A/N: here is chapter 4, you learn more about Christian's family. And Thanks for the review you guys gave me. My first reviews...felt kind of cool! THX! anyways on with the fan fic.

Chapter 4.

After they had eaten a peaceful lunch in the dining car Christian and Satine made their way back to their compartment.

Christian sat writing as Satine packed up all of their things.

"When do we arrive in Calais?" she asked finishing up packing and sitting on the bed next to the desk.

Christian looked up "Around 4, I think. Then we get on a boat to Dover."

"Oh I see. Then were are we going after Dover?"

Christian sighed. "I have thought about it and all I want is the best for you. And if that means facing my father, than that's what we are going to do."

"Are you sure, I don't want to make you do something you don't want to do Chris."

"Yes, he is the best, and I'll do anything for you." He said holding his hand out to her.

Satine took it and he pulled her into his lap, and wrapped his arms around her.

"I love you Christian," she said snuggling up to him.

"I love you to Satine." Christian replied kissing her forehead.

"Tell me more about you family" Satine asks wrapping her arms around his neck.

"Well you already know about my father. But I also have 2 brothers. Adam is 15. We get along so well, but that's probably because he is more like me than my older brother, Jacob. He doesn't write but he loves music. He plays so many different instruments, but mostly the guitar. He is amazing on that thing. He would write music and I would write the lyrics and we would perform them for my mother. He was so mad at me when I told him I was leaving. He didn't want to be left alone with my father and Jacob, but he got over it. I hope. He is the only thing I have truly missed back home."

"What about you other brother, Justin?" Satine asked

"Jacob darling Jacob." Christian said with a smile as he brushed a hair off her face.

"Oh yea Jacob, Sorry"

"Well he is 24, and exactly like my father. He is a doctor at my fathers practice and that's all he cares about. He doesn't care about love, or having fun or life. Just being a rich doctor. We don't get along that well, I can't stand him. He is sometimes worse than my father. Whenever he saw me writing he would take my paper and read it and then throw it back in my face, laughing, saying I would never make anything of myself. But I put up with it just like I did with all the stuff my father said to me. My mother just told me to ignore it all. And I did, for most of my life."

"Tell me about you mother Christian. She sounds like she was wonderful."

Christian paused for a second thinking, with a smile on his face. "My mother was wonderful. The most wonderful person in the world, well other than you of course" he quickly recovered as Satine giggled at him. "Like I said she encouraged me to write, to share my talent. She was warm and caring and always had a smile on her face. You just couldn't help being happy when you were around her. I loved her so much, but she got really sick, and my father couldn't save her." Christian trailed off.

Satine looked up at him and saw tears forming in his eyes. "Oh Christian its ok" she said kissing away his tears. It didn't help they just kept coming.

"Just let them all out," she said hugging him close allowing him to cry on her shoulder.

After a while, Christian had finally calmed down and lifted his head to look Satine in the eyes.

"I'm so sorry, I just.... miss her so much" he said.

"Its ok Christian, I understand." She said wiping away his tears.

"I love you so much." Christian said kissing her.

"I love you to." She said after they had pulled apart for air.

Just then they heard the guard walking down the hall yelling "Calais 10 Minuets. Next Stop Calais In 10 Minuets."

"That's us." Satine whispered to Christian.

"Yea, we better get all of our things." He said.

Satine nodded and got up off his lap, then held her hand out to Christian to help him up. He took it with a smile and then suddenly pulled her into a tight hug.

Surprised Satine stood there for a second before wrapping her arms around him and returning the hug.

"What was that for" she asked after he finally let her out of his embrace.

"Just because I love you." He said with a smile.