What A Boy Wants
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I've never ever can have them, can't I?
"..." Talking
'...' Thinking
Chapter 7
Ken's POV
"Uggh..."
Shit! Are there any people that open my window curtain? There should be a rule that sun shouldn't shine this bright in the morning. I blink my eyes for a few times. Trying to adjust with the brightness... Still to bright! I lift my hand to cover my eyes...
But it doesn't budge
My eyes snap open. What the hell is that? Am I being kidnapped and they knocked me down and then tied me out like this?
Hmm... I don't remember anything about that...But, now maybe it's better to try to release my bound...I think I've already been unconscious for a long time...because I had a very long and strange dream... Hmm... In my dream... I had a...lover... yeah a lover...he has a red hair and I love him so much...but then he betrayed me...uhmm... something like that...I don't remember about it very much...And I don't understand anything about my dream...why should I have a stranger as my lover? I mean... I don't even know him!!!
Okay... back to reality...Now, what should I do with these knots? And what is this strange thing that tied on my neck?! Heh...are my kidnapper planned to cut me into pieces so that the tied me this tight? I sigh...Think Hidaka! Omi and Yoji should already had been searching for you...and now, all you have to do are trying to release your self from this damn things!!!!
I throw my glance all over the room. Whit, white, and white...now I'm start thinking again... Where am I? The only place I know that contains much white like this is just...a hospital? Yeah... I should be in the hospital...Maybe Omi and Yoji had saved me...
Ups! Who is it?...A bundle of only-God-know person is sitting in the corner...hmm... maybe sleeping is a more precise word. Hmm... I studied that person more carefully...Oh... he's a man...and he's sleeping...his hair is...red? Why does he has the same hair color with my...ehm... boyfriend in my dream? And why is he sitting there? In the same room with me? I don't even know him, for the Heaven-sake!! I shift my attention back to my hand...I try to move it again... with little more strength this time... Yeah! Success! It moves a little...Try again! Moves a little bit far...Okay, now with all of my strength...
PRANGGGGG!!!!!
Shit! I just stare blankly at the broken glass...How should I know that there is a glass on the table beside me if I can't even move my neck to turn my head?
Uh oh...I think I wake the strange red-haired man up. He snaps his eyes in a surprise when he hears the sound of broken glass. He stays still for a moment and then he stands up and glances over the room...
His eyes meet mine...
Godness! Even his face is same with 'Him!!!'
And now he walks towards me...I close my eyes tightly. Don't let him know that I've already awaken...I don't know if he's an enemy or a friend...
He walks closer...
Closer...
And closer...
"Ken?"
My eyes automatically snap open. How does he know my name?...And I meet a pair of amethyst eyes are staring at me...
"Ken...?"
* * *
Aya's eyes opened in shock when he heard the sound of broken things. His mind felt dizzy for a moment before his brain adjusted with the circumstances around hi,. His eyes fixed on the pieces of glasses that scattered on the floor across him. 'What the hell is that?' he stood up and threw a glance around the room. 'Was there any ghost that broke that things?' He snorted. So his mind started change weird huh?
Suddenly his amethyst eyes met a pair of emerald eyes. His heart stopped it's beat instantly. 'Ken? Has he already awaken?' He couldn't held back his urged to run and approached the brunette.
He started to walk closer and closer to the brunette. His heart ached when he saw the brunette quickly closed his eyes... Tried to avoid his gaze...'Is he still mad at me?' He thought sadly. He didn't miss the brunette's body trembled as he walked closer to him. 'Do you hate me that much, Ken?' He walked closer and closer.
"Ken?" He whispered slowly
A pair of emerald eyes snapped open. Aya stared deeply at the twin pools of emerald that he missed so much...But then he noticed the confuse glance at Ken's eyes.
"Ken...?" Now, he has already stood beside the brunette. He slowly caressed the tanned skin he longed so much. But he quickly stopped when he felt the brunette flinched at his touch. "Why Ken? Do you hate me that much?" He asked sadly.
Ken tilted his head slowly... avoided the crimson haired man's gaze. " I...I...What do you mean? I don't hate you..." He answered with a confused tone... made Aya raised his eyebrow. "Ken...?"
The brunette took a deep breath and then he stared at Aya. "I...I mean...I don't even know you... Why should I hate you?" His answer made Aya's heart cracked. "What...are...you...talking...about?" Aya asked confusedly
"I, I...don't know you...I mean... we have never known each other before, right?" He stammered.
Aya stared blankly. 'He doesn't really mean that, right? Does he really forget of me?" Then something crossed at his mind. "Ken...do you really don't remember anything about me?"
The brunette nodded slightly. The Aya continued again "Then...do you know who are you?"
Now ken started thought if the man in front of him was insane. 'Of course I do!' He screamed mentally, but he didn't want to be impolite in front of him... so he just answered. "He eh"
Aya frowned "should anemsia make him forget everything about himself?' he thought. But then he continued. "Can you tell me everything that you know about your self?" He asked again.
