TITLE: You Never Know Where You're Going To End Up
SUMMARY: In this chapter Cj has followed her heart but was it only to get burned? Maybe, Maybe Not you'll have to read the chapter to find out...
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AUTHOR NOTE: I know Sean's Mum is called Sheila Zeek but this is just for the story purpose.
You Never Know Where You're Going To End Up: Chapter 5
I've been up all night waiting for Sean but he never came home. Shan said he would stay with me and keep me company but he fell to sleep bless him. He's so sweet and he keeps reassuring me that everything's going to be fine and that Sean will realise how much he loves me and we'll live happily ever after. It's a nice story and it worked for Cinderella. But this isn't a fairy tale. God knows I don't have a fairy godmother and my Prince Charming is dancing with another fair maiden. Suddenly the door slammed shut and I sat up on the couch and Sean walked in.
"You're still here?"
"I'm not going till you talk to me"
"What's to talk about?"
"You like me right?"
"Liked, past tense"
"Well I 'like' you. Present tense. No I didn't tell you about Thea and I'm sorry but let's face it we're from two different worlds what was happening between us would only ever happen in a...fairy tale"
Suddenly I realised that me and Cinderella weren't that different after all and that Sean was my Prince Charming and I had to get him back.
"A fairy tale?"
"Yeah. A guy like you taking an interest in a girl like me how often does that happen? I wasn't expecting to fall in love with you and I definitely wasn't expecting you to fall in love with me"
"Who says I'm in love with you?"
"Tell me that you're not"
Sean looked at me with those captivating blue eyes and I knew that he loved me. His eyes told me just how much.
"I do love you"
"See"
"But I can't be with you?"
"Why not?"
"Like you said we're from two different worlds. What would my family say if I married a cheap disgusting whore?"
I could feel my eyes welling up and I tried so hard to hold back my tears but I just broke down into a pool of emotions.
"Stop crying that isn't going to work"
Sean pulled his wallet out is pocket opened it up and threw a handful of money at me.
"There I gave you what you really wanted now get out"
Sean walked into the kitchen and I stood up and rampaged behind him
"WHAT I REALLY WANT? YOU THINK THIS IS WHAT I REALLY WANT? MONEY"
I screamed as I threw it back at him
"THIS IS NOT WHAT I REALLY WANT. WHAT I WANT IS YOU"
Sean stood and shook his head at me. Shan walked into the kitchen and put his hand on my shoulders and tried to calm me down. Sheila soon joined us.
"WHY ARE YOU BEING LIKE THIS?"
"LIKE WHAT?"
"AN ASSHOLE. REMEMBER SEAN YOU WERE THE ONE WHO CHASED ME. YOU WERE THE ONE WHO CAME BACK TO FIND ME...TWICE. AND AS SOON AS YOU FOUND OUT THAT I CAME WITH BAGGAGE AND RESPONSIBILITY YOU LEFT. AND NOW YOU'RE ACTING AS IF NOTHING EVER HAPPENED AS IF YOU NEVER FELT A THING FOR ME. YOU KNOW YOU DID YOU KNOW YOU DO AND YOU KNOW THAT NOT BEING WITH ME IS GOING TO DRIVE YOU CRAZY"
"NO BEING WITH YOU WOULD DRIVE ME CRAZY"
I don't know why I did it but I slapped him across the face, everything went quiet Shan let go of me and Sean stood in amazement.
"Sean I know it will drive you crazy because it's driving me crazy. That's why I'm here, why I followed you all these miles and why I'm not leaving until we sort things out"
Sean walked up to me stared down at me and looked me straight eyes I felt him take hold of my wrist and he dragged me into the yard. We walked for ages in silence Sean walked yards ahead of me all the way. Then he stopped and turned to me and told me to sit on the rock behind me so I did.
"When I saw you for the first time I thought 'wow she's amazing'. I talked to you and thought that maybe you were a little shy either that or very hostile. As soon as I saw that asshole grab you and I saw you struggle. I wanted to protect you. I wanted to keep you safe, keep you warm but most importantly I wanted to keep you as my own. I never wanted to see you that scared ever again and I was determined to do everything and anything it took to make sure that never happened. Even when we were outside arguing I knew that I had to protect you. That's why I followed you. It's the reason I came back and made you have dinner with me and it wasn't until the next morning when I woke up and you weren't there beside me that I realised I didn't ever want to be without you. Then I came to your apartment and saw that you had a life of your own and that I wasn't part of it. That's why I left, not because of Thea. This thing that I was trying to protect you from was the same thing that brought you Thea and got you that beautiful apartment. And I thought that maybe I didn't need to protect you anymore."
