I cant believe you people would think I would kill Spike, Amanda you are
right, Spike should never die, and he isn't in my story, but people I need
your help, this story needs some fluffy Spuffy, if you have any ideas I
will but it in, and stuff with Alex would be great
Thanks
Used some dialogue from past episode
The beginning of this chapter is important but not the whole thing,
Chapter Thirty-Nine: Between Worlds
AN: +~+~+~+~+ means a dream
And = = = means the past
Once Buffy had reassured her son and herself that some how she was going to get Spike back she went to bed a slipped into a deep sleep
+~+~+~+~
Buffy looked around and all she could see was light, it was so bright she had to squint her eyes when she saw a light get brighter and come towards her
"Hello" She said to the light
All of a sudden the light formed into her husband,
"Spike" She said
"Hey pet" He said
Buffy tried to walk to him but every time she did he moved away
"Spike were am I" She said
"You are in between worlds luv, see were I am is not as nice as this place but the perks of this particular dimension is that you can pick some one from another dimension to help you out"
"So your not really here" She said
"No, and nor are you, see really you are all snug in our bed with our son across the hall" He said
"So what happens, how do I get you back"
"Do you remember this..." He said clicking his fingers
Buffy blinked and found herself at the Sunnydale crater watching herself cry, she looked to her side to see Spike by her side but not close enough to touch watching the scene
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"Happy to see me luv"
"Get –away- from me." Buffy said with anger raging in her voice, as she turned round from the figure she thought was the First,
"Your not Spike, I want the real Spike your not real so get away from me."
"Buffy look into my eyes and tell me if I'm real or not," he said to the back of her head as she was turned back towards the crater. She turned round slowly and looked up into his blue eyes and she began to cry again.
"Now do you think I'm real" he said with his famous grin.
"Oh my God, Spike," she cried as he picked her up into his arms and she wrapped her legs around his waist and cried into his shirt.
"Guess that's a yes then luv." He said as she began to frantically kissing her way up his neck and up his jaw line and to his lips as they were locked in a passionate kiss. When she broke off for air she said quickly with excitement filling her voice,
"What's happening? Why are you? I don't care." she said just before she kissed him again feeling him chuckle under her mouth. She broke off the kiss and started to hug him tightly as her legs tightened around his waist.
"Oh god Spike don't you ever leave me again not ever ok I love you too much for you to leave me again promise me that you will never leave me again." She said frantically as she held on to him.
"I promise I will never leave you a...wait what did you just say?" he said as he realised what she had just said. Buffy lifted her head and looked into his eyes and said,
"I love you Spike, god I love you so much."
"Buffy you don't have to say that I know you don't mean it I know you could never love me," He said as he bowed his head so not to look at her and as he did that Buffy lifted it back up again to look back in to her eyes.
"Spike, I –love-you." She said looking directly into his eyes
"Buffy..." He said with sorrow in his eyes, as he still didn't believe her.
"Oh my god, Spike will you listen to the words I am saying *I*am in love with *you*." Buffy said, not only for him but also for herself as the more she said it the more she knew it was how she felt.
A big smile came to Spikes face when he realised Buffy was serious and that his dream had come true.
"Really." He said just to make sure he wasn't hearing things.
"Really Really." She said before kissing him softly on the lips still with her leg wrapped around his waist.
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"Of course I remember this, it was when you came back to me" Buffy said not taking her eyes of herself kissing Spike
"I was so happy in that moment, you told me you loved me and that you meant it" He said turning to look at her
She looked up at him and smiled "So this is what they want me to do, watch us get back together" She said
"No, I wish it was but its not that easy, the powers are going to send us over the next few months to..."
