AN: i much appreciate all your reviews people. Im just a bit burdened with exams so im a bit slow on posting chapters
A big thanks to Zippy who is proof reading my stories-wooppee for Zippy!........that rhymes!
--------After aoki is drugged--------
As he lies there, his breathing shallow and i wondered what he would feel for me if i did not return. If my lack of existence would make any difference in his day-to-day life.
Would he avenge my death?
Or would it just mean another fallen kekkai.
No. I wont let him think and feel for me in that way. I will finish this Angel and return unscathed.
She brushed his hair aside as she kissed his brow recognising this would be as close as they would get.
She left to battle Kigai Yuuto.
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FYI: As you all know, Karen fights Nataku instead of Yuuto.
This is after she has successfully burned nataku.
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Why don't i want to die?
This boy asks me WHY i dont want to die?
Most people dont want to die because they want to protect those they love.......who do i love? They dont want their loved ones to mourn for them after their death.
But..i..i wont have that anyway........
His eyes....the cold blue losing their sparkle as he slowly feels whats left of his life slipping away.
How can he not have that feeling? The feeling to hold on to life? His eyes put up no resistance as i can see further,into his heart and his soul. There is nothing. Well, nothing most humans can feel. A feeling of detachment. The sadness of not being able to feel, not being able to connect and not fitting in. Alone in this world, hoping to serve the duty he was made for and yet wishing he didnt have to go through with it. The wishing and hope that there was someone who could could take away his loneliness and grant him love. Someone he could share companionship with. There is no-one else like him. He is in such a situtaion that no one has felt...except....myself.......
"Your eyes...they're like those of a lost boy."
"Lost boy..."
"That's right. Just like me."
His eyes drifted closed and my link was severed.
He was so alone...so cold...so young. Makes me feel as though maybe..maybe im lucky to be who i am. At least i have the ability to feel. The poor child is cursed to be born into a world of nothingness, no identity but the duty to destroy this Earth.
"It's painful to not know what you are. A living thing does not exist without feeling. And you...have them too."
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She then begins to battle Yuuto:
"How modest of you."
She sends an attack at Yuuto and he melts and then she's enveloped in water. "I guess you weren't able to dodge this time. How pretty. It looks just like an underwater tower."
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Karen was trapped inside the water tower and there was no way out. She felt the cold water enter her lungs and it had suddenly become hard to breathe. She could just see the blurred vision of Yuuto standing with his arms crossed gazing in wonder at his work.
' Oh Lord. This is really it.. There's no way out now. I never got the chance to confess. I'm so Sorry Lord. This is the end and....please.....let Aoki san know....i will forever love him. Even if he doesnt return the feeling... i just...i just want him to know. So that i can move on into the next world..without any-----
Karen feels the life drain out of her when she feels a blast of air rush by her.
Suddenly the tower blows away. Aoki stands there weak but vehement. Karen jumps down. "Aoki!"
He came for me. He saved me. I owe him everything and yet, he already has all of me. Oh Aoki san....is there really something you feel for me?
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After Yuuto runs away.
"Why would you do such a thing!? Your wife would be worried sick!" says Karen and she rips a piece from her dress and bandages the wound.
"That is what I would say. Do you really believe...that no one would mourn if you died? I'm not good at getting upset but, if you think to go off by yourself and do that again...I will get very angry. Alright...Karen..." says Aoki and he falls again.
"Aoki!?"
"I just...have to...rest here a bit..."
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Aoki san......i know that this world could end soon and i will never see you again. Alternatively, Kamui will save us all and we will live on but...you will walk out of my life.
Aoki san..i want to let you know...i love you. When i felt myself drowning in Yuuto's water tower, all i could think about was that i would never see you again, that you would never know how i felt. Even as you rest here, i know that we come from two different worlds, one of love and one of lust.
But what i feel for you is something that can only be equalled by one thing. Unforutnately it is also the one thing that prevents me from telling you. It is the love you feel for your family. As you know,this feeling is true Aoki-san.
When i die, i will see you with your loved ones and i will smile. I will feel glad that someone will feel the warm glow that is your love. Your wife and daughter...they are probably distraught now after you filed for that divorce; but Aoki-san they dont know how lucky they really are.
Remember me Aoki-san. Remember me as the one who will return you to your family. I will not allow you to leave your family anddeprive them of your love any longer.
Aoki-san.......
