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Hidden Feelings
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Chapter Four-Flatline
White light bounced upon her eyelid, piercing her dreadful nightmares. She rose to the scents of fresh cut flowers and the cold touch of a hand. Her eye fluttered open swiftly and was immediately bombarded with pure white light. She clasped her eyes tightly together to keep the protruding light at bay. There was a stroke of a thumb upon the back of her hand. A hard calloused hand caressed her milky soft skin. She stirred silently, but was abruptly stopped by the aching pains within her body. He lifted his head at the motion of his friend. He said something, but she couldn't make out the words. She opened up her eye slowly so the light wouldn't burn her again. He held her hand tightly and whispered softly. Everything was spinning so fast, she couldn't keep up with it. She couldn't breathe, it was so tight, she needed air. Her gasps came out raggedly and there was swift movement to her right. A push of a hand to keep her down, and a loud beeping noise. It was screaming in her ear. Screaming, piercing, just like the light. It hurt her so badly. The room wouldn't stop swimming around her mind. There was a yell, and a scream, and then nothing. Darkness elapsed around the small figure. Everything was gone.
The woman in white worked her magic upon the frail girl, shocking her with bits of electricity. There was a loud dead screeching. After several tries, she began to cry for the young lady. Thoughts swarmed about in her head. Screaming for a pulse, anything, but the long drawn out sound of flatline. (C'mon...c'mon! You can't go. One more time.) The last bit of shock ended the screeching and replaced it with a light beeping sound. She sighed in relief and proceeded with checking on her patient. The young male standing over the weak girl, held her hand as he sighed as well. (Don't do that again, Fuj.) The woman checked the girls' forehead and found she was freezing.
"What's wrong with her?" he whispered.
"She couldn't handle the pain, she must've went into shock."
"will she be alright?" his concerned voice asked.
"Honestly, I don't know."
Days later, she awoke again. She stirred slightly, and found her hand was clutched by another rough hand. What her vision allowed her to see was quite a sight. Azure eyes were staring at her with such concern it made her chest tighten with pain. He smiled lightly as her senses became more vivid. She noticed how softly he actually held her hand. She tried to lift her head, but it was too heavy for her. He lifted one hand to brush a few silver locks out of her way. Once again pain resounded through her body, but was soothed by the cold sheets wrapped around her small form. A familiar woman came into the room, who immediately smiled brightly as she looked over towards her.
"Oh, good. Sleeping beauty is finally awake." She whispered softly.
"Will she be okay now?" Her friend asked hesitantly.
"She should be. Though, I'd advise her to get more rest. She's in quite bad shape, Seifer."
"I know. But she's strong, she can make it."
"I'm sure she can." She replied sympathetically.
"Sei..." The young girl squeaked out.
"shh...it s'okay Fuj. You take it easy, just take it easy. I'm right here." Seifer told her soothingly.
She nodded her head lightly, but found it to be answered by a huge throb of pain that protested. He stroked her face lightly as well as her hand. "Sleep" was all she heard from him as she slowly drifted into the strong arms of Morpheus, Lord of Dreams.
Talk was all over the garden about how the albino was found. A small junior wandered into the bathroom and found Fujin lying in a pool of her own blood. The young girl weak at the sight of blood ran out screaming for help. When help came she helped show where Fujin was, and ended up throwing up all over herself. Though, the largest gossip piece was why? Everyone was determined to find out why Fujin did it, or tried to. Seifer over heard some guy saying she probably was sick of being so ugly, she tried to kill herself. After being confronted, the boy was rushed to the infirmary with a bloody nose and a sore groin. Wherever Seifer went, tension seemed to grow, since the incident with Fujin was the talk of the whole garden. For the most part of it, Seifer spent his time in the company of Fujin. Raijin often came to visit her as well. The odd thing was, Squall and the others sent flowers with a nice card which read 'Hoping you'll get better'. Seifer felt as if it mocked them, but Raijin seemed to think it was "sweeeet". They both knew Fujin would probably side with Seifer and snort out "MOCK.", but they hid the card from her. Although Fujin was usually quiet, she didn't make a peep. She was absolutely silent. The last time she said anything, was the second time she awoke. Seifer thought she was trying to push them out, but why would she do that. (Please, Fuj. I care a lot for you. Please don't block us out, don't block me out. If anything ever happened to you, I don't know what I'd do...Stay strong for me. We can get through this together, I know it.) Sometimes he would catch her reading her book written by Anne Rice. Raijin brought it over with him and a few other small utensils. Most of the time, she would just sit and stare out the window. He never tried to push her, because Doctor Kadowaki told him to take it easy with her. She told her to give her time.
