Part two I knew
Its over forever, Goku and Chichi....
Chichi returned home from that fateful day, when she blurted out her secret. By now Goku would be here only in a week. She had sent Yamcha home, just because she declared in her mind that it was over, she by no means meant to dishonor him at all!! Still her heat turned nervous and she thought that she would die with anxiety.
Yamcha came by now and then between that times, she did alert Yamcha to the fact that his scent can be picked up. So it was wise for them to stay apart until, his arriving days. Sighed to herself, "what would the boys think?" She thought of her only two sons. Gohan and Goku. She became immersed in her cofusion, in her hurt, in her pain. Twenty-five years of his one-year visit, twenty-five years of longing for him, until her well of desire, hope, and trust had dried up.
Days had past, and today was the day. She wore a long sleeveless kimono dress with no sleeves. Her hair pinned in a thick and glorious bun on the very top of her head. She looked rather stunning for someone ending her long marriage. She paced slowly back and fourth through their living room. Until she felt the cool chill and the sudden warmth of humidity, that always came when he appeared yearly. Goku. He was here. He stood in front of her. My god was he beautiful. His face was flawless, and his form magnificent from a condition far superior to perfection.
She just looked at and stood still. Her eyes tried to take in all of him. He was in a brilliant white outfit similar to the one he wore in orange. She stepped forward to speak, her mouth barely parted and her tongue was dry. He saw her nervous and he spoke first. "Chichi-san, how I messed you. You look really pretty. Is something the matter, I have been here for more than a minute and there is still space between us." She stepped a few steps forward and began to talk. "Goku I .... I have something.. this is harder than I had thought. I don't know what to say I...."
A strange look came over Goku's face, one that she could not describe, it was not anger of fear, or even curiosity. It was a look that was pure calm and all knowing. Chichi began to cry softly with her hands over her face as if she was sad and shamed all at once. The Goku began to talk, talk that no one would soon forget....
"I hate to see you like this, so cold and so broken. I know why you cry. Please don't say a word. You know.... I have traveled so much seen so much, and now I know that I could never be mad at you. This is what I wanted, I told him to take care of you...he did. I knew that I was not the same man anymore, not any man at all, what I had pushed myself to become no mere human or Sayjin could deal with I was pure power. I am pure power, with just taint of humanity. I knew I would never stay home and I didn't want to. As long as you were safe and protected I was content with the situation. You see, I can't say that I regret leaving, because I don't regret what I have become and the millions of countless lives I have saved. Universes taken from the brink of death and insanity. I wish you could have been there....
Chichi faces was that of shock and confusion "You know... you know... that I am with ...." The words rolled out slow and felt like spikes in the belly of the flabbergasted Chichi. "Yes Chichi I knew that you were with Yamcha...." The last sentence of his words hurt her more than all the years he had left her alone. How could he care, to leave your wife with another man and to want her to be with him, more than friends. Chichi began to shake and her face turned red, she thought Goku did not love her and that was the biggest insult!! She ran to him to hit him and she fell right through him onto the floor. "Damn you Goku, make yourself solid, so that I can kill you!! How dare you cast me aside and try to be rid of me, I bared your children, I cried for you, I loved you damn you... I wish that you were dead to you hear me dead! You think that I AM GOING TO BE HAPPY THAT YOU SET ME UP WITH YAHCHA?? Goku looked at her with such sadness, Chichi I can't be with you, not the way you need. Not the way you want.... "Goku forget about the universe, love me, be my world, love me....please Oh, god don't leave me anymore, don't save anymore souls, save our marriage...."
Now she began to sob wildly on the floor, her body jerking and shaking from the tears and her sobs. He held her in his now solid arms. " Chichi the truth is that I can't, because of my immense powers I am obligated to do what I do. It is in my nature, it is a need in me that is greater than anything. Even my love for all I hold dear. I can't stop; I can't even live like a human. I don't need to eat, sleep, and do the normal things that a normal person or even a Sajyin might do. I am part of the world. A force of good. Chichi replied "I know...I know...but I don't care. It didn't have to be this way....." "Do you think that I want it this way? For you to be hurt and with Yamcha...No but here's what I have learned. This whole thing must be over, this this with me and you. Me coming and leaving and you waiting this must end.
Chichi stood up sharply and backed away from him and turned her back. She took of the ring she placed on her hand long ago. He didn't take it. Instead he grabbed the hand that held it and turned transparent and plunged her hand inside of him. "Look into me."
Chichi saw space, she felt the cold solar wind on her back and face. She was the space. In the blink of an eye she was a different universe. Soon Chichi's mind goes insane. She hears the screams and the moans of people, the language is different but she knows that these voices are in deep trouble. She feels the flush of a million emotions from millions of people over take her soul and pushed her feeling to the max. She could barely absorb what he was making her feel. It was insane. Is this what it was to be him. Could he always feel the pain of the untold universe and feel their pain. Non-stop? Is this what it was like to be him? She knew the answer was yes. With his new found ability to transfer himself to the place of those who are in pain and in need, what else was he suppose to do? Either he answer the calls that found there way to his mind, or go insane...
In a flash she was back to herself, out of him mind and body. "Goku, I didn't know?" "Yha it's pretty hard to explain, I am sorry if it is too intense?"
Chichi smiled at him, you are good, That is all you are good. Pure good. Nothing less. You can't help leaving. Goku smiled back. Chichi you have to make a choice........................
Part three.... THE BIG DECISION...
