A/N: So here I am again posting this extremely short year. This one only has two entries because madness often stops one from writing. I wonder if I can get Linz to see this! I'm sure she'd be happy to see this story again… even if these particular posts are mine. Lol
Disclaimer: I AM INNOCENT… err… I mean, I'm not profiting for J.K.Rowling works. lol
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April 1985
Every once and a while, when I see a Dementor pass, I forget to transform. This could result to be very dangerous for me… The gloomy creatures have doubled their rounds and numbers around me. They're starting to feel me again. I'd spit on their faces if I wasn't so terrified of them. Those monstrous faces of which I wouldn't wish my worst enemy to look into… Enemy… yes… What was it about an enemy that I used to conspire about? All I truly remember is the hatred I felt for him… yes, hatred… I remember now. Pettigrew. Vile worm, disgusting bottom feeder, lowly wretch! He should be here! He should take my place! I don't deserve to be here! I'm innocent! I'm innocent!! Release me… release me… Boy, tell them I'm innocent.
~Sirius~
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Written by: Burning Artist
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June 1985
I've started to think again but things are starting to slip… My dreams are getting more vivid and then I wonder what they all truly mean. It's all I can think about. Everything else that used to fill the space in my mind seems blurry… That boy and my presence here have a connection. Wait! Why am I here? When he appears in my dreams it feels like a have re-entered a lost world. A world that is familiar and safe yet I cannot fathom its meaning. The Dementors have started to come more often… They are doing their rounds in threes around my cell. I have had less and less will to turn into my animagus. This is bad. Why was I incarcerated? What is my reason for being here? I know that it has to do with that child but for all the powers that be WHAT!!!??? All I remember is I'm innocent… but of what heinous crime am I being punished for? It's finally caught up to me… I'm going mad…
~Sirius~
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Written by: Burning Artist