I'm really sorry about all the OOCness. I always have this problem when I try to write stories. It should only me Michael and maybe Mia that are different from the books. So sorry about that!

Nothing much happens in this chapter so don't yell at me if you don't like it. I may just cry.

Sunday, December 6, 11p.m.

Wow. Just wow.

After the talk me and Michael had I really wasn't expecting to have any more surprises to day. I guess I was wrong.

I'd just got back from the Moscovitz's when the phone when. I don't know what I was expecting but I'm telling you I wasn't was I got.

Before that phone call I felt like the worse girlfriend. I mean not only do I not like my boyfriend but I tell the guy I do like all about it.

Now I feel even worse. Because Kenny doesn't just like me. Oh no. He loves me.

But that's not the worse part. No, the worse part is in response I said "Oh, that's nice. See ya!" And hung up.

Oh, that's nice. See ya!? Am I completely insane?!

I must be. I must be off my rocket.

I should have said "I'm really flattered but I don't feel the same way. I'm sorry Kenny, I think it would be best if we broke up". That's what I should have said. Then I wouldn't have a boyfriend to feel guilty about. I'd have an ex-boyfriend to feel guilty about.

Monday, December 7, Homeroom

Lilly really dose my head in some times.

She thinks I'm wrong and Kenny right about the love thing. Don't even ask me how Lilly knows in the first place. Kenny must have told Boris who must have told Lilly.

I'm surprised Lilly isn't mad at Kenny and Boris talking about us behind our backs. Then again I guess she can't be mad at them when she's so mad at me.

She just keeps going on about how I don't know what I want or something. In fact these are her exact words: "Since you and Kenny started going out all you've done is complain! I don't know what's wrong with you. Before all I ever heard was you complaining about how you didn't have a boyfriend and now you've got one all you ever do is moan about him! Make up your mind!"

I guess I can see Lilly's point. I mean from her point of view it would seem I don't know what I want. But the truth is I know exactly what I want. It's just what I want doesn't seem to want me. But I can't tell Lilly I want someone else because then she'd want to know who I totally can't tell her I'm in love with Michael. She'd kill me. Then she would tell Michael. Who would dig up my remains and burn them.

Any way as it turns out not only has Kenny and Boris been talking about my lack of "I love you"'s but also my lack of tongue action. Or any lip action for that matter.

The cheek! To talk about my mouth like that! I don't know how Lilly can stand it.

But then again Lilly thinks I should tell Kenny I love him.

Monday, World Civ.

Tina knows. She knows all to much.

She knows everything Michael knows and more. Because she knows I like/love Michael.

She guessed. Tina guessed. If Tina can guess how long is it going to be before the world knows?

Tina says I should dump Kenny. But for a different reason than why Michael thinks I should dump him. She thinks I should dump him to free my self up for Michael.

When I mentioned being single wouldn't make a difference as Michael already had a girlfriend she just wrinkled up her nose and said it was nothing more than puppy love.

Don't ask me how Tina can tell the difference between real love and puppy love but apparently she can.

Any way, Tina read a book where this sort of thing happened so she's going to think up a plan to get me my guy! Or rather get me Emma's guy...

Monday, G&T

I think Kenny knows. About me liking Michael I mean. It's not my fault though! I tripped! I swear to God I tripped!

What happened was me and Michael were talking by the salad bar about something or other (to be honest I was paying more attention to Michael's lips to what was coming out of them) when me being the clumsy fool I am slipped and Michael being the wonderful gentleman that he his put his arms out to save me. Innocent enough except out mouths were inches away and I really really really wanted to kiss Michael. His lips looked so soft and everything...

And that's when Kenny walked past.

Michael quickly put me back on my feet and we both waved at Kenny who just kept on walking as if he hadn't seen us. But he had. That or he read my mind.

Which wouldn't be such a bad thing. Because then he would know I don't like him in that way so he would dump me before I could dump him. But I can't dump him. He loves me. You don't dump someone that loves you. You also don't string them along under the impression you like them in the same way but that's besides the point.

Still Monday, French

Lilly want's a walkout because Mrs. Spears didn't like her term paper idea and asked her to do a new one. I can understand Lilly being angry (it was a very good idea) however I can't just walk out. Not because I'm scared I'll get in trouble (which by the way, I am) but because she want's to so it during Algebra. I can't walk out of that class because of two justified reasons: (1) I'm failing that class so I need all the time I can get to study and (2) because it's my Stepdad's lesson. I can't walk out on poor Mr. Gianini!!

Great. My life just keeps getting better and better.

Next Kenny will be announcing he wants to create babies with me.

Laynie: Ta very much!!

Alcie: You don't have to apologize for not liking it. I really don't mind. Although I do prefer it when people like my fics!

Cahkoh: I'm glad you liked it. Even if the first chapter was completely ripped off.

Robtaymattlouned: I'm really sorry about the OOCness. Forgive me?

Any way, this was just a filler so don't be mean if you review. Mean reviews make me cry. Do you really want to make me cry? Well do you!?