Chapter 5
Bella and Sirius
Another song this time Yeh. Buffy musical
Let me rest in peace
I died So many years But you can make me fell Like it isn't so Why you come to be with me I think I finally know
Mm-mm
You scared Ashamed of what you fell You can't tell the ones you love You know they couldn't deal Whisper in a dead mans ear It doesn't make it real
(That's great)
But I don't want to play Cos being with you touches me More than I can take And since I'm only dead to you I'm saying stay away
And let me rest in peace Let me rest in peace Let me get some sleep Let me take my love and bury my love in a whole six feet deep I can lay my body down But I ant find my sweet release So let me rest in peace
You know You got a willing slave And you just love to play that though that you mise misbehave And I'm telling until you do Stop visiting my grave And let me rest in peace
I know I should go But I follow you like a man possessed Therese a tartier hear beneath my chest And it hurts me Than you've ever guest If my heart could beat It would break my chest But I can see you're unimpressed So leave me be
And let me rest in peace Take my love and bury it a hole six feet deep Let me rest in peace So why wont you? Let me rest in peace----
(in honour of one of my best friends she LOVES Spike) **********
James rounded up everyone in the common room "Where having a party to Gryffindor first victory and also to the fact that it only took 5 minutes", James said smiling happily.
A cheer went out throw the common room "Go James", Sirius shouted over the top of them.
"Okay it up in the top of the tower in the deserted part, it going to be at 7 to hell knows to what but I think Sarah our Head girl has something to say though", James said as the Head Girl stood.
"Okay I have right to believe there's going to be acholic drinks there sorry but anyone under 5th grade isn't aloud any other wise I might have a lot of explaining to do, if I do recall there where 4 boys that had got drunk in year 3 and they where in a lot of trouble", she said looking at James then at the other marauders who all looked very intrigued with there shoes, "Other wise I see nothing wrong you'll just need silencing charms", Sarah smiled and sat down as another cheer went out.
"Have to agree with Sarah there I didn't enjoy all Sirius complaining did during detention", James said smiling at everyone this honestly one of the happiest days ever it couldn't get better or could it.
He hopped of the table which he had been standing on and went of to the Marauder and the Lily and her friends.
"Party, Yeh", said Sirius smiling happily "Drop of at the cellars and the kitchens?" he asked.
"Na, the house elves got everything ready this time they said they would rather be given clothes then let us set up the party", James said.
"So who's up for a game of Qiudditch like for fun", Bella suggested.
"Yeh", James said "More Qiudditch".
"I'm in", Draco said.
"Me too", said Remus
"Sorry guys cant", said Peter.
"Peter you party popper", said Sirius.
"Tutoring", he said as an explanation
"Is that all your doing with that Ravenclaw?" Sirius asked.
"YES", Peter said loudly.
"Sure, Sure, well you can count me in for a game of Qiudditch", Sirius said
"I'll play", Stacie said "Gin, Lil?" she asked.
"You bet", Ginny said.
"Well I see nothing better to do", Lily said finally.
"Okay let set up teams", James said.
"Bags a Captain", Sirius said.
"Okay who else want to be Captain?" James asked.
"James we all know you do", said Sirius.
"Can I?" James asked like a little kid asking for candy.
"See no harm", Draco said.
"Okay I want Draco as Seeker", said Sirius.
"Well I'm cool with that this is just for fun any way", said James, "Ginny you can be my seeker", James added.
"Okay I want to be beater still though. Lily you can be my chaser", Sirius said.
"Okay, Remus you can be my Keeper", James said.
"Stacie you can be my Keeper", said Sirius.
"Bella you can be my Beater and I'll play Chaser", James said as they all headed towards the pitch with the brooms they grabbed form the broom closet.
"Okay Sirius let the bluggers out", James said as he let go of the snitch.
"Done", Sirius said as Bluggers zoomed of he handed a beater to Bella and hopped on his broom.
"Lil you want to start with the qauffle?" James asked.
"Yep okay James", Lily said and with ease jumped on the broom and rose in to the air.
"Wait one more thing seekers can also play chaser other wise there's no one to pass to", James said and they started.
"Bye James", Lily said as she zoomed of, James stared for a second he had no idea that Lily knew how to play Qiudditch but he got over that when Lily scored a goal.
"Yeh", she called as she high-fived Ginny.
"All right", Sirius said flying around in circles happily.