Ken thought for a moment. So this stranger only knew his name huh? Maybe he had already helped him when he was on mission or something else so he needed his identity to send him back...but why did he ask whether he forgot about this stranger just now?
"Uhmm okay..." Ken decided to ignore his thought and answer, "I'm Hidaka Ken...I'm a florist from Koneko Sumu Ie...a flower shop...and I used to teach children to play soccer... Oh, I forgot to mention that I really like soccer...uhm... sorry that's not important...Oh yeah...You can call my friends from there. Their name are Yoji and Omi...I'm sure they'll pick me up and return your money that you've already spent on me...Hmm... actually there're one more person there... her name is Momoe-san... she's a nice grandmother... Okay, I think that's all" He finished his explanation.
Aya...died of shocked. He couldn't believe that the brunette only forgot about him!! "How could you do this to me, Ken?" He whispered hastily...made the brunette blinked in confusion. "Heh? Whaddaya mean?" He asked
Suddenly Aya grabbed the brunette's shoulder, "How dare you do this to me, Hidaka Ken?!!!!" He shouted at the brunette."...after 2 weeks slept and made me thought the I had already lost you...now you wake up again and said that you don't enen know me!!! Only me!!!" He released Ken and sank down limply. "How...could...you...? I can stand if you're mad at me...or even if you kick me, hit me, slap me, or whatever else...but...you never do that...But, why...why you come back with the biggest punishment for me, Ken? You...just...forget me...like that...forget about us...please Ken...anything but that..."He whispered with a frustration tone.
Ken blinked at the scene of the crimson haired man in front of him. He was very confused. 'Why is he suddenly acting like that? What should I do?' He still froze at his place, when Aya suddenly lifted his head and stared deeply at him with a very serious gaze and then left the brunette's room without said anything.
"Just wait Ken..."He whispered and leaned at Ken's room's door."...I'll make you remember me again...Because I can't stand if you forget of me...I can't stand if I can't be beside you..."He clenched his fist"...I'll do anything..."
~to be continued...~
Chapter 7 up!!! I don't know what tenses should I use in story that has first person's point of view.... And thank you very much to secret08 for your offer.... I appreciate it very much... so how can I contact you? How about send my ff to you first before I post it here, so you can read it and examined my grammar? Hohoho... sorry if I make you busy... Btw, don't forget to review!! And thank you for all that still read my ff...I'm sorry if you don't like it... but please continue reading...if you don't mind...okey? Bubbye.....
Disclaimer : Huh? You still read this? You've already know that
I've never ever can have them, can't I?
"..." Talking
'...' Thinking
Chapter 7
Ken's POV
"Uggh..."
Shit! Are there any people that open my window curtain? There should be a rule that sun shouldn't shine this bright in the morning. I blink my eyes for a few times. Trying to adjust with the brightness... Still to bright! I lift my hand to cover my eyes...
But it doesn't budge
My eyes snap open. What the hell is that? Am I being kidnapped and they knocked me down and then tied me out like this?
Hmm... I don't remember anything about that...But, now maybe it's better to try to release my bound...I think I've already been unconscious for a long time...because I had a very long and strange dream... Hmm... In my dream... I had a...lover... yeah a lover...he has a red hair and I love him so much...but then he betrayed me...uhmm... something like that...I don't remember about it very much...And I don't understand anything about my dream...why should I have a stranger as my lover? I mean... I don't even know him!!!
Okay... back to reality...Now, what should I do with these knots? And what is this strange thing that tied on my neck?! Heh...are my kidnapper planned to cut me into pieces so that the tied me this tight? I sigh...Think Hidaka! Omi and Yoji should already had been searching for you...and now, all you have to do are trying to release your self from this damn things!!!!
I throw my glance all over the room. Whit, white, and white...now I'm start thinking again... Where am I? The only place I know that contains much white like this is just...a hospital? Yeah... I should be in the hospital...Maybe Omi and Yoji had saved me...
Ups! Who is it?...A bundle of only-God-know person is sitting in the corner...hmm... maybe sleeping is a more precise word. Hmm... I studied that person more carefully...Oh... he's a man...and he's sleeping...his hair is...red? Why does he has the same hair color with my...ehm... boyfriend in my dream? And why is he sitting there? In the same room with me? I don't even know him, for the Heaven-sake!! I shift my attention back to my hand...I try to move it again... with little more strength this time... Yeah! Success! It moves a little...Try again! Moves a little bit far...Okay, now with all of my strength...
PRANGGGGG!!!!!
Shit! I just stare blankly at the broken glass...How should I know that there is a glass on the table beside me if I can't even move my neck to turn my head?
Uh oh...I think I wake the strange red-haired man up. He snaps his eyes in a surprise when he hears the sound of broken glass. He stays still for a moment and then he stands up and glances over the room...
His eyes meet mine...
Godness! Even his face is same with 'Him!!!'
And now he walks towards me...I close my eyes tightly. Don't let him know that I've already awaken...I don't know if he's an enemy or a friend...
