Drifting Desires

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lostdreams: Okay..sorry about the delay. I had about five pages done and didn't like what I wrote so I started over again and suddenly the juices were just flowing. I hope you all enjoy! Tell me what you think!

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Chapter 5

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A dull throb in the back of Kagome's head slowly pulled the girl from slumber. Groaning softly, Kagome could feel the sun on her face, warming her skin, but she refused to open her eyes to it. Willing herself to fall asleep again Kagome pushed the pain out of her mind. On the brink of reverie, Kagome was awakened sharply by the sound of footsteps in her room. Snapping up the dull throb in her head exploded in fresh wave of intense pain. Crying out Kagome fell back against the bed, dark spots blinding her vision.

"You shouldn't move miss. Mushin said you hit your head pretty hard." A feminine voice Kagome didn't recognize was hovering over her. She could feel cool hands on her face and a cold cloth draped over her forehead. Squeezing her eyes shut tight, Kagome slowly opened them, the spots fading in to scenery. There was a girl with short black hair standing over her. She had a pleasant face and bright eyes.

"Where am I?" Kagome managed faintly. The pain in her head was dulling again, but it was still intense. The girl looked a bit apprehensive.

"I don't know if I'm the one you're to be talking to. I'm not well informed on what happened.." the girl said slowly. "Let me go get the Captain, he told me to inform him when you were awake." The girl left the room quietly, and it wasn't until after she was gone did Kagome realize what she had said. Believing she was on Naraku's ship, Kagome panicked. Ignoring the pain, Kagome dragged herself out of the bed. The only thought running through her head was to stay away from Naraku. The longer she stayed free, the better her chances were of finding Kikyo. Tottering precariously around the room, Kagome tried to get her bearings. She wasn't halfway across the floor when the door opened and three people entered the room.

"What the hell are you doing wench?" a gruff voice asked, as someone reached forth to steady her. Kagome's vision was blurry and out of focus. The only feature she could recognize on the man was his long black hair, just like Naraku's.

"No!" she yelled whipping out of his reach. Unfortunately her already unstable balance tried to send her crashing to the floor. Strong arms caught her and picked her up. Kagome was unable to fight against the embrace, it felt so gentle and safe that she couldn't bring herself to struggle. Blinking furiously Kagome strained to get her vision clear. Slowly intense violet eyes met hers offering what little comfort they could hold. Kagome blinked again believing she was dreaming, that such eyes surely couldn't exist any where in the living world. They weren't Naraku's that was for sure. Kagome would never forget the black voids that stared at her hungrily from beneath his tangled and dirty hair. No, these eyes held a warmth, a comfort all of their own.

"Mushin said you're not supposed to get up until it doesn't hurt anymore," the same voice told her a little more gently this time. Kagome could only nod as the dizziness began fading from her mind. Softly the man lay Kagome back down on the bed. She was surprised at how kind the people were being. They were treating her more like a guest than a captive.

"What's going on?" she asked weakly, once she was back in bed. Another woman, this one with long black hair had replaced the cool cloth on her forehead. Kagome studied the other woman's face. She didn't seem much older than herself, but just her expressions and movements exemplified her maturity. The third person in the room was another young man. This one had short black hair pulled into a small ponytail on the nape of his neck. His large blue eyes offered condolences to her situation, but he said nothing. Bringing her gaze back to the first man, she got a better look at his entire person, not just the eyes. If she wouldn't have been in so much pain, Kagome would have jumped him. He was godly. His face was chiseled and rugged. The white shirt he wore only covered about half of his chest, leaving the rest of his smooth tanned skin to be viewed by the world. Kagome sure as hell wasn't complaining.

"You're aboard the 'Youkai'. Your ship was attacked by a pirate named Naraku. From what we know he supposedly kidnapped your sister and left you and the little kid to perish. There were no other survivors." The violet- eyed man told her bluntly. Kagome closed her eyes as memories began to wash over her. She remembered the pirates, the bodies, falling..she had no questions about that..

"Inuyasha!" the raven-haired girl scolded. "You could be a little more sympathetic!" The young man gave a soft grunt of understanding, but said nothing more.

"My name's Sango. That's Inuyasha, and that's Miroku," Sango told her.

"I'm Kagome."

"We know. You're little friend Shippo informed us on most of the situation," Miroku spoke up, coming a little closer. Kagome frowned for just a moment, before she smiled happily.

"Shippo's okay? He made it?" she asked excitedly. She had lost track of the child after the pirates had taken her and Kikyo.

