Authors note!

Well hello everyone! How are you? Get ready. It is time. Yes, yes, sniffle it's my last chapter. I am so sad! BOO-HOO! tear jade was just about to bite my head off. She wants me to continue with the story, but honestly I don't want to drag it out. sigh I know, some of you want me to continue, but how bout a sequels/saga? Or a new story entirely? I think it would be for the best. Don't you? doges rock from angry reviewers. HEY! Sheesh! Some people! I'll tell yah! Oh btw! Thanks to all those who gave me ideas! Special thanks to Tori the Hanyou! I really liked the idea, and would use it if I had more time. I am going to new jersey soon and want to finish the story before then. Well I think I've talked enough. OH WAIT! ONE MORE THING I PROMISE! EVERYONE GO TO ebaumsworld.com then go to magic and click the pin wheel! Oh my god it is so fucking fun! Okay I'm done. On with the story! Lalala! dances around with keyboard.

Kagome whipped around angrily. Glaring at inuyasha. "Damn inuyasha! You always ruin everything! What is your problem! I was just beginning to forgive you! Then you have to go and ruin the moment!" tears welled up in her chocolate orbs. Jade and Sesshomaru glared at inuyasha from the fire side.

Everything had been going well; the air was warm and sweet, the atmosphere comfortable. Inuyasha, taking advantage of the situation had leaned in to kiss kagome. She eagerly accepted this. The he committed one of the most heinous crimes. He whispered kikyou's name. Kagome had sat him about 50 times. Jade pummeled him slicing him up a bit with a hidden switchblade and Sesshomaru, well Sesshomaru just grabbed inuyasha's throat and almost chocked him to death adding a little venom to the last few seconds. Kagome ran off bawling. Sesshomaru had to use almost all of his strength just to prevent jade from jumping on inuyasha. Inuyasha stared after kagome calling her name. His voice broke. He turned around to face jade, his eyes were brimming with confusion. They shone with tears. Jade calmed, the steam suddenly disappearing at the look on inuyasha's face.

"w-what did I do?" jade looked at him exasperated.

"What the hell do you mean? What did you do?! God you are shallow! I can't believe you whispered kikyou's name when kagome was about to kiss you! Jackass! God you suck!"

Tears ran down inuyasha's face. His eyes became shaded by his bangs. "That's not what I said." He whispered softly. Jade grunted.

"Really now? Then what pray tell did you say?"

"I told her I loved her." jade and Sesshomaru fell over anime style.

"YOU WHAT?!" they screamed in unison.

"I told her I loved her. And she rejected me." he turned with a broken sigh and walked away, his tears leaving a glittering path behind him. jade and Sesshomaru turned and looked at each other.

"I get kagome, you get inuyasha." Jade said. He nodded and they took off in different directions.

"kagome!" jade yelled running after her. "WAIT UP! Damnit!" jade panted as she speeded up more easily catching up to kagome. Jade threw herself forward, talking kagome on the ground. kagome's body shook beneath jade. tears soaked the ground. little whimpers escaped kagome, curling their way up to jade's ears. Jade softly petted kagome head, she was still sitting on her. "it's okay kagome," she whispered soothingly. Kagome struggled to intake a deep breath. Jade rolled off of her.

"no it's not okay!" she cried. "I will never be fucking good enough for him gods Damnit!" kagome lowered her head into the ground and sobbed. Jaded sighed sadly.

"trust me kagome, he wasn't thinking of Kikyou when he was about to kiss you."

kagome's head shot up angrily. "yeah? And what the hell do you know huh? All you have to do is flash a little of your oh-so-beautiful skin and your guy is falling for you! you don't know what it's like! You don't know what a broken heart feels like! To have someone you love and care for taken away! don't fucking tell me it's gonna be fucking okay! You don't know shit! You haven't been through half the shit I have! Just fucking leave me alone!"

jade glared at kagome, her eyes shining with tears. "oh yes," she said icily. "I don't know anything. I'm just a weak useless girl that always feels sorry for herself aren't I? Fucker! I have gone through shit millions of times worse then you! you had a loving family! They cared for you! you never had to go home to hits instead of hugs! Someone has always been there for you! but no, not me! my life has been tragedy after tragedy but I have learned to live with it. I have always had to look out for myself, I learned to life with nothing! I had no love, no money, no home, no food, NOTHING! And you say I don't know what it's like to have someone I love torn away? that's bull shit! The only person I ever cared for I watched die! But I'm still here! After everything I've been through I m still here! Do you see me crying? No! but here you are, sniveling on the ground like a worm! A fucking baby all because you heard the man you love say something he actually didn't say! He told you he loved you god Damnit and automatically you think he says Kikyou! Jesus! Fine then! Cry here and wither in your self pity. Since you don't need me any more I guess I'll leave. Don't expect me to come back." And with that jade slowly rise from the ground and walked away leaving a speechless kagome on the ground.

Sesshomaru had finished talking to inuyasha. He had convinced him to go find kagome and talk to her. now he was searching for jade. she had disappeared. He couldn't even pick up her scent. He began to panic.

