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Hiei/kurama eventually
Sorry for any mistakes that there is in the story.
As for Kurama being pregnant, just go with it. I still have yet to figure
out what I was thinking when I decided to put that in the story.
I need a name for the baby. Leave a name in a review and I will post all
the names next week and then people can vote on which one they like.
No Getting Away
This time when I wake up I see some food sitting on a small table that is next to the bed. Kuronue did say he would feed me. I was hoping that it would be actual food and nothing else. I hope that last night never happens again. I should try to be more careful, but if the baby is already making me lose some of my sensing abilities then I have no hope of avoiding Kuronue. All I can hope is that I am better prepared next time. I am thinking that maybe I should tell him that any stress on me will be bad on the baby, but he could probably tell I am lying. Youkos and stress usually don't mix at all, so I have never really been under stress.
Well the food does look quite inviting and Hiei did tell me I should eat because of the baby. I just don't know if I should eat the food. I mean, Kuronue did put the food in here and he more than likely touched it, so there might be something in it. I have to eat and risk it. Since he took me against my will, he knows that I do not want him. Kuronue is obviously prepared. He went and found fruits that I love. I pick one of the fruits up and I start to eat it. I finish it quickly and I ignore the spinning room.
I know now that he did do something to the fruit, but I am so hungry. I just keep eating the fruit and I begin to hope that Kuronue stays away for today. I hope that I can get away sometime today. As I put a hand to my stomach, I start to fall backwards on the bed. The door opens and Kuronue steps in. He looks at the fruit and tells me that he put a small amount of sleeping powder on the fruit when he sliced it open. I struggle to hear what he has to say after that, but I fall asleep.
This time when I wake up, I don't try to move my arms or legs. For some reason I think that I might be safer that way. I open my eyes and see that I was right in trying not to move my arms and legs, because I am chained up. My arms are chained to the posts above my head and my legs are spread and chained to the posts below the foot of the bed. Kuronue tells me that he loves the feel of my wrists and ankles. He then walks over to my ankles and licks both of them. I shudder and try to pull away, but I can't move to far. He moves up and licks my wrists and he leans downs and kisses my lips. Kuronue then tells me that he will kill everyone I love if I don't stay with him until he becomes tired of me.
I look at him in fright and he tells me that he likes seeing me frighten of something. I ask him why he became so mean and he tells me that when we were friends, I was always pretending to be friends with him. He told me that the lord in the castle we robbed told him the truth and then Kuronue had repaid his kindness by killing him. Kuronue then told me that he became the lord of the castle by proving who was stronger. He told me that he needed a beautiful mate and that he chose me and until I learned to do as I am told we were at a secluded castle with no servants around to hear me yell for help.
I try to tell Kuronue that he is wrong and that he is my friend, but he slaps me across the face. He yells in my face I will put up with whatever he wants to do to me and I have no choice or say in the matter. He then leaned down and brought his lips in for a crushing kiss. He took his hands and pulled my jaw down, so he could slip his tongue in my mouth. He moved his tongue all around my mouth and ran his tongue along my teeth and lips. I tried to pull my face away from him, but he gripped my hair and yanked.
After he was finished checking out my mouth with his tongue, he stepped away and looked at me. While he was looking at me, I realized that I was completely naked. Kuronue stripped out of his clothes and he stepped closer to me. He told me that I would never leave him, because we were made for each other. He moved even closer and he was still talking about how we belonged with each other. Kuronue then moved in even closer and that was right on the bed where I was chained. He stopped talking and he brought his lips back down on mine. While he was kissing me, he somehow maneuvered so he was lying right on top of me.
He bucked his hips against mine and I felt him become hard. Kuronue kept moaning in my mouth and he had slipped his tongue into my mouth. I pulled my head backwards, but it did no good. He just followed my lips where I moved them. He then leaned up a little and he took his left hand and moved it down until it was in between us. He started stroking himself while he was laying on top of me. He was using his hand and the contact with my skin to make himself harder.
I feel so helpless. I can't make him stop. I just want to die right now. I want Hiei here with me. I don't want this to be happening. I hope this is all a dream. What have I done that would warrant this from someone I thought of as a friend. Maybe he will change his mind and not continue, because Kuronue is scaring me quite badly.
This is not good. While I was thinking that this would not happen, he finished with the stroking. He has moved down my body and is now in between my legs. He is positioning himself. He slowly moves towards my entrance and I can't do anything. I just close my eyes and wait for the pain. The pain is worse than before when he enters me. I can feel how big he is. He leans down and tells me that all of the rapings that I went through, he does not know how I could still be so tight around him.
