Chapter 5 one week later

/This is Hwo's little voice/ 'These are thoughts "And this is speech"

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"Damn you Kazama!" Hwoarang sighed, a he angrily wiped away the tears that were falling down his pale face, as he sat in his darkened hotel room, all the lights turned off, and the curtain's closed, a bottle of half drunk vodka in one of his hands, while Hwoarang had wiped away his tears with the other.

Ever since he'd encountered, Hwoarang's heart was yearning for all the warmth, attention and love, that Jin was more than willing to give him, yet his mind kept holding him back from trying to find the Japanese youth and win him back.

/Have you gone absolutely fucking crazy Hwo? a little voice hissed in the back of the Koreans head, scolding him, taunting him, torturing him... /Since when did you get so god damned emotional over Jin fucking Kazama?/ Hwoarang sighed angrily, clenching his fists tightly.

'Since I had these urges to fuck his bloody brains out!' Hwoarang thought.

He felt like screaming, ever since he'd met the raven hared Japanese fighter, Hwoarang's life had been turned upside down, First being beaten by Jin, then Beak dying, the list goes on and on, and all were connected to Jin Kazama.

'Why me, why the fuck does it have to be me that's lusting after him' Hwoarang sighed before taking a large swig of vodka. 'I don't deserve you Kazama...I don't deserve anyone, I'm only lusting after you...you'll see it in the end...' Hwoarang sighed.

He knew there must be someone up there that just loved to taunt people, by means of using there desires and reminding them of the person that they have been avoiding for months.

Hwoarang could hear it laughing at him.

Hwoarang's head snapped up as he heard the front door open and close, before he saw a glimmer of the hallway light turn on. "Rang? Are you in?" Hwoarang sighed in relief, it was Mia, one of Hwoarang's gang friends, he was good friends with her, even though they'd only known each other for about 6 months.

For one mad second, Hwoarang thought it might have been Jin coming for him. "Yeah...I'm in here..." Hwoarang called, before gulping some more vodka and lowering his head so Mia couldn't see the marks of tears on his face.

Mia opened the door to Hwoarang's hotel room and clicked on the light, she took one look at Hwoarang's body language and she knew instantly, that something was wrong.

"Hwo, what's up? You've been like this ever since we went to that bar right on the outskirts of the city..." Hwoarang awarded her with an offhand shrug, before she sighed and sat down on the bed next to him, her braided brown her swinging onto her left shoulder, her green eyes staring at Hwoarang intently.

"Come on Hwoarang what is it?" Hwoarang didn't answer, and for the first time since Master Beak's death, Hwoarang wanted to cry, to curl up into a ball and burst into tears.

"This is about Jin Kazama Isn't it?" Mia asked, she may not have known Hwoarang long, but she wasn't stupid either, After Hwoarang had gone to the bathroom, he'd left without her or Rio, and Mia saw Jin slip away soon after...

It didn't surprise her when Hwoarang looked shocked at her sudden question. "What? How did?" Mia couldn't help but smile gently at her friend, before she laughed.

"So you admit it then, you in love with you rival, I don't blame you Hwoarang, Jin Kazama is hot, he's enough to make anyone drool" Hwoarang sighed as a tear fell down his face, quickly he wiped it away, giving Mia a chance to see his face properly, she saw the stains on his cheeks and wondered why he'd been crying.

Mia frowned "Hwo, what happened when you saw him...did he do anything to you?" Hwoarang realized what she was implying and shook his head quickly.

"No...He...he kissed me..." Mia's eye's widened, before she laughed again.

"He, kissed you!...wow Hwo...But then, why are you here? Alone, in the dark, and being so damned depressed?" Hwoarang shrugged, his head still low. "Come Hwoarang you know what it is, tell me I'm your friend remember?"

"I...i don't know Mia...my heart is screaming at me to go and look for him, to be with him...But my heads telling me that what I'm feeling for Jin is wrong, that it's sick and dirty...I sound like a psycho don't I?"

Mia shook her head gently, her face full of understanding a small sad smile on her face, as she reached over and placed her hand on top of Hwoarang's. " No Hwoarang, it's perfectly normal...It's called falling in love with someone". Hwoarang blinked and looked at Mia who looked steadily back at him, she was serious, he could tell...

"I...love..." Hwoarang said slowly trying to say the words, and failing badly, eventually he gave up and took another swig of vodka. "I think you've had enough to drink tonight Hwo." Mia said as she praised the bottle out of Hwoarang's fingers.

"But, Mia, what do I do now? I've hurt him before..." Mia sighed as she poured the last of the vodka down the drain.

"There's nothing you can do now Hwoarang, wait until you see him, when that is may be your decision, now sleep, your seriously going to need it" Hwoarang nodded as he grabbed his blanket and covered himself with it. "Night Hwoarang" Mia whispered as she shut the door. Hwoarang Didn't answer, he was already fast asleep.

Mia stayed up for a while, thinking about her friend's situation, and about what to do... Mia suddenly smiled at an idea. 'The last I heard Jin Kazama was staying in the outlaw's hotel 5 miles away from here...' Meia smiled again before she grabbed her black jacket and left the hotel room.

"You'd better be there Kazama Hwoarang needs you..."

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Jin: Aww no! Hwoarang!...Why the hell did you do that! *Glares at me* This is all your bloody fault!

Me: Hey! Easy on the insults okay devil boy...besides Mia's gonna find you and take you back to Hwoarang...I hope...

H: *Looks very tired* I'm...Okay...don't worry...about...me...Zzzzz... *Falls asleep in Jin's' arms, who blushes*

Me: *Sigh* Take him home, but make sure you kiss him before he wakes up!

J: *Blushes* not funny Jade! *Walks off with Hwoarang*

Me: *Grins* It soo is! Hee! Any way R&R people! Thanks! Luv you all! And a BIG thank you to all those who have reviewed so far, you guys rock! *Waves* Bye!