, many times. Yet the both of them brushed it of, but each meeting made them weaker, it episode was just more water behind the damn. It was going to break and burst tonight. Oh how high the waves will be.

The very presence of her intoxicated his tender senses. Yamcha pondered what was so gripping about her. His eyes predetermined on her, and not letting her out of his sight. Before she could think or talk. She was in his arms, in their bed. The same bed she long ago shared with her husband. His hands were so gentle, so warm. She was being touched and loved. She was wanted like she hasn't been wanted in years. He laid her down and looked at her with great love. This is what they have been denying for three years. The night seemed like an endless swarm of passionate kisses and embraces. There were tears on both parts. Tears of joy, fright, and relief. She spent the whole night in his arms and did not worry if he would leave. She knew that he would never leave her side. He was hers forever.

The arrangement After much fusing and fighting Chichi agreed to let Yamcha live with her, a secret for now. She was old fashioned and cried everyday of what a horrible wife she was. Yamcha spat at the idea. "Are you going to tell him when he comes for his yearly visit?" I have to replied Chichi. "What else am I going to do? I can't live a lie anymore. No one cares for my feelings but you. I am a real person not a matching set to Goku. I need someone here. Forever and that is something he can't do.

He is more than a man now. His life is past mines. Our roads shall not end together. Our paths have crossed and now its time to move on forever. As she spoke, tears stream down her face as Yamcha held her. It was my dream Yammie, it was suppose to be our dream. This was not supposed to happen." She cried harder and louder as she spoke "I should of known all the damn times he left me, everyone buy King Yamah himself made excuses for him. They explained him. They were not the ones who had to sleep alone. They were not the ones in this empty house. Yamcha held her, that is all over now. This is a new road for both of us. We shall walk it together, I promise.

The confession Chichi needed to talk. She took her aircar and went to Bulma and Vegeta's home.
She sighed to herself. No one knew her secret. What would they think and with Goku coming in a month what should she say? She rang her bell and was buzzed in. Hello woman, smirked Vegeta. "What the hell was he smirking out as if he knew?" I will get Bulma for you. Vegeta continued to smirk. Now Chichi was really on edge. "Did Yamcha tell them? No. He wouldn't he is not close to Vegeta and Bulam would have let her know by now, she hopes!" Hey Chichi, she pulled her close and smiled. I have not seen you in a long while. I miss you her lets sit down and talk. Why do you look so nervous?

" Your husband was smirking at me." Yha he is still a jerk sometimes, well most of the time. Vegeta stood in the doorway. Chichi spoke "I don't mean to be rude, really but this between me and Bulma. Vegeta smirked "you should really hide that weaklings scent better, its all over you!!! It seems that finally I have won something over Kakkorotto, I have never lost my woman to no one. Chichi stood up red face "that is enough you, you jerk!! Vegeta what the hell is wrong with you, leave now!! Bulma yelled.

No. Tell her to leave; she is the one betraying Kakkorotto. Bulma was visibly upset, what the hell is going on here. What is he talking about?? " I hate you Vegeta. "No Chichi, I think the person you must really hate is Goku!" Bulma jumped up. Okay not another word from you Vegeta. Chichi please talk. Chichi spills like a loose cannon. Vegeta is right. I am with Yamcha. He has been living with me we are lovers and I need to let Goku knows when he comes. Bulma replied. WHHHHHAAAAAAAAT? You have to be kidding me, you are leaving Goku, for..for.....Yamcha? Are you okay? Goku is a god!!? What's the matter with you? Look you made a mistake, and... Chichi yelled red in the face "I came here for understanding and respect. Not to be treated like the newest villain on the block.

Goku is not suitable for a relationship, for god's sake he is not even Sayjin anymore, he can't even stay in human form. He trained and trained and trained until he pushed his poor body and became pure ki. Bulma you told him that would happen when he began to vaporize and reappear. Did he stop, no!! Now he is some untouchable intangible being that saves worlds. I see him for one day Bulma, one day. He has obligations beyond mere love. It' s time we face that." Bulam plopped back hard in the couch. She sighed loud and deep. "But Yamcha his friend? "Chicchi replied "I did not plan for this. Please please please I AM BEGGING YOU TRY TO UNDERSTAND. Bulma replied, "I guess I have to.............. To be continued Next chapter: Goku returns.......................