He walks closer...
Closer...
And closer...
"Ken?"
My eyes automatically snap open. How does he know my name?...And I meet a pair of amethyst eyes are staring at me...
"Ken...?"
* * *
Aya's eyes opened in shock when he heard the sound of broken things. His mind felt dizzy for a moment before his brain adjusted with the circumstances around hi,. His eyes fixed on the pieces of glasses that scattered on the floor across him. 'What the hell is that?' he stood up and threw a glance around the room. 'Was there any ghost that broke that things?' He snorted. So his mind started change weird huh?
Suddenly his amethyst eyes met a pair of emerald eyes. His heart stopped it's beat instantly. 'Ken? Has he already awaken?' He couldn't held back his urged to run and approached the brunette.
He started to walk closer and closer to the brunette. His heart ached when he saw the brunette quickly closed his eyes... Tried to avoid his gaze...'Is he still mad at me?' He thought sadly. He didn't miss the brunette's body trembled as he walked closer to him. 'Do you hate me that much, Ken?' He walked closer and closer.
"Ken?" He whispered slowly
A pair of emerald eyes snapped open. Aya stared deeply at the twin pools of emerald that he missed so much...But then he noticed the confuse glance at Ken's eyes.
"Ken...?" Now, he has already stood beside the brunette. He slowly caressed the tanned skin he longed so much. But he quickly stopped when he felt the brunette flinched at his touch. "Why Ken? Do you hate me that much?" He asked sadly.
Ken tilted his head slowly... avoided the crimson haired man's gaze. " I...I...What do you mean? I don't hate you..." He answered with a confused tone... made Aya raised his eyebrow. "Ken...?"
The brunette took a deep breath and then he stared at Aya. "I...I mean...I don't even know you... Why should I hate you?" His answer made Aya's heart cracked. "What...are...you...talking...about?" Aya asked confusedly
"I, I...don't know you...I mean... we have never known each other before, right?" He stammered.
Aya stared blankly. 'He doesn't really mean that, right? Does he really forget of me?" Then something crossed at his mind. "Ken...do you really don't remember anything about me?"
The brunette nodded slightly. The Aya continued again "Then...do you know who are you?"
Now ken started thought if the man in front of him was insane. 'Of course I do!' He screamed mentally, but he didn't want to be impolite in front of him... so he just answered. "He eh"
Aya frowned "should anemsia make him forget everything about himself?' he thought. But then he continued. "Can you tell me everything that you know about your self?" He asked again.
Ken thought for a moment. So this stranger only knew his name huh? Maybe he had already helped him when he was on mission or something else so he needed his identity to send him back...but why did he ask whether he forgot about this stranger just now?
"Uhmm okay..." Ken decided to ignore his thought and answer, "I'm Hidaka Ken...I'm a florist from Koneko Sumu Ie...a flower shop...and I used to teach children to play soccer... Oh, I forgot to mention that I really like soccer...uhm... sorry that's not important...Oh yeah...You can call my friends from there. Their name are Yoji and Omi...I'm sure they'll pick me up and return your money that you've already spent on me...Hmm... actually there're one more person there... her name is Momoe-san... she's a nice grandmother... Okay, I think that's all" He finished his explanation.
Aya...died of shocked. He couldn't believe that the brunette only forgot about him!! "How could you do this to me, Ken?" He whispered hastily...made the brunette blinked in confusion. "Heh? Whaddaya mean?" He asked
Suddenly Aya grabbed the brunette's shoulder, "How dare you do this to me, Hidaka Ken?!!!!" He shouted at the brunette."...after 2 weeks slept and made me thought the I had already lost you...now you wake up again and said that you don't enen know me!!! Only me!!!" He released Ken and sank down limply. "How...could...you...? I can stand if you're mad at me...or even if you kick me, hit me, slap me, or whatever else...but...you never do that...But, why...why you come back with the biggest punishment for me, Ken? You...just...forget me...like that...forget about us...please Ken...anything but that..."He whispered with a frustration tone.
Ken blinked at the scene of the crimson haired man in front of him. He was very confused. 'Why is he suddenly acting like that? What should I do?' He still froze at his place, when Aya suddenly lifted his head and stared deeply at him with a very serious gaze and then left the brunette's room without said anything.
"Just wait Ken..."He whispered and leaned at Ken's room's door."...I'll make you remember me again...Because I can't stand if you forget of me...I can't stand if I can't be beside you..."He clenched his fist"...I'll do anything..."
~to be continued...~
Chapter 7 up!!! I don't know what tenses should I use in story that has first person's point of view.... And thank you very much to secret08 for your offer.... I appreciate it very much... so how can I contact you? How about send my ff to you first before I post it here, so you can read it and examined my grammar? Hohoho... sorry if I make you busy... Btw, don't forget to review!! And thank you for all that still read my ff...I'm sorry if you don't like it... but please continue reading...if you don't mind...okey? Bubbye.....