Yamcha & Goku ..for the love of Chichi

Yamcha touched down with the quiet pose of snowfall as he flew down to the home of his lover, Chichi. Everything that Goku had told him was a whirlwind. His power, his might, his being, was so far beyond that of a super sayjin. Yamcha never gave it much deep thought on how Goku's powers worked and affected him. It seemed that Goku's abilties had no ending, it seemed that Goku's potential was as endless as the massive universe itself. Yet, now was not the time to think about Goku. Now was the time to think and worry about his love Chichi. Forbidden as it may seem, feelings could not be denied. Goku had not been a real husband to her, and Goku even said it himself that he knew that Yamcha would fill the void that he left. He came to the house and the pale moonlight shone on his long shiny black hair that he sported in a ponytail.

He took in a deep breath and knocked on the door. Before he could even think about a second knock, Chichi opened the door and hugged him deeply. He held her with his arms around her waste amd and she hugged him with her hands around his upper body. He hated to see her like this, she seemed torned tired and sleepless. He wanted this game to end. This charade had to end. He wanted Chichi for himself and cared what no one thought. He knew that everyone thought that Chichi was made for Goku, which could be right. He knew that everyone thought that Chichi and Goku were meant to be together but somehow in her presence in her face. He did not care. He could smell the sweetness of her hair and feel the warmth of her hands. Goku was beyond a mere human and beyond the mere needs of love and life. He beyond that of a man. He was playing the role of a savior, a celestial being that traveled the darkest depths of the universe with the focus of any soul's despairing thoughts.

When Vegeta took Bulma from him, although he was partly to blame, there was nothing he could do. He too thought that everyone would think that they, Vegeta and Bulma were crazy for being together. Yet, look at them today. The odd couple had grown into what was meant to be. Could the same be for him and Chichi?

Yamcha: "I know he spoke to you...I know you told him.....did he tell you of some sort of choice...did he explain what that was?"

Chichi: "Well he gave me no real hint, but he said something about me leaving this world, and never ever being apart from him again?"

Yamcha: "leave this world? It sounds like death to me. I mean...more sacrifices again? How many times are you going to sacrifice things for this being, this thing that use to be Goku?"

Chichi: "That thing Yamcha, despite all our differences and the distance between us is still my husband, this is very hard for me...I thought,.. I thought that I would just tell him you know, just tell him and he would be on his way and understand. He has been come all these years and never had a way for us to be together. Now I have you, and now he has found a way.

Yamcha stepped closer to her. Her held her hands.

Yamcha: "Look, if you want to be with him, go right ahead, but you don't even know what he is offering you? You don't even know if he means to live with you and stay with you. I mean if it was just this simple he would just of told you. Obviously whatever it is, is not that simple. I love you so much, but I want you to come to be of your own free will. I want you to look in my eyes everyday and know that you made the right choice. I love you Chichi-san. More than I have ever loved anyone. I have learned to love you from the inside out."

Chichi: "And I have fallen in love with you too Yamcha, But I would be lying to you if I said that Goku meant nothing to me. I love Goku as a part of me. He is part of me. I could not love myself without loving him. He was all I known for such a long time. I gave birth to his children, I made love to him and only him. Goku is what love is too me. But the distance, the relationship, the humanity of it all has faded. I never thought that a love like that could fade. He could try to restore it, but I can't see how. Especially now that he has become a Super Nova Sayjin."

Yamcha: "I am worried, what if he can "restore" your love, you would leave me them?"

Chichi walked away ever so slowly. Her back faced him now and all he could see was a trail of the most beautiful long silkily black hair that stopped at her small waist. She clutched both hands together as is she was praying and placed them over her mouth as if she was praying. She heard her answer crawl from the depth of the truths in her heart.

Chichi: "I don't know......"

Yamcha just stood there as if a knife was driven though his chest. Then he moved to the door with his back turned and spoke.

Yamcha: "Well you let me know what you decide, just know that if you pick Goku and somehow someway you are left in the cold. That you have to live with your choice, and not me."

Before she could turn around to call out his name. He was gone as he blasted off into the night sky. Her calls for him drowned in the loud blast of his ki as he took off. Her hair flew from behind her as the gust of wind from his energy flew past her. She could hear the bitterness in his voice, especially in the last part of his sentence. She walked to her living room and looked at a picture of her Gohan, and Goku. She threw it to the ground and it shattered. She hated feel so torn. Her cries began as a small murmur, then it grew into a steady cry as she headed up her stairs slowly to her bedroom.

She cried as she undressed to take a shower, and the warmth of the water calmed her, but her tears still streamed down her flushed face. Her eyes now puffy, she caught a glimpse of herself in the bathroom mirror and filled the sink with cold water. She closed her eyes and immersed her face. She did not want her face puffy and swollen from crying. She then sat in her bedroom mirror and tended to her face and hair. How she wishes this long night would end. Suddenly their was a gust of wind from the window, damp then warm. It was him...Goku. She stood up in shock.

Chichi: "What are you doing here?"

Goku: "Last time I checked this was still my home."

Chichi: "Last time I checked you have not been living here for the past twenty-five years."

Goku: "Yes, but I always came here when I visit. Chichi, you never told me."

Chichi: "Told you what? To stay...gee the tears I cried and that entire Super Sayjin Nova crap didn't put you to what I was feeling? You knew Goku, you knew. You pushed your body this far. You didn't get like this by playing the good husband. You got this state because of your obsession with fighting and power. Now look at me. I am so....."

Goku: "So torn...are there rules...?

Chichi: "What the hell are you talking about, ....... please tell me of the choice that I have to make ?"

