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Hidden Feelings
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Chapter Six-Isn't everything just wonderful?
As Fujin walked down the hallway to the Commanders office, people kept staring at her. By the time she got to his door, she had to count to ten and finally rapped on his door lightly. A quiet, "Come in." replied. So, she openned the door and found Squall looking over a folder with several papers hanging about. She stood in front and saluted him. He saluted her back and told her to relax. He then offered her a chair to sit in, which she grugdingly accepted. (I'm gonna be in here for hours....great...) He looked at her with a sideways glance.
"First off, I'd like to have a word about the 'incident' with you recently...." She looked down at her hands in her lap for a moment. Then she looked back up and built her crumbling wall back up. She looked sternly at him for a moment with her eye. His face seemed to soften at her glare.
"Fujin, I understand you've had to put up with a lot in the past. With Ultimecia, I'm surprised you made it this far. It hasn't gone unnoticed the way people have treated you, Raijin, and Seifer."
"NOTHING DONE!" He held up his hands in surrender.
"Hear me out. There were several threats made on the message boards, which we investigated AND stopped. The Garden is a mobile base made to stop sorceresses but also to protect people. People like you, who have been outcasted just because of past mistakes." He placed his hand on her shoulder as a comfort. She nodded silently.
"So, Fujin. If there is anything bothering you, anyONE that is hurting you. You can come to me, okay?"
She nodded again. "Now, for the second thing we need to discuss. Dr. Kadowaki, has told me that you wont give permission to be admitted. So, I'm ordering you to get some help from a friend of Doctor Kadowaki's, she's a therapist."
Her mouth dropped wide open. Then the anger started to build up inside of her. She wanted to strangle him with her own bare hands for doing something she insisted not happen. (I don't NEED help!!)
"The problem is....Her friend lives in Dollet. You'll have to move there."
"NO! STAY" (nonoNoNO! They can't take me away from my home, my reality, my sun.)
"Fujin! You *need* help. So, I'm sending you on a vacation. Doctor Kadowaki told me to let you bring Seifer and Raijin. Since, you need your best friends close to you in your time of need." She calmed down suddenly. (a vacation? I've never had a vacation...for the exception of running off to go on the quest to 'help' the sorceress. I am rather tired of running around. Maybe I need this.) She nodded her head again and quietly replied, "alright." He nodded in comtempt. "Tomorrow, you'll be getting all the details. A week from today, you'll be heading off for Dollet. Dismissed." She left as she was told.
She walked towards the elevator and pushed for the first floor. She then sighed as she reviewed everything that had happened in her life, and how she ended up where she was today. (My life sucks. I know life itself is great, but mine just plain old sucks. I've tried so hard to be good, to be as 'normal' as any person can be whose like me. Maybe I wasn't cut out for a good life. I don't deserve it anyways. Why is Squall doing this for me? Well either way, they can't make me talk to this therapist. They can tie me down and everything, but they can't make me do anything I don't want to do. Right?) She got so lost in her thoughts that when she looked up she found herself in the elevator. When it released her, she walked all the way back to her room, contemplating whether this was good or bad. (I wonder if Seifer and Raijin know that we're going on a 'vacation'. I hope they wont be upset. Seifer was just getting settled in with his bitch and Raijin was getting used to all the threats. Which I may add were only 4 or 6 a day now.) When a 'ding' enamated, the doors swished open and she walked out. She thoughtlessly walked to her dormitory. (Just a little further, and I'll be in the safe temple of my room.) To think that the most pain usually occured to her in the so-called 'safe temple'. When she arrived in the security of her room, she strolled over to her bed. Then she flopped down, and breathed in the scent of her pillow. Snuggly soft! She breathed in deeply again, and cried lightly. No reason at all, she just started to cry. Maybe it was the fact that Seifer didn't care for her. Or maybe it was the fact that she didn't even care for herself. (Everything is fine. Everything is wonderful. Everything is fine, everything is fine...) She kept repeating the phrase over in her head. After a while, saying something over and over again, kind of loses it's meaning, doesn't it?
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A/N:A vacation!!! Just what she needs....ohhh what shall I do to her there? mweeheeheehee. Well, I know exactly what I'm going to do. So, just give me some feedback, and you'll see what kind of tricks I can do. *smiles deviously* Laters, and review pwease. :)
Hidden Feelings
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Chapter Six-Isn't everything just wonderful?