"MONTHS, but I thought Id get you back sooner than that" She said
"No again, not that easy, they want to show you things that has happened before this," He said pointing to the couple talking and walking away
"Like what" She said
"You have to wait and see" He said smirking "But if you ever think you cant take seeing something you have to press the button and you will wake yourself up" He said pointing to the little button that had appeared in her hand
"But Buffy, if you press that button, it will cost you something so a little advise, think about it before you press it ok"
"Ok" She said
"Ok, here we go, hold on to your hat baby, its gonna be quite a ride" He said clicking his fingers again
Buffy looked around to find herself now in Sunnydale, outside the Bronze, she smiled and looked around at the familiar setting she hadn't seen in years she looked up at Spike suspiciously
"Ok, what are we doing here" Buffy asked
"You'll see" Spike said as they walked Buffy looked and saw herself at 16 years old fighting with a vampire
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Buffy punches the vampire's face again and then his chest. He gets loose from her and lands a punch on her face. She goes spinning down to the ground and lies there, momentarily stunned. The vampire looms over her.
"I don't need to wait for St. Vigeous. You're mine." The vampire said
He bends down to get her, and she kicks him in the face. He staggers backward as she maneuvers to he feet.
"Spike! Gimme a hand!"
== "I know what is coming up" Buffy said
==
Buffy looks over at Spike in the shadows. Xander is back with the stake.
"Buffy!" Xander yelled
She turns to him and he throws her the stake. She catches it out of the air, and in a smooth, swift motion plunges it home into the vampire's chest. He doesn't even have time to fall before he crumbles to ashes. Spike comes out of the shadows slowly clapping his hands. Buffy looks at him with a confused expression on her face. Willow and Xander see him, too.
"Nice work, luv." Spike said
"Who are you?" Buffy said confused
== "The man of your dreams" Spike said
"You weren't back then Saturday boy" Buffy teased
==
"You'll find out on Saturday."
"What happens on Saturday?"
"I kill you" Spike said before walking away
===
"You know looking back, that was a terrible line" Spike said as they watch Buffy walk away
"Your just realising that now" Buffy said "Ok, what's next"
Spike smiled and clicked his fingers again
Once again Buffy blinked and she was in a different place, she watch herself walk wearing black and walking with her head down
"This is after Angel turned isn't it" She said to Spike
"Yeah and also a first for something else" Spike said smirking
Buffy looked confused as she watched a man point a gun at her younger self
=== She stares at his gun, frightened, and begins to raise her hands. Suddenly the gun gets kicked out of the officer's hands. He gets kicked in the face and in the shin, then grabbed and thrown onto the hood of his car, where he lies unconscious. His attacker faces a surprised Buffy.
"Hello, cutie." Spike said smiling
Spike takes a step toward Buffy, and she immediately decks him twice in the face. He grabs her by the shoulders to restrain her, but she brings her knee up into his gut.
==
"Typical" Spike said
"Excuse me" Buffy said looking at him
"You didn't even give me a chance to talk before you using my face as a punch bag"
"Spike you were evil" Buffy said as she watched herself hit Spike
==
"Now, you hold on a second!" Spike said shoving her away
She reaches into her coat and pulls out a stake. Spike jumps back and holds up his hands in surrender.
"Hey! White flag here. I quit." He said with his hands still up
"Let me clear this up for you. We're mortal enemies. We don't get time-outs."
"You want to go around, pet, I'll have a gay old time of it. You want to stop Angel... we're gonna have to play this a bit differently."
"What are you talking about?"
"I'm talking about your ex, pet. I'm talking about putting him in the bloody ground." Spike said
"This has gotta be the *lamest* trick you guys have ever thought up." She said lowering the stake
"He's got your Watcher. Right now, he's probably torturing him."
"What do you want?"
"I told you. I want to stop Angel. I want to save the world." Spike said snickering
== "Another first of many huh" Buffy said as her other self said something she didn't hear
Spike nodded and carried on listening
== "We like to talk big. Vampires do. I'm going to destroy the world. That's just tough guy talk. Strutting around with your friends over a pint of blood. The truth is, I like this world. You've got...dog racing, Manchester United. And you've got people. Billions of people walking around like Happy Meals with legs. It's all right here. But then someone comes along with a vision. With a real... passion for destruction. Angel could pull it off. Goodbye, Piccadilly. Farewell, Leicester Bloody Square. You know what I'm saying?" Spike said as he sat on the hood of the police car smoking a cigarette
"Okay, fine. You're not down with Angel. Why would you ever come to me?" Buffy said
== "Cause of your nice little arse" Spike said
"Shut up" Buffy said chuckling
== "I want Dru back. I want it like it was before he came back. The way she acts around him..."