"My Ball", James said as he stole the ball of Lily and headed towards Remus who was keeper.
Ginny flew right in front of him causing him to pull back making him drop the ball that Lily caught "Hey", James said.
"What you didn't tell us the rules", Ginny said as she went back to looking for the snitch.
They played the game for hours laughing at things it seemed that the snitch had disappeared, but just then Ginny caught sight of it she pulled in to a sudden dive that caught Draco's attention but he just stayed there watching her technic she was Potters reserve after all but normally she seemed to play Chaser though.
"Got it", yelled Ginny as a gold winged ball glittered in her hand.
"We Win, ha Sirius in you face", James said.
"Hey you said no compotation", Sirius protested.
"I know but it felt good saying it", James said as they all landed on the pitch.
"Well its 6:15 know", James said.
"Well I think I'm going to have a shower", said Lily and the girls agreed.
"Well see you", James said.
Lily left with Ginny, Stacie and Bella.
"Hey Draco how come you let Ginny catch the snitch", James whispered to Draco.
"You know James I have no sane idea", Draco said.
"I don't know why but I think you have a thing for her", James said.
"No I don't", said Draco.
"Do too", James said.
"Well you think that I can think that you have a thing for Lily", said Draco.
"NO WAY", James said loudly.
"What?" Sirius and Remus asked.
"James has a thing for Lily", said Draco.
"He does", Remus said happily.
"Well there go the pink fluffy shoes I was getting you for Christmas I don't think your girlfriend would approve", said Sirius sadly.
"I don't have a thing for Lily", said James, but even as he said he wasn't really that sure who was closer to the truth Sirius or himself.
"James and Lily sitting in a tree K-I-S-S-I-NG first comes love then marriage then a bay in a golden carriage, James ands Lil-", But Sirius didn't get to continue cause James interrupted him.
"Sirius", James said.
"Yes", he replied.
"One word RUN", James said and with that Sirius started running with James close on his tail why'll Draco and Remus stood there laughing at the to deranged men or most likely boys.
*************** Ginny looked at her reflection in the mirror she had a pair of dirty denim jeans on and a light black peasant blouse on with a V cut it looked really nice even thought it was really simple.
"Oh Gin, I don't know what to wear", Lily said looking at her closet.
"Let me see", Ginny said she as she looked at the closet, "Skirt or Jeans?" she asked Lily.
"Um, Jeans", Lily said in the end.
"Oh, I found it", Ginny said as she pulled out a pair of dark blue denim jeans and a sleeved shirt that was blue but it was designed so the sleeve where lighter so you could slightly see through it was gorgeous.
"Hey you know it's really funny I've never ever worn theses two together but they look really good", Lily said as she pulled it on.
Ginny smiled she looked prettier than her date with Brendan the Bum if that was possible.
"Okay I'll be back in a second I have to do something", Ginny ran down to the common room and saw Sirius waiting nervously.
"Gin great you're here", he said seeing her.
"Okay Bella's favourite flower is a pink rose", Ginny said.
"Okay and what do I say", he asked.
"You know how Draco told you those really sweet things yesterday", Ginny said.
"Yer", Sirius said.
"Well youse those when your further into conversation and use the flower for a flower it's cute but slightly cheesy but it cuter then cheesier", said Ginny.
"Okay thanks Gin", said Sirius said as he went back to the boy's dorm.
"Yer whatever", said Ginny as she went back up stairs.
"Lily you ready?" Ginny asked as she came back up.
"Yer", replied her friend.
"Okay let go and get Stacie and Bella", said Ginny.
Lily nodded.
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James sat up the top of Gryffindor tower on a stuffed chair thinking it was only 6:40 it would be a bit before people started arriving, he had baggy jeans on the sat on his hips with a shirt that said QIUCKSILVER (Okay I know this kind off clothes wouldn't be around then but I couldn't care less it just clothing) on it
"AHH", said screamed as they made there way up there stair opening the door.
"LILY EVANS LET ME IN", screamed the voice on the other side of the door.
"No way ginny", said Lily.
"OH COME ON ALL I'LL DO IS KILL YOU", yelled Ginny,
Lily waved her wand locking the door turning around to see somebody siting in a chair.
"Oh hey James didn't notice you where here", she said.
Well it's pretty hard not to notice you in that he said to himself "Well you made an entrance I must say", was all he could utter.
Lily smiled at him, "So did the house elves put in the sound system in?" she asked James.