'where could she have gone?' he thought. But it was useless. He couldn't find her anywhere. He jumped into a tree to watch inuyasha talk to kagome. He watched as they hugged. Obviously kagome forgave inuyasha. 'well, that was easy.' He thought to himself. 'now to continue to search for jade.'

Authors note!

Okay, not the end of the story, just a note k? Okay. Well I've decided to give these story two endings. I mean, although the happily ever after ending is good and all, well, I mean, it's just so over used you know? So I'll just make one happy one and one tragic one k? Okay! Well on with the story!

HAPPY ENDING

Jade walked through the woods singing softly to herself in English. She was singing 'Gravity', the ending song of wolf's rain. Jade smiled as she remembered Jessica dragging her onto the couch forcing her to watch it with her. Her smile turned sad, and then faded all together. Times were good back then. Pure and simple. A solitary tear slid down her cheek. Things weren't supposed to be like this. She had always been alone. It was destined to be like that. But Sesshomaru, kagome and inuyasha had forced her to feel again. Forced her to truly smile. And she hated them for it. She wondered how you could both hate and love something at the same kind. Love created from hate. The worst kind.

She continued to walk aimlessly around the woods. She stopped suddenly. She began to think about what had happened the last time she wandered. Little did she know that it was bound to happen again.

Sesshomaru lifted his head up from his hands. He sniffed the air, his frustration melting away. He smelled jade, or someone who smelled similar. The scent was distorted in some way, like how Kikyou smelled like kagome, yet somehow different, altered. He stood and walked toward the scent. It grew stronger. He was sure it wasn't jade, but whoever or whatever it was, it smelled remarkably similar. Inuyasha and kagome suddenly appeared beside him. Inuyasha had obviously caught on to the same scent.

"Who could it be?" kagome asked in a hushed tone. Inuyasha shrugged. Kagome followed the two into a clearing. An older boy sat hunched on the ground. He turned sharply. Kagome gasped.

(A/n: Tori the Hanyou I am using your idea! Thanks a bunch!)

Clear green eyes bore into hers. Shaggy brown hair fell into his face, he shook it away without breaking his gaze. He stood slowly. He was average height, built lean and strong. His pale skin set off his eyes.

"y-you're" kagome choked out. "You're dead! You can't be here!" he cocked his head to the side.

"Who are you?" he asked in a soft voice. "And how do you know me I don't know you? Have we met?"

Kagome shook her head still shocked. "You're jade's brother dean!" he raised an eyebrow.

"How did you know? Do you know jade?" he asked earnestly. "Where is she? Is she okay? I followed her through the well awhile ago but I lost track of her."

Sesshomaru glared at him. Inuyasha cast him a questioning look. Sesshomaru opened his mouth to speak, but kept his gaze on dean at all times. "This sniveling pathetic excuse for a living creature has put jade through so much pain. Her spirit died because of him. Why should we help him? Why does he deserve to see jade? He is worthless! I say we kill him now! Jade needs no more pain after what kagome said to her!" kagome looked down, bangs shading her eyes.

Dean locked eyes with Sesshomaru. "I did what I had to. Jade would understand. All I want is to see my sister again. I thought I could live without her so I faked my death, but it turns out I can't. I need to see her!" tears filled her haunted eyes. Inuyasha sensed Sesshomaru soften slightly. Dean was too much like jade.

"fine." Sesshomaru spat out gruffly. "You can help us look."

Dean attempted a smile as he wiped away his tears. Sesshomaru turned briskly and began walking off, the rest close behind him.

A tortured scream rang through the woods. Jade stumbled and fell in a puddle of her own blood. She quickly regained her composure, hoisting herself off the ground and continued running. Her breath came in short gasps as her lungs came close to near bursting. Tears cascaded down her bloodied bruised cheeks, mixing with her blood. She tasted the acrid blood in her mouth. She spat out the bitter liquid. She closed her eyes for a moment relishing the darkness and solitude. Her serene thoughts of tranquility were scatter as she heard the now all too familiar cry of

"WIND BLADES!" (A/n: KAGURA! It took me forever to find out what this attack was called, I finally found it in one of the mangas. Only for you guys. -)

She screamed as the blades ripped into her flesh. Her body flew through the air, landing with a soft thud on the ground. As he eyes became unfocused, her mind wandered, back to when she first came upon this women that called herself Kagura, and the child that was named kana.

-FLASHBACK TIME! - (a/n: aren't u guys excited? Lol! -)

A women in a decorative kimono stepped out from behind a tree. Jade whirled around quickly, on her guard. The woman only carried a fan, jade relaxed. Her first mistake. The blades came hurtling at her suddenly, jade could only avoid 3. The other one grazed her leg, making it very painful to run. Then the little one appeared. Jade smiled, thinking she was saved. Her second mistake. The girl looked on her with glass eyes. She slowly lifted up a mirror. It glowed brightly as jade gasped. She struggled to draw breath as the soul was ripped from her. She fought desperately to stay in control. The girl looked puzzled as jade stood and fled, wobbling slightly. And so the chase began.