"You're pathetic" Buffy said
He punches her in the face. She punches him right back.
==
Buffy and Spike shook their heads at their past selves
==
"I lost a friend tonight!" Buffy yelled
"I wasn't in on that raiding party."
== "I really wasn't you know" Spike said looking down at her
"I know, but back then, I really didn't care, you were on their side so in my view, you were one of the ones to blame" Buffy said as her past self carried on yelling at Spike
== Buffy punches him hard in the jaw, making him flinch. He straightens back up and feels his jaw, checking for blood.
"I hate you." Buffy said with venom dripping of her voice
"And I'm all you've got." Spike said
The police officer begins to stir on the hood of the car.
"All right. Talk" Buffy said
"I'm just gonna kill this guy." Spike said turning to the officer
Buffy clears her throat loudly. Spike faces her.
"Oh, right." Spike said realising he couldn't with her there
== "You would have eaten him wouldn't you, right in front of me" Buffy said turning to Spike
"Well yeah, I was hungry luv" Spike said smirking as there past selves walked away and he clicked his fingers again
Buffy blinked to find her self in Giles old house she looked at Spike in confusion
Spike smiled and pointed at the front door Buffy jumped as Spike came bursting through tied up with Buffy right behind him aged 18
== "Hey! Watch it!" Spike said
"One more word out of you, and I swear..." Buffy warned
"Swear, what? You're not gonna do anything to me. You don't got the stones."
"Oh, I got the stones. I got a whole bunch of... stones."
"Yeah? You're all talk."
"GILES! I accidentally killed Spike. That's okay, right?" Buffy yelled
== "Just out of curiosity would you have killed me" Spike said
"I don't know, you were pissing me off" Buffy said
"Thanks that good to know" Spike said sarcastically as he watch him self being slammed into a chair
==
"I get this spell reversed, they'll be finding your body for weeks." Spike said sneering
"Oh, make a move... please. I'm dying for a good slay" Buffy said as they glared at each other
== "You would have tried wouldn't you"
"I don't know you were pissing me off" Spike said in a high mocking voice She was about to retaliate when he stopped her
"Hey look show time" He said smiling
==
"If the two of you could remain civil long enough to..."
Buffy sitting in the chair Spike was once occupying, Spike on his knees in front of her, holding her hand
"It's just so sudden. I don't know what to say." Buffy said with tears in her eyes
"Just say yes, and make me the happiest man on earth." Spike said looking into her eyes
"Oh, Spike! Of course it's yes!" Buffy said
They embrace and kiss. Giles walks forward and takes off his glasses, quite baffled by the whole thing.
==
"Well what would you call this then pet, our first engagement" He said grinning a her
"Whatever, I like the second one better" She said looking at him then at her hand that held her engagement and wedding ring
==
"Here you go... 98.6." Buffy said before kissing him
==
"Ugg I can't believe I fed you blood" Buffy said scrunching up her face as she watch her self settle herself on Spikes lap and give him his blood
===
"There's so much to decide. Ceremony, guests, reception." Buffy said chewing on his ear
"Well, first thing I'd say, we're not having a church wedding."
"How 'bout a daytime ceremony. In the park."
"Fabulous. Enjoy your honeymoon with the big pile of dust."
"Under the trees. Indirect sunlight, only."
"Warm breeze tosses the leaves aside, and again — you're registering as Mr and Mrs Big-Pile-of-Dust."
