Disclaimer: I own it all, I own the whole world, I own. Ok if you believed that then Ha, ha, ha. You got me I own nufink; I'm just obsessed and let's face it you probably do too, I mean your on hear writing/reading about what you wished happened! Well not quite I own very little. I DON'T own Charmed I just I wish I did, but hey, a girl can dream right? Charmed and anything else you recognise belong to the WB, Spelling TV and everyone else who worked behind the scenes to bring us the show we all know and love. Oh and before I forget any song lyrics I use are by Evanescence, unless otherwise said.

Here's some background info you may want to know about this fic, cuz otherwise you'll all be lost. You know when after they finally vanquished the source (again) at the end of season 4 and they were offered the chance to live normal lives? Yeah, you do; well what if they taken up that offer and lived normal lives, or so they thought? What if THEY screwed up, and the girls still remembered everything, but to everyone else this world was magic-less, no one remembered, no one believed them, and everyone thought they were mad, even the people who knew the truth, even their whitelighter? Well this is what I think would happen..

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You don't remember me,

But I remember

I lie awake and try so hard

Not to think of you

But who can decide what they dream?

And dream I do.

I believe in you

I'll give up everything just to find you

I have to breathe

You're taking over me

Piper Haliwell sat by the window in her room at the Manor, staring off into the distance, with tears streaming down her face. How come no-one remembered, Phoebe and Paige still remembered, but she couldn't talk to them, they'd been separated, taken to other mental hospitals. No-one knew, no-one remembered, not even the people that used to know. She wasn't a mad person, she just couldn't understand. But what hurt the most was that she wasn't married, she didn't have any rings on her fingers, she hadn't seen Leo for. That's the one thing she didn't know, how long ago had it been since she'd seen her 'husband', her soul mate, her Leo.

She'd tried so hard to remember that, but she couldn't; somehow she'd get out of this mental hospital and find her Leo. She wasn't supposed to be here, well it was her house so she had every right to be there; except she wasn't crazy the Manor was not a mental hospital; it was all real she'd lived it, she'd been there, all that loss, it wasn't a figment of her imagination, how and WHY would anyone want to even think about fighting demons every day. She regretted the fact that she had always said she just wanted a normal life. This life was far from normal, if anything this was much worse than the life she remembered, a life with her sisters, a life with Leo; it didn't matter anymore that they'd saved scores of innocents or fought demons every freakin' day, at least she'd been happy, most of the time.

Now she just hurt, hell, this was even worse than when she thought she'd lost Leo forever. It was worse than when she'd lost Prue. She just wished everything would go back, back to normal-whatever normality was or is. She wanted to be held in Leo's arms again, she wanted to cook up a storm in the kitchen, she wanted to sit and laugh with her sisters, she wanted to go back to her club, and she wanted to blow up an apple just for the hell of it. She wanted her old life back. But that wasn't going to happen any time soon, if at all. All Piper knew was that she had to get out of here and she'd do whatever it takes.

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That's the first part up, pleases review and tell me what you think; it makes me happy/high! Don't worry that's a good thing. Anyway tell me what you think, I know its short I'll try making the other chapters longer, but this is just an intro really, so see y'all next chapter!