"Just because I have a life doesn't mean I don't need protecting. The only reason I do have a life is because of Thea. I still need protecting. My baby needs protecting and if I had to choose one person in the whole world to take care and responsibility over my baby girls life it would be you."
"Really?"
"Really you're smart, responsible, kind, and you don't live in the red light district."
Sean smiled
"You're everything that I could ever ask for and I know that if you got to know her you'd fall in love with Thea and she would love you too. But I don't want you near her if you're going to break my heart, I don't want you to hurt my baby"
"Do you want out?"
"Out of what?"
"Prostituting?"
"Yeah I do, I love the money but Thea needs a mother who she can be proud of"
"If you give up walking the streets then I will be by your side 24/7 but I can't date you if I know that you're offering yourself to other guys"
"What about Charlotte?"
"What about her?"
"You were dating her last night"
"No I wasn't she didn't want to be my rebound girl I stayed at a motel to get to you"
"Oh that's nice"
"Sorry"
I stood up and walked over to Sean I grabbed his shirt and pulled him in close to me. He looked down at me then placed his hands on my waist.
"You'll have to do more than that to get my forgiveness"
"Ok then how about a first class plane ticket back to Miami, a removal van, a key to my house and a key to my heart"
"All sounds good"
"Am I forgiven?"
"Just one more thing"
"What?"
"Persuade me"
Sean smiled devilishly at me he held me close and locked his lips against my own he kissed me passionately moving his hands around my waist pulling me closer to him. His passion becoming more intense and his touch more ravenous. He swept my legs from under me and we fell to the ground Sean landing on top of me with us never breaking the kiss. Sean started to kiss my neck tenderly sending amazing feelings through my body. He began to unbutton my shirt as he moved his caress down my body. He put his hands on my waist and pulled my stomach up towards his lips as he kissed and bit at my body. I pulled off his shirt to reveal that masculine chest of his. He then unzipped my pants and pulled them and my panties down to my ankles. I unzipped his and he squirmed out of them. Sean then pushed himself inside me and my body tingled all over. He thrusted slowly inside me and I began to fall into an erotic utopia. He started to thrust faster and my senses were overwhelming. My heart started racing and I could feel my body going numb. Sean was panting while he thrusted inside me. Sean began to thrust hard sharp thrusts and he finally spilled inside me. He collapsed on my stomach but soon found his way back to my lips where we kissed obsessively.
Hours later after all our love making and romancing Sean and I got dressed and walked back to the house hand in hand. We were walking up to the back door when Thea came running out.
"MUMMY" she screamed as she ran towards me I picked her up in my arms and kissed her.
"Have you been a good girl?"
"Like an angel" Sheila replied
Sean turned to Thea and said "How would you like to come with me and Shan to our hide out?"
"Is it pretty?"
"Very pretty. And you can be the Princess"
"Really?"
"Yeah sure you wanna come with us?"
"Yeah" said Thea excitedly
"Shan come on we're taking Thea to the hide out"
Shan came out the door with a dish towel in his hand chewing on some gum
"You two ok?"
"Yeah we're fine" Sean replied as he smiled at me
"Ok I'll just get a blanket for us to sit on"
Thea went running down the yard and Sean ran after her as I watched them. Sheila came up and put her arm around me.
"So everything's sorted then?"
"Yeah"
"And you two are going to be ok?"
"I think so. I hope so."
"Me too I've never seen him so happy"
"Really?"
"I don't lie"
Sheila walked back into the house and told me to join her. I watched Sean, Shan and Thea walk away waving to them as they left. I went inside and sat down with Sheila. We talked and drank some tea and then Sheila started asking me questions about my life which made me feel really uncomfortable and she knew that I was uncomfortable and she stopped asking me.
Sean, Shan and Thea returned. Sean carried Thea all the way back because she had fallen asleep.
Even though we were together Sean and I didn't share a room I slept with Thea in Seans room and Sean crashed on the couch. It's not that we didn't want to Sean just felt uncomfortable in his Mums house. But luckily for us both we're going back to Miami tomorrow and I should be moved in by the end of the week. I don't know how I'm going to break this to Janet but I was thinking that maybe by me giving her my apartment it might help the situation. A good thing about prostitutes is that they're cheap and you can buy their forgiveness. I don't know what I can give Renee though maybe she might just be really happy for me. And Thea is going to feel strange but I think as soon as she sees Sean's swimming pool she'll soon settle in. And as for me I can't wait to move in with him and finally move away from my past. I think that everything is going to be fine from now on.