"He's the one who saved your life," Sango said quietly, earning a cough from Inuyasha. Sango only rolled her eyes. "Well, he saved you the first time at any rate.." she corrected herself. Kagome only nodded, still a little confused.

"So where is Naraku?" she asked quietly. The room got strangely silent after her question.

"We were hoping you could tell us.." Miroku said finally. "See Shippo left a lot of unanswered questions after his explanation." Kagome nodded and sat back up slowly. The pain in her head had dulled to a sharp throb, but nothing she couldn't deal with.

"I'm sorry, I don't know how much help I'll be.." Kagome said softly, leaning against the headboard.

"Why was Naraku after you?" Inuyasha asked stumping Kagome with the first question. Closing her eye again, Kagome allowed the memories to come back. Yes..it did seem Naraku was far more interested in her and Kikyo than in anything else aboard the ship, and he had already know who they were come to think of it.

"I don't know," she said finally. "The only reason I can think of is because of who my father is.." she added, frowning a little. Inuyasha, Sango and Miroku all shook their heads.

"Ransom isn't his style. He gets enough loot off plundering and has a lot more fun in the process," Inuyasha said sardonically. "No, you two either have something he wants, know about something he wants or are the keys to something he wants. Something he can't get otherwise." Kagome eyes widened.

"I don't know of anything like that.." she said slowly.

"Maybe Naraku was just getting lonely..I mean the girls are very lovely.."

*Whap*

Inuyasha held his head in his hands as Sango sweat dropped and Miroku nursed the large handprint on his face. Kagome only stared at all three of them wide eyed.

"So Naraku does have Kikyo?" Kagome asked after she had recovered from the rather comical moment.

"We're assuming. She was alive when you fell overboard right?" Sango questioned. Kagome nodded, the thought of her sister in the hands of that demon was almost too much to bear.

"Yea..she..she was trying to help me.." Kagome said softly remembering her last few moments on the 'Hime'. Lapsing into silence Kagome succumbed to the horrifying events of the past forty-eight hours. A single tear slid down her cheek, though she tried hard to pretend it wasn't there. Sango noticed immediately and embraced the younger girl. The little bit of understanding set Kagome off. Not bothering to check the tears, Kagome sobbed freely in Sango's arms. Feeling more than a little uncomfortable, Inuyasha and Miroku made a quiet exit, both lost deep in thought. Wandering back on deck Inuyasha took to the helm, an unreadable expression on his face. Miroku stayed by the railing. He wanted to know what they were going to do with Kagome and he knew that the same thought was plaguing Inuyasha.

"Inuyasha?" Miroku finally broke the silence, bringing up the topic that both of them had been avoiding.

"What?"

"Any ideas as to what we're going to do now that we have her?" Miroku's question was very loaded. They had two options. One: Take Kagome back to her father and then try and find Naraku or Two: Bring Kagome with them, save time, and let her help them find the bastard. Inuyasha had been thinking heavily on both and was greatly favoring the latter.

"Who?" he asked. He was playing dumb and knew Miroku knew it.

"Kagome," Miroku answered not calling him on being stupid.

"Heh, the wench is coming with us. I'm not turning this ship around.."

"But.."

"No buts. We've come to far and we're too close to Naraku as it is. She's staying and we're going," Inuyasha said decisively, dropping back down to deck. Miroku looked as though he wanted to say something more, but thought better of it. "Now tell me the next set of coordinates. I want to catch up to that pirate as soon as we can." Miroku sighed, but nodded and headed downstairs running straight into Sango.

"How is she?" Miroku asked quietly, noting that Sango was alone.

"She's a wreck, but that's no surprise. She's stopped crying, but she's not quite calm yet. The poor thing has been through so much in the past few days.."

"But the boy seems adjusted well.." Miroku interrupted. Indeed, now that he knew Kagome was okay, Shippo had become quite the little sailor. He was always bouncy, cheerful and energetic, playing games with Kohaku and helping Nazuna around the kitchen.

"He hasn't lived as sheltered of a life as this girl," Sango pointed out.

"True.."

"Did you ask Inuyasha about taking her home?"

"Yea," Miroku answered, shifting his feet uncomfortably.

"And?" Sango prompted already knowing the answer was no.

"It's a no go. He doesn't want to back track and I assume he believes she'll help us find Naraku.."

"She's not going to be able to face that monster again! What the hell is he thinking?" Sango exploded, very much put out by Inuyasha's lack of concern no matter how typical it was.