He then leans back up and he starts to move. He is not moving very fast so he can speak. He calls me a slut and that I will let everyone do me. He told me a whore at least gets paid. A slut does not get paid. For some reason, when he says this to me, he gets even more excited. He starts moving faster. He brings his hard member out of me, only to push his member back into me as fast and as hard as he can. The pain is bad. I feel myself tear and I don't think that that is good.
Tears start to roll down my face. I can't wait for him to be done. Kuronue finally comes in me. He pulls out of me and I sag as much as I can in relief. He moves up my body and tells me since I had bled on him; I have to clean him up. Kuronue tells me to open my mouth and I do. He sticks his limp member in my mouth and I swirl my tongue around it until he tells me he is clean enough. He takes his member out of my mouth and grabs some of my hair. Kuronue uses my hair to dry himself off.
I tell him that what he just did with my hair was disgusting. He tells me that I have to put up with it. He then tells me that if I want enough energy for my baby to use, I will do as he says. Kuronue gets up off of me completely and then he leans down and kisses me again. Seeing no reaction from me, he leans down and whispers that I am a slut and that no one will ever love me. Seeing the tears run down my face from that comment about me being a slut and no one loving me, he laughed. He picked up his clothes and put them on. He walked over to the door and laughed at me.
I got mad and told him what he could go do with himself. That was a mistake. Kuronue walked back over to me and he crawled onto the bed. He leaned forward and I thought that he was going to kiss me again. I was hoping that he was not going to kiss me again. I was wrong. Kuronue decided that he was going to beat me for my comment. He drew back his fist and rammed it into my face. He punched me all over, except in the stomach. He leered at me and said that he didn't want to hurt his child. Kuronue busted one of my fingers and then he got up off the bed and said that if I ever say anything like that again, he would break more than one finger.
After he left the bedroom, I lay there naked and shivering because I had nothing covering me up. I let tears run down my face. I said to the wind that came into my room that I wish Hiei was here with me. My finger is throbbing and the pain from the rape and beating is taking its toll on my body.
Message for Icetyphoon: it was humans and kuronue. Sorry. Don't injure me, please. Thanks for reading this. Leave a review please. Don't forget that I need names for the kid.
No Getting Away
This time when I wake up I see some food sitting on a small table that is next to the bed. Kuronue did say he would feed me. I was hoping that it would be actual food and nothing else. I hope that last night never happens again. I should try to be more careful, but if the baby is already making me lose some of my sensing abilities then I have no hope of avoiding Kuronue. All I can hope is that I am better prepared next time. I am thinking that maybe I should tell him that any stress on me will be bad on the baby, but he could probably tell I am lying. Youkos and stress usually don't mix at all, so I have never really been under stress.
Well the food does look quite inviting and Hiei did tell me I should eat because of the baby. I just don't know if I should eat the food. I mean, Kuronue did put the food in here and he more than likely touched it, so there might be something in it. I have to eat and risk it. Since he took me against my will, he knows that I do not want him. Kuronue is obviously prepared. He went and found fruits that I love. I pick one of the fruits up and I start to eat it. I finish it quickly and I ignore the spinning room.
I know now that he did do something to the fruit, but I am so hungry. I just keep eating the fruit and I begin to hope that Kuronue stays away for today. I hope that I can get away sometime today. As I put a hand to my stomach, I start to fall backwards on the bed. The door opens and Kuronue steps in. He looks at the fruit and tells me that he put a small amount of sleeping powder on the fruit when he sliced it open. I struggle to hear what he has to say after that, but I fall asleep.
This time when I wake up, I don't try to move my arms or legs. For some reason I think that I might be safer that way. I open my eyes and see that I was right in trying not to move my arms and legs, because I am chained up. My arms are chained to the posts above my head and my legs are spread and chained to the posts below the foot of the bed. Kuronue tells me that he loves the feel of my wrists and ankles. He then walks over to my ankles and licks both of them. I shudder and try to pull away, but I can't move to far. He moves up and licks my wrists and he leans downs and kisses my lips. Kuronue then tells me that he will kill everyone I love if I don't stay with him until he becomes tired of me.