"Yer do you want to hear it?" James asked.
"Yer okay", Lily said.
James got up and walked up to a stage where there where a whole bunch of microphones behind them there where giant CD player Lily noticed that the speakers were all over the room.
James put it on the music started, rock like music started playing:
Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart You all assume I'm safe her in my room
"UH I CAN CHANGE IT IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT", James screamed over the top of the music.
"ARE YOU KIDDING I LOVE LINKIN PARK", Lily said as the song continued.
Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the ones That battle always choose Cause inside I realize That I'm the on confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright
So I'm Breaking the habit Tonight
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than before
I had no options left again I don't want to be the ones That battle always choose Cause inside I realize That I'm the on confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright
So I'm Breaking the habit Breaking the habit Tonight
I'll paint it on the wall Cause I'm the one that falls I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright
So I'm Breaking the habit Breaking the habit Breaking the habit Tonight
(Linkin Park, Meteora, Breaking the habit)
"Good that is the best song ever", Lily said as James turned of the stereo. (I love Linkin Park)
"Yer it is, you know not a lot of girls like Linkin Park", James said (if you ask me that's rubbish all my friends like Linkin Park we'll most of them anyway)
"You just haven't talked to the right people James", Lily said sweetly
"Yer maybe I haven't", said James.
Lily raised an eyebrow at this but was pulled out off her thought when the door blew open.
"There it's finally open", said Ginny as Stacie and Bella followed her.
"Erh opps did we just interrupt something", Bella said with a grin.
"WHAT, NEVER", both James and Lily said at the same time causing each other to look at each other.
"We're just friends", Lily said.
"Oh, am I that much of a turn off", James said pretending to be hurt.
"To be honest you are", said Lily smiling at him.
"Well you to keep on talking why'll I put the stereo on" said Sirius and jumped towards the stereo.
After a why'll it was packed with people.
"Oh I want to dance", Sirius whined.
"So dance", Bella said,
"Yer but I want to dance with you", said Sirius again.
"Fine", Bella said raising an eyebrow.
"Yah", said Sirius as he grabbed Bella by the waist and took her onto the dance floor and just to Sirius luck a slow song started.
Ginny watched smiling, at it this was the first time she'd seen Sirius the slightest bit nervous he must really like Bella.
"You think he can do it", Draco asked form behind her.
"I think that he honestly can", Ginny replied.
"Yer, Gin I agree with you there", he said smiling at her.
They watched them to dance the song at the end Sirius bowed kissed Bella's hand and gave her a pink rose, causing her eyes to widen. Sirius turned and walked away disappearing in to a swarm leaving a very dazzled looking Bella, she was pulled out of her trance finally and made her way over to Ginny.
"Oh Gin this I horrible", she said tears rolling down her cheek.
"What Why?" Ginny asked her voice uncertain at the moment.
"Ginny, Sirius and I were going out last year and I fell in love with him after a why'll but only a few weeks latter he asked me if we could spend sometime apart, and come on I know this line he wanted to break up and to prove me right the next day I saw him charming some Ravenclaw, so then and there I promised never to fall in love again", Bella explained.
"So why cant you put that behind you, he's changed", Ginny said.
"Oh Ginny it's not easy, I spent all my time building a wall around my heart to keep me from feeling emotions more then a companionship towards him", Bella said feeling very distraught know.
"Oh, Bella give him one more chance", Ginny said.
"Ginny how can I he broke my heart once he could do it again", Bella said.
"Well just talk to him", Ginny begged "No harm in that", she said.
Bella nodded and walked of in the direction Sirius had gone in.
************* Sirius started at the top of his bed he knew he shouldn't be doing this he was in love with Bella and he new he had hurt her when they where younger, he had torn her heart apart just because he was scared of that fact that he might be in love, he didn't want to believe in it not after his parents had tried to but him under the Imperious Curse after he refused to join there rising Lord Voldermort, he had loved his parents and his brother who had all turned on him to join the Drack Side, he had run from Bella out of fear of that one emotion Love he knew he was scared of it he didn't want to love Bella no he didn't but she was just to perfect for him to ignore her strength the glow she had that he seemed to see when he looked at her, God Damn he though Bella never will even look at you twice after what you did to her.
"Sirius", said a voice from the door he turned to look at the figure there stood Bella who cares, Wait BELLA it.
"Bella", he said softly.
