The River

Authors: Nicole

Genre: Romance

Pairings: ?/?

Warnings/classifications: yaoi like usually

Summary: Just a thought…

Based on my feelings for a special girl…

A boy was walking along the river… His dark blue hair wasn't good to see against the black sky… His grey eyes seemed feeling less… His heart hurting… How… How could he let this happen? He had never trusted anyone in his heart! Never!

[Kai]-Never, you hear me! Never!!!!

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

A tear ran down his cheek… His heart that was once cold and dead now filled with passion… Passion for… Him…

And all I can taste is this moment
and all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

The rain started the fall; his eyes became red as he couldn't hold back any longer… It wasn't such a big deal that he loved him… But he saw them… Ray and Tala… How could he!!! His knees disagreed; he just couldn't walk anymore… Pain took over…

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

He lay down on the ground… The river was floating, he wanted to be like that, quiet, not caring for anything, anyone… Just minding his own business, he was like that… Until he met…

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
or the moment of truth in your lies
when everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

Kai calmed a little… Felt the blood rushing trough his veins, he wanted to be found… but only by…

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

[???]-Kai! I was so worried about you! Kai?! Are you okay?! Say something!

But only by Ray… He was the one he loved… As he felt a hand on his shoulder, he stopped crying... You couldn't tell by the rain anyway…

[Kai]-I'm fine… Weren't you going to Tala tonight?

That sounded bitter, jealous… Ray pretended not to hear… At least that was what Kai though… He felt tears coming to his eyes again

[Kai]-Go home! Go to Tala!

He started running

I don't want the world to see me

Because I don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

The words echoed in his ears… Finally home, he went upstairs… Closed the door, cried…

[Ray]-Why are you crying? Kai?

He sees me… But I can't stop crying, his knees disagreed again, but this time Ray caught him, he helped Kai on the bed…

Ray looked into his friends grey eyes… they where turning red again and they where full of passion

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

He won't believe me if I tell him, I'll have to show him… Ray last thoughts, they ended in a Kiss…

He felt 2 arms on his waist, Kai pulled him into the bed

[Ray]-I…

[Kai]-I love you to…

Yay! These stories pop into my mind all the time so if you like them let me know!

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Love

Nic