What A Boy Wants

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"..." Thinking '...' Talking

Chapter 10

Aya stop suddenly. Somehow his heart didn't feel comfortable at all. Yes, he was angry with the brunette... but it was different... it wasn't the anger that made he felt uncomfortable... but... worry... He was worried about Ken...

'Oh...Why should I worry about him? He's a grown up man! He can take care of him self...furthermore...he doesn't need me at all...' He tried to push his worry away...

'But... the last time...I left him alone... he got an accident... what if this time... he gets it...again?'

He knew that Ken was trying to catch him because he can heard his shout ...but he ignored it...And now, when the brunette's voice had gone... he couldn't help it but to feel worry...

'Is something happening with him?'

Aya was still arguing with his inner voice when he suddenly heard a girl spoke up behind him.

"...I heard, there's a brunette man faints there......"

When the girl mentioned the 'brunette man' word, Aya immediately sharpened his ear to hear the girl's voice clearer...

"Nani? Hontou ka?"

"I think it's true...Majima has just called me, and he said that he saw him by his own eyes..."

"sou ka..."

"Oh and do you know?"

"What?"

"I think, the brunette man he mentioned is someone we know..."

"Really? Who?"

"From what he told me...it seems...he's Ken-san from Koneko!!!"

"Hah? Uso da!!"

"No!! He said that the brunette wears a green-football-uniform...Ken-san wears that right? We've just talked to him..."

Now, Aya felt his body limp...He turned his head slowly and he saw the girl who talked to his friend was a same girl whom Ken talked to in the Koneko before... "And...that's mean she's... right?' He just stayed there... blinked for few times before that sentence really hit his mind...

He started to run...as fas as he can...

'Why does Ken faint? Has something happened to him?' He glanced over the streets before he ran again. 'Twice times...If something really happens to him...that's mean I've already hurt him...twice...What kind of bastard am I?'

He saw an ambulance stopped in the middle of the road. His heart felt more and more uncomfortable... He broke through the crowd, pushed people aside until he could saw what happened in the middle of the crowd.

"KEN!!" He yelled instantly when he saw the brunette's limp body been carried by medical staffs.

"Ken..."

All medical staffs stared at him. Aya didn't give a damn about them. His amethyst eyes were busy examining Ken's body. Worried if there were any wound harmed the brunette's body, For his relief there seemed no harm on Ken. He huffed in relief.

"Ano... anata wa dare?" One of the medical staff asked him.

"His friend" He answered shortly

"Hmm... so would you like to accompany him to the hospital? We need someone who knows him so we can have his personal data to complete the hospital administration..."

"whatever" He just wanted to shut her mouth up and stop her words. He still worried about the brunette's condition. Although he seemed fine outside, it didn't mean that his inner organs were okay...

"Okay, please go inside the ambulance now..."

He went inside the white car with the brunette slowly. He stared deeply at the brunette's face, slowly caressed his cheek... How he missed the brunette's warmth...

Suddenly Ken started to tremble. His eyes moved back and forth below his eyelids... his body started sweating and his body ragged...

Aya was panic... Ken didn't seem alright at all... His hand raised to the air, tried to reach something.. and the crimson haired man grabbed Ken's hand immediately...tried to calm him down...

"Ken...Ken...calm down Ken..."

Ke's face twitched and his lips started trembled too... Aya didn't know anything else to do except held the brunette's hand tightly and whispered comforting words while the medical staffs were busy checking Ken's body...

"Ken..."He ruffled the brunette's hair gently while his other hand still held Ken's hand tightly.

"Aya, Aya, Aya, Aya...Aya, Ay...a.." Ken suddenly whispered his name in agony and desperate tone... His body still trembled and he started tossed himself to the edge of the bed.

Aya... shocked...really shocked when he recognize that Ken was whispering...hi name...If Ken was in other condition, Aya would be very happy... but now...Ken was whispering his name in a sad tone...How could he felt happy?

"Aya..." He was still whispering the man's name. "Aya...why do you leave me? ...Aya..." His voice was so lost... and sad...

Aya raised his brow. 'What are you talking about, koi? I've never leave you..." He stared sadly at the brunette'...you're the one who leave me...'

"Aya...why do you leave me?..." He was still repeating those words over and over again. Each time with sadder tone and more agony were filled his voice.

'What should I say, Ken... to let you know...that I never leave you..." He held Ken's hand tighter and tighter... He couldn't stand saw the one he loved suffered this much. "Ken..."

suddenly, the brunette's cries turned to whimpers...He curled his body...but still held Aya's hand..."Aya...leave...doesn't love me...anymore... Sakura...Aya..."

Aya looked puzzled for a moment. What the hell was his koi blaberring about? The s medical staff who talked to him before had already sat beside him... stared at the brunette in sympathy.

"Poor boy..." She suddenly spoke up. Aya ignored her of course. What did she know about Ken? But then, she continued again, "I think... he just broken up with a girl name...Aya? Or Sakura Aya? And he think that the girl doesn't love him anymore..." This got Aya's attention. He eyed the woman dangerously with a what-do-you-mean glare.

The woman eyed him back, "I'm a woman...so I can pick up things like that...He's broken heart because of that Aya-girl right?" Her words stabbed Aya's heart deeply.

'Ken's....still...hurt...because I cancelled our date? B.but...why? I think he has...already...forgot about... me...'

"Aya..." He started to whimper again

"I'm sorry Ken...I, I just can hurt you..." He whispered to the brunette...hoped that he could heard his words...,"I'm so sorry..."

To be continued...

Gomen ne minna-san!!! It took me so long to add this chapter... I'm really really sorry!!! I just had a week full of fschool's final exams...so I can't update this last week...But, I hope you all like this chapter... And if you don't like it... please just continue reading it... I promise It will get better in next chapters... Oh, by the way... I don't think that I can update the next chapter too soon... because next week, I will have last national's final exams in my school... so forgive me minna!!!! But I promise I will update it as soon as I can... and that mean... after I finish all of my final exams, OK? XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD o o o o o o o o o o

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