Not again Ginny. Not again. Runing, fast, far, long. Who's that? A figure ahead. They look firmilar, George or Fred? No, they're in the common room working on something. Ron? No, to short. IT'S HARRY! Oh thank goodness. I can trust him. I have before.
Stop, walk casualy. Nothing suspisous here. I hope at least.Walk, walk, I can see him just standing there. It's quiet. He's heard me, turning around. A smile. Good, he's in a good mood. Stop walking. Is he gonig to say something? I hope, if I talk right now I'll say something stupid. C'mon Harry, say something.
"Hey Gin, what's with the worried look?" Oh God, he noticed, what now? Lie? No, he'll find out. Gotta tell him what happened.
"Oh, I was just running from a, friend." It's not really a lie, is it? Draco and I are friends, I guess. I know he wants to be more than what's allowed. And I do, too, I guess.
"Why would you do that?" He chuckled. Oh good, he thinks nothing of it.
"Oh, he just did something I didn't agree with.." Oh no. I said he.. now Harry's going to think something's up.
"He? Who is it? A new lover I should know about." Another chuckle. Great. I have to tell him now. I must. I can't keep this from Harry. I need to make sure he doesn't tell Ron though.
I sigh, then look at Harry, he gets serious, oh no. "Malfoy..." Shocked look, oh no. Not that. Oh God, what have I done. Not another person mad at me. "It's nothing really, he just liked me and I ran.. then he talked to me, kissed me, and I ran."
"HE KISSED YOU?!" Oh no, shouting, I made him mad. Oh God, no. no, no. Run. No, don't run. Running only gets you in more trouble.
"Harry, it's nothing, really. I don't like him, like that. He's nice and attractive, but I could never live a Malfoy." Pleeding always worked, didn't it? You know.. show sympathy, hope they go for it. This has to work.
"It doesn't MATTER, Ginny. He's a Malfoy! You're a Weasly!" Anger, I hate it when Harry gets angry. He gets so, scary. Possed, that's what he looks like. Like the Dark Lord himself left some of himself in Harry and it comes out when he's angry. Think fast Ginny. Make him relize you don't have those feelings.
"Harry, please believe me! I don't have feelings for Draco! I could never! It's just not, right!" Oh, now I feel bad. It's almost like Draco isn't right to have as a boyfriend, or even a friend. "I mean, he isn't a bad person.. it's just, I can't picture myself with him! I just can't." Oh, that sounds better Ginny, at least he has some dignity.
Silence. Why isn't Harry saying anything. Harry talk. Don't do this. Say something. Tears, no, no crying Ginny. Crying babyish. Stop, stop stop!! Flowing, down down down. Gone. More are coming, more rapidly, faster, faster, faster, crying hard. Stop, STOP, STOP!!
He looks, sympathy in his eyes. Good, calm down now. "Who did it?" Oh, speaking, thank goodness.
"He did, he kissed me." He did, didn't he? I only gave him and didn't pull away, Harry doesn't have to know that, though. Right?
"Did you, do anything?" Oh great, now what. Leave out that I fell into his arms or just tell him I ran? Ran, he doesn't have to know everything, he isn't my mother.
"I ran, of course. Why would I stay?" I hope I sounded convincing, oh I do.
"Good, and, he didn't follow you, right?"
"First time, yes. Second time, no."
"I see.." Thinking, hopefully he'll drop this whole subject. I don't want to talk about this anymore. "Did you, like it?" WHAT ON EARTH?! What is he thinking, like a kiss from Malfoy?! It was, sweet.. and smooth.. and.. perfect. No, no, NO Ginny! Don't think that!
"What do you think?" There, I'll let him think what he wants. Which hopefully is.. good.
"I don't know what I think." Great, just lovely. He doesn't know. Oh how wonderful.
"No, Harry. I didn't." Lie, you lied. How dare you lie to Harry! Stop beating up on yourself, this is getting you nowhere.
"Good... are you going to tell Ron, or am I?" NO! Ron can't know! He'll kill me!
"I'm not telling Ron, and neither are you Harry. I'm just going to pretend this didn't happen!" Angst, one of my many talents. Hopefully Harry got the hint.
"Ron is going to know, Ginny! It will be one sure way that you WON'T do it again!" The nerve he has! Thinking I'll go back to Draco! Anger's building, must release. Can't go off on Harry, he's jsut trying to help. Oh what to do, what to do!?
"I won't Harry! Why won't you believe me?" Oh, don't answer that Harry, I really don't want to know. Take it back.. oh I wish I could.
"I just, can't. Not with Malfoy." Oh, better than I thought, he's so sweet, and cute.. and.. oh no! Ginny, not again! You just got over your last crush on him! Not again!
"Well, I'm 15. I can handle myself." Right? Oh I hope so.
"Yeah, I keep forgetting. Maybe I am blowing this thing out of proportion." A weak smile and a laugh, oh old Harry's back. How I love him like this.
"Good." Give him a smile, let him know things are okay. What? He's coming closer arms opening a hug. Oh higs arms make me feel safe. So warm and protecting. Nothing can harm me here.
"I'm sorry, Ginny."
"I'm sorry, too."
Don't make this hug end, please, I need this. This love, this comfert. This, everything.
