a/n 6th chapter! Ok this is Padma about her sister, life and what she
wants to happen/ what she wants to do about it. Review people!!]
disclaimer: Nothing is mine.. but that's obvious right??
The girl who is forgotten
I wanted to be like her. More outgoing. To be brave, but I'm not. I'm not all that. That's the reason why I'm in Ravenclaw and my sister in Gryffindor. I missed the most important characteristic to be a Gryffindor; I'm not all that brave nor am I that outgoing.
She is always the apple of everyone's eye. The perfect little girl. She is outgoing, popular and everything I'm not. I'm the quiet one, the shy one. Our appearance is the same, but our personalities are like worlds apart from each other. She's the star, the centre of everything. I like to hide in corners, to be unnoticed yet somewhere inside I crave to be like her. Just for once. To be everything she is.
I love my sister. Don't get me wrong, but sometimes when I'm standing besides her I feel so below her. She outshines me. Somewhere I don't want that. I want to shine too. I can't blame her. She doesn't know she makes me feel like that. That I'm jealous of her.
We promised each other not to forget each other if we were in different houses. That we still would be the best of friends. I never forget that promise we made before our first year. I don't know if she forgot it, I certainly didn't. We don't hang around another that much anymore. I believe that our promise has been broken.
She's with lavender now. They are always together. I am forgotten now. My classmates don't even know me. If they even speak to me, they say your name. They don't know mine. If they talk about me it's always parvati's sister. Do you know that hurts? It really does.
But it's over now. I will not let myself be forgotten anymore. I will make a name for myself. They won't overlook me anymore. I won't let them. I will be brave and I will be everything I want to be. No longer will I be that quiet girl. The shy one. I swear it. Before this year ends they will notice me. Really notice me. Not because I'm parvati's sister, but because I'm Padma.. I won't be forgotten. Not anymore at least. I won't hide anymore, not for no one. I refuse it.
The girl who is forgotten
I wanted to be like her. More outgoing. To be brave, but I'm not. I'm not all that. That's the reason why I'm in Ravenclaw and my sister in Gryffindor. I missed the most important characteristic to be a Gryffindor; I'm not all that brave nor am I that outgoing.
She is always the apple of everyone's eye. The perfect little girl. She is outgoing, popular and everything I'm not. I'm the quiet one, the shy one. Our appearance is the same, but our personalities are like worlds apart from each other. She's the star, the centre of everything. I like to hide in corners, to be unnoticed yet somewhere inside I crave to be like her. Just for once. To be everything she is.
I love my sister. Don't get me wrong, but sometimes when I'm standing besides her I feel so below her. She outshines me. Somewhere I don't want that. I want to shine too. I can't blame her. She doesn't know she makes me feel like that. That I'm jealous of her.
We promised each other not to forget each other if we were in different houses. That we still would be the best of friends. I never forget that promise we made before our first year. I don't know if she forgot it, I certainly didn't. We don't hang around another that much anymore. I believe that our promise has been broken.
She's with lavender now. They are always together. I am forgotten now. My classmates don't even know me. If they even speak to me, they say your name. They don't know mine. If they talk about me it's always parvati's sister. Do you know that hurts? It really does.
But it's over now. I will not let myself be forgotten anymore. I will make a name for myself. They won't overlook me anymore. I won't let them. I will be brave and I will be everything I want to be. No longer will I be that quiet girl. The shy one. I swear it. Before this year ends they will notice me. Really notice me. Not because I'm parvati's sister, but because I'm Padma.. I won't be forgotten. Not anymore at least. I won't hide anymore, not for no one. I refuse it.