"Stop it! This is our wedding and you're treating it like a big joke!" Buffy said pouting
"Oh, pouty! Look at that lip... gonna get it... gonna get it." Spike said grinning
==
"Oh the lip" Spike said looking at Buffy then back at the Buffy and Spike kissing on the couch
"You still got a thing for my lip don't you" Buffy said
"Yeah, if I could cut it off and take them around with me all day I would" Spike said
Buffy looked at him for a couple of seconds
"That's comforting, really it is" Buffy said shaking her head and returning her site to the scene
"By the way, I think the powers that be have lost their touch cause so far this is fun, a piece of cake" Buffy said
Spike raised his eyebrow at her
"What, what have I jinked it or something" She said laughing
Spike kept on looking at her
"Oh god I've jinked it haven't I" She said with a worried look on her face
Spike just simply clicked his fingers again
Buffy looked around and found herself in the cemetery in the middle of the day
"Ok what are we doing here" Buffy said
"This memory is a little different from the others, this is my subconscious after that thing with captain cardboard and the doctor" Spike said as he walked her to his crypt they walked through the door
"So what, you dream of yourself sitting on your ass" Buffy said pointing to Spike sitting in his chair
"Shut up and watch" Spike said
"Smart ass little..." Spike muttered under his breath
"I heard that, after all these years you think I can't hear what you say when your standing right next to me" Buffy said
"Yeah yeah just watch the scene luv" Spike said to her ==
The door flies open and Buffy walks in.
"Should have known it's you. Been nearly six hours." Spike said getting up
"Well, it would've been less if I wasn't busy cleaning up your mess."
"*My* mess? I just *borrowed* the doc. The mess is yours, Slayer. Yours and the boy's."
"I'm done." She said pulling a stake from her back pocket and walking toward Spike.
"Spike, you're a killer. And I shoulda done this *years* ago. " ==
"So you dream of me staking you"
"Buffy" Spike said annoyed that she kept interrupting
She held up her hands in defence and carried on watching ==
Spike looks her in the eye.
"You know what? Do it. Bloody just do it."
"What?"
"End ... my ... torment. Seeing you, every day, everywhere I go, every time I turn around. Take me ... out of a world ... that has you in it!" Yanks off his shirt and throws it aside "Just kill me!" He said
Buffy stares at him, then raises her stake and lunges. Spike winces, but she stops at the last minute. They stare into each other's eyes. Suddenly Spike grabs Buffy by the upper arms and kisses her passionately. She returns the kiss. ==
"Ooo hear we go" Buffy said watching herself kiss Spike == It goes on for a moment and then Buffy pulls back with a little noise of dismay, bringing her hand to her mouth. She stares at Spike and he stares back, both panting. The stake is gone from her hand. Slowly Buffy drops her hand from her mouth and walks back to Spike, putting both her hands to the back of his head and pulling him down toward her. They kiss again, very passionate. Spike brings his hands up to clutch her back, kissing her cheek and the side of her neck.
"Spike ... I want you." Buffy said panting
"Buffy, I love you." Spike said against her neck
"God, I love you so much."
=== Buffy watched as Spike told her he loved her then she blinked and she was in the lower level of Spikes crypt watching as Spike sat up gasping with Harmony next to him ==
"Oh, god, no Please, no." Spike said still gasping
==
"Wait what happened" Buffy said
"I woke up" He said
"I know that but why were you so shocked that you said you loved me, you told me all the time" Buffy said
"Because..." Spike said clicking his fingers again "...that was the first time I realised I was in love with you" Spike said
"Wow, I never knew that's how it happened" Buffy said
Buffy then looked around to realise she was surrounded by white again
"Wait what are we doing back here" Buffy said looking around
"Time to go back pet" Spike said
"No, cant we do more, maybe if more is done now you can come home quicker" She said
"Sorry babe, it's the rules"
"Screw the rules, I cant wait mouths to have you back" She said with tears in her eyes
Spike walked right up to her
"I will see you tonight ok, same place same time" He said looking into her eyes
"Can... can I touch you" Buffy said
"Sorry sweetheart, not just yet, but as time goes on, if you play by their rules, over time, I can touch you"