Author's Note: Ginny/Draco was making me angry. So I changed it. :P I might change it back. I still have the abilitiy to make it go whichever way I feel. Heehee.
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Stop, walk casualy. Nothing suspisous here. I hope at least.Walk, walk, I can see him just standing there. It's quiet. He's heard me, turning around. A smile. Good, he's in a good mood. Stop walking. Is he gonig to say something? I hope, if I talk right now I'll say something stupid. C'mon Harry, say something.
"Hey Gin, what's with the worried look?" Oh God, he noticed, what now? Lie? No, he'll find out. Gotta tell him what happened.
"Oh, I was just running from a, friend." It's not really a lie, is it? Draco and I are friends, I guess. I know he wants to be more than what's allowed. And I do, too, I guess.
"Why would you do that?" He chuckled. Oh good, he thinks nothing of it.
"Oh, he just did something I didn't agree with.." Oh no. I said he.. now Harry's going to think something's up.
"He? Who is it? A new lover I should know about." Another chuckle. Great. I have to tell him now. I must. I can't keep this from Harry. I need to make sure he doesn't tell Ron though.
I sigh, then look at Harry, he gets serious, oh no. "Malfoy..." Shocked look, oh no. Not that. Oh God, what have I done. Not another person mad at me. "It's nothing really, he just liked me and I ran.. then he talked to me, kissed me, and I ran."
"HE KISSED YOU?!" Oh no, shouting, I made him mad. Oh God, no. no, no. Run. No, don't run. Running only gets you in more trouble.
"Harry, it's nothing, really. I don't like him, like that. He's nice and attractive, but I could never live a Malfoy." Pleeding always worked, didn't it? You know.. show sympathy, hope they go for it. This has to work.
"It doesn't MATTER, Ginny. He's a Malfoy! You're a Weasly!" Anger, I hate it when Harry gets angry. He gets so, scary. Possed, that's what he looks like. Like the Dark Lord himself left some of himself in Harry and it comes out when he's angry. Think fast Ginny. Make him relize you don't have those feelings.
"Harry, please believe me! I don't have feelings for Draco! I could never! It's just not, right!" Oh, now I feel bad. It's almost like Draco isn't right to have as a boyfriend, or even a friend. "I mean, he isn't a bad person.. it's just, I can't picture myself with him! I just can't." Oh, that sounds better Ginny, at least he has some dignity.
Silence. Why isn't Harry saying anything. Harry talk. Don't do this. Say something. Tears, no, no crying Ginny. Crying babyish. Stop, stop stop!! Flowing, down down down. Gone. More are coming, more rapidly, faster, faster, faster, crying hard. Stop, STOP, STOP!!
He looks, sympathy in his eyes. Good, calm down now. "Who did it?" Oh, speaking, thank goodness.
"He did, he kissed me." He did, didn't he? I only gave him and didn't pull away, Harry doesn't have to know that, though. Right?
"Did you, do anything?" Oh great, now what. Leave out that I fell into his arms or just tell him I ran? Ran, he doesn't have to know everything, he isn't my mother.
"I ran, of course. Why would I stay?" I hope I sounded convincing, oh I do.
"Good, and, he didn't follow you, right?"
"First time, yes. Second time, no."
"I see.." Thinking, hopefully he'll drop this whole subject. I don't want to talk about this anymore. "Did you, like it?" WHAT ON EARTH?! What is he thinking, like a kiss from Malfoy?! It was, sweet.. and smooth.. and.. perfect. No, no, NO Ginny! Don't think that!
"What do you think?" There, I'll let him think what he wants. Which hopefully is.. good.
"I don't know what I think." Great, just lovely. He doesn't know. Oh how wonderful.
"No, Harry. I didn't." Lie, you lied. How dare you lie to Harry! Stop beating up on yourself, this is getting you nowhere.
"Good... are you going to tell Ron, or am I?" NO! Ron can't know! He'll kill me!
"I'm not telling Ron, and neither are you Harry. I'm just going to pretend this didn't happen!" Angst, one of my many talents. Hopefully Harry got the hint.
"Ron is going to know, Ginny! It will be one sure way that you WON'T do it again!" The nerve he has! Thinking I'll go back to Draco! Anger's building, must release. Can't go off on Harry, he's jsut trying to help. Oh what to do, what to do!?
"I won't Harry! Why won't you believe me?" Oh, don't answer that Harry, I really don't want to know. Take it back.. oh I wish I could.
"I just, can't. Not with Malfoy." Oh, better than I thought, he's so sweet, and cute.. and.. oh no! Ginny, not again! You just got over your last crush on him! Not again!
"Well, I'm 15. I can handle myself." Right? Oh I hope so.
"Yeah, I keep forgetting. Maybe I am blowing this thing out of proportion." A weak smile and a laugh, oh old Harry's back. How I love him like this.
"Good." Give him a smile, let him know things are okay. What? He's coming closer arms opening a hug. Oh higs arms make me feel safe. So warm and protecting. Nothing can harm me here.
"I'm sorry, Ginny."
"I'm sorry, too."
Don't make this hug end, please, I need this. This love, this comfert. This, everything.
Author's Note: Ginny/Draco was making me angry. So I changed it. :P I might change it back. I still have the abilitiy to make it go whichever way I feel. Heehee.
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