I arrived back home at sunset. Quietly I opened the door, hoping Heero wasn't still awake. He wasn't. He sat on his bed, typing at his computer. Just like he had been when I left.
"Hey Heero" I said, sitting down on my bed. No response. Not even a slight movement or recognition of my existence. I'm sorry. I took off my shoes and placed them on the rug next to the door. I walked to the bathroom and started to unbraid my hair. I brushed it out and went back over by Heero. I grabbed some pajamas from under my bed. They were black silky pajamas with little white sheep on them. Wufei gave them to me about a week ago, as he would never wear them. He was mumbling something about dishonor and baka onnas. I think they were a gift from one of the girls. I walked back over to the bathroom, then turned towards Heero.
"I'll be in the shower" I said, slightly hurt that he hadn't said anything to me since I got back from Trowa and Quatre's. Why won't he tell me what's up? I just want him to be happy. But I only make him hurt. Please talk to me! Say something, anything! Please!? Don't ignore me. I know I screwed stuff up for you but I just want to make it all better. I want to talk to you again. I miss your occasional conversation. I'm sorry…I can't say it enough I know, But I am really truly sorry. I waited for a few seconds, expecting some sort of acknowledgement of my being there, at least, from Heero. He didn't move. I sighed softly and headed for the shower.
After my shower, I sat on the bed rebreeding my dripping, wet hair. As I braided I began to think. Really Heero, why won't you talk to me? What good is it doing, you ignoring me? Was it really all that bad what I did? I just let you know my feelings. That's all. Stop it Duo! You can't rationalize this. It's making Heero upset and you need to fix it. He deserves to be happy. But was it really so bad as to make him not want to talk to me at all? Oh, damn it, I don't know! Well, I need to talk to Relena. We have some things to sort out. Yes…many things. I don't know when she said she'd be available though. Lunch, maybe? I'll have to call her. This should go well, I thik. Things might actually work out.
"Goodnight Heero." I said, my words once again followed by silence. I curled up into my covers and drifted off to sleep.