Ok people I know your getting agitated that Spike isn't back but please
just wait and see what happens, I wont let anyone down, hopefully, keep
reviewing please
And by the way the writers block I've got, it isn't on these chapters, it's a few chapters ahead of these ones
Chapter Forty-Four: Past
Buffy said good night to her son and her returned best friend and went to bed
+~+~+~+~
Buffy looked around for Spike as she was now used to the routine, she spotted him and ran to him and locked him in a passionate kiss, which she could now do
"Well nice greeting luv"
"I'm just happy to see you, but I want to get you home a soon as possible" She said with her arms around his neck
"Well lets do this, and Buffy, I need to warn you, this night might be harder then the others" He said clicking his fingers
Buffy eyes widened as she watched Spike fight demons, and have insects crawl over his body and go through torture and pain that brought tears to her eyes, her finger hovered over the button she knew she wasn't suppose to press
"What is going on" She said holding back her tears
"Just watch"
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"You have endured the required trials." The demon said
"Bloody right I have." Spike said as he slowly, painfully, Spike rolls onto his side and pushes himself up onto his knees. His face is swollen and bruised, more bruising and injuries on his chest and arms.
"So you'll give me what I want. Make me what I was. So Buffy can get what she deserves."
"Very well." The demon said with his green eyes glowing
"We will return..."
The demon's hand reaches out toward Spike's chest.
"...your soul."
The hand touches his chest and it glows fiery yellow-orange. Spike's eyes glow the same colour. He throws back his head and screams.
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Buffy winced as Spike screamed, she hated to hear him scream
"You got your soul, when you were a vampire like this, you went through all this for me" She said
Spike just merely nodded then he frowned, as he knew what he had to show her next
Buffy looked around after Spike clicked his fingers again, she was in her bathroom
She watched her self run a bath then watched as the door opened and Spike entered
"I cant I cant see anymore..." She said pushing the button
All of a sudden the zoomed back to the white place, Buffy put her head down and took a deep breath
"You cant do it can you, you cant face it"
"I just didn't want to see it ok" Buffy said slightly annoyed at herself
"That's what they thought, I know you love me and trust me, but you don't trust me enough to look back on the bad parts of our past, you can bury the past Buffy and hope for it to go away, this is what the test the powers gave you was about"
"Test, I thought it was to get you back" She said walking to him
"It was but they were testing you, us, our relationship cause remember six years ago the powers that be brought me back to fight evil and to be with you, but if you cant..."
"I can, I can show me again, I can do it this time, please" She said
"Sorry babe, no repeats, but there is a forfeit"
"Forfeit, what kind, I still getting you back right"
Spike smiled and started to fade
"SPIKE, NO COME BACK WAIT, SPIKE..."
+~+~+~+~
"SPIKE COME BACK WAIT..." Buffy screamed
Faith came rushing into her room and woke her up
"What's wrong" She said holding her shoulders
"Dream, I was with Spike, I... no what if, oh god, what have I done, I've lost him" She cried onto Faith shoulders
And by the way the writers block I've got, it isn't on these chapters, it's a few chapters ahead of these ones
Chapter Forty-Four: Past
Buffy said good night to her son and her returned best friend and went to bed
+~+~+~+~
Buffy looked around for Spike as she was now used to the routine, she spotted him and ran to him and locked him in a passionate kiss, which she could now do
"Well nice greeting luv"
"I'm just happy to see you, but I want to get you home a soon as possible" She said with her arms around his neck
"Well lets do this, and Buffy, I need to warn you, this night might be harder then the others" He said clicking his fingers
Buffy eyes widened as she watched Spike fight demons, and have insects crawl over his body and go through torture and pain that brought tears to her eyes, her finger hovered over the button she knew she wasn't suppose to press
"What is going on" She said holding back her tears
"Just watch"
=====
"You have endured the required trials." The demon said
"Bloody right I have." Spike said as he slowly, painfully, Spike rolls onto his side and pushes himself up onto his knees. His face is swollen and bruised, more bruising and injuries on his chest and arms.
"So you'll give me what I want. Make me what I was. So Buffy can get what she deserves."
"Very well." The demon said with his green eyes glowing
"We will return..."
The demon's hand reaches out toward Spike's chest.
"...your soul."
The hand touches his chest and it glows fiery yellow-orange. Spike's eyes glow the same colour. He throws back his head and screams.
====
Buffy winced as Spike screamed, she hated to hear him scream
"You got your soul, when you were a vampire like this, you went through all this for me" She said
Spike just merely nodded then he frowned, as he knew what he had to show her next
Buffy looked around after Spike clicked his fingers again, she was in her bathroom
She watched her self run a bath then watched as the door opened and Spike entered
"I cant I cant see anymore..." She said pushing the button
All of a sudden the zoomed back to the white place, Buffy put her head down and took a deep breath
"You cant do it can you, you cant face it"
"I just didn't want to see it ok" Buffy said slightly annoyed at herself
"That's what they thought, I know you love me and trust me, but you don't trust me enough to look back on the bad parts of our past, you can bury the past Buffy and hope for it to go away, this is what the test the powers gave you was about"
"Test, I thought it was to get you back" She said walking to him
"It was but they were testing you, us, our relationship cause remember six years ago the powers that be brought me back to fight evil and to be with you, but if you cant..."
"I can, I can show me again, I can do it this time, please" She said
"Sorry babe, no repeats, but there is a forfeit"
"Forfeit, what kind, I still getting you back right"
Spike smiled and started to fade
"SPIKE, NO COME BACK WAIT, SPIKE..."
+~+~+~+~
"SPIKE COME BACK WAIT..." Buffy screamed
Faith came rushing into her room and woke her up
"What's wrong" She said holding her shoulders
"Dream, I was with Spike, I... no what if, oh god, what have I done, I've lost him" She cried onto Faith shoulders