"How are you?" she asked slightly uneasy after all they were in a room the lights dim and full of beds (ok don't think anything vulgar it was just a romantic atmosphere).
"Okay", Sirius replied looking at her intently "you?" he asked her.
"Um I'm fine", she said.
"Bella", Sirius said softly getting up and walking towards her.
"Yes", she said looking at him.
"I'm sorry for everything I ever did to you I really am", his voice guilty for ever hurting her.
"It's the past Sirius" Bella said, it was what she had always told her self it's in the past it's over done, gone dealt with, no more.
"So everything and anything you felt for me I gone", Sirius said.
Bell took in a breath and looked Sirius in the eyes 'Yes Sirius it is", she said trying to also convince herself that It was true.
He nodded, "You'd better get back up to the party you might be missed", he said.
"What about you?" Bella asked.
"Not in the mood", Sirius said.
"Who gives I want one more dance then you can say 'your not in the mood' okay", Bella said.
Sirius nodded, one more dance with Bella was all he could ask for know.
The two headed back up stairs.
Ginny and Draco looked at each other it looked like things hadn't gone as hoped for looks like plan B.
Ginny grabbed Draco's arm and lead him up towards the stage.
"This song isn't written but either of us but hey I think I know a couple that should listen to this song so come on guys take to the dance floor", Ginny said.
She looked at Draco who looked at her they nodded and the music started.
Draco started "You've been searching the world to find true love, Looking in all the wrong places When all the time you've been blind to love ,But it as plain as the nose on your face" sang watching Sirius and Bella dance they looked perfect they moved in perfect harmony.
Ginny began to sing with him know "It's here it now open your (open your eyes) and see in, right here right know open your eyes to love", Sirius twirled Bella around as if almost in a trance watching her smile at him.
Draco stopped singing as Ginny started again "You've been down on yourself, Thinking some thing are wrong wondering why love had never found if only you look around you", she sang sweetly
"It here it now open your(open your eyes) and see in ,right her right know ,open your eyes to love", Draco sang softly looking at Ginny who was singing with him and then to the couple who seemed immune to there surroundings.
The bass picked up and Ginny looked at Draco who took her in one hand and twirled her "love has been right by your side, so close you couldn't see if love could speck it would shout to the sky and sky I'm her and I all ways be here", he said looking at her.
"It's here it now open your (open your eyes) and see me, right her right know open your eyes to love", Ginny said looking back at the two only moving figures on the stage ever one hade stoped to look at them know, everyone stared at the way Sirius Black and Arabella Figg where dancing not cause they looked stupid it was because the looked perfect. Draco and Ginny uttered the last 5 words to the song
"Open your heart to love", and with that a huge applause made its way through the tower.
Bella and Sirius both snapped out of there daze at the sound of all the commotion.
"Uh thanks for the dance Bella", Sirius said as he once again walked away from her
Bella shock her head took a deep breath and once again followed Sirius down the stairs to the boys dorms, "Sirius why do you keep running away form me", Bella said slightly annoyed.
"Why do you keep following me", said Sirius as he entered his dorm.
Bella walked in behind him grabbed him by the wrist and pushed him against the wall.
"What the hell is the matter with you Sirius Black?" Bella asked furiously.
"Do you really want to know", he said looking Bella in the eye.
"Yes I do", she said.
"I'll tell you", he said getting off the wall and pulling her closer turning around and pressing her against the wall, "my problem is you and the things that you put in the past", he said.
"What did I do?" Bella asked.
"That's it you did nothing it was all my fault", he said getting of her.
"Huh", Bella uttered looking at him.
"Bella I'm I love with you okay happy know go and rub it in my face that anything more you felt for me than friendship is in the past", he said looking her in the eye.
He looked at her expecting her to start laughing at him but what he got in reply wasn't what he expected.
"Then prove it", was all that Bella said.
Sirius looked at her and bought his lips down on to hers gently grazing them but when she didn't hit him he became more confident but he soon pulled away again when he got no response from it felt like kissing a statue Bella didn't move just stared at him, he turned around ready to walk away when he heard the four words that made him turn back.
"I love you Sirius", Bella whispered.
But that was enough for Sirius enough for him to press his lips against hers once more he kissed her this time with all the passion he had in him, Bella let out I sigh finally giving into her desire, her hands made there way to his hair running through it as she kissed Sirius with the yearning that had filled her for ages and knowing that he felt the same way towards her the she did towards him made it seem even better.