Buffy closed her eyes and bent her head in defeat
Spike bent his head as close to her ear as possible
"I miss you" She whispered with tears in her eyes
"I miss you too" Spike replied
"I love you Spike" Buffy said
"I love you too, I'll see you soon" He said stepping away from her and clicking his fingers
+~+~+~+~+
Thanks
Used some dialogue from past episode
The beginning of this chapter is important but not the whole thing,
Chapter Thirty-Nine: Between Worlds
AN: +~+~+~+~+ means a dream
And = = = means the past
Once Buffy had reassured her son and herself that some how she was going to get Spike back she went to bed a slipped into a deep sleep
+~+~+~+~
Buffy looked around and all she could see was light, it was so bright she had to squint her eyes when she saw a light get brighter and come towards her
"Hello" She said to the light
All of a sudden the light formed into her husband,
"Spike" She said
"Hey pet" He said
Buffy tried to walk to him but every time she did he moved away
"Spike were am I" She said
"You are in between worlds luv, see were I am is not as nice as this place but the perks of this particular dimension is that you can pick some one from another dimension to help you out"
"So your not really here" She said
"No, and nor are you, see really you are all snug in our bed with our son across the hall" He said
"So what happens, how do I get you back"
"Do you remember this..." He said clicking his fingers
Buffy blinked and found herself at the Sunnydale crater watching herself cry, she looked to her side to see Spike by her side but not close enough to touch watching the scene
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"Happy to see me luv"
"Get –away- from me." Buffy said with anger raging in her voice, as she turned round from the figure she thought was the First,
"Your not Spike, I want the real Spike your not real so get away from me."
"Buffy look into my eyes and tell me if I'm real or not," he said to the back of her head as she was turned back towards the crater. She turned round slowly and looked up into his blue eyes and she began to cry again.
"Now do you think I'm real" he said with his famous grin.
"Oh my God, Spike," she cried as he picked her up into his arms and she wrapped her legs around his waist and cried into his shirt.
"Guess that's a yes then luv." He said as she began to frantically kissing her way up his neck and up his jaw line and to his lips as they were locked in a passionate kiss. When she broke off for air she said quickly with excitement filling her voice,
"What's happening? Why are you? I don't care." she said just before she kissed him again feeling him chuckle under her mouth. She broke off the kiss and started to hug him tightly as her legs tightened around his waist.
"Oh god Spike don't you ever leave me again not ever ok I love you too much for you to leave me again promise me that you will never leave me again." She said frantically as she held on to him.
"I promise I will never leave you a...wait what did you just say?" he said as he realised what she had just said. Buffy lifted her head and looked into his eyes and said,
"I love you Spike, god I love you so much."
"Buffy you don't have to say that I know you don't mean it I know you could never love me," He said as he bowed his head so not to look at her and as he did that Buffy lifted it back up again to look back in to her eyes.
"Spike, I –love-you." She said looking directly into his eyes
"Buffy..." He said with sorrow in his eyes, as he still didn't believe her.
"Oh my god, Spike will you listen to the words I am saying *I*am in love with *you*." Buffy said, not only for him but also for herself as the more she said it the more she knew it was how she felt.
A big smile came to Spikes face when he realised Buffy was serious and that his dream had come true.
"Really." He said just to make sure he wasn't hearing things.
"Really Really." She said before kissing him softly on the lips still with her leg wrapped around his waist.
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"Of course I remember this, it was when you came back to me" Buffy said not taking her eyes of herself kissing Spike
"I was so happy in that moment, you told me you loved me and that you meant it" He said turning to look at her
She looked up at him and smiled "So this is what they want me to do, watch us get back together" She said
"No, I wish it was but its not that easy, the powers are going to send us over the next few months to..."
