A/N: hi and thank you for all the reviews and responding to my challenge!
What a nice surprise it was to wake up to so many reviews in my inbox!
Anyway, onto the notes and my chapter, (which is going to be short, I'm
kinda tired)
KenjiFinster: Thank you! For reviewing and the challenge, I actually got a good idea for that Pet Shop Boys song, my mom listens to that stuff, and I like it myself, so yeah. QE, is that Queer Eye? I love that song! Thanks again and keep reading!
Becky Lucinda: Maybe......and thanks to you too........I got another good idea burning in my brain right now......for a nice Gus/Cornchip girl fic....not enough of those! Stay tuned!
Virgo-Eyes: Thank you! So many ideas---Barbie Girl---can we say Ash A. fic? Too Sexy....King Bob, maybe? Wow, I got so many ideas! Thanks! Keep reading!
Amelia: One was uploaded Saturday night and the other last night! Glad you liked, stay tuned!
LilVickiRyan: Glad you liked! Stay tuned!
Mistress of Balmoral: It's intense, isn't it? And only going to get even more intense! Stay tuned!
LockDown: I must be getting more intelligent, I actually understood that! But then, my dad talks about Bushido all the time. Well, maybe she is a slut, maybe not. Hope you stick around to find out! Thanks for the song challenge----although I somehow got a Randal fic on my mind for it! Stay tuned!
Damson rhee: Hope you had fun! Glad you liked this chapter, and more surprises are in store, keep reading!
"Not the father?" Jessie asked confused. "So basically what you are saying is that you cheated on him!"
"But why ?" Vicki asked. "KJ would have moved heaven and earth for you. Why would you want to mess that up?"
"You don't get it, you weren't there when it happened," Ashley Q. choked out, not realizing how hard it was going to be to tell them. If only they would understand, if only they had known, what he and she---who was she kidding, there was no way they would get it, they all had the perfect lives, great boyfriends, and bright futures. There was no way in hell they would ever get why things ended up the way they were.
"Try us, you never know," Jenn said gently. "You made a mistake, it happens, but in time, KJ will forgive you and even if you don't get back together, you can still be friends,"
"Yeah, I'm sure he just needs time to cool off," Kellie agreed.
Spinelli had been silent for most of the conversation, her mind on something Ashley Q. had said before, something that didn't quite add up in her mind, something that could have changed everything. However, she didn't want to say anything in case she was wrong.
"If he truly loves you, he will forgive you eventually," Sammi added.
"No he won't," Ashley Q. continued to cry quietly, pushing the girls away from her when they tried to comfort her. At that point, the only thing on her mind was the day it happened, the day, JR had been conceived. The day where here innocence was taken, and her life would be changed forever. All because she wanted to be tutored in science to keep her from failing, or even better she wanted him to go into the computer system and try and change her grade, because she couldn't bear to bring home a D, her father would flip and cancel her summer trip to Europe why oh why, had she been so selfish? Why was it that as ususal, she had only been thinking of herself? She closed her eyes tightly, thinking of that day, the words he had said to her, the words she said to him.
FLASHBACK
"I need your help,"
"Change your grade, you say? I can do that for you, but I need something in return," Ashley Q. shuddered at the evil smile he gave her.
"No, forget it, Europe isn't worth losing my virginity to you,"
"I'll keep quiet if you do, no one must know I changed your grade for you."
END FLASHBACK
All those memories, all those moments she wished she could just erase. If only she could go back in time and never have gone there that day. Then she wouldn't be in the hospital, and she and KJ would still be together and so much in love, celebrating their two month anniversary.
"Did you say two months Ash?" Spinelli asked suddenly. Ashley Q. flushed, not realizing she had spoken aloud.
"Yeah, we would have made two months tomorrow," Ashley Q. answered. "Why?"
"Because you said you were three and a half months along. So there is no way KJ could be the father." Vicki mused.
"That's right, so he has no reason to be mad, since you didn't cheat on him," Kellie said.
"So who is the father, if you don't mind me asking?" Jenn asked. "You don't need to tell us if you don't want to."
"We will still be your friend, no matter who the father is," Sammi told her.
"Was it at the party where Ash T. had all that alcohol and people got kinda, um, impaired?" Spinelli asked her.
"No, no, I mean, it happened after that party, although I wished it could have happened there, that way I could say I was under the influence and not thinking clearly, instead of telling you how my being a selfish bitch is what got me where I am today, with my kid gone, my life ruined and parents who don't even have the decency to come and see me, since they are too busy in the freaking Bahamas with their friends,"
"Ash, what are you saying?" Sammi asked.
"Whatever it is, it can't be that bad," Jessie told her.
"That's what you think," Ashley Q. looked at them, suddenly realizing she could trust them after all. They weren't going to judge her, or call her some sort of desperate slut. They would still be her friend and try and help her. She took a deep breath, ready to tell them what happened that night that now lived in infamy in her mind.