"Whoa, don't yell at me..I'm on your side. I just think we should talk to him again, both of us this time. Then maybe we'll be able to crack his tough skull." Sango nodded, and the two discussed the best way to reach their stubborn friend.

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Kagome sat in a daze, completely oblivious to the time that had past. She was being childish and she knew it, but as of now she didn't want to grow up. She wanted to be taken care of, wanted someone to tell her what to do now. But there was no one. Kagome had never realized how much Kikyo actually did for her when they were together. She had always been to busy being irritated by her sister's perfection to notice. To think that Kikyo was stuck being gods knows what to those pirates killed Kagome inside. It hurt to think about. Without realizing what she was doing, Kagome was slowly turning her pain in to anger, and anger into determination. Wiping the last of the tears from her eyes, Kagome stood determinedly. Striding confidently out of the cabin, Kagome ignored the throb in her head as she went off to find Inuyasha. He was the captain and it would be his decision is she were allowed to help or not. Emerging on deck a cool salty breeze met Kagome's senses. Breathing in deeply, the scent only strengthened her resolve. Looking around, Kagome heard voices coming from the bridge above her.

"We have to take her home Inuyasha." Kagome recognized Sango's soft voice. "She's not made for this type of journey, nor will her father be very appreciative of her current situation."

"She's not going home! We aren't turning around now. She knows what Naraku and the 'Onigumo' look like! We need her!" This voice could only be Inuyasha. It was rougher, but held a definite gentleness to it regardless how hard it was to pick out.

"I'm afraid I have to agree with Sango on this one Inuyasha. The girl is just not capable of handling this. She's been through enough. Please let's take her home." The last voice was clearly Miroku's as it had a sort of soothing intonation. Realizing what they were discussing Kagome, without a prior thought, jumped into the conversation.

"No." Sango, Inuyasha and Miroku all turned in surprise at the new voice of the argument. Kagome stood steadily before them, her face set in determination. Shocked into silence by her sudden intrusion, the three could only gape at the young girl. Taking the opportunity of silence, Kagome spoke up again, more confident of her cause. "I will not return home without my sister. I demand that we go after Naraku immediately while he is still relatively close." Snapping out of their stupor, Inuyasha dawned a triumphant smirk, while Miroku and Sango could only marvel at the girl's resolve.

"As the lady wishes," Inuyasha said with a flamboyant bow, looking very smug indeed. Miroku glared at him, while Sango tried to talk to Kagome.

"We didn't say we wouldn't go after your sister, but we think it's best if we take you back to your father where you'll be safe rather than take you with us."

"I'll be just fine. I won't allow Naraku to go on after the crimes he's committed and I refuse to be left out!" she said decisively. Inuyasha raised an eyebrow impressively. The girl had more guts than he would have wagered. Miroku and Sango however didn't look convinced.

"Listen my lady.." Miroku started, but Kagome cut him off.

"No. Did you know that while Kikyo and I were hiding in the cabins, the crew was up being slaughtered trying to protect us? We did nothing to help and everyone perished. Well I'm not going to stand by and let someone else take the fall again. Naraku came after Kikyo and I, you three don't have to get involved. It is my fight." Kagome's admittance and speech shut Sango and Miroku up for good. There would be no changing her mind and that was it. Inuyasha however looked a little proud of Kagome's strong will.

"You're courage is commendable, but as far as this being 'your fight' you are sadly mistaken. All three of us have our reasons to get at that bastard," Inuyasha said seriously. Kagome frowned in confusion, but Sango and Miroku both nodded.

"Naraku has hurt a lot of people in his day..you're not alone," Sango said placing a hand on Kagome's shoulder.

"I'm sorry..I didn't realize.." Kagome started, rather embarrassed that she had caused a scene.

"Don't worry about it. Now since you're going to stay I'm going to lay a few rules. No one is going to wait on you. You'll have to dress yourself and everything. Secondly I'll expect you to help around. There are no hands too good to work on this ship. Got it?" Inuyasha said this all very roughly without even looking at the girl. Kagome on the other hand could only gawk in anger. The implications he had put into that were infuriating.

"First of all, Mr. Captain sir," Kagome began stalking right up next to Inuyasha. "I can take care of myself just fine! Secondly I would have helped out anyway regardless on whether or not you ordered me too!" Her anger collided with her head pain and Kagome began to get very dizzy. She did her best not to show it, but had to hold on to the wheel to keep up right. Inuyasha smirked.

