TITLE: You Never Know Where You're Going To End Up
SUMMARY: In this chapter Cj finds out something about Sean that turns her affections to Justin...You'll see...
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You Never Know Where You're Going To End Up: Chapter 7
I walked through Illusions and everyone was looking at me as they always did probably wondering how much I charge per hour. I walked over to the bar and called Renee over she came to talk to me.
"Hey you're back then how was it did everything work out?"
"Yeah it's better now well kind of anyway. I got Sean back but I lost Janet now have you seen her?"
"No and you mean lost her as in you can't find her?"
"Sort of I told her I was moving out and she started screaming at me and then stormed off I thought she would have come here"
"I haven't seen her but she could be upstairs and congratulations if he can get you out of this dump then he's a good man you keep hold of him"
"Thanks I'll go check upstairs I'll talk to you later Nee"
"Yep"
I walked upstairs and down the corridor I guess you could call this place a brothel downstairs is the club and upstairs are the bedrooms where the girls take the clients when they have no where else to go. Janet always brought her guys here she would never go with them I guess that's a smart thing but she didn't earn as much because most guys like to take you out of town or at least a few miles away from the busy traffic just in case they get spotted and she always used the same room. So that's where I'm heading she uses the room on the end. I knocked on the door and Janet answered. She looked at me in disgust and was going to shut the door when I stopped it.
"Jan just listen to me please"
"I don't want to hear it and I only answered the door because I thought you were Charlie now will you leave before he turns up"
"No"
"As warming as this is you coming after me wanting to make up I really don't wanna..."
"I didn't come here to make up with you. Frankly you're lucky that I haven't smacked you yet"
"Smacked me? It ain't me who's leaving. I ain't the one who hurt my friend and I ain't the one living on my own little cloud thinking that I'm Cinder fucking rella and that Sean's my Prince Charming maybe you need a God damn plane to come in there and knock you off your cloud and maybe when you're on earth with your feet on the ground you'll realise you're being an idiot and your 'relationship' is a joke"
"I don't think I'm Cinderella and I definitely don't think Sean's my Prince Charming. I'm a whore Janet and through all of that this guy still wants to know me. He's a proper gentleman with a respectable job and he still wanted to be with me. That's why I'm rushing things not only are we ready for it but I'm not taking any chances it's not everyday girls like us find a guy like him willing to take us away from all of this. And you haven't hurt your friend? Well unless you don't class me a friend Jan then that's a load of bullshit because you sure as hell hurt me when you shouted at me telling me I wasn't going to live happily ever after. You couldn't just be happy for me could you?"
"I am happy for you"
"Then why don't you show it?"
"Because while you're with him in his huge house. Polishing the crystal and drinking from the fancy china. I'm going to be all alone"
"What?"
"If you go I have no one. Cj I got no family you and Renee are my only friends and she sleeps all day and I fuck all night. I don't want to be alone"
Janet sat down on the bed and I joined her.
"Oh sweetie I'm sorry. I didn't realise you felt like this and you do have friends"
"No I don't. I have skanks and pimps I don't have friends. The day I met you, you were walking around with the world on shoulders and you looked so pathetic and I wanted to help you and I pushed through the crowd to get to you. But all the time I was thinking maybe she needs family as much as I do. I helped you hoping you would help me in return and be the family I never had. And you are and like the rest of my family you're abandoning me"
"Jan I'm sorry I didn't know you felt this way."
"I'm good at lying and putting on a front"
"It doesn't matter how happy I am with Sean I will never abandon you. If Sean doesn't like that he can go jump because you and Thea are important to me. You will never be replaced and you'll always be my family. But Jan I have to do this. I have to not only for Theas sake but for my own. I don't wanna be here when I'm 40"
"Me neither. And I am happy for you and maybe just a little bit jealous. But only a little be I'm like 95% happy and 5% jealous"
I put my arms round Janet and we hugged just then Charlie walked in and said
"Oh do I get a lesbian lap dance and threesome tonight?"