"MONTHS, but I thought Id get you back sooner than that" She said
"No again, not that easy, they want to show you things that has happened before this," He said pointing to the couple talking and walking away
"Like what" She said
"You have to wait and see" He said smirking "But if you ever think you cant take seeing something you have to press the button and you will wake yourself up" He said pointing to the little button that had appeared in her hand
"But Buffy, if you press that button, it will cost you something so a little advise, think about it before you press it ok"
"Ok" She said
"Ok, here we go, hold on to your hat baby, its gonna be quite a ride" He said clicking his fingers again
Buffy looked around to find herself now in Sunnydale, outside the Bronze, she smiled and looked around at the familiar setting she hadn't seen in years she looked up at Spike suspiciously
"Ok, what are we doing here" Buffy asked
"You'll see" Spike said as they walked Buffy looked and saw herself at 16 years old fighting with a vampire
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Buffy punches the vampire's face again and then his chest. He gets loose from her and lands a punch on her face. She goes spinning down to the ground and lies there, momentarily stunned. The vampire looms over her.
"I don't need to wait for St. Vigeous. You're mine." The vampire said
He bends down to get her, and she kicks him in the face. He staggers backward as she maneuvers to he feet.
"Spike! Gimme a hand!"
== "I know what is coming up" Buffy said
==
Buffy looks over at Spike in the shadows. Xander is back with the stake.
"Buffy!" Xander yelled
She turns to him and he throws her the stake. She catches it out of the air, and in a smooth, swift motion plunges it home into the vampire's chest. He doesn't even have time to fall before he crumbles to ashes. Spike comes out of the shadows slowly clapping his hands. Buffy looks at him with a confused expression on her face. Willow and Xander see him, too.
"Nice work, luv." Spike said
"Who are you?" Buffy said confused
== "The man of your dreams" Spike said
"You weren't back then Saturday boy" Buffy teased
==
"You'll find out on Saturday."
"What happens on Saturday?"
"I kill you" Spike said before walking away
===
"You know looking back, that was a terrible line" Spike said as they watch Buffy walk away
"Your just realising that now" Buffy said "Ok, what's next"
Spike smiled and clicked his fingers again
Once again Buffy blinked and she was in a different place, she watch herself walk wearing black and walking with her head down
"This is after Angel turned isn't it" She said to Spike
"Yeah and also a first for something else" Spike said smirking
Buffy looked confused as she watched a man point a gun at her younger self
=== She stares at his gun, frightened, and begins to raise her hands. Suddenly the gun gets kicked out of the officer's hands. He gets kicked in the face and in the shin, then grabbed and thrown onto the hood of his car, where he lies unconscious. His attacker faces a surprised Buffy.
"Hello, cutie." Spike said smiling
Spike takes a step toward Buffy, and she immediately decks him twice in the face. He grabs her by the shoulders to restrain her, but she brings her knee up into his gut.
==
"Typical" Spike said
"Excuse me" Buffy said looking at him
"You didn't even give me a chance to talk before you using my face as a punch bag"
"Spike you were evil" Buffy said as she watched herself hit Spike
==
"Now, you hold on a second!" Spike said shoving her away
She reaches into her coat and pulls out a stake. Spike jumps back and holds up his hands in surrender.
"Hey! White flag here. I quit." He said with his hands still up
"Let me clear this up for you. We're mortal enemies. We don't get time-outs."
"You want to go around, pet, I'll have a gay old time of it. You want to stop Angel... we're gonna have to play this a bit differently."
"What are you talking about?"
"I'm talking about your ex, pet. I'm talking about putting him in the bloody ground." Spike said
"This has gotta be the *lamest* trick you guys have ever thought up." She said lowering the stake
"He's got your Watcher. Right now, he's probably torturing him."
"What do you want?"
"I told you. I want to stop Angel. I want to save the world." Spike said snickering
== "Another first of many huh" Buffy said as her other self said something she didn't hear
Spike nodded and carried on listening
== "We like to talk big. Vampires do. I'm going to destroy the world. That's just tough guy talk. Strutting around with your friends over a pint of blood. The truth is, I like this world. You've got...dog racing, Manchester United. And you've got people. Billions of people walking around like Happy Meals with legs. It's all right here. But then someone comes along with a vision. With a real... passion for destruction. Angel could pull it off. Goodbye, Piccadilly. Farewell, Leicester Bloody Square. You know what I'm saying?" Spike said as he sat on the hood of the police car smoking a cigarette
"Okay, fine. You're not down with Angel. Why would you ever come to me?" Buffy said
== "Cause of your nice little arse" Spike said
"Shut up" Buffy said chuckling
== "I want Dru back. I want it like it was before he came back. The way she acts around him..."