Goku: "Yha this is what this visit is about. I never left here without you."

Chichi knew what he was talking about. He wanted her. She thought that he was crazy. And if they were rules, That was surely be breaking them. Goku stepped closer....

Goku: "I said.. if there were rules."

He smiled a coy smile as he stared at her with a stare that was entrancing.

Chichi: "I didn't make any, this is not a game or a tournament."

Before she could even finish her sentence and blink. Goku was in her face. Holding her close to him as possibly. He looked deep in her wide eyes. She seemed shocked by his aggressiveness. Yet Goku knew that he regular laid back nature would cost him the love of his life. He had done too much of this already. He wanted to show her what her choice would be like.

Chichi: "Goku I am not dressed, whatever you want to show me,"

Goku: "You don't need to be dressed."

He kissed her long and deep, at first her lips did not curve to his mouth, but in time it deep. She placed her hands around his neck. Her robe dropped and she looked down to herself. She felt strange. She felt with every kiss and every touch that Goku was pulling and bringing fourth all the feelings that she had for him in her entire life time. She became drunk with passion. When she looked up she saw that he was nude too. He stepped back and held her hands. "Look at me," Goku spoke. Tiny Sparkle things began to flare of his body. They looked like little fire flies in all sorts of colors.

Then the orbs of light grew bigger and his body felt hot. He placed to fingers on Chichi's head and told her not be afraid. She nodded. He her hands and as he his arms stretched out. His body started to phase out and fade away into nothing, but little sparks of light and glimmer. Chichi drew in her breath sharply and opened her mouth. The hands she held were no longer solid but just a faded ghost of Goku. Chichi began to fade off into orbes of light too.

Chichi: "Goku what...what did you do to me...I am starting to melt away like you....I don't want to die!"

Goku smiled at her until he was nothing but pure ki in the shape of his former body. It was kind of like a body made of pure white fire, with no human distinctions, only that the pure ki had the form of a man. Chichi never saw him like this but once. The first time he ever used his power, this now was his true form. This incredible think was happening to her. She became a pure being of ki as well. She looked at herself she could see nothingg no skin, no nails, just her tiny body form in fire like ki. Goku asked her mentally "Are you okay?" "I am a bit overwhelmed said Chichi, this feeling is so strange, so incredible! Its frightening." Come close to me, Goku whispered. It was a first for both.

This is what he was taught from a planet he saved. He was able to spread a limited amount of his abilities to other for a limited time. If he did it for too long, they would stay forever bonded to him, as a part of his soul and essence. That person would always be inside him and him inside them. It was like two sprits or like when he was bonded to the mystical dragon. He drew her inside of him and they were one. Chichi felt emotions hit her from all over. She could hear the universe, and from inside this unity, she could feel that he had the powers to save worlds. When she became a separate ki from him they held hands as in a fraction of time much quicker than a second they transcended time and galaxies.

He took her in a flash of a second to the most beautiful galaxies he saved and knew. Because of their shared powers the slivers of time and the flashes of an instant were more than enough. Time meant nothing to them. In the middle of space Goku showed her how to become solid. Yet, he was solid as a celstial being, something that did not need air, temperature, or anything to survive. He was pure power reborn. He wanted to share that with her.

Chichi was overwhelmed with the aspects of his abilties. She had no idea that he larend the abilty to share this. She looked at space and was scared to death. Goku held her in his arms and together they grew. They became bigger than the planets around them and could embrace a star in their arms.

Chichi: "You....you...you are really like a god. I can't believe that right now we are bigger than the Earth. I am in outer space naked with you. I should be blushing and smacking you.

Goku said nothing.

Goku: "You want to see real beauty, come."

She took his hand and they went to the Earth's solar system. Chichi guided by Goku plunged inside of our Sun. Goku then embraced her. "Look Chichi, look how beautiful. No one can ever imagine how beautiful it is in here, especially now that you are here."

Tears came to her eyes. "Would you want to stay this way with me forever?" Said Goku.

Before she could answer, Goku placed his hands under her face and began to kiss her. Slowly, then passionately. He kissed her as if he was thirsty and her lips laid way to the deepest and coolest well of water. She embraced him around his neck and closed her eyes. If this was a dream she did not want to wake up. Goku made love to her over and over again. Until her time was up. Making love as pure ki beings could not be explained, they melted into each other and tantalized very sensual senses of one another. In a stream of light and energy that looked like a falling star, she returned her to earth in his arms. She was exhausted, overwhelmed, and in total and complete awe of her unexplainable experience with her husband. As he laid her to bed, his body still glowing soft and warm like a candle. He explained to her as best as he could.

"I tried to show you today, my choice. My choice is to with me forever. Live in me forever. Become part of me forever. Lose your humanity. You will always be with me. Share in my adventures and share in my abilities. It would take some getting use to, everything human, as you know it would be gone. We could come here to visit. But you would need to exhaust your powers as to not loose your human form forever. Your human emotions as you know it will forever change your senses your being your hunger and passion will be just like mine. It will become your duty to change and help many worlds. You will become me, and I will become you as well. Although your humanity and human characteristics with be heightened your heart will never change. Sleep now Chichi. In the morning, you let me know.

Chichi thought to herself. Was there really a choice to make? Was Goku's choice a reality she could face. Could accept those terms. All she really wanted was someone to stay at home with her at night and love her, she didn't need to be a goddess. But then again all she really needed to start was Goku and this was him. What about Yamcha? Plain simple Yamcha, boy that simplicity sounded good to her right now, a life that Yamcha could offer was all she really hoped for in life. But was that life with her true love? Who was her true love? As she slept and waited for the sun to rise, she knew the cold hard answer.