"Hell no you get me or nothing Charlie my friend Cj has to get back to her man and out of this dump"
I smiled at her
"But I'll be back tomorrow we're going to go shopping"
"We are?"
"Yeah I can't exactly wear my hussy clothes where I'm living now"
"Ok then tomorrow we go shopping and God don't be early"
"Ok"
I walked to the door and smiled at Janet she smiled back I knew that we'd work it out but tonight wasn't the right time. I turned to walk out when Jan called my name.
"I'm like 70/30"
Jan ran up to me and hugged me. She finally let go and smiled I smiled back and then Jan walked back over to Charlie and I closed the door and I walked down the corridor. As I was walking towards the steps I looked over the banister rail and I could see Thea sat with Justin I ran down the stairs and straight to Thea.
"Baby"
"Mummy"
"What are you doing here?"
"Justin brought me here"
"What the hell are you doing with her?"
"I was looking after her I didn't think you'd appreciate her being left on the streets but apparently you're just ungrateful"
Justin stood up
"Later kid"
Justin started to walk away and pulled him back and turned him to face me.
"What do you mean left on the street?"
"Exactly what it sounds like"
"You found her on the street?"
"No, I saw her being pushed out a BMW"
"Pushed? You were pushed baby?"
Thea nodded her head
"Are you ok? Are you hurt?"
"No I caught her in time but I scratched my arm if you wanna kiss it better?"
"Justin give up and this car are you sure it was a BMW?"
"Positive a BMW Series 5 Saloon to be precise"
"What colour?"
"Silver"
I stepped back and fell against the bar I was shocked. If what Justin was saying was true then Sean could have killed my daughter and what was he thinking why did he do it? I picked up my bag and grabbed Theas hand and stormed towards the door I just reached for the handle when Justin forced the door shut.
"Where are you going?"
"Home?"
"And where's that?"
"With Janet by the looks of it"
"You can't walk alone at this time of night especially not with a child"
"Then I'll get a taxi"
"With what? Do you have any money?"
I went silent I realised Justin was right I was stuck here until Janet had got paid and we could afford a taxi
"Just what I thought. Are you ok?"
I let go of Theas hand and Justin told her to go dance.
"No"
"Who was it?"
"What?"
"The BMW?"
"Sean"
"The guy from the other night?"
"Yeah"
"You actually thought that you two could have made a go at it?"
"He seemed sincere about it and he chased me"
"Yeah and I bet that you've fucked him for the first time and he didn't have to pay"
I looked at Justin he was right...again...I'd slept with Sean and now he's turned on me. All he was after was my body. I've been paid for sex for nearly 5 years I always felt cheap but this one bit the bullet I'd never felt so cheap and dirty in my life.
"See Justin knows all. He got what he wanted and now he doesn't want it anymore"
"Why did he do it? He asked me to move in with him he meant it I know he did but he did this. Why?"
I screamed as I burst into tears Justin pulled me in close and I sobbed into his chest while he stroked my hair and consoled me.
If I cry anymore my eyes are going explode. They're all red blotchy and hot. My throat is hurting and my head is banging. But I can't help it every time I think about what he's said to me and what we did I get a thumping pain in my heart and I well up again. Justin put the drinks on the table and sat back down next to me.
"You feeling any better?"
I shook my head...
"Where's Thea?" I asked realising she wasn't on the dance floor anymore
"She's asleep"
A long silence passed and I stood up.
"Where are you going?"
"To see Thea"
I walked away and upstairs I got to the top of the stairs and looked down the corridor and I realised I didn't know where she was. I stood motionless and Justin took my hand.
"This way"
He guided me to the room. I walked in and sat next to Thea.