Bella and Sirius
Another song this time Yeh. Buffy musical
Let me rest in peace
I died So many years But you can make me fell Like it isn't so Why you come to be with me I think I finally know
Mm-mm
You scared Ashamed of what you fell You can't tell the ones you love You know they couldn't deal Whisper in a dead mans ear It doesn't make it real
(That's great)
But I don't want to play Cos being with you touches me More than I can take And since I'm only dead to you I'm saying stay away
And let me rest in peace Let me rest in peace Let me get some sleep Let me take my love and bury my love in a whole six feet deep I can lay my body down But I ant find my sweet release So let me rest in peace
You know You got a willing slave And you just love to play that though that you mise misbehave And I'm telling until you do Stop visiting my grave And let me rest in peace
I know I should go But I follow you like a man possessed Therese a tartier hear beneath my chest And it hurts me Than you've ever guest If my heart could beat It would break my chest But I can see you're unimpressed So leave me be
And let me rest in peace Take my love and bury it a hole six feet deep Let me rest in peace So why wont you? Let me rest in peace----
(in honour of one of my best friends she LOVES Spike) **********
James rounded up everyone in the common room "Where having a party to Gryffindor first victory and also to the fact that it only took 5 minutes", James said smiling happily.
A cheer went out throw the common room "Go James", Sirius shouted over the top of them.
"Okay it up in the top of the tower in the deserted part, it going to be at 7 to hell knows to what but I think Sarah our Head girl has something to say though", James said as the Head Girl stood.
"Okay I have right to believe there's going to be acholic drinks there sorry but anyone under 5th grade isn't aloud any other wise I might have a lot of explaining to do, if I do recall there where 4 boys that had got drunk in year 3 and they where in a lot of trouble", she said looking at James then at the other marauders who all looked very intrigued with there shoes, "Other wise I see nothing wrong you'll just need silencing charms", Sarah smiled and sat down as another cheer went out.
"Have to agree with Sarah there I didn't enjoy all Sirius complaining did during detention", James said smiling at everyone this honestly one of the happiest days ever it couldn't get better or could it.
He hopped of the table which he had been standing on and went of to the Marauder and the Lily and her friends.
"Party, Yeh", said Sirius smiling happily "Drop of at the cellars and the kitchens?" he asked.
"Na, the house elves got everything ready this time they said they would rather be given clothes then let us set up the party", James said.
"So who's up for a game of Qiudditch like for fun", Bella suggested.
"Yeh", James said "More Qiudditch".
"I'm in", Draco said.
"Me too", said Remus
"Sorry guys cant", said Peter.
"Peter you party popper", said Sirius.
"Tutoring", he said as an explanation
"Is that all your doing with that Ravenclaw?" Sirius asked.
"YES", Peter said loudly.
"Sure, Sure, well you can count me in for a game of Qiudditch", Sirius said
"I'll play", Stacie said "Gin, Lil?" she asked.
"You bet", Ginny said.
"Well I see nothing better to do", Lily said finally.
"Okay let set up teams", James said.
"Bags a Captain", Sirius said.
"Okay who else want to be Captain?" James asked.
"James we all know you do", said Sirius.
"Can I?" James asked like a little kid asking for candy.
"See no harm", Draco said.
"Okay I want Draco as Seeker", said Sirius.
"Well I'm cool with that this is just for fun any way", said James, "Ginny you can be my seeker", James added.
"Okay I want to be beater still though. Lily you can be my chaser", Sirius said.
"Okay, Remus you can be my Keeper", James said.
"Stacie you can be my Keeper", said Sirius.
"Bella you can be my Beater and I'll play Chaser", James said as they all headed towards the pitch with the brooms they grabbed form the broom closet.
"Okay Sirius let the bluggers out", James said as he let go of the snitch.
"Done", Sirius said as Bluggers zoomed of he handed a beater to Bella and hopped on his broom.
"Lil you want to start with the qauffle?" James asked.
"Yep okay James", Lily said and with ease jumped on the broom and rose in to the air.
"Wait one more thing seekers can also play chaser other wise there's no one to pass to", James said and they started.
"Bye James", Lily said as she zoomed of, James stared for a second he had no idea that Lily knew how to play Qiudditch but he got over that when Lily scored a goal.
"Yeh", she called as she high-fived Ginny.
"All right", Sirius said flying around in circles happily.