"Fuj. I'm gonna go get some food, you want something?" He asked her softly.
Her stare broke and she looked at him. She pursed her lips together and nodded silently. He sighed and took her hand gently.
"I know, you're upset with me, because of our argument. I also know I don't want you to go Fuj. You really scared me, you're still scarin' me. I just...I just need you to hold on for me. If not for me, than for yourself Fuj. You don't deserve the pain you're putting yourself through. I didn't mean to get you this upset..I really didn't, Fuj." She blinked silently at him, and she smiled sadly. A single tear fell down her eye and he quickly brushed it away.
"I'll go get you something, I'll be right back, k?" He told her, bringing the conversation tension to an easier level.
"k." she whispered softly. He smiled brightly at her and got up and left.
Mere moments later, she rested her head against the pillow and closed her eye. A blue bird sat on a tree branch outside the window. It whistled its' song softly. She opened up her eye again and watched it hop around then finally closed her eye again. While listening to the sweet melody of the bird, she wondered. (I almost...I almost died. Seifer's being so kind to me. He's never been this gentle before, well, except for the time I lost my eye. He's only being kind to me, because he almost lost me. I wonder what he would've done if I truly was gone...) She sighed lightly and shifted under the sheets. Picking up her book she began to read silently. "Understand what you see. When you see me. Please Seifer, understand the feelings I hold for you is much more than friendship. Don't be afraid of me." she mumbled quietly.
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A/N:See, everything is okay...for now *plots deviously* *also loves that word 'deviously'* mweeheehee. Anyways, tell me what ya think. Oh yea, umm "Understand what you see. When you see me." is from The Vampire Lestat written by Anne Rice. I'd italize the title, but I don't know how to. If i did, half of the thoughts would be italized too. *pouts* anyways. review please, since that's the only reason I'm keepin' this up. Also, *frowns* I'm on vaca right now. So, that's why I've been able to write so much. Later on, chapters wont come out so easily. Well since, I had ONE review for this chapter. I don't think I'm gonna put up chapter five(which is done), until I get some reviews for this chapter. I need critizism for this chapter, since it seems no one likes it *cries* oh well *shrugs*
Hidden Feelings
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Chapter Four-Flatline
White light bounced upon her eyelid, piercing her dreadful nightmares. She rose to the scents of fresh cut flowers and the cold touch of a hand. Her eye fluttered open swiftly and was immediately bombarded with pure white light. She clasped her eyes tightly together to keep the protruding light at bay. There was a stroke of a thumb upon the back of her hand. A hard calloused hand caressed her milky soft skin. She stirred silently, but was abruptly stopped by the aching pains within her body. He lifted his head at the motion of his friend. He said something, but she couldn't make out the words. She opened up her eye slowly so the light wouldn't burn her again. He held her hand tightly and whispered softly. Everything was spinning so fast, she couldn't keep up with it. She couldn't breathe, it was so tight, she needed air. Her gasps came out raggedly and there was swift movement to her right. A push of a hand to keep her down, and a loud beeping noise. It was screaming in her ear. Screaming, piercing, just like the light. It hurt her so badly. The room wouldn't stop swimming around her mind. There was a yell, and a scream, and then nothing. Darkness elapsed around the small figure. Everything was gone.
The woman in white worked her magic upon the frail girl, shocking her with bits of electricity. There was a loud dead screeching. After several tries, she began to cry for the young lady. Thoughts swarmed about in her head. Screaming for a pulse, anything, but the long drawn out sound of flatline. (C'mon...c'mon! You can't go. One more time.) The last bit of shock ended the screeching and replaced it with a light beeping sound. She sighed in relief and proceeded with checking on her patient. The young male standing over the weak girl, held her hand as he sighed as well. (Don't do that again, Fuj.) The woman checked the girls' forehead and found she was freezing.
"What's wrong with her?" he whispered.
"She couldn't handle the pain, she must've went into shock."
"will she be alright?" his concerned voice asked.
"Honestly, I don't know."
Days later, she awoke again. She stirred slightly, and found her hand was clutched by another rough hand. What her vision allowed her to see was quite a sight. Azure eyes were staring at her with such concern it made her chest tighten with pain. He smiled lightly as her senses became more vivid. She noticed how softly he actually held her hand. She tried to lift her head, but it was too heavy for her. He lifted one hand to brush a few silver locks out of her way. Once again pain resounded through her body, but was soothed by the cold sheets wrapped around her small form. A familiar woman came into the room, who immediately smiled brightly as she looked over towards her.