"See she's fine"
I pulled the cover up over Theas chest and walked over and sat on the couch. Justin sat next to me and put his arm around me. I burst into tears again and Justin pulled me into his chest. I was crying over one man but I was sat here thinking about how fine Justin smelt and how kind he was being and that maybe I'd made a mistake with Sean. I looked up at Justin and his big green eyes looked back at me I don't know whether it's because I'm feeling vulnerable or what but I felt myself moving closer towards him the next thing I know we're kissing. He swept me up in his arms and began kissing me passionately. All I wanted was a kiss but Justin started to take it to the next level I wanted to stop him but something wouldn't let me. He pulled me to the ground and took off my shirt. He started to kiss my stomach and soon pulled off my skirt and panties. The next thing he was thrusting inside me giving me the most arousing orgasm I'd experienced I was trying not to scream because of Thea but my emotions were getting the better of me and I started screaming getting louder with every thrust I kept looking over at Thea making sure she wasn't awake. After the most amazing orgasm I'd had my body tingled while Justin flowed inside me and I then continued to kiss my body. As he was suckling at my nipples someone knocked on the door and I jumped up and got dressed Justin wasn't getting dressed and I threw his clothes at him indicating for him to get dressed. They continued knocking on the door.
"I'm coming" I said hoping it would put them off long enough for us to get dressed.
I opened the door and it was Janet she was ready to go. Justin sat behind the door where Janet couldn't see him and I thought thank god I've got away with it. I got Thea in my arms and walked towards the door I looked at Justin as I walked passed him I was walking down the corridor when Justin walked out the door and called us. We turned around and he was stood there naked holding my jacket in front of his cock. I could feel Janet's eyes burning me.
"You were in such a rush to get dressed that you forgot your jacket"
I passed Thea onto Janet and I walked up to Justin and grabbed my jacket but he wasn't letting go and he was just staring at me with this snide, satisfied grin on his face as if he's...oh my God I've done it again...I gave him what he wanted. How stupid can I get? This guy was an ass and I let him control me when I was vulnerable. I could kick myself but instead I moved my hand and squeezed on his balls so damn hard that he dropped my jacket and fell to the floor with tears in his eyes. I walked back towards Janet who couldn't believe what I'd done. You don't stand up to Justin it's a street rule but I'm not pacing the streets anymore so it doesn't apply to me. I walked down the stairs Janet following behind carrying Thea we went outside and got in a taxi to head home...but where is home?
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SUMMARY: In this chapter Cj finds out something about Sean that turns her affections to Justin...You'll see...
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You Never Know Where You're Going To End Up: Chapter 7
I walked through Illusions and everyone was looking at me as they always did probably wondering how much I charge per hour. I walked over to the bar and called Renee over she came to talk to me.
"Hey you're back then how was it did everything work out?"
"Yeah it's better now well kind of anyway. I got Sean back but I lost Janet now have you seen her?"
"No and you mean lost her as in you can't find her?"
"Sort of I told her I was moving out and she started screaming at me and then stormed off I thought she would have come here"
"I haven't seen her but she could be upstairs and congratulations if he can get you out of this dump then he's a good man you keep hold of him"
"Thanks I'll go check upstairs I'll talk to you later Nee"
"Yep"
I walked upstairs and down the corridor I guess you could call this place a brothel downstairs is the club and upstairs are the bedrooms where the girls take the clients when they have no where else to go. Janet always brought her guys here she would never go with them I guess that's a smart thing but she didn't earn as much because most guys like to take you out of town or at least a few miles away from the busy traffic just in case they get spotted and she always used the same room. So that's where I'm heading she uses the room on the end. I knocked on the door and Janet answered. She looked at me in disgust and was going to shut the door when I stopped it.
"Jan just listen to me please"
"I don't want to hear it and I only answered the door because I thought you were Charlie now will you leave before he turns up"
"No"
"As warming as this is you coming after me wanting to make up I really don't wanna..."