"My Ball", James said as he stole the ball of Lily and headed towards Remus who was keeper.
Ginny flew right in front of him causing him to pull back making him drop the ball that Lily caught "Hey", James said.
"What you didn't tell us the rules", Ginny said as she went back to looking for the snitch.
They played the game for hours laughing at things it seemed that the snitch had disappeared, but just then Ginny caught sight of it she pulled in to a sudden dive that caught Draco's attention but he just stayed there watching her technic she was Potters reserve after all but normally she seemed to play Chaser though.
"Got it", yelled Ginny as a gold winged ball glittered in her hand.
"We Win, ha Sirius in you face", James said.
"Hey you said no compotation", Sirius protested.
"I know but it felt good saying it", James said as they all landed on the pitch.
"Well its 6:15 know", James said.
"Well I think I'm going to have a shower", said Lily and the girls agreed.
"Well see you", James said.
Lily left with Ginny, Stacie and Bella.
"Hey Draco how come you let Ginny catch the snitch", James whispered to Draco.
"You know James I have no sane idea", Draco said.
"I don't know why but I think you have a thing for her", James said.
"No I don't", said Draco.
"Do too", James said.
"Well you think that I can think that you have a thing for Lily", said Draco.
"NO WAY", James said loudly.
"What?" Sirius and Remus asked.
"James has a thing for Lily", said Draco.
"He does", Remus said happily.
"Well there go the pink fluffy shoes I was getting you for Christmas I don't think your girlfriend would approve", said Sirius sadly.
"I don't have a thing for Lily", said James, but even as he said he wasn't really that sure who was closer to the truth Sirius or himself.
"James and Lily sitting in a tree K-I-S-S-I-NG first comes love then marriage then a bay in a golden carriage, James ands Lil-", But Sirius didn't get to continue cause James interrupted him.
"Sirius", James said.
"Yes", he replied.
"One word RUN", James said and with that Sirius started running with James close on his tail why'll Draco and Remus stood there laughing at the to deranged men or most likely boys.
*************** Ginny looked at her reflection in the mirror she had a pair of dirty denim jeans on and a light black peasant blouse on with a V cut it looked really nice even thought it was really simple.
"Oh Gin, I don't know what to wear", Lily said looking at her closet.
"Let me see", Ginny said she as she looked at the closet, "Skirt or Jeans?" she asked Lily.
"Um, Jeans", Lily said in the end.
"Oh, I found it", Ginny said as she pulled out a pair of dark blue denim jeans and a sleeved shirt that was blue but it was designed so the sleeve where lighter so you could slightly see through it was gorgeous.
"Hey you know it's really funny I've never ever worn theses two together but they look really good", Lily said as she pulled it on.
Ginny smiled she looked prettier than her date with Brendan the Bum if that was possible.
"Okay I'll be back in a second I have to do something", Ginny ran down to the common room and saw Sirius waiting nervously.
"Gin great you're here", he said seeing her.
"Okay Bella's favourite flower is a pink rose", Ginny said.
"Okay and what do I say", he asked.
"You know how Draco told you those really sweet things yesterday", Ginny said.
"Yer", Sirius said.
"Well youse those when your further into conversation and use the flower for a flower it's cute but slightly cheesy but it cuter then cheesier", said Ginny.
"Okay thanks Gin", said Sirius said as he went back to the boy's dorm.
"Yer whatever", said Ginny as she went back up stairs.
"Lily you ready?" Ginny asked as she came back up.
"Yer", replied her friend.
"Okay let go and get Stacie and Bella", said Ginny.
Lily nodded.
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James sat up the top of Gryffindor tower on a stuffed chair thinking it was only 6:40 it would be a bit before people started arriving, he had baggy jeans on the sat on his hips with a shirt that said QIUCKSILVER (Okay I know this kind off clothes wouldn't be around then but I couldn't care less it just clothing) on it
"AHH", said screamed as they made there way up there stair opening the door.
"LILY EVANS LET ME IN", screamed the voice on the other side of the door.
"No way ginny", said Lily.
"OH COME ON ALL I'LL DO IS KILL YOU", yelled Ginny,
Lily waved her wand locking the door turning around to see somebody siting in a chair.
"Oh hey James didn't notice you where here", she said.
Well it's pretty hard not to notice you in that he said to himself "Well you made an entrance I must say", was all he could utter.
Lily smiled at him, "So did the house elves put in the sound system in?" she asked James.