Its over forever, Goku and Chichi....
Chichi returned home from that fateful day, when she blurted out her secret. By now Goku would be here only in a week. She had sent Yamcha home, just because she declared in her mind that it was over, she by no means meant to dishonor him at all!! Still her heat turned nervous and she thought that she would die with anxiety.
Yamcha came by now and then between that times, she did alert Yamcha to the fact that his scent can be picked up. So it was wise for them to stay apart until, his arriving days. Sighed to herself, "what would the boys think?" She thought of her only two sons. Gohan and Goku. She became immersed in her cofusion, in her hurt, in her pain. Twenty-five years of his one-year visit, twenty-five years of longing for him, until her well of desire, hope, and trust had dried up.
Days had past, and today was the day. She wore a long sleeveless kimono dress with no sleeves. Her hair pinned in a thick and glorious bun on the very top of her head. She looked rather stunning for someone ending her long marriage. She paced slowly back and fourth through their living room. Until she felt the cool chill and the sudden warmth of humidity, that always came when he appeared yearly. Goku. He was here. He stood in front of her. My god was he beautiful. His face was flawless, and his form magnificent from a condition far superior to perfection.
She just looked at and stood still. Her eyes tried to take in all of him. He was in a brilliant white outfit similar to the one he wore in orange. She stepped forward to speak, her mouth barely parted and her tongue was dry. He saw her nervous and he spoke first. "Chichi-san, how I messed you. You look really pretty. Is something the matter, I have been here for more than a minute and there is still space between us." She stepped a few steps forward and began to talk. "Goku I .... I have something.. this is harder than I had thought. I don't know what to say I...."
A strange look came over Goku's face, one that she could not describe, it was not anger of fear, or even curiosity. It was a look that was pure calm and all knowing. Chichi began to cry softly with her hands over her face as if she was sad and shamed all at once. The Goku began to talk, talk that no one would soon forget....
"I hate to see you like this, so cold and so broken. I know why you cry. Please don't say a word. You know.... I have traveled so much seen so much, and now I know that I could never be mad at you. This is what I wanted, I told him to take care of you...he did. I knew that I was not the same man anymore, not any man at all, what I had pushed myself to become no mere human or Sayjin could deal with I was pure power. I am pure power, with just taint of humanity. I knew I would never stay home and I didn't want to. As long as you were safe and protected I was content with the situation. You see, I can't say that I regret leaving, because I don't regret what I have become and the millions of countless lives I have saved. Universes taken from the brink of death and insanity. I wish you could have been there....
Chichi faces was that of shock and confusion "You know... you know... that I am with ...." The words rolled out slow and felt like spikes in the belly of the flabbergasted Chichi. "Yes Chichi I knew that you were with Yamcha...." The last sentence of his words hurt her more than all the years he had left her alone. How could he care, to leave your wife with another man and to want her to be with him, more than friends. Chichi began to shake and her face turned red, she thought Goku did not love her and that was the biggest insult!! She ran to him to hit him and she fell right through him onto the floor. "Damn you Goku, make yourself solid, so that I can kill you!! How dare you cast me aside and try to be rid of me, I bared your children, I cried for you, I loved you damn you... I wish that you were dead to you hear me dead! You think that I AM GOING TO BE HAPPY THAT YOU SET ME UP WITH YAHCHA?? Goku looked at her with such sadness, Chichi I can't be with you, not the way you need. Not the way you want.... "Goku forget about the universe, love me, be my world, love me....please Oh, god don't leave me anymore, don't save anymore souls, save our marriage...."
Now she began to sob wildly on the floor, her body jerking and shaking from the tears and her sobs. He held her in his now solid arms. " Chichi the truth is that I can't, because of my immense powers I am obligated to do what I do. It is in my nature, it is a need in me that is greater than anything. Even my love for all I hold dear. I can't stop; I can't even live like a human. I don't need to eat, sleep, and do the normal things that a normal person or even a Sajyin might do. I am part of the world. A force of good. Chichi replied "I know...I know...but I don't care. It didn't have to be this way....." "Do you think that I want it this way? For you to be hurt and with Yamcha...No but here's what I have learned. This whole thing must be over, this this with me and you. Me coming and leaving and you waiting this must end.
Chichi stood up sharply and backed away from him and turned her back. She took of the ring she placed on her hand long ago. He didn't take it. Instead he grabbed the hand that held it and turned transparent and plunged her hand inside of him. "Look into me."
Chichi saw space, she felt the cold solar wind on her back and face. She was the space. In the blink of an eye she was a different universe. Soon Chichi's mind goes insane. She hears the screams and the moans of people, the language is different but she knows that these voices are in deep trouble. She feels the flush of a million emotions from millions of people over take her soul and pushed her feeling to the max. She could barely absorb what he was making her feel. It was insane. Is this what it was to be him. Could he always feel the pain of the untold universe and feel their pain. Non-stop? Is this what it was like to be him? She knew the answer was yes. With his new found ability to transfer himself to the place of those who are in pain and in need, what else was he suppose to do? Either he answer the calls that found there way to his mind, or go insane...
In a flash she was back to herself, out of him mind and body. "Goku, I didn't know?" "Yha it's pretty hard to explain, I am sorry if it is too intense?"
Chichi smiled at him, you are good, That is all you are good. Pure good. Nothing less. You can't help leaving. Goku smiled back. Chichi you have to make a choice........................
Part three.... THE BIG DECISION...