A/N: So what happened, and with who? I think I made it too obvious, but I hope you like it anyway, please read and bring on the soul hugs! And my challenge for a songfic idea is still on! Thanks and happy reading!!!!
KenjiFinster: Thank you! For reviewing and the challenge, I actually got a good idea for that Pet Shop Boys song, my mom listens to that stuff, and I like it myself, so yeah. QE, is that Queer Eye? I love that song! Thanks again and keep reading!
Becky Lucinda: Maybe......and thanks to you too........I got another good idea burning in my brain right now......for a nice Gus/Cornchip girl fic....not enough of those! Stay tuned!
Virgo-Eyes: Thank you! So many ideas---Barbie Girl---can we say Ash A. fic? Too Sexy....King Bob, maybe? Wow, I got so many ideas! Thanks! Keep reading!
Amelia: One was uploaded Saturday night and the other last night! Glad you liked, stay tuned!
LilVickiRyan: Glad you liked! Stay tuned!
Mistress of Balmoral: It's intense, isn't it? And only going to get even more intense! Stay tuned!
LockDown: I must be getting more intelligent, I actually understood that! But then, my dad talks about Bushido all the time. Well, maybe she is a slut, maybe not. Hope you stick around to find out! Thanks for the song challenge----although I somehow got a Randal fic on my mind for it! Stay tuned!
Damson rhee: Hope you had fun! Glad you liked this chapter, and more surprises are in store, keep reading!
"Not the father?" Jessie asked confused. "So basically what you are saying is that you cheated on him!"
"But why ?" Vicki asked. "KJ would have moved heaven and earth for you. Why would you want to mess that up?"
"You don't get it, you weren't there when it happened," Ashley Q. choked out, not realizing how hard it was going to be to tell them. If only they would understand, if only they had known, what he and she---who was she kidding, there was no way they would get it, they all had the perfect lives, great boyfriends, and bright futures. There was no way in hell they would ever get why things ended up the way they were.
"Try us, you never know," Jenn said gently. "You made a mistake, it happens, but in time, KJ will forgive you and even if you don't get back together, you can still be friends,"
"Yeah, I'm sure he just needs time to cool off," Kellie agreed.
Spinelli had been silent for most of the conversation, her mind on something Ashley Q. had said before, something that didn't quite add up in her mind, something that could have changed everything. However, she didn't want to say anything in case she was wrong.
"If he truly loves you, he will forgive you eventually," Sammi added.
"No he won't," Ashley Q. continued to cry quietly, pushing the girls away from her when they tried to comfort her. At that point, the only thing on her mind was the day it happened, the day, JR had been conceived. The day where here innocence was taken, and her life would be changed forever. All because she wanted to be tutored in science to keep her from failing, or even better she wanted him to go into the computer system and try and change her grade, because she couldn't bear to bring home a D, her father would flip and cancel her summer trip to Europe why oh why, had she been so selfish? Why was it that as ususal, she had only been thinking of herself? She closed her eyes tightly, thinking of that day, the words he had said to her, the words she said to him.
FLASHBACK
"I need your help,"
"Change your grade, you say? I can do that for you, but I need something in return," Ashley Q. shuddered at the evil smile he gave her.
"No, forget it, Europe isn't worth losing my virginity to you,"
"I'll keep quiet if you do, no one must know I changed your grade for you."
END FLASHBACK
All those memories, all those moments she wished she could just erase. If only she could go back in time and never have gone there that day. Then she wouldn't be in the hospital, and she and KJ would still be together and so much in love, celebrating their two month anniversary.
"Did you say two months Ash?" Spinelli asked suddenly. Ashley Q. flushed, not realizing she had spoken aloud.
"Yeah, we would have made two months tomorrow," Ashley Q. answered. "Why?"
"Because you said you were three and a half months along. So there is no way KJ could be the father." Vicki mused.
"That's right, so he has no reason to be mad, since you didn't cheat on him," Kellie said.
"So who is the father, if you don't mind me asking?" Jenn asked. "You don't need to tell us if you don't want to."
"We will still be your friend, no matter who the father is," Sammi told her.
"Was it at the party where Ash T. had all that alcohol and people got kinda, um, impaired?" Spinelli asked her.
"No, no, I mean, it happened after that party, although I wished it could have happened there, that way I could say I was under the influence and not thinking clearly, instead of telling you how my being a selfish bitch is what got me where I am today, with my kid gone, my life ruined and parents who don't even have the decency to come and see me, since they are too busy in the freaking Bahamas with their friends,"
"Ash, what are you saying?" Sammi asked.
"Whatever it is, it can't be that bad," Jessie told her.
"That's what you think," Ashley Q. looked at them, suddenly realizing she could trust them after all. They weren't going to judge her, or call her some sort of desperate slut. They would still be her friend and try and help her. She took a deep breath, ready to tell them what happened that night that now lived in infamy in her mind.
A/N: So what happened, and with who? I think I made it too obvious, but I hope you like it anyway, please read and bring on the soul hugs! And my challenge for a songfic idea is still on! Thanks and happy reading!!!!