a/n hermione thoughts on her secret crush. r/r
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Why? Why do I have to fall for someone like him? Why? I am supposed to hate him and not to love him. Yet.. He has something that draws me to him. His eyes.. yes.. those stormy grey eyes. Ever heard the saying: the eyes are the windows to your soul?? No.. ?well I have and It's true.. my god it's true. His eyes tells more than what he says. His eyes are deep. His soul is deep. A soul that none has noticed and never will be noticed too. A soul that is unreachable for everyone and that is a shame.
I am drawed to him and I can't help it. I want to hate him. I want to hate him with every ounce in my body. But I can't. I just can't and I don't know why. He has never been nice to me. To him I'm just a girl and even better I'm a mudblood too. He makes fun of me. It makes me angry, but somehow that angry feeling never stays. I can't stay angry at him. I am weak because of that, because he can just walk over me and I let him.
He's one of the most popular guys of Hogwarts and can you blame him? He's a dropdead gorgeous!! All the girls fancy him. And wenn I say all the girls.. I mean all the girls. He has dated many many girls and he dumped him as soon as they had slept together. He is womanizer. He cares for none.
He's my best friend's archenemy. I can't betray my best friend, can I?? Loyalty is important, right? Because I know that Harry will never betray me for some girl, who is my enemy.
He's a Slytherin and I.. I'm a Griffyndor. And that should do it, right? But it doesn't.. Not for me. I've learned that Griffyndors and Slytherins don't mix with eachother. We are eachothers opposites. But somehow I don't care about that.
Oh God, Why does it have to be so complicated?? Why can't I just hate him. Why?? I have so many reasons why I can hate him. But I don't. I just can't hate him. It's so frustrating. I don't even care that he is a Slytherin. All I know is that I love him.Yes I know now for sure. I love Draco Malfoy and there is nothing I can do about it. But what I know is that I will never tell. Because I know that if Draco knows about it, he will just laugh. He doesn't want someone like me. He doesn't want a mudblood. Maybe in another lifetime. Yes in another lifetime. He's unreachable for me now.. But we will meet again in another lifetime and maybe then.. yes.. maybe then.
Why? Why do I have to fall for someone like him? Why? I am supposed to hate him and not to love him. Yet.. He has something that draws me to him. His eyes.. yes.. those stormy grey eyes. Ever heard the saying: the eyes are the windows to your soul?? No.. ?well I have and It's true.. my god it's true. His eyes tells more than what he says. His eyes are deep. His soul is deep. A soul that none has noticed and never will be noticed too. A soul that is unreachable for everyone and that is a shame.
I am drawed to him and I can't help it. I want to hate him. I want to hate him with every ounce in my body. But I can't. I just can't and I don't know why. He has never been nice to me. To him I'm just a girl and even better I'm a mudblood too. He makes fun of me. It makes me angry, but somehow that angry feeling never stays. I can't stay angry at him. I am weak because of that, because he can just walk over me and I let him.
He's one of the most popular guys of Hogwarts and can you blame him? He's a dropdead gorgeous!! All the girls fancy him. And wenn I say all the girls.. I mean all the girls. He has dated many many girls and he dumped him as soon as they had slept together. He is womanizer. He cares for none.
He's my best friend's archenemy. I can't betray my best friend, can I?? Loyalty is important, right? Because I know that Harry will never betray me for some girl, who is my enemy.
He's a Slytherin and I.. I'm a Griffyndor. And that should do it, right? But it doesn't.. Not for me. I've learned that Griffyndors and Slytherins don't mix with eachother. We are eachothers opposites. But somehow I don't care about that.
Oh God, Why does it have to be so complicated?? Why can't I just hate him. Why?? I have so many reasons why I can hate him. But I don't. I just can't hate him. It's so frustrating. I don't even care that he is a Slytherin. All I know is that I love him.Yes I know now for sure. I love Draco Malfoy and there is nothing I can do about it. But what I know is that I will never tell. Because I know that if Draco knows about it, he will just laugh. He doesn't want someone like me. He doesn't want a mudblood. Maybe in another lifetime. Yes in another lifetime. He's unreachable for me now.. But we will meet again in another lifetime and maybe then.. yes.. maybe then.