"Sure you can wench," he said with a cocky grin. "Tell me that again when you are capable of standing on your own.." Kagome's eye's widened in shock. What nerve!

"Why you..you.." Kagome spluttered, unable to think of any sort of retort.

"Tell me later," Inuyasha said, still grinning. "For now get back to bed. You can't work if you can't stand.." Infuriated, Kagome spun and grasped the railing for support. Walking shakily she began to make her way back to her cabin, refusing help from anyone. Sango followed her to make sure she arrived alright, but Miroku remained with Inuyasha.

"That wasn't necessary you know," Miroku commented lightly. "You didn't have to insult her."

"Whatever. I just told her the truth," Inuyasha said indifferently. "It's not my fault she couldn't handle it." Miroku knew better than to comment further. Instead he gave a heavy sigh and went back down to check the maps.

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"Is he always such a jerk?" Kagome fumed once she was back in her room. Sango gave a half smile and nodded.

"Get mad at him later Kagome. This stress is not good for you head." Kagome didn't argue. The pain in her head had increased tenfold and all she wanted to do was lay down. "You should be feeling a lot better tomorrow..just rest.." Sango told her as she backed out of the room. Kagome nodded sleepily, closing her eyes in attempts to block out the pain. "Nazuna will probably stop in later with some food, but for now just rest.." Kagome was already gone, lost in her dreams.

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It was dark, dank and cold. That's all she knew. She could hear footsteps walk by her tiny prison, but no one stopped. Kikyo hadn't seen another soul since Naraku first threw her in there. She had no idea how much time had passed, whether it was day or night, if they were anywhere near their new destination. She still had no idea as to why Naraku even wanted her and Kagome in the first place.

Kagome.

A lump began forming in the back of Kikyo's throat. Her dear little sister lost to the sea. Sure she had nagged Kagome a lot on her appearance and mannerisms, but it was because she had wanted the best for her.

"I'm sorry I couldn't save you Kagome.." she whispered to herself, hugging her knees to her chest. "Not that being here would really be saving," she muttered in an afterthought. Suddenly a loud voice shouted from down the hall and heavy footsteps stop in front of her door. Barely getting out of the way in time, Kikyo's door swung open and three burly pirates stood before her.

"Get up wench. The captain be wanting to see ya.." Kikyo glared up at the man.

"You can tell your 'captain' that I have no desire to ever see his repulsive face ever again, and should he ever request the pleasure of my company again you may inform him that I would rather walk the plank," Kikyo said scornfully. The biggest of the three pirates laid a heavy hand across her cheek.

"You won't be talkin' about Captain Naraku like that," he told her harshly. Grabbing her upper arm, the pirates dragged Kikyo roughly to Naraku's quarters. Standing her up straight and making her look presentable, they knocked on the door, awaiting an invitation to enter. A young rather handsome young man opened the door, an motioned that only Kikyo was to enter. Shoving her forcefully through the door, Kikyo wobbled off balance, but didn't fall. The young man tried to help steady her, but Kikyo pulled violently out of his reach.

"You are not to lay your hands on me!" she hissed, righting herself. The young man merely shrugged and led her to a lavish table filled with fine food.

"If you will have a seat the Captain will be with you presently," the page said with a curt bow as he left Kikyo alone. In her dark closet it was easy to forget her hunger, but now it was well nigh impossible.

"Good evening my dear," a cold slick voice called to her from the shadows. Kikyo felt a shiver run down her spine just listening to it.

"What do you want?" she snapped, backing away from the voice.

"You must be hungry. Please sit, help yourself," Naraku offered as he emerged into the room. Kikyo eyed him in scrutinizing fashion and sat down cautiously. As much as it repulsed her, she was starving and need to eat to keep her strength up if she was to keep her promise to Kagome. Never taking her eyes off of Naraku, Kikyo began putting food on her plate, not taking more than enough the last her. Naraku smiled as she began eating, finding herself more ravenous than she had first expected. "Good, that's it. Stay healthy. I'll be needing you," he told her icily, sitting down across from her. Kikyo stopped mid-bite and glared at him.

"What are you talking about? What do you want with me?" she snapped, pushing away from the table. Naraku grinned wickedly.

"What would you be knowing about the Shikon Jewel?" he asked silkily. Kikyo narrowed her eyes in confusion.

"It's a myth my grandfather used to tell me about. It's not real," she scoffed. Naraku laughed.

