Feelings of a Titan part two - an apprentices view
Chapter 5 - I have no regrets.
"Noooooooooooo!!" Terra collapsed on the floor in distress. "What's wrong apprentice?" Slade scoffed 'He was my friend I killed him' A clattering from behind the two made Terra raise her tear stained face. 'I'm sorry' the Teen Titans had entered the chaos that was formerly a shop. "what have you done?" Cyborg tried to suppress his shock but failed. "why don't you see for yourself? I'll just be going now, apprentice?" Slade's voice held laughter and mocking that was directed at the Teen Titans and at Terra. "yes Slade." Terra agreed. She brought a slab of the floor up below herself and Slade 'i'm really sorry' she raised the slab and flew over the Titan's, causing them to duck so that her and Slade could leave the shop without another fight. The tears still fell from Terra's eyes as she guided the rock home.
'I wish I hadn't done it... but I can't turn back time I must embrace the future, but how can I...' Terra lay her bed looking at the cave like ceiling of her room. Her eyes were red and puffy and her mouth was twisted in depression. "apprentice, come." Slade used Terra's earpiece to communicate with her. 'could you call me Terra for once instead of apprentice all the time or is that too much to ask for?' she swung her legs over the side of her bed and slouched out her room to see Slade.
"yes Slade?" Terra spoke to feet not daring to look Slade in the eyes. Terra heard Slade's metallic footsteps approaching. When he reached her he placed his thumb and forefinger gently onto Terra's lower jaw. "look at me." He commanded tilting her head upwards. Terra resisted slightly but gave in. 'I don't want to look at you, I've all ready looked at you and you make me sick.' She closed her eyes as Slade neared them into contact with his own. "open your eyes." His cold commanding voice made her obey timidly. She opened her sapphire and looked into his masked ones. 'get on with it.' "what happened?" Slade gave away no emotions in his voice or in his body, as far as Terra could tell. 'oh great here comes the interrogation. My feelings got in the way.' "nothing:-" "don't lie to me!" Slade cut Terra off mid explanation "old feelings got in the way." She admitted. 'I hate the way he treats me.' "it won't happen again, will it?" Slade half ordered half asked. 'I don't know! Do you?' "no Slade. It won't happen again." "there's a good girl. You're dismissed." Slade mocked.# 'he always mocks. He always disrespects. I hate him, but he helps me with my powers. Robin...He made me...i hope he isn't dead. I have to forget the past. I have to forget my friendship. They aren't my friends anymore. I have no friens. My emotions mean nothing. I have no regrets about the path i have chosen...or do i? I can't have doubts. I have no regrets about what i have done. I never had a friendship with them, they never liked me, i never liked them. They used me for my powers. They didn't respect me, they didn't hold me in high regard.' Terra reeled off everything she felt for Slade and how he felt about her. It had nothing to do with the Teen Titans. She had a friendship with them that Slade couldn't break. No-one could break their friendship, except her. The deception was for herself, a mask that she could wear to convince herself that the Titan's were the ones that hated her not Slade, to show her "new" self. To show a lie.
Well I hope you like it please review and tell me what you would like to happen next. (don't worry bout Robin he's fine as you will find out in my other chapters!.)
Chapter 5 - I have no regrets.
"Noooooooooooo!!" Terra collapsed on the floor in distress. "What's wrong apprentice?" Slade scoffed 'He was my friend I killed him' A clattering from behind the two made Terra raise her tear stained face. 'I'm sorry' the Teen Titans had entered the chaos that was formerly a shop. "what have you done?" Cyborg tried to suppress his shock but failed. "why don't you see for yourself? I'll just be going now, apprentice?" Slade's voice held laughter and mocking that was directed at the Teen Titans and at Terra. "yes Slade." Terra agreed. She brought a slab of the floor up below herself and Slade 'i'm really sorry' she raised the slab and flew over the Titan's, causing them to duck so that her and Slade could leave the shop without another fight. The tears still fell from Terra's eyes as she guided the rock home.
'I wish I hadn't done it... but I can't turn back time I must embrace the future, but how can I...' Terra lay her bed looking at the cave like ceiling of her room. Her eyes were red and puffy and her mouth was twisted in depression. "apprentice, come." Slade used Terra's earpiece to communicate with her. 'could you call me Terra for once instead of apprentice all the time or is that too much to ask for?' she swung her legs over the side of her bed and slouched out her room to see Slade.
"yes Slade?" Terra spoke to feet not daring to look Slade in the eyes. Terra heard Slade's metallic footsteps approaching. When he reached her he placed his thumb and forefinger gently onto Terra's lower jaw. "look at me." He commanded tilting her head upwards. Terra resisted slightly but gave in. 'I don't want to look at you, I've all ready looked at you and you make me sick.' She closed her eyes as Slade neared them into contact with his own. "open your eyes." His cold commanding voice made her obey timidly. She opened her sapphire and looked into his masked ones. 'get on with it.' "what happened?" Slade gave away no emotions in his voice or in his body, as far as Terra could tell. 'oh great here comes the interrogation. My feelings got in the way.' "nothing:-" "don't lie to me!" Slade cut Terra off mid explanation "old feelings got in the way." She admitted. 'I hate the way he treats me.' "it won't happen again, will it?" Slade half ordered half asked. 'I don't know! Do you?' "no Slade. It won't happen again." "there's a good girl. You're dismissed." Slade mocked.# 'he always mocks. He always disrespects. I hate him, but he helps me with my powers. Robin...He made me...i hope he isn't dead. I have to forget the past. I have to forget my friendship. They aren't my friends anymore. I have no friens. My emotions mean nothing. I have no regrets about the path i have chosen...or do i? I can't have doubts. I have no regrets about what i have done. I never had a friendship with them, they never liked me, i never liked them. They used me for my powers. They didn't respect me, they didn't hold me in high regard.' Terra reeled off everything she felt for Slade and how he felt about her. It had nothing to do with the Teen Titans. She had a friendship with them that Slade couldn't break. No-one could break their friendship, except her. The deception was for herself, a mask that she could wear to convince herself that the Titan's were the ones that hated her not Slade, to show her "new" self. To show a lie.
Well I hope you like it please review and tell me what you would like to happen next. (don't worry bout Robin he's fine as you will find out in my other chapters!.)