"You're pathetic" Buffy said
He punches her in the face. She punches him right back.
==
Buffy and Spike shook their heads at their past selves
==
"I lost a friend tonight!" Buffy yelled
"I wasn't in on that raiding party."
== "I really wasn't you know" Spike said looking down at her
"I know, but back then, I really didn't care, you were on their side so in my view, you were one of the ones to blame" Buffy said as her past self carried on yelling at Spike
== Buffy punches him hard in the jaw, making him flinch. He straightens back up and feels his jaw, checking for blood.
"I hate you." Buffy said with venom dripping of her voice
"And I'm all you've got." Spike said
The police officer begins to stir on the hood of the car.
"All right. Talk" Buffy said
"I'm just gonna kill this guy." Spike said turning to the officer
Buffy clears her throat loudly. Spike faces her.
"Oh, right." Spike said realising he couldn't with her there
== "You would have eaten him wouldn't you, right in front of me" Buffy said turning to Spike
"Well yeah, I was hungry luv" Spike said smirking as there past selves walked away and he clicked his fingers again
Buffy blinked to find her self in Giles old house she looked at Spike in confusion
Spike smiled and pointed at the front door Buffy jumped as Spike came bursting through tied up with Buffy right behind him aged 18
== "Hey! Watch it!" Spike said
"One more word out of you, and I swear..." Buffy warned
"Swear, what? You're not gonna do anything to me. You don't got the stones."
"Oh, I got the stones. I got a whole bunch of... stones."
"Yeah? You're all talk."
"GILES! I accidentally killed Spike. That's okay, right?" Buffy yelled
== "Just out of curiosity would you have killed me" Spike said
"I don't know, you were pissing me off" Buffy said
"Thanks that good to know" Spike said sarcastically as he watch him self being slammed into a chair
==
"I get this spell reversed, they'll be finding your body for weeks." Spike said sneering
"Oh, make a move... please. I'm dying for a good slay" Buffy said as they glared at each other
== "You would have tried wouldn't you"
"I don't know you were pissing me off" Spike said in a high mocking voice She was about to retaliate when he stopped her
"Hey look show time" He said smiling
==
"If the two of you could remain civil long enough to..."
Buffy sitting in the chair Spike was once occupying, Spike on his knees in front of her, holding her hand
"It's just so sudden. I don't know what to say." Buffy said with tears in her eyes
"Just say yes, and make me the happiest man on earth." Spike said looking into her eyes
"Oh, Spike! Of course it's yes!" Buffy said
They embrace and kiss. Giles walks forward and takes off his glasses, quite baffled by the whole thing.
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"Well what would you call this then pet, our first engagement" He said grinning a her
"Whatever, I like the second one better" She said looking at him then at her hand that held her engagement and wedding ring
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"Here you go... 98.6." Buffy said before kissing him
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"Ugg I can't believe I fed you blood" Buffy said scrunching up her face as she watch her self settle herself on Spikes lap and give him his blood
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"There's so much to decide. Ceremony, guests, reception." Buffy said chewing on his ear
"Well, first thing I'd say, we're not having a church wedding."
"How 'bout a daytime ceremony. In the park."
"Fabulous. Enjoy your honeymoon with the big pile of dust."
"Under the trees. Indirect sunlight, only."
"Warm breeze tosses the leaves aside, and again — you're registering as Mr and Mrs Big-Pile-of-Dust."
