What A Boy Wants...
Disclaimer : I don't own Weiss, but I really like to have
them....!!!!!!!!
'...' – thinking
"..." – talking
Chapter 5
Aya run his car hurriedly to the hospital. Omi had already sent him a message, told him that Ken is still in the ICU.
'...please...make him safe...'
he climbs the stairs which seems like climbing up a Tokyo Tower to him...He doesn't even remember to breath...and at last he find his team-mates sit with a frustration expression in their face.
"Where's Ken?" He asked hoarsely.
Yoji's head snapped up and when he sees Aya, he instantly stand up and grab his collar. "Damn you Aya!" He cursed angrily.
"Where's Ken?!" Aya ignore him.
"He is in a critical condition, you know! And it's because of you, Aya!!!" The blonde spat out.
"..." Aya is too shocked to react "...what do you mean?" He asked in disbelief.
"One of the eye-witness told me that Ken was walking mindlessly this evening...so when he walked across the street, he didn't recognize that the traffic light had already change to red, damn it!!!" Yoji try to explain what does he means and at the same time try to calm down himself a bit.
"So, what's the connection with me?" The crimson-haired man ask coldly
"DAMN!!! Don't you know why did act like that?! Because-you-cancelled-your- date-with-him-to-date-with-that-damn-girl!!! So, he went out by himself with a mess mind and he across the street without any concentration!!!!!"
Aya need a few seconds to understand Yoji's sentences. "Ken...acted like that...just because I cancelled our date? Impossible... It's just a simple..."
"You...you...." Yoji can't speak anymore...he release Aya's collar and sit in frustration. Omi sighed and explained what is the playboy blonde's words mean to Aya.
"Aya-kun...don't you know that Ken-kun is very fragile? He has already lived in loneliness for only-God-knows... and now he has you and he's very depending on you... Don't you know that Ken-kun was very happy with your date? He couldn't stop talking about it during this past three weeks ...and then you cancelled it easily just to went out with Sakura-san...don't you know Ken-ken is very hurt by your action?" the petite blonde says with a sad tone.
"...but...why? He has already know that Sakura is just like a sister to me..."
"Yeah...for you... but for her... you're everything...she likes you a lot, Aya. And Ken realizes it very much...He's so afraid of losing you..." Yoji said bitterly
Omi sighed, "Anyway Aya-kun...I think Ken-kun doesn't want to be a spoilt man in your eyes so he decide to not show his feeling and went out alone although he's very hurt inside... though I have already know his feeling...I let him go out...This all my fault..." He started to sob.
"Shh...Omi, this is not your fault...we didn't expect that Ken would acted like that..." The playboy blonde tries to reassure him.
Aya just stared blankly at his two team-mates. Although his face still stays expressionless, his heart hurt badly. He blinked his eyes a few time, try to prevent the tears that have already appeared in the edge of his eyes.
"...what is his condition?" he fought to find his voice.
"wakarimasen..."The petite blonde answers between his sobs, "The doctor hasn't come out yet...I worried about Ken-kun...what if he..." He can't continue his words and sobs again
The crimson-haired man bit his lips as hard as he can, drawing blood that taste bitter in his mouth. He clenched his fist, forces himself to stay calm and thinks clearly. But he can't. 'what if he can't ever wake like Aya? What if he...' Aya doesn't dare to think that far.
Suddenly, the ICU room's door opened. Omi, Yoji and Aya immediately jump from their position. Before the other can open their mouths, Aya had already held the doctor collar tightly.
"How is he? 'tell me he's okay...tell me he's okay!!!'" he spoke to the doctor harshly
The doctor gulped. "Anoo... please release me first..." He answered with a scared tone. Aya seems didn't want to release his hold, so Yoji grab their leader's hand and whisper, "Calm down Aya! He'll never can tell us about Ken's condition if you hold him like this!!" He whispered to him. Aya stare at the blonde with a cold glare for a moment but at last he releases his hold.