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SUMMARY: In this chapter Cj has followed her heart but was it only to get burned? Maybe, Maybe Not you'll have to read the chapter to find out...
FEEDBACK: Please feedback even if it's bad
AUTHOR NOTE: I know Sean's Mum is called Sheila Zeek but this is just for the story purpose.
You Never Know Where You're Going To End Up: Chapter 5
I've been up all night waiting for Sean but he never came home. Shan said he would stay with me and keep me company but he fell to sleep bless him. He's so sweet and he keeps reassuring me that everything's going to be fine and that Sean will realise how much he loves me and we'll live happily ever after. It's a nice story and it worked for Cinderella. But this isn't a fairy tale. God knows I don't have a fairy godmother and my Prince Charming is dancing with another fair maiden. Suddenly the door slammed shut and I sat up on the couch and Sean walked in.
"You're still here?"
"I'm not going till you talk to me"
"What's to talk about?"
"You like me right?"
"Liked, past tense"
"Well I 'like' you. Present tense. No I didn't tell you about Thea and I'm sorry but let's face it we're from two different worlds what was happening between us would only ever happen in a...fairy tale"
Suddenly I realised that me and Cinderella weren't that different after all and that Sean was my Prince Charming and I had to get him back.
"A fairy tale?"
"Yeah. A guy like you taking an interest in a girl like me how often does that happen? I wasn't expecting to fall in love with you and I definitely wasn't expecting you to fall in love with me"
"Who says I'm in love with you?"
"Tell me that you're not"
Sean looked at me with those captivating blue eyes and I knew that he loved me. His eyes told me just how much.
"I do love you"
"See"
"But I can't be with you?"
"Why not?"
"Like you said we're from two different worlds. What would my family say if I married a cheap disgusting whore?"
I could feel my eyes welling up and I tried so hard to hold back my tears but I just broke down into a pool of emotions.
"Stop crying that isn't going to work"
Sean pulled his wallet out is pocket opened it up and threw a handful of money at me.
"There I gave you what you really wanted now get out"
Sean walked into the kitchen and I stood up and rampaged behind him
"WHAT I REALLY WANT? YOU THINK THIS IS WHAT I REALLY WANT? MONEY"
I screamed as I threw it back at him
"THIS IS NOT WHAT I REALLY WANT. WHAT I WANT IS YOU"
Sean stood and shook his head at me. Shan walked into the kitchen and put his hand on my shoulders and tried to calm me down. Sheila soon joined us.
"WHY ARE YOU BEING LIKE THIS?"
"LIKE WHAT?"
"AN ASSHOLE. REMEMBER SEAN YOU WERE THE ONE WHO CHASED ME. YOU WERE THE ONE WHO CAME BACK TO FIND ME...TWICE. AND AS SOON AS YOU FOUND OUT THAT I CAME WITH BAGGAGE AND RESPONSIBILITY YOU LEFT. AND NOW YOU'RE ACTING AS IF NOTHING EVER HAPPENED AS IF YOU NEVER FELT A THING FOR ME. YOU KNOW YOU DID YOU KNOW YOU DO AND YOU KNOW THAT NOT BEING WITH ME IS GOING TO DRIVE YOU CRAZY"
"NO BEING WITH YOU WOULD DRIVE ME CRAZY"
I don't know why I did it but I slapped him across the face, everything went quiet Shan let go of me and Sean stood in amazement.
"Sean I know it will drive you crazy because it's driving me crazy. That's why I'm here, why I followed you all these miles and why I'm not leaving until we sort things out"
Sean walked up to me stared down at me and looked me straight eyes I felt him take hold of my wrist and he dragged me into the yard. We walked for ages in silence Sean walked yards ahead of me all the way. Then he stopped and turned to me and told me to sit on the rock behind me so I did.
"When I saw you for the first time I thought 'wow she's amazing'. I talked to you and thought that maybe you were a little shy either that or very hostile. As soon as I saw that asshole grab you and I saw you struggle. I wanted to protect you. I wanted to keep you safe, keep you warm but most importantly I wanted to keep you as my own. I never wanted to see you that scared ever again and I was determined to do everything and anything it took to make sure that never happened. Even when we were outside arguing I knew that I had to protect you. That's why I followed you. It's the reason I came back and made you have dinner with me and it wasn't until the next morning when I woke up and you weren't there beside me that I realised I didn't ever want to be without you. Then I came to your apartment and saw that you had a life of your own and that I wasn't part of it. That's why I left, not because of Thea. This thing that I was trying to protect you from was the same thing that brought you Thea and got you that beautiful apartment. And I thought that maybe I didn't need to protect you anymore."
