WARNING character death

Sam's POV

I've been driving for about half an hour, not really sure where I'm going, just knowing that I have to get away from here.

I don't even hear the car, I only feel the impact as it hits into the front of the car, feel the pain as the car crumples, and I only barely feel the second car hit into the drivers door before darkness consumes me.

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Jack's POV

I've decided to head towards Sam?s house, I know Janet said she wasn't there, but it might give me some clues as to where she is.

Turning down a street I see the ambulance and police cars, and am about to drive on when I spot Sam's car in the middle, almost completely crushed by the two other cars involved in the crash.

I get out of the car, and walk slowly towards her car, not paying any attention to anyone, until a policeman's hand on my arm causes me to wake out of my trance.

"That car, I know the driver, how is she?" I ask, praying that she is not badly hurt.

"I'm sorry," he says, shaking his head and it's then that it hits me, she's dead. Sam's dead. Not only that I killed her. If I hadn't been so stupid, if I'd managed to control myself then there would have been no Emma, Sam would still be alive, and I wouldn't feel that am e as I did after Charlie's death. Only I don't feel the same, I don't have that urge to try and kill myself, I feel peaceful. And then it hits me, Sam wasn't here to be my lover, she was here to save me. Ok so it was Daniel who stopped me killing myself, but it was Sam that brought meaning back into my life, showed me that even if I can't have the happy life I want, I have to keep on fighting, so that other people still have the chance of a perfect life.

I look up to the sky, and it starts raining, and I smile, she's still here, watching over me, and I know that we will be together one day, just not in this life.