What A Boy Wants

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"..." Thinking '...' Talking

Chapter 8

Ken's POV

Hehehe... Today, Omi is coming to visit me. I thought he's soo... happy and hurrying to see me...Hmm...he should missed me so much, right? And I missed him too...

He brings two boxes of presents from my soccer-kids and he also brings one bar of chocolate... Hiks... poor me...I can't eat it yet, bcoz the doctor still prohibits me.

I still remember about my conversation with the strange-red-haired-man yesterday, of course. Who will forget the very surprising thing like that? Hmm... maybe Omi knows him...So, maybe if I ask him, he can tells me who is that guy. Yeah...I should ask him...

"Nee... Omi..."

"Huh?" He's still busy eating my chocolate.

"Umm...do you know a crimson-haired man that has amethyst eyes?" I ask him

It doesn't take even 3 seconds for him to think and answer my question. "You mean Aya-kun? Of course I do! Why did you ask? And why did you describe him as a-crimson-haired-man?" He asks back

I frown. He sounds like he has already known him for years. Hmm...If he knows him, why don't I? Maybe he's Omi's schoolmate? Impossible...He's too old to be it...Or maybe he's Omi's teacher? Maybe... but...then why Omi called him Aya- kun? Not aya-sensei or something more polite than that? And...eh what's his name again? Aya? Is she a woman? But...I'm very sure that he's a man! Or... maybe I was wrong? Hmm... maybe my IQ has decreased that much that I can't even tell the differences between men and women...Oh... I start to feel confuse...Better ask Omi about that...

"Omi... ano Aya-person...Is he a man or a woman? How does he know me?" I ask curiously.

Omi gapes. He stares at me disbeliefly. Slowly, his hand reaches my forehead. "Ken-kun...do you have fever?" he asks

I skim his hand away and shake my head. "Of course I don't! Come on Omi, why are you staring at me like that? I just ask you to explain about the read-haired guy to me..."

He's still freezing. Now I start to wonder...maybe I had already stayed unconscious too long that the world has changed that much. "Oi, Omi..." I whine, demanding an explanation.

"K, Ken-kun...do you really forget everything about Aya-kun?" He's asking again. I just shrug my shoulders. "S, sou...ka...so that's why the reason why did Aya-kun was so moody yesterday..." he mumbles. But then he lifts his head and meets my eyes, "I don't know what happen to your brain, Ken-kun... And I still don't understand why you only just can't remember Aya-kun...But okay, I'll tell you about him..." And then he grabs by hand. "I hope you remember about him soon, Ken-kun...Because I don't think he can stand living without stays beside you..." His words surprises me...and I feel more and more surprise when he tells me who is the strange-red-haired-guy to me...

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Aya sighed deeply. Ken has been out from the hospital for 1 week include today. But, he still didn't show any signs of remembering him. The hell of remembering him...the brunette had been avoiding him since he arrived. Aya had already tried hard to build again their relationship and retrieved Ken's memories back, but Ken had tried harder to stay away from him. If Aya changed his shift with those blondes so he could have a shift with the brunette, then the brunette would change his shift again... He started to feel depressed

The crimson-haired man huffed... He could blame Omi if he wanted to...The petite blonde had come to him and said that he had already told Ken about him and all about their relationship. He was so naïve... Of course he didn't predict that the brunette would act like this...It's normal...What will you do if you suddenly been told that you have a relationship with the same sex and he's a stranger that you've only met once before? Before the accident, Ken wouldn't mind, he knew that... But now...when all of his memories were lost...he's just an ordinary boy...that maybe straight...and didn't even know him...

Hw threw a glance to the brunette that was talking cheerfully with some girls...'what should I do, Ken?' He sighed again. He had already tried every way that he thought could make the brunette's memories came back or tried to start their relationship again, but he failed...failed miserably... ' maybe I should give him up...'he thought sadly...he just about to leave the shop when he heard one girl spoke up.

'Ne...Ken-san...I've heard a rumor that you already had a... umm... lover?" She asked hesitantly.

Aya heart skipped one beat. 'Is the lover that she mentioned about...is me?' he canceled his plan to go out and he set his ears to steal hearing their conversation.

He heard Ken laughed and then the brunette spoke up, "Hey...where did you get such information? I don't have any girl friend at all..." He protested.

"Umm...so...do you have any boyfriend?" she asked again. Ken's grin faded...changed with a shock expression. 'If he was my old Ken...he would blush ...trying to cover up our relationship...but now...I can't predict what will he do...' Aya folded his arms and fixed his eyes at the brunette...curious about what would he say.

Ken frowned. But then he smiled again. "Heh...what the hell are you talking about...Of course I don't have any!!! Hey...do you think that I'm a gay?" He furrowed his brows

The girls giggled. "That's because...you look so...umm... close with Aya- san...so.." she giggled again. Ken raised his brows"...really? Ow hell...don't take it too seriously...Why should he be my lover? And I don't think we ever talk each other...hmm...maybe I would date him when the hell freeze..." Then he laughed again

Aya...couldn't draw what he felt. Shocked, angry, hate, disappointed, heart broken...he bit back his tears and his urge to beat Ken up...He walked to the Koneko's door and then slammed it with his full power...made the flower shop tremble.

Ken turned his head after he felt a sudden earthquake attacked the flower shop. He still could see a flash of a lock of crimson hair waved while his owner walked through the fan girls outside.

"Aya?"

~to be continued...~

How is it? I think I put some cheerful side of Ken in this chapter... because I don't want to see him always sad... ^o^ Btw, I hope my grammars in this chapter are going better... but I still don't know what grammar should I use in first person's POV...is it present tense and present continous tense or past tense and perfect tense? Please tell me!!! And I want to say sorry if my grammars still don't show any progress... really sorry!!!!!! Oh yeah...thank to Kelly who had already sent me an e-mail... I try to get better and better okay? ^o^ so please minna...help me with reviewing my fanfic... and tell me about grammars' mistake that I made...

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