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Okay this is my POV on everything but the names are so you know who I am talking about. Yeah, hope it aint too confusing.
Rogue POV
Rogue woke up early. She has been having terrible nightmare and she can't relate to them at all. They are just blending together now. Everybody's pain and her own. She can't take it. It's like the world has colapesed and she can't die because nobody would be left to feel the pain. No matter it's hers to endure and hers alone. Nobody can get close to the untouchable. Nobody would want to.
Rogue decided to take a walk. It was raining out how perfect. She slips on a coat with her regular attire and slips out onto the balcony. She turns her face to the sky and lets the rain cascade down her face. She needs no make-up. No need to hide from anyone here. She can be herself. The child looking for something or someone back can't reach that goal on her own. She has decided to never again hope, dream or feel.
Remy POV
But unbeknownst to her a strange red eyed man has been watching from the shadows. She cannot see him of course. The thief never gets caught in an attempt to steal a rare jewel and why should he now? He has stolen many things but has yet to catch the eye of one fille. And that challenge he is still working on. For he can sense her fear, desire, remorse, and most of all her pain. That nobody on earth should have to deal with but for her it's a regular occurrence. For him he just wants to redeem himself. He wants no ties with the girl but he does feel for her. He feels lost and so does she.
Rogue POV
She stood there on the balcony for what seemed like forever. Rogue sighed and jumped down to the ground. She started towards the gate but found a pair of red eyes staring back at her. She was not scared or frightened. They were beautiful eyes and she also could feel him following her everywhere. He had been trailing her for the last three days. She had seen these eyes many times before some where real and some where in her dreams. Not the nightmares she had been having but in actual dreams. But she never dreamed did she?
"What do yah want?" rogue asks half heartily
"Remy wan' t' know if yer alright chere?" Remy questions looking right into her green eyes.
"Ah'm fine." She lazily replied staring into his.
"You know chere its not nice to lie to Remy." Remy states then smirks.
"Ah aint lyin'." Rogue mutters defending herself while dropping her eyes from his gaze.
"Is t'at why you don' wan' t' look Remy in the eye chere." Remy lightly puts his fingers on her chin and tilts her head upwards.
"It ain't none of yer business swamp rat. So, stay out of it." Rogue harshly states while backing away and turning to walk towards the gate.
"Chere, Remy be here anytime you need to talk."
"Yah ah know. Bye Remy"
"Bye chere."
She can't believe he hasn't left yet. –VOICES-- why should he? He hasn't gotten his prize yet. You know all he wants is to date you and dump you. You know what kind of man he is send him packing already. Stop it. Just stop it. You can't hurt us rogue were all in your head. You hurt us then you hurt yourself or we hurt you. Vicious cycle I know. Why haven't you left him yet. You know your not good enough for him. He chooses when he comes and goes not me. I just answer his questions. Yes, my dear, but does he answer any of yours? And why do you only talk to him? Rogue thinks about this for a while then shuts all her psyches away. I don't only talk to him there is Kitty and Kurt and ... (she knows she hasn't been talking to them at all lately. She has shut everyone out)
Remy POV
Chere you are too hard on yourself. You cannot fight all your own battles even though you try so hard. You need somebody to help you. And hopefully someday soon that somebody will be me. hopefully you will open up before it is too late.
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my summery hopefully answers some questions...Remy and Rogue have been talking for weeks now but nothing has really been said. Remy just stays with her. Everyday he asks her how she is feeling. Everyday she has shut him out. The past week she has been even more anti- social than usual. She won't talk to anyone except Remy. He is trying to help but he knows he cannot push her.xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
For my purposes Remy is still an Acolyte and an enemy but Rogue has given up on everyone and does not care anymore.
Questions? Comments, Queries I will try to answer all your questions before Friday because I won't be able to update again for three months. Really don't ask, please. and hopefully anfter that i won't put all my work off like i do. And I know that this was crappy but I really wanted to write something before I left. anyway I was working on another story and if all the kinks are worked out you should have it by the start September. I know its along ways away it bugs me too. But right now I have a lot on my plate. And no I did not bite off more than I could chew it grew in my mouth. Don't know where the quote is from but I like it.
PS. THANKS FOR ALL THE WONDERFULL REVIEWS!!
PS 2 and maybe i might write another poem if you want one.(by friday)