"I didn't come here to make up with you. Frankly you're lucky that I haven't smacked you yet"
"Smacked me? It ain't me who's leaving. I ain't the one who hurt my friend and I ain't the one living on my own little cloud thinking that I'm Cinder fucking rella and that Sean's my Prince Charming maybe you need a God damn plane to come in there and knock you off your cloud and maybe when you're on earth with your feet on the ground you'll realise you're being an idiot and your 'relationship' is a joke"
"I don't think I'm Cinderella and I definitely don't think Sean's my Prince Charming. I'm a whore Janet and through all of that this guy still wants to know me. He's a proper gentleman with a respectable job and he still wanted to be with me. That's why I'm rushing things not only are we ready for it but I'm not taking any chances it's not everyday girls like us find a guy like him willing to take us away from all of this. And you haven't hurt your friend? Well unless you don't class me a friend Jan then that's a load of bullshit because you sure as hell hurt me when you shouted at me telling me I wasn't going to live happily ever after. You couldn't just be happy for me could you?"
"I am happy for you"
"Then why don't you show it?"
"Because while you're with him in his huge house. Polishing the crystal and drinking from the fancy china. I'm going to be all alone"
"What?"
"If you go I have no one. Cj I got no family you and Renee are my only friends and she sleeps all day and I fuck all night. I don't want to be alone"
Janet sat down on the bed and I joined her.
"Oh sweetie I'm sorry. I didn't realise you felt like this and you do have friends"
"No I don't. I have skanks and pimps I don't have friends. The day I met you, you were walking around with the world on shoulders and you looked so pathetic and I wanted to help you and I pushed through the crowd to get to you. But all the time I was thinking maybe she needs family as much as I do. I helped you hoping you would help me in return and be the family I never had. And you are and like the rest of my family you're abandoning me"
"Jan I'm sorry I didn't know you felt this way."
"I'm good at lying and putting on a front"
"It doesn't matter how happy I am with Sean I will never abandon you. If Sean doesn't like that he can go jump because you and Thea are important to me. You will never be replaced and you'll always be my family. But Jan I have to do this. I have to not only for Theas sake but for my own. I don't wanna be here when I'm 40"
"Me neither. And I am happy for you and maybe just a little bit jealous. But only a little be I'm like 95% happy and 5% jealous"
I put my arms round Janet and we hugged just then Charlie walked in and said
"Oh do I get a lesbian lap dance and threesome tonight?"
"Hell no you get me or nothing Charlie my friend Cj has to get back to her man and out of this dump"
I smiled at her
"But I'll be back tomorrow we're going to go shopping"
"We are?"
"Yeah I can't exactly wear my hussy clothes where I'm living now"
"Ok then tomorrow we go shopping and God don't be early"
"Ok"
I walked to the door and smiled at Janet she smiled back I knew that we'd work it out but tonight wasn't the right time. I turned to walk out when Jan called my name.
"I'm like 70/30"
Jan ran up to me and hugged me. She finally let go and smiled I smiled back and then Jan walked back over to Charlie and I closed the door and I walked down the corridor. As I was walking towards the steps I looked over the banister rail and I could see Thea sat with Justin I ran down the stairs and straight to Thea.
"Baby"
"Mummy"
"What are you doing here?"
"Justin brought me here"
"What the hell are you doing with her?"
"I was looking after her I didn't think you'd appreciate her being left on the streets but apparently you're just ungrateful"
Justin stood up
"Later kid"
Justin started to walk away and pulled him back and turned him to face me.
"What do you mean left on the street?"
"Exactly what it sounds like"
"You found her on the street?"
"No, I saw her being pushed out a BMW"
"Pushed? You were pushed baby?"
Thea nodded her head
"Are you ok? Are you hurt?"
"No I caught her in time but I scratched my arm if you wanna kiss it better?"
"Justin give up and this car are you sure it was a BMW?"
"Positive a BMW Series 5 Saloon to be precise"
"What colour?"
"Silver"
I stepped back and fell against the bar I was shocked. If what Justin was saying was true then Sean could have killed my daughter and what was he thinking why did he do it? I picked up my bag and grabbed Theas hand and stormed towards the door I just reached for the handle when Justin forced the door shut.
"Where are you going?"
"Home?"
"And where's that?"
"With Janet by the looks of it"
"You can't walk alone at this time of night especially not with a child"
"Then I'll get a taxi"
"With what? Do you have any money?"
I went silent I realised Justin was right I was stuck here until Janet had got paid and we could afford a taxi
"Just what I thought. Are you ok?"