"Stop it! This is our wedding and you're treating it like a big joke!" Buffy said pouting
"Oh, pouty! Look at that lip... gonna get it... gonna get it." Spike said grinning
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"Oh the lip" Spike said looking at Buffy then back at the Buffy and Spike kissing on the couch
"You still got a thing for my lip don't you" Buffy said
"Yeah, if I could cut it off and take them around with me all day I would" Spike said
Buffy looked at him for a couple of seconds
"That's comforting, really it is" Buffy said shaking her head and returning her site to the scene
"By the way, I think the powers that be have lost their touch cause so far this is fun, a piece of cake" Buffy said
Spike raised his eyebrow at her
"What, what have I jinked it or something" She said laughing
Spike kept on looking at her
"Oh god I've jinked it haven't I" She said with a worried look on her face
Spike just simply clicked his fingers again
Buffy looked around and found herself in the cemetery in the middle of the day
"Ok what are we doing here" Buffy said
"This memory is a little different from the others, this is my subconscious after that thing with captain cardboard and the doctor" Spike said as he walked her to his crypt they walked through the door
"So what, you dream of yourself sitting on your ass" Buffy said pointing to Spike sitting in his chair
"Shut up and watch" Spike said
"Smart ass little..." Spike muttered under his breath
"I heard that, after all these years you think I can't hear what you say when your standing right next to me" Buffy said
"Yeah yeah just watch the scene luv" Spike said to her ==
The door flies open and Buffy walks in.
"Should have known it's you. Been nearly six hours." Spike said getting up
"Well, it would've been less if I wasn't busy cleaning up your mess."
"*My* mess? I just *borrowed* the doc. The mess is yours, Slayer. Yours and the boy's."
"I'm done." She said pulling a stake from her back pocket and walking toward Spike.
"Spike, you're a killer. And I shoulda done this *years* ago. " ==
"So you dream of me staking you"
"Buffy" Spike said annoyed that she kept interrupting
She held up her hands in defence and carried on watching ==
Spike looks her in the eye.
"You know what? Do it. Bloody just do it."
"What?"
"End ... my ... torment. Seeing you, every day, everywhere I go, every time I turn around. Take me ... out of a world ... that has you in it!" Yanks off his shirt and throws it aside "Just kill me!" He said
Buffy stares at him, then raises her stake and lunges. Spike winces, but she stops at the last minute. They stare into each other's eyes. Suddenly Spike grabs Buffy by the upper arms and kisses her passionately. She returns the kiss. ==
"Ooo hear we go" Buffy said watching herself kiss Spike == It goes on for a moment and then Buffy pulls back with a little noise of dismay, bringing her hand to her mouth. She stares at Spike and he stares back, both panting. The stake is gone from her hand. Slowly Buffy drops her hand from her mouth and walks back to Spike, putting both her hands to the back of his head and pulling him down toward her. They kiss again, very passionate. Spike brings his hands up to clutch her back, kissing her cheek and the side of her neck.
"Spike ... I want you." Buffy said panting
"Buffy, I love you." Spike said against her neck
"God, I love you so much."
=== Buffy watched as Spike told her he loved her then she blinked and she was in the lower level of Spikes crypt watching as Spike sat up gasping with Harmony next to him ==
"Oh, god, no Please, no." Spike said still gasping
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"Wait what happened" Buffy said
"I woke up" He said
"I know that but why were you so shocked that you said you loved me, you told me all the time" Buffy said
"Because..." Spike said clicking his fingers again "...that was the first time I realised I was in love with you" Spike said
"Wow, I never knew that's how it happened" Buffy said
Buffy then looked around to realise she was surrounded by white again
"Wait what are we doing back here" Buffy said looking around
"Time to go back pet" Spike said
"No, cant we do more, maybe if more is done now you can come home quicker" She said
"Sorry babe, it's the rules"
"Screw the rules, I cant wait mouths to have you back" She said with tears in her eyes
Spike walked right up to her
"I will see you tonight ok, same place same time" He said looking into her eyes
"Can... can I touch you" Buffy said
"Sorry sweetheart, not just yet, but as time goes on, if you play by their rules, over time, I can touch you"
Buffy closed her eyes and bent her head in defeat
Spike bent his head as close to her ear as possible
"I miss you" She whispered with tears in her eyes
"I miss you too" Spike replied
"I love you Spike" Buffy said
"I love you too, I'll see you soon" He said stepping away from her and clicking his fingers
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