This Kiss
(Mulder pov)
I curse to myself as I see her walk back into the room, carrying a stack of files, and looking beautiful as ever. She and I have been assigned on a case in San Diego, CA, trying to solve the mystery of the disappearing man. I have half a mind just to screw this one, and take her to the beach. But then I would probably be slapped, or shot again, if she saw me staring at her as she paraded around in a swimsuit.
Her voice calls my name and brings me back to the current time, she droning on about the autopsy that she preformed, but all I can think about is kissing those kissable lips, wondering if she would whisper my name as I preformed this task. All I can think about these days is her. When I am alone in my apartment, I pretend that the people on my porn video collection, is us. I know that its stupid, and that there is no way in hell that she could ever want me--but I am hers.
Truth is that I have been hers since the very beginning, she never knowing that I am totally wrapped around her finger. I would do anything for her; kill any man that dared to look at her. All I end up doing is giving these men evil glares when they look at her, me withholding my urge to plant a "she's mine" sign around her neck.
Damn it, I want to kiss her
I often wonder what it would be like if we crossed the line between friends and lovers. Is she a moner? Or a screamer? Does she like to cuddle? Would she be uncomfortable with this newfound relationship? These things enter my mind, always wondering, but never finding the answer.
want her
It feels like I have wanted her forever. This yearning that I have for her is so strong, for sometimes I can feel the ache in my heart. I have been alone for so long, I often forget what it is like to have a woman in my arms.
"Mulder." She says, her voice impatient. "You haven't been listening to a word I am saying." I smile as I adjust my legs on the hotel bed, to prevent any cramps from starting. I take her hand in mine and give it a squeeze.
"Tell me later." I murmur as I move forward, colliding her lips with mine, withholding the urge to deepen this kiss.
"Mul-" She starts, then silences, kissing me back. As I realize that this beautiful woman, this strong-willed, kick ass woman is kissing me, the sorry son-of-a-bitch, I deepen the kiss, moving her body closer to mine, placing one hand on her lower back and the other on her cheek. After a few minutes of this, we break the kiss, both of us breathless and panting for air.
"Hi" I say as I catch my breath.
Hi." Scully says, a questioning look in her eyes.
Almost if I could read her thoughts I say "Its something that I wanted to do for the longest time, Scully."
"You want to do it again?" She asks, her eyes avoiding mine. As I bend my head down, and place my lips upon hers, I think that she has my answer.
~End~