A/N ok here's another one. I really got lovely reviews for my other ones.
Thank you for reading this. So this one is about Blaise zabini. I've always
been fascinated by her. So I wrote this for her. Don't know if it's that
good, but you tell me. Is it crap or not? Sorry for the gramma mistakes or
spelling. I'll try to improve. =D well enjoy this piece and review.
Disclaimer: you know it. You know it. Nothing is mine all JK Rowling.. yadiayadi and so on.
Carpe Diem
I'm sitting here on the train. Going back home. Another year has ended and I look back with no remorse on it. Yet I feel sad. Because this was not just another year going home and then returning. This time there is no returning. Seven years of Hogwarts have left me incredible memories. Now me and my friends must set our foots in the real world. No more protection, no more help, just us. I wonder how it'll be. I feel excited about it, but also scared. What will happen and will our friendship last with war coming again.
Dumbledore is trying to creating his army once again. He's recruiting members for the order of the phoenix. They've been doing this for quite a few years now and the order is getting bigger and bigger. Since it's known that Lord Voldemort is back people are in fear. And yes I am not afraid to say his name. I do not fear. Maybe I should, but I just am not.
My years of Hogwarts just went by and somehow I was never part of my year. I was and still am the outsider. Of course I had my friends, but to say that people know me, that's a little too strong. I had a reputation, then again all Slytherin have one.
I dated, not that I'm a player or something or a slut, but to be honest I've had a lot of boys. Not that we have sex or anything, but we just well dated. You could say I'm the average teen witch. My grades weren't bad, but they weren't the best too. But I didn't need to the best. I just needed to get the grades I wanted. To get the career that I wanted.
In my fifth year I discovered that my dear head of the house, deatheater, teacher, lover was and still is a spy for Dumbledore. I didn't understand then and I cut all ties between us. Acting calm and cool with him around, while my heart was questioning every move he made. Like I said I didn't understand then, now I do. He's fighting for a greater cause. It made me think of my life and how I should live life. In my seventh year my parents made me join the ranks of Lord Voldemort and I did, but what they didn't know was that I became a spy too for the order. Nobody knows actually, not even my friends, nobody just Dumbledore. I wonder how my life will be. How I'm going to manage this secret. I've already lost so much, but I've gained more than I expected too. I know now how life can be. It's pleasant, though it can be hard as hell.
But like I said I'm sitting here with my future in front of me and I'm thinking about my past. What's wrong with this picture? I can tell you about it: I'm not living my present, I never did. Always looking to the future or reminiscing the past. But I won't anymore. From now I'll live my present and let the future just come and my past is behind and looking back on it will get me nowhere. Carpe Diem, seize the day.
Disclaimer: you know it. You know it. Nothing is mine all JK Rowling.. yadiayadi and so on.
Carpe Diem
I'm sitting here on the train. Going back home. Another year has ended and I look back with no remorse on it. Yet I feel sad. Because this was not just another year going home and then returning. This time there is no returning. Seven years of Hogwarts have left me incredible memories. Now me and my friends must set our foots in the real world. No more protection, no more help, just us. I wonder how it'll be. I feel excited about it, but also scared. What will happen and will our friendship last with war coming again.
Dumbledore is trying to creating his army once again. He's recruiting members for the order of the phoenix. They've been doing this for quite a few years now and the order is getting bigger and bigger. Since it's known that Lord Voldemort is back people are in fear. And yes I am not afraid to say his name. I do not fear. Maybe I should, but I just am not.
My years of Hogwarts just went by and somehow I was never part of my year. I was and still am the outsider. Of course I had my friends, but to say that people know me, that's a little too strong. I had a reputation, then again all Slytherin have one.
I dated, not that I'm a player or something or a slut, but to be honest I've had a lot of boys. Not that we have sex or anything, but we just well dated. You could say I'm the average teen witch. My grades weren't bad, but they weren't the best too. But I didn't need to the best. I just needed to get the grades I wanted. To get the career that I wanted.
In my fifth year I discovered that my dear head of the house, deatheater, teacher, lover was and still is a spy for Dumbledore. I didn't understand then and I cut all ties between us. Acting calm and cool with him around, while my heart was questioning every move he made. Like I said I didn't understand then, now I do. He's fighting for a greater cause. It made me think of my life and how I should live life. In my seventh year my parents made me join the ranks of Lord Voldemort and I did, but what they didn't know was that I became a spy too for the order. Nobody knows actually, not even my friends, nobody just Dumbledore. I wonder how my life will be. How I'm going to manage this secret. I've already lost so much, but I've gained more than I expected too. I know now how life can be. It's pleasant, though it can be hard as hell.
But like I said I'm sitting here with my future in front of me and I'm thinking about my past. What's wrong with this picture? I can tell you about it: I'm not living my present, I never did. Always looking to the future or reminiscing the past. But I won't anymore. From now I'll live my present and let the future just come and my past is behind and looking back on it will get me nowhere. Carpe Diem, seize the day.