"Oh I'm sorry my dear, but you are very wrong. The Shikon Jewel is very real and possesses with it more power than you could imagine. See, this is my plan. I know your grandfather knew about the jewel. I also know there is a map leading to it's direct location, a map that belonged to your grandfather."

"My grandfather is dead," Kikyo interjected rudely. Naraku only smirked.

"I'm well aware, but your father is not. Who else would inherit that map other than your father?"

"What does any of this have to do with me?" Kikyo asked, slowly putting together just what Naraku was talking about.

"Because my dear, a map such as that is worth a great deal of money. My plan is to trade you for the map. There is no way that you're father will allow you to remain with me while he holds on to a wretched piece of parchment." Kikyo nodded slowly. It was a decent plan, and he was right. Her father wouldn't hesitate handing over some map in exchange for her or Kagome. "And now since I only have one of you to work with, I have to keep you in relatively good condition if you know what I mean.." Naraku's smile was chilling and it made Kikyo sick to her stomach.

"You monster," she hissed standing up. "I will not play the pawn in your little games!" she seethed. Naraku laughed again.

"To late my dear. You already are." With a snap of his fingers, his minions returned to take Kikyo back to her 'room'. "Stay comfortable my dear. We'll be reaching Kagewaki island before the sunsets tomorrow!"

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Kagome woke early the next morning feeling better than she had in ages. Getting out of bed, she looked at her dress in contempt. It was still wearable, but the condition was less than acceptable. Not that she wanted to wear it anyway, but there wasn't much else. Searching through the drawers and closets of her compartment, Kagome managed to come up with a white jerkin, black breeches and boots that fit her rather nicely. Pulling her hair back in a ponytail like Sango's, Kagome headed topside. It was very early, the rest of the crew hadn't made it out yet. Only Inuyasha stood on the helm, making slight changes in his steering every now and then. Kagome fumed at the sight of him, however she felt her anger dissipated when he looked in her direction and his eyes softened in appreciation.

[Damn! She looks good amazing..] The thought floated into Inuyasha's head before he could shake it. [What the? I did not think that! I did not..]

"Good morning Inuyasha!" she called. It was clear that she was still upset with him, but at least she was being civil.

"Keh! Are you sure you should be out of bed?" he asked. The question was meant to be demeaning, but he couldn't hide the concern in his voice from Kagome.

"I feel fine, thank you," she said, smiling up at him. "Have you been up all night?" she asked incredulously. Inuyasha looked down at her with a playful sneer.

"Of course, who else would steer the ship?" he asked sarcastically. Kagome only shook her head. "Speaking of which, since you're up and all, will you go get Miroku's lazy ass out of bed so I can get some rest." Kagome nodded eagerly and dashed below deck to Miroku's room. Knocking softly, Kagome waited for some sort of response. When she got none, she knocked louder. After another minute Kagome pounded on the door, still not getting any sort of reaction. Quietly opening the door, Kagome could see Miroku in bed with a pillow smashed tightly over his head. Rolling her eyes, Kagome walked over and grabbed the pillow, hitting him with it in the process.

"Come on Miroku, get up! Inuyasha wants to see you," Kagome pleaded, hitting him with the pillow again. Miroku muttered something that sounded strangely like 'five more minutes', but Kagome wouldn't have it. "No, now!" she said whapping him again. This time Miroku sputtered up and looked at Kagome strangely.

"You're just like Inuyasha, you know that," he muttered putting his feet on the floor. "Tell the impatient bastard I'll be up in a minute. Keep his boots on.."

"Thank you!" Kagome said brightly tossing the pillow back on the bed. Turning to leave she glanced at Miroku's desk, instantly noticing the map Toutousai had given Inuyasha. Frowning she picked it up and studied it carefully, her eyes widening in recognition.

"Something wrong?" Miroku asked, noticing Kagome's fascination.

"This map..where did you get it?" she asked slowly, not tearing her eyes from the scroll. Very confused, Miroku stood over Kagome's shoulder and looked at the map with her.

"Inuyasha came by it. I believe an old friend of his father's gave it to him."

"Was it Amari Higurashi?" she asked quickly turning to Miroku.

"That doesn't sound familiar..why?" Miroku asked with a frown. How could Kagome know anything about that map?

"This was my grandfather's. It's a map to find the Shikon Jewel.."

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lostdreams: Okay..don't have too much to say here. I won't update this one again until I update You Want Me to What? Please read and review!!