-END FLASHBACK- pouts

Naraku, using his remaining strength had cast a final binding spell. Kagura and Kanna were to seek out jade and slaughter her. Once this was done, they would be free. Kagura smiled with grim determination as she closed in on her prey. As she approached hastily, the girl looked up and caught her eyes in a stare. Desperate and hollow. Beyond death and despair. This girl had given up, she was beyond being dead. This was what she wanted. Wasn't it? She had seen the look in the girl's eyes as the hunt began. Fiery and full of spirit. Determined. That was all gone now. Kagura slowly backed away from the bloody living corpse. Those eyes scared her. They reflected her insecurities, her fears. They saw right through her. Death reveals all.

Even Kanna was hesitant to approach the death mask that lay before her. She looked to Kagura and they both fled. Jade crumpled to the ground in a bloody heap.

"Jade? JADE!"

The voice was familiar, yet somehow it didn't register in her mind. It seemed so far away. So distant. She strained her eyes to see the shadowy features of the looming figure.

Dean sat hunched over jade, tears falling onto her blood splattered cheek. He cradled her limp body in his strong arms. "Please jade" he whispered hoarsely. "Please wake up, for me." her bleary eyes opened, blurry and unfocused with pain. "JADE!" dean cried out overjoyed. Her eyes strained to focus.

"Dean?" she then sighed and looked away. "No, dean's dead, I've seen his ghost before, you're just another figment of my imagination. You'll go away, just like everyone else. Like all the other times." Her breath rattled in her chest.

"No jade! It's actually me! All those times, you were actually seeing me, I, well I just couldn't bring myself to see you. I always ended up hiding from you. I'm sorry you thought I was dead. I-I just had to get out. Richard planned on killing me. I'm sorry." His voice broke.

Jade turned to look at him. Tears filled her eyes and spilled onto her face, washing away the pain. "Dean!" she cried wrapping her arms around him. "I missed you so much!" and then, she laughed. Kagome, inuyasha and Sesshomaru all opened their eyes wide. The sound was light and musical, like Christmas bells. Sesshomaru walked over to jade and dean and knelt down. He touched her shoulder lightly. She opened her arms for him to carry her. He picked her up and stood. Dean followed suit.

Sesshomaru turned and began to walk towards the village with jade. Dean, inuyasha, and kagome followed, together. Always together.

-The end- number one-

ENDIND NUMBER 2

Jade? JADE!"

The voice was familiar, yet somehow it didn't register in her mind. It seemed so far away. So distant. She strained her eyes to see the shadowy features of the looming figure.

Dean sat hunched over jade, tears falling onto her blood splattered cheek. He cradled her limp body in his strong arms. "Please jade" he whispered hoarsely. "Please wake up, for me." her bleary eyes opened, blurry and unfocused with pain. "JADE!" dean cried out overjoyed. Her eyes strained to focus.

"Dean?" she then sighed and looked away. "No, dean's dead, I've seen his ghost before, you're just another figment of my imagination. You'll go away, just like everyone else. Like all the other times." Her breath rattled in her chest.

"No jade! It's actually me! All those times, you were actually seeing me, I, well I just couldn't bring myself to see you. I always ended up hiding from you. I'm sorry you thought I was dead. I-I just had to get out. Richard planned on killing me. I'm so sorry." His voice broke.

Jade just looked at him, her face impassive. Her eyes, those eyes that dean once saw dance with merriment, those eyes that were always so pure and innocent, those eyes were now dead.

"You killed me dean. When you died. So did I." She slowly reached a trembling hand up to caress his soft skin. She looked past him to Sesshomaru. "I lived for you. Now, as I did for you, live for me." a weak laugh escaped her chapped lips.

The sound was one musical, happy and clear, but now along with everything else it was dead. Faded and wilted. Her eyes lost focus and her broken body went limp in her brother's arms. Sesshomaru stood staring at her dead body. He slowly sank to his knees and let a heart wrenching scream escape him. The cry, broken with sorrow and despair, desperation, and grief rang through the forest, curling around the trees and was whisked away into the fading light. Jade's life star had gone out.

-The end #2-

Authors note!

SO HOW WAS THE ENDING? TELL ME! NOW! REVIEW! PLEASE? I am kinda sad the story is over though. I know jade is gonna throttle me for ending it. Oh well I'll write a new one or something. Well here's one last treat, but be warned for the last time, it's not to eat.

-with the brightest rainbow come the darkest shadows- I made that up myself. -

devil come this way, towards the clapping hands In my youthful days I played at Gion every day, every night with a lullaby swaying with a sickle moon seen behind you're like a Japanese doll an expression that never changes softly, eyes close I sleep beside you sleep well... now I'm thinking of my own dead mother and my child on top of those memories today again, I play the harp's sound "Mother and you and my new relation" Without thinking I put my hand on your neck. You say nothing and you do nothing. I'm gonna sing the last lullaby for you while you smile at me. I wonder why I fell in love with you. Impossible love. put your hands together your tiny hands an unsuitable dream corpse and love turning, aimlessly, drifting, collapsing turning, aimlessly, collapsing turning, aimlessly, drifting, collapsing turning, aimlessly, frolicking