The doctor breathed relievedly . "Hidaka-san's condition is..." He stopped and glance at his paper, "...bad enough...' Now he's looking at Aya. "...we have already operated him, but from what we see, we can't predicted when he'll...awake..." The doctor explained slowly. "...I'm sorry, but we can't do better than this...His body is really in a bad condition. Several broken ribs and bones, injured kidney and veins...and there is a rib that stuck near one of his lung. Luckily it not stab right into his lung. And he's very lucky that his brain doesn't suffer any damage because his head bone is cracked a little..." his voice trail off..."we're very sorry..." and then he leaves.
When the doctor finished his words, Omi's cry break down. The petite blonde sobbing so hard that Yoji can't do anything to make him calmer. And Aya...
The crimson-haired man just stays silent at his position. Unable to speak, to think, to feel, to breathe...to live... it feels like his worst nightmare come true. His body feels limp. Slowly, his feet walk toward the room where the brunette's lies, his eyes don't see anything except the door that separates him with his lover...
And there he is. Aya just can peek a little through a little space between the doors that cover up the ICU room. His heart stop beating and his body start to tremble when he see his koibito lies there.
The brunette's body covered up by only-god-knows how many pipes that shedding various liquid to Ken's body. His right hand, from his wrist to his shoulders wrapped up by white bandage while his mouth is covered by an oxygen mask...to support his live...
"Ken..." He whispered in guilty. "Please forgive me..." He stares at the brunette's unconscious body, feels so depressed ...and helpless at the same time"...forgive me, Ken..."
~to be continued...~
Chapter 5 up...!!!! Thank you for all that already had reviewed at my fanfic... especially to Sardonic... Thank you very much at your comment! I try to repair the grammar at this chapter... but I don't know if I have already written it right... so please tell me whether it has already right or not... Because this is my first English fanfic, please forgive me for all grammar mistake that I made ^________^.
Oh one thing again... please tell me if I have already update it on time... I don't know if I too slow or too fast in updating this fanfic... so please tell me about it! Thank you very much minna! For all that had already reviewed my fanfic and for all that had already read it!! Please continue to read and reviewed it....!!!
Doumo Arigato!!!!
Disclaimer : I don't own Weiss, but I really like to have
them....!!!!!!!!
'...' – thinking
"..." – talking
Chapter 5
Aya run his car hurriedly to the hospital. Omi had already sent him a message, told him that Ken is still in the ICU.
'...please...make him safe...'
he climbs the stairs which seems like climbing up a Tokyo Tower to him...He doesn't even remember to breath...and at last he find his team-mates sit with a frustration expression in their face.
"Where's Ken?" He asked hoarsely.
Yoji's head snapped up and when he sees Aya, he instantly stand up and grab his collar. "Damn you Aya!" He cursed angrily.
"Where's Ken?!" Aya ignore him.
"He is in a critical condition, you know! And it's because of you, Aya!!!" The blonde spat out.
"..." Aya is too shocked to react "...what do you mean?" He asked in disbelief.
"One of the eye-witness told me that Ken was walking mindlessly this evening...so when he walked across the street, he didn't recognize that the traffic light had already change to red, damn it!!!" Yoji try to explain what does he means and at the same time try to calm down himself a bit.
"So, what's the connection with me?" The crimson-haired man ask coldly
"DAMN!!! Don't you know why did act like that?! Because-you-cancelled-your- date-with-him-to-date-with-that-damn-girl!!! So, he went out by himself with a mess mind and he across the street without any concentration!!!!!"
Aya need a few seconds to understand Yoji's sentences. "Ken...acted like that...just because I cancelled our date? Impossible... It's just a simple..."
"You...you...." Yoji can't speak anymore...he release Aya's collar and sit in frustration. Omi sighed and explained what is the playboy blonde's words mean to Aya.
"Aya-kun...don't you know that Ken-kun is very fragile? He has already lived in loneliness for only-God-knows... and now he has you and he's very depending on you... Don't you know that Ken-kun was very happy with your date? He couldn't stop talking about it during this past three weeks ...and then you cancelled it easily just to went out with Sakura-san...don't you know Ken-ken is very hurt by your action?" the petite blonde says with a sad tone.