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AN: Go oooooooooooon-review-yknow you want to :D
A big thanks to Zippy who is proof reading my stories-wooppee for Zippy!........that rhymes!
--------After aoki is drugged--------
As he lies there, his breathing shallow and i wondered what he would feel for me if i did not return. If my lack of existence would make any difference in his day-to-day life.
Would he avenge my death?
Or would it just mean another fallen kekkai.
No. I wont let him think and feel for me in that way. I will finish this Angel and return unscathed.
She brushed his hair aside as she kissed his brow recognising this would be as close as they would get.
She left to battle Kigai Yuuto.
---------
FYI: As you all know, Karen fights Nataku instead of Yuuto.
This is after she has successfully burned nataku.
--------
Why don't i want to die?
This boy asks me WHY i dont want to die?
Most people dont want to die because they want to protect those they love.......who do i love? They dont want their loved ones to mourn for them after their death.
But..i..i wont have that anyway........
His eyes....the cold blue losing their sparkle as he slowly feels whats left of his life slipping away.
How can he not have that feeling? The feeling to hold on to life? His eyes put up no resistance as i can see further,into his heart and his soul. There is nothing. Well, nothing most humans can feel. A feeling of detachment. The sadness of not being able to feel, not being able to connect and not fitting in. Alone in this world, hoping to serve the duty he was made for and yet wishing he didnt have to go through with it. The wishing and hope that there was someone who could could take away his loneliness and grant him love. Someone he could share companionship with. There is no-one else like him. He is in such a situtaion that no one has felt...except....myself.......
"Your eyes...they're like those of a lost boy."
"Lost boy..."
"That's right. Just like me."
His eyes drifted closed and my link was severed.
He was so alone...so cold...so young. Makes me feel as though maybe..maybe im lucky to be who i am. At least i have the ability to feel. The poor child is cursed to be born into a world of nothingness, no identity but the duty to destroy this Earth.
"It's painful to not know what you are. A living thing does not exist without feeling. And you...have them too."
--------
She then begins to battle Yuuto:
"How modest of you."
She sends an attack at Yuuto and he melts and then she's enveloped in water. "I guess you weren't able to dodge this time. How pretty. It looks just like an underwater tower."
-------------
Karen was trapped inside the water tower and there was no way out. She felt the cold water enter her lungs and it had suddenly become hard to breathe. She could just see the blurred vision of Yuuto standing with his arms crossed gazing in wonder at his work.
' Oh Lord. This is really it.. There's no way out now. I never got the chance to confess. I'm so Sorry Lord. This is the end and....please.....let Aoki san know....i will forever love him. Even if he doesnt return the feeling... i just...i just want him to know. So that i can move on into the next world..without any-----
Karen feels the life drain out of her when she feels a blast of air rush by her.
Suddenly the tower blows away. Aoki stands there weak but vehement. Karen jumps down. "Aoki!"
He came for me. He saved me. I owe him everything and yet, he already has all of me. Oh Aoki san....is there really something you feel for me?
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After Yuuto runs away.
"Why would you do such a thing!? Your wife would be worried sick!" says Karen and she rips a piece from her dress and bandages the wound.
"That is what I would say. Do you really believe...that no one would mourn if you died? I'm not good at getting upset but, if you think to go off by yourself and do that again...I will get very angry. Alright...Karen..." says Aoki and he falls again.
"Aoki!?"
"I just...have to...rest here a bit..."
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Aoki san......i know that this world could end soon and i will never see you again. Alternatively, Kamui will save us all and we will live on but...you will walk out of my life.
Aoki san..i want to let you know...i love you. When i felt myself drowning in Yuuto's water tower, all i could think about was that i would never see you again, that you would never know how i felt. Even as you rest here, i know that we come from two different worlds, one of love and one of lust.
But what i feel for you is something that can only be equalled by one thing. Unforutnately it is also the one thing that prevents me from telling you. It is the love you feel for your family. As you know,this feeling is true Aoki-san.
When i die, i will see you with your loved ones and i will smile. I will feel glad that someone will feel the warm glow that is your love. Your wife and daughter...they are probably distraught now after you filed for that divorce; but Aoki-san they dont know how lucky they really are.
Remember me Aoki-san. Remember me as the one who will return you to your family. I will not allow you to leave your family anddeprive them of your love any longer.
Aoki-san.......
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AN: Go oooooooooooon-review-yknow you want to :D