"Yer do you want to hear it?" James asked.
"Yer okay", Lily said.
James got up and walked up to a stage where there where a whole bunch of microphones behind them there where giant CD player Lily noticed that the speakers were all over the room.
James put it on the music started, rock like music started playing:
Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart You all assume I'm safe her in my room
"UH I CAN CHANGE IT IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT", James screamed over the top of the music.
"ARE YOU KIDDING I LOVE LINKIN PARK", Lily said as the song continued.
Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the ones That battle always choose Cause inside I realize That I'm the on confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright
So I'm Breaking the habit Tonight
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than before
I had no options left again I don't want to be the ones That battle always choose Cause inside I realize That I'm the on confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright
So I'm Breaking the habit Breaking the habit Tonight
I'll paint it on the wall Cause I'm the one that falls I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright
So I'm Breaking the habit Breaking the habit Breaking the habit Tonight
(Linkin Park, Meteora, Breaking the habit)
"Good that is the best song ever", Lily said as James turned of the stereo. (I love Linkin Park)
"Yer it is, you know not a lot of girls like Linkin Park", James said (if you ask me that's rubbish all my friends like Linkin Park we'll most of them anyway)
"You just haven't talked to the right people James", Lily said sweetly
"Yer maybe I haven't", said James.
Lily raised an eyebrow at this but was pulled out off her thought when the door blew open.
"There it's finally open", said Ginny as Stacie and Bella followed her.
"Erh opps did we just interrupt something", Bella said with a grin.
"WHAT, NEVER", both James and Lily said at the same time causing each other to look at each other.
"We're just friends", Lily said.
"Oh, am I that much of a turn off", James said pretending to be hurt.
"To be honest you are", said Lily smiling at him.
"Well you to keep on talking why'll I put the stereo on" said Sirius and jumped towards the stereo.
After a why'll it was packed with people.
"Oh I want to dance", Sirius whined.
"So dance", Bella said,
"Yer but I want to dance with you", said Sirius again.
"Fine", Bella said raising an eyebrow.
"Yah", said Sirius as he grabbed Bella by the waist and took her onto the dance floor and just to Sirius luck a slow song started.
Ginny watched smiling, at it this was the first time she'd seen Sirius the slightest bit nervous he must really like Bella.
"You think he can do it", Draco asked form behind her.
"I think that he honestly can", Ginny replied.
"Yer, Gin I agree with you there", he said smiling at her.
They watched them to dance the song at the end Sirius bowed kissed Bella's hand and gave her a pink rose, causing her eyes to widen. Sirius turned and walked away disappearing in to a swarm leaving a very dazzled looking Bella, she was pulled out of her trance finally and made her way over to Ginny.
"Oh Gin this I horrible", she said tears rolling down her cheek.
"What Why?" Ginny asked her voice uncertain at the moment.
"Ginny, Sirius and I were going out last year and I fell in love with him after a why'll but only a few weeks latter he asked me if we could spend sometime apart, and come on I know this line he wanted to break up and to prove me right the next day I saw him charming some Ravenclaw, so then and there I promised never to fall in love again", Bella explained.
"So why cant you put that behind you, he's changed", Ginny said.
"Oh Ginny it's not easy, I spent all my time building a wall around my heart to keep me from feeling emotions more then a companionship towards him", Bella said feeling very distraught know.
"Oh, Bella give him one more chance", Ginny said.
"Ginny how can I he broke my heart once he could do it again", Bella said.
"Well just talk to him", Ginny begged "No harm in that", she said.
Bella nodded and walked of in the direction Sirius had gone in.
************* Sirius started at the top of his bed he knew he shouldn't be doing this he was in love with Bella and he new he had hurt her when they where younger, he had torn her heart apart just because he was scared of that fact that he might be in love, he didn't want to believe in it not after his parents had tried to but him under the Imperious Curse after he refused to join there rising Lord Voldermort, he had loved his parents and his brother who had all turned on him to join the Drack Side, he had run from Bella out of fear of that one emotion Love he knew he was scared of it he didn't want to love Bella no he didn't but she was just to perfect for him to ignore her strength the glow she had that he seemed to see when he looked at her, God Damn he though Bella never will even look at you twice after what you did to her.
"Sirius", said a voice from the door he turned to look at the figure there stood Bella who cares, Wait BELLA it.
"Bella", he said softly.