As Fujin walked down the hallway to the Commanders office, people kept staring at her. By the time she got to his door, she had to count to ten and finally rapped on his door lightly. A quiet, "Come in." replied. So, she openned the door and found Squall looking over a folder with several papers hanging about. She stood in front and saluted him. He saluted her back and told her to relax. He then offered her a chair to sit in, which she grugdingly accepted. (I'm gonna be in here for hours....great...) He looked at her with a sideways glance.
"First off, I'd like to have a word about the 'incident' with you recently...." She looked down at her hands in her lap for a moment. Then she looked back up and built her crumbling wall back up. She looked sternly at him for a moment with her eye. His face seemed to soften at her glare.
"Fujin, I understand you've had to put up with a lot in the past. With Ultimecia, I'm surprised you made it this far. It hasn't gone unnoticed the way people have treated you, Raijin, and Seifer."
"NOTHING DONE!" He held up his hands in surrender.
"Hear me out. There were several threats made on the message boards, which we investigated AND stopped. The Garden is a mobile base made to stop sorceresses but also to protect people. People like you, who have been outcasted just because of past mistakes." He placed his hand on her shoulder as a comfort. She nodded silently.
"So, Fujin. If there is anything bothering you, anyONE that is hurting you. You can come to me, okay?"
She nodded again. "Now, for the second thing we need to discuss. Dr. Kadowaki, has told me that you wont give permission to be admitted. So, I'm ordering you to get some help from a friend of Doctor Kadowaki's, she's a therapist."
Her mouth dropped wide open. Then the anger started to build up inside of her. She wanted to strangle him with her own bare hands for doing something she insisted not happen. (I don't NEED help!!)
"The problem is....Her friend lives in Dollet. You'll have to move there."
"NO! STAY" (nonoNoNO! They can't take me away from my home, my reality, my sun.)
"Fujin! You *need* help. So, I'm sending you on a vacation. Doctor Kadowaki told me to let you bring Seifer and Raijin. Since, you need your best friends close to you in your time of need." She calmed down suddenly. (a vacation? I've never had a vacation...for the exception of running off to go on the quest to 'help' the sorceress. I am rather tired of running around. Maybe I need this.) She nodded her head again and quietly replied, "alright." He nodded in comtempt. "Tomorrow, you'll be getting all the details. A week from today, you'll be heading off for Dollet. Dismissed." She left as she was told.
She walked towards the elevator and pushed for the first floor. She then sighed as she reviewed everything that had happened in her life, and how she ended up where she was today. (My life sucks. I know life itself is great, but mine just plain old sucks. I've tried so hard to be good, to be as 'normal' as any person can be whose like me. Maybe I wasn't cut out for a good life. I don't deserve it anyways. Why is Squall doing this for me? Well either way, they can't make me talk to this therapist. They can tie me down and everything, but they can't make me do anything I don't want to do. Right?) She got so lost in her thoughts that when she looked up she found herself in the elevator. When it released her, she walked all the way back to her room, contemplating whether this was good or bad. (I wonder if Seifer and Raijin know that we're going on a 'vacation'. I hope they wont be upset. Seifer was just getting settled in with his bitch and Raijin was getting used to all the threats. Which I may add were only 4 or 6 a day now.) When a 'ding' enamated, the doors swished open and she walked out. She thoughtlessly walked to her dormitory. (Just a little further, and I'll be in the safe temple of my room.) To think that the most pain usually occured to her in the so-called 'safe temple'. When she arrived in the security of her room, she strolled over to her bed. Then she flopped down, and breathed in the scent of her pillow. Snuggly soft! She breathed in deeply again, and cried lightly. No reason at all, she just started to cry. Maybe it was the fact that Seifer didn't care for her. Or maybe it was the fact that she didn't even care for herself. (Everything is fine. Everything is wonderful. Everything is fine, everything is fine...) She kept repeating the phrase over in her head. After a while, saying something over and over again, kind of loses it's meaning, doesn't it?
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A/N:A vacation!!! Just what she needs....ohhh what shall I do to her there? mweeheeheehee. Well, I know exactly what I'm going to do. So, just give me some feedback, and you'll see what kind of tricks I can do. *smiles deviously* Laters, and review pwease. :)