Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ or any of it characters
AN: Vegeta's feelings just before he sacrifices himself during the Majin Buu Saga. It's kind of hectic because you only read what Vegeta thinks. This is my first song fanfic (The reason from Hoobastank). R&R
Huh what happened? Where am I? I couldn't be death, I refuse to believe that. That big fat balloon couldn't have. My son, he was there too. I need to protect him. Damn it, this is all my fault. I can't let him fight alone against that freak. I could feel the presence of his best friend friend, Kakarot's youngest son, and the Namek and Krillin. They can't win from that monster. This is all Kakarot's fault. No it's mine. Idiot. What have I done?
I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do
I can't let them die there. They've done so much for me and how did I repay them all of these years. I'm such a egocentric asshole. I have brought everyone in danger because I wanted to fight Kakarot and now they don't stand a chance. I didn't either, I should have known that since Kakarot's brat energy signal was totally vanished. I must find a way to get out of this miserable place so I can get back and save them. I hate to admit it but I care about some of them. Now that goof will kill them all, my son, my wife, my friends, those brats, the Namek. I have to do everything even if it means I will die. Maybe I'm death already. The others will hate me now so I can try to do something good just before I go away. I don't even deserve to be with them. I almost killed them back in the stadium.
I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do
Huh, my eyes, why do they hurt so bad? It's like someone just did a solar flare right in front of me. What are my son and the other brat doing here. I'm back and they must have saved me. His eyes, that green blue color, they remind me of Bulma. I can't blow things up now and I have to make sure they don't hurt in the process. This is the only way. Not for me but for Trunks and Bulma. I try not to tell anything but I must do this and I must tell my son. He needs to know how proud he made me. Why couldn't Bulma be here so I could tell her I love her. She knows but now she'll never hear it because of my selfish pride. I wish I hadn't done things this way but it's time now.
I just want you to know I've found a reason for me
I can feel Trunks' embarrassment and also his happiness. It's ironic in a way. When Bulma kissed me I felt just the same. This is the first and also last time I embrace my son. I wish this moment could last forever. Take care of your mother, catch her tears, make me even prouder son. My time's up now.
And so I have to say before I go The reason is you I've found a reason to show A side of me you didn't know A reason for all that I do
The Namek takes the boys and takes off. He always knew how I felt, he understood me the best. Goodbye Trunks. Goodbye Bulma. Thank you Piccolo. Gohan, Krillin ... ... ...
The reason is you
So did you like it. I can take negative criticism so fire.