A/n So here is my fourth chapter. It's about Narcissa and her words to
Lucius. I wrote this story in the middle of the night. I always seem to get
my inspiration at night. Quite terrible I must say. Haha Well enjoy this
one. Review please.
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to Rowling!!
One sided love
I can clearly remember what my father said to me: "Sometimes we must let go of our pride Narcissa and do what is requested of us." And I did. I let go of my pride and agreed to marry you. The day I saw you, I instantly fell for you. I started loving you the minute I laid my eyes on you. Hoping that you loved me too.
We married. I loved you, but you didn't love me. To you I was just a pretty girl, married to you to give you an heir. I was foolish thinking that my love was enough for the both of us. I was wrong. It wasn't enough, but I found out too late. Like they said Love can make you blind. I never believed it and now I've experienced it. Love really can make you blind.
The coming years with you were hard for me. I cried myself to sleep every night. I hoped that somebody would help me, but nobody was there. I was all alone. Soon I found out I was pregnant. I was so happy. I would have a child to raise. A child to cherish.
Nine months later I bared the child. It was a boy. I had a son. We decided to name him Draco or should I say I named him Draco. You didn't care about him. The one thing you cared for that you had an heir to your family throne.
Since my pregnancy you stopped visiting my bed and to be honest I didn't care about it. I had my son or so I thought. You took him away from me. You said he would be weak if I would raise him. I lost my son that day and he would never come back to me again. My precious son. Now I had nobody.
I shield myself through the past years. Watching everything, every move. Every time I look at my son he reminds me of you. He has grown out to be the spitting image of you, though he has my eyes. Now Draco has turned his back on you, didn't he? He turned his back to you and your believes. Some how I'm happy to see that. I hope he will lead his own life and that maybe he and I will be like mother and son instead of stranger to stranger.
But my dear lucius. I still love you. I never stopped loving you. Love makes you weak. I understand it now. How tragic, isn't it? Even though you have put me through hell my love for you has survived everything and yours.. yours was never there.
One sided love
I can clearly remember what my father said to me: "Sometimes we must let go of our pride Narcissa and do what is requested of us." And I did. I let go of my pride and agreed to marry you. The day I saw you, I instantly fell for you. I started loving you the minute I laid my eyes on you. Hoping that you loved me too.
We married. I loved you, but you didn't love me. To you I was just a pretty girl, married to you to give you an heir. I was foolish thinking that my love was enough for the both of us. I was wrong. It wasn't enough, but I found out too late. Like they said Love can make you blind. I never believed it and now I've experienced it. Love really can make you blind.
The coming years with you were hard for me. I cried myself to sleep every night. I hoped that somebody would help me, but nobody was there. I was all alone. Soon I found out I was pregnant. I was so happy. I would have a child to raise. A child to cherish.
Nine months later I bared the child. It was a boy. I had a son. We decided to name him Draco or should I say I named him Draco. You didn't care about him. The one thing you cared for that you had an heir to your family throne.
Since my pregnancy you stopped visiting my bed and to be honest I didn't care about it. I had my son or so I thought. You took him away from me. You said he would be weak if I would raise him. I lost my son that day and he would never come back to me again. My precious son. Now I had nobody.
I shield myself through the past years. Watching everything, every move. Every time I look at my son he reminds me of you. He has grown out to be the spitting image of you, though he has my eyes. Now Draco has turned his back on you, didn't he? He turned his back to you and your believes. Some how I'm happy to see that. I hope he will lead his own life and that maybe he and I will be like mother and son instead of stranger to stranger.
But my dear lucius. I still love you. I never stopped loving you. Love makes you weak. I understand it now. How tragic, isn't it? Even though you have put me through hell my love for you has survived everything and yours.. yours was never there.