One step closer

AN: This is my second story. The first is at ff.net but I dont like it really and as always, all characters you read are not mine, the belong to famous JKR. The song is from Linkin Park the title is the same of my story.

Hope you like it and dont forget to read and review.

Everyday I see you and I cant bear it anymore. You ignore me or you insult me. You say that Im an insufferable Know-It-All.

I cannot take this anymore

Im saying  everything I said before

All these words they make no sense

I find bliss in ignorance

Less I hear the less youll say

But youll find that out anyway

I asked you why you do this to me. Not so long ago you said that its just a protection. That you want to protect me from the Dark Lord, but now I think that you do it for fun. The Dark Lord has been defeated and you said that from now on everything will be better and that we no longer have to hide. But we still do.

Just like before…

I wanted to make our companionship official. I wanted to tell the whole world. But you said, wait just a little bit longer. Wait until Winter break. Then we have time to think and talk about it and make it public.

Now its spring and we are still hiding from the people. You still call ma an insufferable Know-It-All, although you promised me that youll stop it.

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And Im about to break I need a little room to breathe

Cause Im one step loser to the edge

And Im about to break

I cannot take it anymore. I must know what you think of our friendship. If it still means the same to you. When we are together it feels like heaven and you treat me the way I always wanted you to treat me. But in class or when we meet by chance you are the insufferable greasy  git and insult my about my hair or my teeth. Which you called the most beautiful thing in the world only some hours ago.

I find the answers arent so clear

Wish I could find a way to disappear

All these thoughts they make no sense

I find bliss in Ignorance

Nothing seems to go away

Over and over again

No you are standing in front of me, and Im asking you why you do this to me. Why do you still insult me? Why you act different in front of other people? If you still love me.

You stand before me, quiet, not saying a word. It seems you are proud of what you made of me, but not in the academical way but in the personal. You stand there with crossed arms and look at me, how I stand in front of you, tears streaming down my face.

Then you begin to talk. How it was just that I was there at the right time and that I needed the extra lesson.

Thats when I break.

Shut up when Im talking to you

I scream at you, how you were able to do something this cruel. And why you didnt stop it when you knew that I was falling in love with you.

You laugh at me and my pathetic try to get sense out of everything and you say, that it was just for fun. For fun that only you had.

I left your rooms, tears staining my face and I run until my feet wont carry me anymore. I scream and cry, but all this wont make my heart whole again and you broke me for every partnership that I could have had in the future, for I wont trust anybody again.