"Just because I have a life doesn't mean I don't need protecting. The only reason I do have a life is because of Thea. I still need protecting. My baby needs protecting and if I had to choose one person in the whole world to take care and responsibility over my baby girls life it would be you."
"Really?"
"Really you're smart, responsible, kind, and you don't live in the red light district."
Sean smiled
"You're everything that I could ever ask for and I know that if you got to know her you'd fall in love with Thea and she would love you too. But I don't want you near her if you're going to break my heart, I don't want you to hurt my baby"
"Do you want out?"
"Out of what?"
"Prostituting?"
"Yeah I do, I love the money but Thea needs a mother who she can be proud of"
"If you give up walking the streets then I will be by your side 24/7 but I can't date you if I know that you're offering yourself to other guys"
"What about Charlotte?"
"What about her?"
"You were dating her last night"
"No I wasn't she didn't want to be my rebound girl I stayed at a motel to get to you"
"Oh that's nice"
"Sorry"
I stood up and walked over to Sean I grabbed his shirt and pulled him in close to me. He looked down at me then placed his hands on my waist.
"You'll have to do more than that to get my forgiveness"
"Ok then how about a first class plane ticket back to Miami, a removal van, a key to my house and a key to my heart"
"All sounds good"
"Am I forgiven?"
"Just one more thing"
"What?"
"Persuade me"
Sean smiled devilishly at me he held me close and locked his lips against my own he kissed me passionately moving his hands around my waist pulling me closer to him. His passion becoming more intense and his touch more ravenous. He swept my legs from under me and we fell to the ground Sean landing on top of me with us never breaking the kiss. Sean started to kiss my neck tenderly sending amazing feelings through my body. He began to unbutton my shirt as he moved his caress down my body. He put his hands on my waist and pulled my stomach up towards his lips as he kissed and bit at my body. I pulled off his shirt to reveal that masculine chest of his. He then unzipped my pants and pulled them and my panties down to my ankles. I unzipped his and he squirmed out of them. Sean then pushed himself inside me and my body tingled all over. He thrusted slowly inside me and I began to fall into an erotic utopia. He started to thrust faster and my senses were overwhelming. My heart started racing and I could feel my body going numb. Sean was panting while he thrusted inside me. Sean began to thrust hard sharp thrusts and he finally spilled inside me. He collapsed on my stomach but soon found his way back to my lips where we kissed obsessively.
Hours later after all our love making and romancing Sean and I got dressed and walked back to the house hand in hand. We were walking up to the back door when Thea came running out.
"MUMMY" she screamed as she ran towards me I picked her up in my arms and kissed her.
"Have you been a good girl?"
"Like an angel" Sheila replied
Sean turned to Thea and said "How would you like to come with me and Shan to our hide out?"
"Is it pretty?"
"Very pretty. And you can be the Princess"
"Really?"
"Yeah sure you wanna come with us?"
"Yeah" said Thea excitedly
"Shan come on we're taking Thea to the hide out"
Shan came out the door with a dish towel in his hand chewing on some gum
"You two ok?"
"Yeah we're fine" Sean replied as he smiled at me
"Ok I'll just get a blanket for us to sit on"
Thea went running down the yard and Sean ran after her as I watched them. Sheila came up and put her arm around me.
"So everything's sorted then?"
"Yeah"
"And you two are going to be ok?"
"I think so. I hope so."
"Me too I've never seen him so happy"
"Really?"
"I don't lie"
Sheila walked back into the house and told me to join her. I watched Sean, Shan and Thea walk away waving to them as they left. I went inside and sat down with Sheila. We talked and drank some tea and then Sheila started asking me questions about my life which made me feel really uncomfortable and she knew that I was uncomfortable and she stopped asking me.
Sean, Shan and Thea returned. Sean carried Thea all the way back because she had fallen asleep.
Even though we were together Sean and I didn't share a room I slept with Thea in Seans room and Sean crashed on the couch. It's not that we didn't want to Sean just felt uncomfortable in his Mums house. But luckily for us both we're going back to Miami tomorrow and I should be moved in by the end of the week. I don't know how I'm going to break this to Janet but I was thinking that maybe by me giving her my apartment it might help the situation. A good thing about prostitutes is that they're cheap and you can buy their forgiveness. I don't know what I can give Renee though maybe she might just be really happy for me. And Thea is going to feel strange but I think as soon as she sees Sean's swimming pool she'll soon settle in. And as for me I can't wait to move in with him and finally move away from my past. I think that everything is going to be fine from now on.
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