I let go of Theas hand and Justin told her to go dance.
"No"
"Who was it?"
"What?"
"The BMW?"
"Sean"
"The guy from the other night?"
"Yeah"
"You actually thought that you two could have made a go at it?"
"He seemed sincere about it and he chased me"
"Yeah and I bet that you've fucked him for the first time and he didn't have to pay"
I looked at Justin he was right...again...I'd slept with Sean and now he's turned on me. All he was after was my body. I've been paid for sex for nearly 5 years I always felt cheap but this one bit the bullet I'd never felt so cheap and dirty in my life.
"See Justin knows all. He got what he wanted and now he doesn't want it anymore"
"Why did he do it? He asked me to move in with him he meant it I know he did but he did this. Why?"
I screamed as I burst into tears Justin pulled me in close and I sobbed into his chest while he stroked my hair and consoled me.
If I cry anymore my eyes are going explode. They're all red blotchy and hot. My throat is hurting and my head is banging. But I can't help it every time I think about what he's said to me and what we did I get a thumping pain in my heart and I well up again. Justin put the drinks on the table and sat back down next to me.
"You feeling any better?"
I shook my head...
"Where's Thea?" I asked realising she wasn't on the dance floor anymore
"She's asleep"
A long silence passed and I stood up.
"Where are you going?"
"To see Thea"
I walked away and upstairs I got to the top of the stairs and looked down the corridor and I realised I didn't know where she was. I stood motionless and Justin took my hand.
"This way"
He guided me to the room. I walked in and sat next to Thea.
"See she's fine"
I pulled the cover up over Theas chest and walked over and sat on the couch. Justin sat next to me and put his arm around me. I burst into tears again and Justin pulled me into his chest. I was crying over one man but I was sat here thinking about how fine Justin smelt and how kind he was being and that maybe I'd made a mistake with Sean. I looked up at Justin and his big green eyes looked back at me I don't know whether it's because I'm feeling vulnerable or what but I felt myself moving closer towards him the next thing I know we're kissing. He swept me up in his arms and began kissing me passionately. All I wanted was a kiss but Justin started to take it to the next level I wanted to stop him but something wouldn't let me. He pulled me to the ground and took off my shirt. He started to kiss my stomach and soon pulled off my skirt and panties. The next thing he was thrusting inside me giving me the most arousing orgasm I'd experienced I was trying not to scream because of Thea but my emotions were getting the better of me and I started screaming getting louder with every thrust I kept looking over at Thea making sure she wasn't awake. After the most amazing orgasm I'd had my body tingled while Justin flowed inside me and I then continued to kiss my body. As he was suckling at my nipples someone knocked on the door and I jumped up and got dressed Justin wasn't getting dressed and I threw his clothes at him indicating for him to get dressed. They continued knocking on the door.
"I'm coming" I said hoping it would put them off long enough for us to get dressed.
I opened the door and it was Janet she was ready to go. Justin sat behind the door where Janet couldn't see him and I thought thank god I've got away with it. I got Thea in my arms and walked towards the door I looked at Justin as I walked passed him I was walking down the corridor when Justin walked out the door and called us. We turned around and he was stood there naked holding my jacket in front of his cock. I could feel Janet's eyes burning me.
"You were in such a rush to get dressed that you forgot your jacket"
I passed Thea onto Janet and I walked up to Justin and grabbed my jacket but he wasn't letting go and he was just staring at me with this snide, satisfied grin on his face as if he's...oh my God I've done it again...I gave him what he wanted. How stupid can I get? This guy was an ass and I let him control me when I was vulnerable. I could kick myself but instead I moved my hand and squeezed on his balls so damn hard that he dropped my jacket and fell to the floor with tears in his eyes. I walked back towards Janet who couldn't believe what I'd done. You don't stand up to Justin it's a street rule but I'm not pacing the streets anymore so it doesn't apply to me. I walked down the stairs Janet following behind carrying Thea we went outside and got in a taxi to head home...but where is home?
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