"Oh, good. Sleeping beauty is finally awake." She whispered softly.
"Will she be okay now?" Her friend asked hesitantly.
"She should be. Though, I'd advise her to get more rest. She's in quite bad shape, Seifer."
"I know. But she's strong, she can make it."
"I'm sure she can." She replied sympathetically.
"Sei..." The young girl squeaked out.
"shh...it s'okay Fuj. You take it easy, just take it easy. I'm right here." Seifer told her soothingly.
She nodded her head lightly, but found it to be answered by a huge throb of pain that protested. He stroked her face lightly as well as her hand. "Sleep" was all she heard from him as she slowly drifted into the strong arms of Morpheus, Lord of Dreams.
Talk was all over the garden about how the albino was found. A small junior wandered into the bathroom and found Fujin lying in a pool of her own blood. The young girl weak at the sight of blood ran out screaming for help. When help came she helped show where Fujin was, and ended up throwing up all over herself. Though, the largest gossip piece was why? Everyone was determined to find out why Fujin did it, or tried to. Seifer over heard some guy saying she probably was sick of being so ugly, she tried to kill herself. After being confronted, the boy was rushed to the infirmary with a bloody nose and a sore groin. Wherever Seifer went, tension seemed to grow, since the incident with Fujin was the talk of the whole garden. For the most part of it, Seifer spent his time in the company of Fujin. Raijin often came to visit her as well. The odd thing was, Squall and the others sent flowers with a nice card which read 'Hoping you'll get better'. Seifer felt as if it mocked them, but Raijin seemed to think it was "sweeeet". They both knew Fujin would probably side with Seifer and snort out "MOCK.", but they hid the card from her. Although Fujin was usually quiet, she didn't make a peep. She was absolutely silent. The last time she said anything, was the second time she awoke. Seifer thought she was trying to push them out, but why would she do that. (Please, Fuj. I care a lot for you. Please don't block us out, don't block me out. If anything ever happened to you, I don't know what I'd do...Stay strong for me. We can get through this together, I know it.) Sometimes he would catch her reading her book written by Anne Rice. Raijin brought it over with him and a few other small utensils. Most of the time, she would just sit and stare out the window. He never tried to push her, because Doctor Kadowaki told him to take it easy with her. She told her to give her time.
"Fuj. I'm gonna go get some food, you want something?" He asked her softly.
Her stare broke and she looked at him. She pursed her lips together and nodded silently. He sighed and took her hand gently.
"I know, you're upset with me, because of our argument. I also know I don't want you to go Fuj. You really scared me, you're still scarin' me. I just...I just need you to hold on for me. If not for me, than for yourself Fuj. You don't deserve the pain you're putting yourself through. I didn't mean to get you this upset..I really didn't, Fuj." She blinked silently at him, and she smiled sadly. A single tear fell down her eye and he quickly brushed it away.
"I'll go get you something, I'll be right back, k?" He told her, bringing the conversation tension to an easier level.
"k." she whispered softly. He smiled brightly at her and got up and left.
Mere moments later, she rested her head against the pillow and closed her eye. A blue bird sat on a tree branch outside the window. It whistled its' song softly. She opened up her eye again and watched it hop around then finally closed her eye again. While listening to the sweet melody of the bird, she wondered. (I almost...I almost died. Seifer's being so kind to me. He's never been this gentle before, well, except for the time I lost my eye. He's only being kind to me, because he almost lost me. I wonder what he would've done if I truly was gone...) She sighed lightly and shifted under the sheets. Picking up her book she began to read silently. "Understand what you see. When you see me. Please Seifer, understand the feelings I hold for you is much more than friendship. Don't be afraid of me." she mumbled quietly.
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A/N:See, everything is okay...for now *plots deviously* *also loves that word 'deviously'* mweeheehee. Anyways, tell me what ya think. Oh yea, umm "Understand what you see. When you see me." is from The Vampire Lestat written by Anne Rice. I'd italize the title, but I don't know how to. If i did, half of the thoughts would be italized too. *pouts* anyways. review please, since that's the only reason I'm keepin' this up. Also, *frowns* I'm on vaca right now. So, that's why I've been able to write so much. Later on, chapters wont come out so easily. Well since, I had ONE review for this chapter. I don't think I'm gonna put up chapter five(which is done), until I get some reviews for this chapter. I need critizism for this chapter, since it seems no one likes it *cries* oh well *shrugs*