"How are you?" she asked slightly uneasy after all they were in a room the lights dim and full of beds (ok don't think anything vulgar it was just a romantic atmosphere).
"Okay", Sirius replied looking at her intently "you?" he asked her.
"Um I'm fine", she said.
"Bella", Sirius said softly getting up and walking towards her.
"Yes", she said looking at him.
"I'm sorry for everything I ever did to you I really am", his voice guilty for ever hurting her.
"It's the past Sirius" Bella said, it was what she had always told her self it's in the past it's over done, gone dealt with, no more.
"So everything and anything you felt for me I gone", Sirius said.
Bell took in a breath and looked Sirius in the eyes 'Yes Sirius it is", she said trying to also convince herself that It was true.
He nodded, "You'd better get back up to the party you might be missed", he said.
"What about you?" Bella asked.
"Not in the mood", Sirius said.
"Who gives I want one more dance then you can say 'your not in the mood' okay", Bella said.
Sirius nodded, one more dance with Bella was all he could ask for know.
The two headed back up stairs.
Ginny and Draco looked at each other it looked like things hadn't gone as hoped for looks like plan B.
Ginny grabbed Draco's arm and lead him up towards the stage.
"This song isn't written but either of us but hey I think I know a couple that should listen to this song so come on guys take to the dance floor", Ginny said.
She looked at Draco who looked at her they nodded and the music started.
Draco started "You've been searching the world to find true love, Looking in all the wrong places When all the time you've been blind to love ,But it as plain as the nose on your face" sang watching Sirius and Bella dance they looked perfect they moved in perfect harmony.
Ginny began to sing with him know "It's here it now open your (open your eyes) and see in, right here right know open your eyes to love", Sirius twirled Bella around as if almost in a trance watching her smile at him.
Draco stopped singing as Ginny started again "You've been down on yourself, Thinking some thing are wrong wondering why love had never found if only you look around you", she sang sweetly
"It here it now open your(open your eyes) and see in ,right her right know ,open your eyes to love", Draco sang softly looking at Ginny who was singing with him and then to the couple who seemed immune to there surroundings.
The bass picked up and Ginny looked at Draco who took her in one hand and twirled her "love has been right by your side, so close you couldn't see if love could speck it would shout to the sky and sky I'm her and I all ways be here", he said looking at her.
"It's here it now open your (open your eyes) and see me, right her right know open your eyes to love", Ginny said looking back at the two only moving figures on the stage ever one hade stoped to look at them know, everyone stared at the way Sirius Black and Arabella Figg where dancing not cause they looked stupid it was because the looked perfect. Draco and Ginny uttered the last 5 words to the song
"Open your heart to love", and with that a huge applause made its way through the tower.
Bella and Sirius both snapped out of there daze at the sound of all the commotion.
"Uh thanks for the dance Bella", Sirius said as he once again walked away from her
Bella shock her head took a deep breath and once again followed Sirius down the stairs to the boys dorms, "Sirius why do you keep running away form me", Bella said slightly annoyed.
"Why do you keep following me", said Sirius as he entered his dorm.
Bella walked in behind him grabbed him by the wrist and pushed him against the wall.
"What the hell is the matter with you Sirius Black?" Bella asked furiously.
"Do you really want to know", he said looking Bella in the eye.
"Yes I do", she said.
"I'll tell you", he said getting off the wall and pulling her closer turning around and pressing her against the wall, "my problem is you and the things that you put in the past", he said.
"What did I do?" Bella asked.
"That's it you did nothing it was all my fault", he said getting of her.
"Huh", Bella uttered looking at him.
"Bella I'm I love with you okay happy know go and rub it in my face that anything more you felt for me than friendship is in the past", he said looking her in the eye.
He looked at her expecting her to start laughing at him but what he got in reply wasn't what he expected.
"Then prove it", was all that Bella said.
Sirius looked at her and bought his lips down on to hers gently grazing them but when she didn't hit him he became more confident but he soon pulled away again when he got no response from it felt like kissing a statue Bella didn't move just stared at him, he turned around ready to walk away when he heard the four words that made him turn back.
"I love you Sirius", Bella whispered.
But that was enough for Sirius enough for him to press his lips against hers once more he kissed her this time with all the passion he had in him, Bella let out I sigh finally giving into her desire, her hands made there way to his hair running through it as she kissed Sirius with the yearning that had filled her for ages and knowing that he felt the same way towards her the she did towards him made it seem even better.