I look at him in fright and he tells me that he likes seeing me frighten of something. I ask him why he became so mean and he tells me that when we were friends, I was always pretending to be friends with him. He told me that the lord in the castle we robbed told him the truth and then Kuronue had repaid his kindness by killing him. Kuronue then told me that he became the lord of the castle by proving who was stronger. He told me that he needed a beautiful mate and that he chose me and until I learned to do as I am told we were at a secluded castle with no servants around to hear me yell for help.
I try to tell Kuronue that he is wrong and that he is my friend, but he slaps me across the face. He yells in my face I will put up with whatever he wants to do to me and I have no choice or say in the matter. He then leaned down and brought his lips in for a crushing kiss. He took his hands and pulled my jaw down, so he could slip his tongue in my mouth. He moved his tongue all around my mouth and ran his tongue along my teeth and lips. I tried to pull my face away from him, but he gripped my hair and yanked.
After he was finished checking out my mouth with his tongue, he stepped away and looked at me. While he was looking at me, I realized that I was completely naked. Kuronue stripped out of his clothes and he stepped closer to me. He told me that I would never leave him, because we were made for each other. He moved even closer and he was still talking about how we belonged with each other. Kuronue then moved in even closer and that was right on the bed where I was chained. He stopped talking and he brought his lips back down on mine. While he was kissing me, he somehow maneuvered so he was lying right on top of me.
He bucked his hips against mine and I felt him become hard. Kuronue kept moaning in my mouth and he had slipped his tongue into my mouth. I pulled my head backwards, but it did no good. He just followed my lips where I moved them. He then leaned up a little and he took his left hand and moved it down until it was in between us. He started stroking himself while he was laying on top of me. He was using his hand and the contact with my skin to make himself harder.
I feel so helpless. I can't make him stop. I just want to die right now. I want Hiei here with me. I don't want this to be happening. I hope this is all a dream. What have I done that would warrant this from someone I thought of as a friend. Maybe he will change his mind and not continue, because Kuronue is scaring me quite badly.
This is not good. While I was thinking that this would not happen, he finished with the stroking. He has moved down my body and is now in between my legs. He is positioning himself. He slowly moves towards my entrance and I can't do anything. I just close my eyes and wait for the pain. The pain is worse than before when he enters me. I can feel how big he is. He leans down and tells me that all of the rapings that I went through, he does not know how I could still be so tight around him.
He then leans back up and he starts to move. He is not moving very fast so he can speak. He calls me a slut and that I will let everyone do me. He told me a whore at least gets paid. A slut does not get paid. For some reason, when he says this to me, he gets even more excited. He starts moving faster. He brings his hard member out of me, only to push his member back into me as fast and as hard as he can. The pain is bad. I feel myself tear and I don't think that that is good.
Tears start to roll down my face. I can't wait for him to be done. Kuronue finally comes in me. He pulls out of me and I sag as much as I can in relief. He moves up my body and tells me since I had bled on him; I have to clean him up. Kuronue tells me to open my mouth and I do. He sticks his limp member in my mouth and I swirl my tongue around it until he tells me he is clean enough. He takes his member out of my mouth and grabs some of my hair. Kuronue uses my hair to dry himself off.
I tell him that what he just did with my hair was disgusting. He tells me that I have to put up with it. He then tells me that if I want enough energy for my baby to use, I will do as he says. Kuronue gets up off of me completely and then he leans down and kisses me again. Seeing no reaction from me, he leans down and whispers that I am a slut and that no one will ever love me. Seeing the tears run down my face from that comment about me being a slut and no one loving me, he laughed. He picked up his clothes and put them on. He walked over to the door and laughed at me.
I got mad and told him what he could go do with himself. That was a mistake. Kuronue walked back over to me and he crawled onto the bed. He leaned forward and I thought that he was going to kiss me again. I was hoping that he was not going to kiss me again. I was wrong. Kuronue decided that he was going to beat me for my comment. He drew back his fist and rammed it into my face. He punched me all over, except in the stomach. He leered at me and said that he didn't want to hurt his child. Kuronue busted one of my fingers and then he got up off the bed and said that if I ever say anything like that again, he would break more than one finger.
After he left the bedroom, I lay there naked and shivering because I had nothing covering me up. I let tears run down my face. I said to the wind that came into my room that I wish Hiei was here with me. My finger is throbbing and the pain from the rape and beating is taking its toll on my body.
Message for Icetyphoon: it was humans and kuronue. Sorry. Don't injure me, please. Thanks for reading this. Leave a review please. Don't forget that I need names for the kid.