The minute I was born I was damned. The second I breathed life, I died.

They said I was evil…

The called me a bad omen…

They deemed me forbidden.

I had smelled their fear so strongly; I could have laughed at them at the time if only I wasn't trying so hard not to cry. The killed me a thousand times, I told them I didn't want to die. But wouldn't listen and they killed me anyway…

I can still hear their shrill laughter ringing in my ears,

Those bastards.

I got used to it for awhile.

Pain became my friend,

Sorrow my companion and

Death my master…

Emotion was a weakness and I would have none of it. So I buried it deep inside me

So that no one would ever find it. I hid them so well that they are invincible to everyone, even to myself.

So don't even dare to think you could change me.

I am Death's shadow.

I am the Flame Child.

I am H I E I