"...but...why? He has already know that Sakura is just like a sister to me..."
"Yeah...for you... but for her... you're everything...she likes you a lot, Aya. And Ken realizes it very much...He's so afraid of losing you..." Yoji said bitterly
Omi sighed, "Anyway Aya-kun...I think Ken-kun doesn't want to be a spoilt man in your eyes so he decide to not show his feeling and went out alone although he's very hurt inside... though I have already know his feeling...I let him go out...This all my fault..." He started to sob.
"Shh...Omi, this is not your fault...we didn't expect that Ken would acted like that..." The playboy blonde tries to reassure him.
Aya just stared blankly at his two team-mates. Although his face still stays expressionless, his heart hurt badly. He blinked his eyes a few time, try to prevent the tears that have already appeared in the edge of his eyes.
"...what is his condition?" he fought to find his voice.
"wakarimasen..."The petite blonde answers between his sobs, "The doctor hasn't come out yet...I worried about Ken-kun...what if he..." He can't continue his words and sobs again
The crimson-haired man bit his lips as hard as he can, drawing blood that taste bitter in his mouth. He clenched his fist, forces himself to stay calm and thinks clearly. But he can't. 'what if he can't ever wake like Aya? What if he...' Aya doesn't dare to think that far.
Suddenly, the ICU room's door opened. Omi, Yoji and Aya immediately jump from their position. Before the other can open their mouths, Aya had already held the doctor collar tightly.
"How is he? 'tell me he's okay...tell me he's okay!!!'" he spoke to the doctor harshly
The doctor gulped. "Anoo... please release me first..." He answered with a scared tone. Aya seems didn't want to release his hold, so Yoji grab their leader's hand and whisper, "Calm down Aya! He'll never can tell us about Ken's condition if you hold him like this!!" He whispered to him. Aya stare at the blonde with a cold glare for a moment but at last he releases his hold.
The doctor breathed relievedly . "Hidaka-san's condition is..." He stopped and glance at his paper, "...bad enough...' Now he's looking at Aya. "...we have already operated him, but from what we see, we can't predicted when he'll...awake..." The doctor explained slowly. "...I'm sorry, but we can't do better than this...His body is really in a bad condition. Several broken ribs and bones, injured kidney and veins...and there is a rib that stuck near one of his lung. Luckily it not stab right into his lung. And he's very lucky that his brain doesn't suffer any damage because his head bone is cracked a little..." his voice trail off..."we're very sorry..." and then he leaves.
When the doctor finished his words, Omi's cry break down. The petite blonde sobbing so hard that Yoji can't do anything to make him calmer. And Aya...
The crimson-haired man just stays silent at his position. Unable to speak, to think, to feel, to breathe...to live... it feels like his worst nightmare come true. His body feels limp. Slowly, his feet walk toward the room where the brunette's lies, his eyes don't see anything except the door that separates him with his lover...
And there he is. Aya just can peek a little through a little space between the doors that cover up the ICU room. His heart stop beating and his body start to tremble when he see his koibito lies there.
The brunette's body covered up by only-god-knows how many pipes that shedding various liquid to Ken's body. His right hand, from his wrist to his shoulders wrapped up by white bandage while his mouth is covered by an oxygen mask...to support his live...
"Ken..." He whispered in guilty. "Please forgive me..." He stares at the brunette's unconscious body, feels so depressed ...and helpless at the same time"...forgive me, Ken..."
~to be continued...~
Chapter 5 up...!!!! Thank you for all that already had reviewed at my fanfic... especially to Sardonic... Thank you very much at your comment! I try to repair the grammar at this chapter... but I don't know if I have already written it right... so please tell me whether it has already right or not... Because this is my first English fanfic, please forgive me for all grammar mistake that I made ^________^.
Oh one thing again... please tell me if I have already update it on time... I don't know if I too slow or too fast in updating this fanfic... so please tell me about it! Thank you very much minna! For all that had already reviewed my fanfic and for all that had already read it!! Please continue to read and reviewed it....!!!
Doumo Arigato!!!!